Chapter 228: Memory Recovery
"I'll just ask one question, and I'll leave after that. After Gong Qingchen's words were finished, his brown eyes began to contract violently.
On a rainy day, the world fell into an unspeakable sadness, Gong Qingchen did not have an umbrella, she walked aimlessly in the rain, and the memories that had been blocked in her brain are now pouring out.
Han Zigao's words always came to her ears, Gong Qingchen stood in front of the corridor of his house, and there were several pots of lycoris flowers in the corridor, and the dazzling red was like a flame burning her eyes.
"I only ask you one sentence, I will leave after asking this sentence, was that doctor you at the beginning, tell me, Han Zigao, are you!" Gong Qingchen became more and more excited the more he spoke, this face was too familiar to her, as long as she saw him, she couldn't forget it, Han Zigao also stumbled to her like this on that rainy night.
After she finished saying this, Han Zigao, who had been holding a dry towel and wanted to dry her hair for her, was stunned, and then there was a dead silence on his face.
"Yes, I was the psychiatrist in charge of you in the first place, and I did conduct experiments on you in order to complete my own research, which is contrary to the basic ethics of science. At that time, I wanted to have some results so much that I was bewitched by Su Xian, Gong Qingchen, I'm sorry. After Han Zigao said this, he suddenly bent down and knelt down for Gong Qingchen.
His kneeling directly startled Gong Qingchen, and directly made Gong Qingchen take a few steps back, she didn't know whether she wanted to help Han Zigao up, or the two of them continued to stalemate.
Intellectually, she didn't want to forgive Han Zigao, but Han Zigao's kneeling was really a bit heavy, Han Zigao seemed to see Gong Qingchen's embarrassment, he lowered his head and said as sincerely:
"You don't have to feel embarrassed in the morning, I can't make up for the damage to you by doing these things, if time can be turned back, I will definitely not choose to do this this time, but there is no regret medicine in this world, I am very worried about your condition, if it drags on like this, it will become more and more serious, do you want to choose to be my patient again This time I will definitely do my best to treat you." ”
"I don't want to. Gong Qingchen has been keeping this sentence in her heart for a long time, and she said this sentence not completely to take revenge on Han Zigao, but to say that such words are a break with the past for her, and it is time for her to say goodbye to the past.
If you don't choose to face the past, you will never be able to return your life to the most normal state.
Such a sentence is undoubtedly the most fatal blow to Han Zigao, when he lowered his head and looked up again, Gong Qingchen could see that his eyes were full of tears: "It's okay, it's okay if you don't forgive me, it's okay if you don't want me to help you, but give me a chance I just want to make up for it, I can help you introduce my mentor." ”
"I can choose to forgive you, but I really can't face you all the time, this time you deliberately approached me, Han Zigao, don't get close to me anymore, you let me live my own life alone, please. Such a resolute tone is simply heart-piercing.
After her words fell, the hand that was originally stretched out to grab Gong Qingchen slowly drooped down, Han Zigao's face was gray, he seemed to be a little uncomfortable with such a scene, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile: "Okay, I promise you, but I don't understand that you didn't have amnesia before, how could you suddenly come to me." ”
In fact, Han Zigao knew very well in his heart, even if he asked Gong Qingchen with a question sentence, he already had a positive answer in his heart, but he couldn't believe that it was him who did this.
Gong Qingchen didn't answer Han Zigao's words, he just suddenly pushed Han Zigao away and left Han's house, Han Zigao picked up an umbrella and chased her. He searched for a long time but never found Gong Qingchen, and the person disappeared without a trace as if he had never appeared.
Gong Qingchen, who was walking in the rain, had a voice in his ears all the time - don't believe him, what he said was not true.
Why did he suddenly think of this, Gong Qingchen's mind began to have some fragmentary memories, the photo in the study, the book that Ji Yunyang had been hiding - "Psychological Analysis", "Psychotropic Drugs".
On that photo are two people, Ji Yunyang, who is dressed so formally, and a strange woman wearing a wedding dress next to him, the smile on their faces is so dazzling.
After Gong Qingchen saw the photo, it was as if she had lost the ability to breathe, and the whole person was about to suffocate, she was like a fish out of the water, desperately panting, unable to support her body at all, her body shook The photo in her hand fell to the ground, and the glass outside the photo frame was shattered.
She crouched down as if she was afraid of being discovered, and used her hands to pick up the glass shards, which soon scratched her hands. When the blood dripped to the ground, she finally covered her mouth and cried.
She didn't understand what unimportant part of her memories she had lost in the past five years, she had always believed in Ji Yunyang too much, and she would believe whatever he said. Until one day, when the truth was put in front of her, she Gong Qingchen didn't know.
It turns out that she is living such a pathetic life, Ji Yunyang is not only so simple as lying to her, but more importantly, Ji Yunyang is already married to someone else, so what is she?
One of the most shameless characters she has ever had - mistress.
Just when Gong Qingchen was crying, there was a person standing in front of him, Ji Mingyang squatted down, gently stroked her head and said, "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you, how can you cry so decently? ”
Just like a person in the dark, because he was afraid of the dark, he saw a glimmer of light, Gong Qingchen grabbed Ji Mingyang's hand regardless of it, and asked with all his strength: "Is your brother married someone else?" Me, what the hell am I ...... How long have I been deceived by him like this, and how did I lose my memory?"
After hearing Gong Qingchen's series of questions, Ji Yunyang squatted there as if he was stunned for a while before stammering: "Nonsense, who told you this, sister-in-law, don't listen to what others say." Ji Mingyang casually took a glass of water from the table and said, "Sister-in-law, you drink some water first, calm down, I will tell you slowly, it is definitely not what you think." ”
Later, Ji Mingyang began to lie to her that the photo was fake, and Gong ran out of the house in a fit of rage. Because her memory had begun to slowly recover, she decided to go to Han Zigao first to ask about the events of the year.