Life is really a fragile thing, no one knows who will come earlier tomorrow and accidents, when it should be cherished, it is still cherished, a lifetime is so long, and doing a little more meaningful things is earned. {with}{dream} щ{suimеng][lā}

If he has been decadent for more than five years or nearly six years, he has gone out to make money by himself, even if it is to do ordinary work, such as repairing a car for 5,000 a month, and 60,000 a year, Shen Qiu's salary can cope with the family's food and drink, in this way, their family should have at least 300,000 savings over the years, and these 300,000 can buy a house for his wife and daughter.

Or you can selfishly take out the 300,000 yuan for your own treatment and fight for that glimmer of life.

It's a pity that Chen Yao figured out this truth at a big price, and it was too late in time.

There is no way to pass, only no way back, God will not give Chen Yao the kind of superpower that he has reversed for six years.

As Nanlu said, the Chen Yao she knew at the beginning was a hard-working and motivated young man, and in the past seven years, what made Chen Yao like this.

Chen Yao actually couldn't figure it out, he sat at the entrance of the alley and began to recall his seven years.

was split by Nanlu, especially Nanlu found a rich second generation, which had a great psychological impact on Chen Yao, who was in financial distress.

But Chen Yao told himself that if he didn't admit defeat, he must not admit defeat, and he had to make a lot of money to show Nanlu.

There's a saying that makes a lot of sense: "I'm going to be good because of you, but not for you." ”

There is also a time limit for loving someone, Nanlu has already married someone else, Chen Yao feels that he should have a normal life that he should have, and it is a normal thing to marry a wife and have children.

The meeting with Shen Qiu was very unexpected, and there was even some drama, but fortunately, Chen Yao met the right person, got married, and then had Yimo.

Obviously, the pressure of life after marriage is beyond Chen Yao's imagination.

The current Shen Qiu is virtuous, hardworking and simple, but six years ago, before he had Yimo, Shen Qiu was not like this.

Shen Qiu was only 23 when she got married, a delicate little girl, pampered, didn't know anything, didn't know anything, and didn't have any work, especially during that time Shen Qiu was pregnant, the two of them should be counted as unmarried and pregnant, so Shen Qiu has been staying at home to raise the baby, and Chen Yao went out to work to support the family.

The huge pressure was all on Chen Yao's body, Chen Yao would feel that he should make a lot of money, not firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea every day, and the salary of five thousand per month could not meet him at all, although this salary may be higher than the salary of many serious undergraduates, but it could not meet Chen Yao's economic needs at that time.

Especially after Yimo was born, the family's economy became even more stretched.

Chen Yao wanted to succeed, he wanted money, gambling was the fastest way he could think of at that time, and he thought that as long as he won money, he would stop immediately.

Gambling is really a thing that will make people lose their minds and even lose their humanity, and people's ** is endless.

Chen Yao lost a lot of money and lost his job.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, he was stripped naked by debt collectors and thrown in the snow, almost dying, and finally bought Chen Yao's life back after his wife Shen Qiu, who had just given birth to a child, sold her wedding ring and a life-like bracelet that Shen Qiu had been carrying with her since she was a child.

At that time, he couldn't understand that he had worked hard, but why did God never stand on his side, could it be that the salted fish could only be a salted fish if it turned over?

Chen Yao collapsed.

But Shen Qiu carried this family, Yi Mo was born less than two months ago, she had never had work experience, she had not suffered any grievances, she began to bow her head to people, doing the dishes and dishes, cleaning, which she had never done and was looked down upon.

No one is set in stone.

Chen Yao now seems to have figured out what he was wrong with, it is true that he wanted to work hard for this family at the beginning, but the direction of his efforts is not right, and the way of working hard is even wrong.

No one can climb to the sky in one step.

It's a pity that it's a little late to understand.

"Divorce. ”

This is the determination that Chen Yao made up his mind after sitting in the alley where the rental house is located for two hours.

Although after Li Heng asked Chen Yao to divorce Shen Qiu, Chen Yao used a sentence, "My own wife and children, I can support myself." "Fought back.

But at that time, the idea of divorce was indeed like a seed buried in Chen Yao's heart.

The previous conversation with Nanlu in the ward made the seeds of divorce germinate in Chen Yao's heart.

Everyone has to face reality, and what Nanlu said is not wrong.

And finally in the consultation room, after Dr. Xu explained the current situation of Chen Yao's condition to Chen Yao, the idea of divorce that had sprouted in Chen Yao's heart grew into a towering tree.

Well, divorce.

My current condition can be described as terminally ill, and if I don't take timely and effective treatment, I probably won't survive next spring.

And he may be sick and can't take care of himself, and he can't even recognize his wife and children.

In the past five years since Yimo was born, in addition to the last ten days of hard work for this family, when have you made even a little contribution to this family?

Buying a house, buying a car?

Chen Yao had these thoughts, including now Chen Yao still has such thoughts, but what if he suddenly becomes stupid and dies?

It's okay to be dead, it's all gone, but it's crazy, Shen Qiu has to take care of Yimo and himself.

