I want to forget, but it's so hard.

Perhaps, this is what fate is ordinary. If you want to escape, you can't escape.

"Mommy, are we going to the place where you once lived?"

The little guy was curious, and when he heard that he was going back to Mommy's hometown, Xiaobao was more or less looking forward to it.

Su Man's gaze fell on Murong Che in the driver's seat, and his voice was full of helplessness, "Yes, but Mommy still thinks Lin Hai is the best." ”

Her words have another meaning, as if she is deliberately saying them to someone.

Murong Che didn't think so, and introduced the little guy very enthusiastically, "Lin Hai is indeed not bad, but compared to our hometown, it is really far away. ”

Xiaobao didn't buy it, "What's the difference?

The little guy's head is really loaded with a lot of strange things.

Ultraman, for example, is what they like the most and find the most magical.

Murong Che thought for a moment and replied very seriously, "Yes, it's more powerful than what you see." When I get there, I'll show you there. ”

Suddenly, Xiaobao's little eyes lit up, "Okay, the deceptive nose will become longer." ”

"Good. ”

Listening to the conversation between the two people, it was like a pair of sweet father and son, and in an instant, Su Man's heart was pinched together.

If their children hadn't left, wouldn't it be even sweeter than this moment?

Shaking his head bitterly, he forced himself to wake up from his illusion.

If it is Ouyang Luo, then it will be very sweet. But if it was Murong Che, she really didn't think that there would be anything sweet.

The car traveled a long distance, and as the sun set, the three of them arrived at the place slightly tired.

As soon as he arrived at the place, because he had been driving for a day, Murong Che suggested going to his villa to rest for a night first, and then visit Lin Caiwei tomorrow, but Su Man refused.

"You'd better send me over, I want to go over now. ”

Listening to her firm tone, Murong Che shook his head helplessly, although his whole shoulder was a little sore after driving for a day, he still sent her to the place where Lin Caiwei was according to her request.

Walking out of the car, Su Man looked up at this luxurious villa, and wondered a little, how could Lin Caiwei live in this place?

Murong Che, who stepped out of the car, clearly saw the doubts in her eyes, "You shouldn't be unfamiliar with this place, right? ”

Returning to this place full of sadness again, Murong Che's eyes still couldn't hide the loss.

She walked so resolutely, she didn't take anything with her, not even her clothes, she left them here.

For fear of touching the scene, and later knowing about Lin Caiwei, he handed over this place to someone related to her.

Su Man lowered his eyes, forced himself not to think about those tragic memories, and walked in with Xiaobao in his footsteps.

The moment the door opened, Lin Caiwei, who had an indifferent face, touched Su Man who was standing at the door, and the whole person became emotional, "Sakura-chan?"

Lin Caiwei hid her face, looking incredulous.

It's been five years, she has missed it for five years, she has disappeared for five years, and now, she has appeared in front of her again, Lin Caiwei's eyes are full of disbelief.

Su Man endured the choked voice and said softly, "Xiaowei." ”

She had a lot to say, but she didn't know how to say it.

Until Lin Caiwei's eyes fell on the little guy standing beside Su Man, her eyes were full of surprise, "This, this is your child?"

Su Man held Xiaobao's hand and nodded lightly.

was pulled into the house by Lin Caiwei, and Murong Che behind him wanted to follow in, but was blocked by Su Man, "Thank you for sending me back, if there is nothing to do, you can go back." ”

Without waiting for Murong Che to speak, Su Man slammed the door shut.

Murong Che cursed a few words in a low voice, and returned to the car with bitterness in his eyes, waiting quietly.

Looking at this scene, Lin Caiwei spoke, "Sakura-chan, don't treat him like this. In fact, he had his own hardships back then, and besides, he was the father of the child after all. ”

"He's not. ”

Su Man's voice interrupted Lin Caiwei's words coldly, his eyes fell on Xiaobao's body, and he hugged him tightly in his arms.

At this time, Nini walked down from the upstairs and looked curiously at the two people who suddenly broke in, "Mommy, who is this beautiful aunt and the handsome little guy?"

Hearing Nini call herself a handsome little guy, Xiao Bao Mei snorted her big teeth, "Little beauty, my mommy is your mommy's friend, then, we are also friends." ”

Saying that, Xiaobao came to Nini very familiarly, and introduced herself very seriously, "Hello little beauty, my name is Xiaobao, I am five years old this year, how old are you?"

"I'm over four years old, come, I'll take you to see my secret garden. ”

The two of them were like old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, and under the extremely surprised gazes of Su Man and Lin Caiwei, they had already walked upstairs holding hands and walking with little feet.

Su Man and Lin Caiwei glanced at each other, and there was a smile in their eyes.

Thinking of Murong Che's description, Su Man's mood suddenly became heavy, "Xiaowei, this child, is it Xiao Ling's?"

Lin Caiwei didn't answer, just nodded heavily.

Thinking of the picture he met at Lin Caiwei's house before, Su Man naturally believed that this child was Lin Caiwei and Murong Ling's.

"Xiaowei, Xiaoling's matter, I'm really sorry. I didn't expect my father to ......"

Thinking of Murong Ling's death, Su Man was sadder than anyone else, because of guilt, and because of his love for Murong Ling, a love that was not mixed with any feelings.

"I know, I don't blame you. None of this has anything to do with you, and you don't need to blame yourself. ”

Lin Caiwei patted Su Man's hand lightly, lowered her eyes, and hid the sadness in her heart.

"But, you and Xiao Ling/"

Until now, Su Man was also very puzzled, obviously the two of them were not in harmony, every time they met, they quarreled and quarreled, and even the last time they met, the two of them were still bickering.

So, why did Lin Caiwei give birth to Murong Ling's child?

Lin Caiwei knew the doubts in Su Man's heart, the emotions that she hadn't talked about in five years, and said it all at this moment, "I also thought that he and I were not on the same parallel line at all, but until the moment I heard the news of his death, my heart seemed to have been slashed hard." ”

"The moment I knew that I was pregnant, I had a very firm idea, I want to give birth to this child, because this is Xiao Ling's only bloodline. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Caiwei's eyes flashed with tears.

Maybe all people can't understand her feelings for Murong Ling, but only she knows that her heart has long been sunk for Murong Ling.

Although the two of them pinched each other when they met, and they hated each other, but when they saw each other for the first time, he had already entered the bottom of her heart.

It's just that this relationship, without any beginning, quickly came to an end.

There isn't even a word I love you, not even a word to express love.

Su Man and Lin Caiwei have known each other for so many years, except for her first love, she has really never fallen in love with anyone.

But now, how could Su Man not see that her feelings for Murong Ling were really beyond everything.

Therefore, at that moment, she resolutely chose to give birth to the child in her belly, with a deep longing, and passed like this for five years.

Su Man walked to her side and hugged her tightly in his arms, "Xiaowei, you've worked hard all these years." ”

Compared with herself, Lin Caiwei lived a more painful life. Although there is no unforgettable injury, there is the heaviest deep love.

Lin Caiwei hugged Su Man, and let her tears fall so unscrupulously for the first time, and the emotions she had suppressed for five years exploded at this moment.

I don't know how long I cried like this before Lin Caiwei let go of Su Man and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "But, how have you been doing in the past five years?

Su Man pulled up a faint smile and lowered his eyes, "I'm fine, Luo has always been by my side, not only curing my eyes, but also healing my heartache." ”

When it comes to Ouyang Luo, Su Man always feels guilty, and this guilt will even accompany her.

Hearing Ouyang Luo's name, Lin Caiwei spoke, "Sakura-chan, I know Luo is very good to you. It's just that you really don't have any feelings for Murong Che anymore? Back then, he had his own helplessness, and through the past few years of getting along, I can see that he still loves you and is desperately looking for you. ”

If it was before, Lin Caiwei would really raise her hands and feet in favor of Su Man's choice of Ouyang Luo, but now, she felt that Murong Che was the person she was destined to be.

Although he did a lot of wrong things at the beginning, and even broke Su Man's heart at that moment, but can he also understand his helplessness and helplessness?

Su Man stood up, not wanting to talk about Murong Che anymore, "I have let go of all the things in the past, and now I have a husband who loves me and a lovely child." I want to live like this. ”

Lin Caiwei felt distressed for Murong Che, he hadn't let go of his emotions for five years, he had really suffered too much.

It's just that when it comes to children, Lin Caiwei is a little puzzled, "Xiaobao, is it Murong Che's child?"

Su Man paused, and his expression froze, "No, maybe this is fate, it shouldn't exist, no matter how desperately you try to keep it, you can't keep it." ”

Thinking of the child in her belly, Su Man felt so heartache that she couldn't breathe for many dark nights.

It's just that no amount of pain can erase the cruelty of reality.

Lin Caiwei wanted to say something persuasive, but seeing the decisiveness in Su Man's eyes, she knew that there were some knots in her heart, and they still needed to untie them by themselves.

What others can do is not interfere and be blessed.

At this time, the two little babies upstairs also walked down with a smile on their faces, "Mommy, I like Sister Nini so much, can I marry Sister Nini when I grow up?"