Shen Qiu, Chen Yao knows this person too well, so strong feelings, once Shenqiu learns of his illness, Chen Yao has no doubt that Shen Qiu will find a way to borrow money to save himself at all costs, even if he knows that he can't save it, Shen Qiu will definitely save it.

The more he knew about Shen Qiu's goodness, the more Chen Yao couldn't do this, and when he was alive, he gave Shen Qiu Yimo's mother and daughter nothing, so when he died, he would have no reason to leave them a lot of debts.

Divorce, wait until Shen Qiu's leg is healed, and divorce.

Now that he is very sick, he will not be able to grasp the tool wrench firmly when he holds the tool wrench, and his legs will tremble, which may be the reason why the tumor compresses the nervous system as said by Dr. Xu, but these must not be discovered by Shen Qiu.

Chen Yao didn't plan to tell Shen Qiu and Yimo about the loss of five thousand yuan, if she wanted Shen Qiu to know, she would go crazy.

You can be a laborer at night when you carry cement, carry a little more, if you really can't, you can find a part-time job, the car shop is half past five to get off work, the labor work is nine o'clock, you can quickly come out of the car shop to pick up the foam, take half an hour to go home, then you can squeeze out for three hours, or you can go to a nearby small restaurant to wash dishes, how much you can also earn a little money.

"Whew. ”

It was six o'clock, Chen Yao patted the dirt on his buttocks and stood up, adjusted his mood, and began to walk towards home.

When he pushed the door open, all of Chen Yao's sadness was suppressed in his heart, and his face was full of smiles.

"Wife, I saved the money and gave it to you. ”

Chen Yao handed a bank card with zero balance to Shen Qiu.

Shen Qiu was lying on the bed tutoring his daughter with homework, and when he saw the bank card that Chen Yao handed him, he was very happy to accept it.

"Husband, thank you for your hard work, with these 5,000 yuan, at least Yimo's tuition is enough for a part, I calculated, although your salary has been advanced for a month, but this has been almost half a month, so there is another month and a half, the next salary can be in hand, to Yimo to go to primary school, you can basically get three months' salary, that is, 16,005, plus these 5,000, that is, 21,050, is enough for Yimo's tuition, but for more than three months, our family of three will have a hard time, but my legs are almost better, as long as I can walk on the ground, I will go to work normally, our life will definitely be better." 。 ”

"Husband, do you think I'm very good at living? Fortunately, I was discharged from the hospital early, otherwise the 5,000 yuan and the money we paid last night's rent, where would I save it?"

Shen Qiu snickered at the bank card with zero deposit handed to her by Chen Yao.

"Mom, Yimo will definitely study hard, get admitted to college, and then make money for you and your father to spend. ”

Daughter Yimo pulled Shen Qiu with one hand and Chen Yao with the other, her little eyes were very resolute.

"Well, Daddy believes in you. ”

Chen Yao touched Yi Mo's head, watching Shen Qiu's action of stroking the empty bank card, his heart felt like he was pierced by a steel needle.

The 5,000 yuan, I will definitely make up for it with all my might.

In the small kitchen of less than two square meters, there were dishes that Chen Yao bought yesterday, and Chen Yao began to cook for his wife and daughter.

"Wife, let's eat with foam. ”

Twenty minutes later, Chen Yao walked out of the small kitchen with his food and placed his things on the long wooden table next to the iron bed.

Stir-fried baby greens, mixed with cucumber and rice.

Dinner was simple.

The family has become accustomed to such a simple and simple life, so they do not feel bitter.

My wife and daughter each brought a bowl of rice and ate it

"It's so fragrant, husband, you can eat it too. ”

Shen Qiu picked up a pair of chopsticks on the table and handed them to Chen Yao.

"Uh-huh. ”

Chen Yao wiped his hand on his apron, then took the chopsticks in Shen Qiu's hand and picked up a bowl of rice.

He tried to use his chopsticks to pick up a small piece of green vegetables from the plate, but found that his hands were shaking.

"Damn, it's going to be again, and it seems to be worse. ”

Chen Yao was extremely flustered.

"Smack. ”

The chopsticks in Chen Yao's hand fell directly to the ground uncontrollably.

"Husband, what's wrong with you?"

"Daddy, what's wrong with you"

His wife Shenqiu and daughter Yimo looked at Chen Yao at the same time.

"No, nothing happened, my hand slipped. ”

Chen Yao hurriedly picked up the chopsticks from the ground and put them on the table.

"It's not early, you two eat, it's too late for a while, and the foreman is going to scold again." ”

Chen Yao didn't give Shen Qiu's mother and daughter a chance to ask questions again, and ran out of the rental house directly.

"What the hell is wrong with you? What are you hiding from me?"

Shen Qiu finally began to sense that something was wrong.

The meal suddenly became a little boring.

"Whew. ”

After Chen Yao ran out of the courtyard of the rental house, he leaned directly against the wall, he raised his two hands, and sure enough, his hands were still trembling slightly, and his ten fingers were no longer so flexible.

It's always been intermittent, sometimes good and sometimes bad, but now it seems to be getting worse.

A gust of autumn wind blew, stroking Chen Yao's hair, and his heart was even more chaotic.

If you can't move your hands, then what about this home?