Chapter 524: I Am Yourself
When he was sleeping at night, Lin Xuechu heard the sound of water outside, and next to him, he could no longer find the shadow of Cui Xue.
After Lin Xuechu shouted a few times, Cui Xue didn't react, but the sound of something falling into the water attracted Lin Xuechu to the window.
Through the window, Lin Xuechu saw a stone-throwing Cuixue standing on the opposite bank.
Lin Xuechu immediately got dressed and walked out.
Now Cuixue's mental state is completely different from when she came here, Lin Xuechu looked at her worriedly, "Let's go back first." ”
Cuixue pointed to the other side and said, "What am I talking about?
Lin Xuechu, who heard this, just jumped his eyelids, and when he looked forward along Cui Xue's fingers, nothing happened.
But Cui Xue had already wiped her tears and said to the empty front, "Sister, I finally found you." ”
This scene had no impact on Lin Xuechu, but at this time, Lin Xuechu remembered something.
That's the dream I had before.
Those memories that would be easily forgotten were all remembered at this moment.
Lin Xuechu remembered that he didn't really care about these things at that time, and every memory that appeared now was telling Lin Xuechu one thing.
From beginning to end, in fact, from beginning to end, the "sister" in Cui Xue's mouth has always been herself.
Whether it's the back I saw on that road in my dream, or the information I captured in Cuixue's words.
"My sister loves me very much. ”
"The two of us depend on each other. ”
"That's what I did for her. ”
The words that Cui Xue said appeared in Lin Xuechu's mind in turn in an instant.
And after "communicating" with her sister, Cui Xue turned around and walked towards Lin Xuechu step by step.
"Who are you?"
Just in an instant, Cui Xue directly changed her tone, and when she looked at Lin Xuechu, her eyes had a hint of fierceness.
Lin Xuechu's hand was in the air, and he didn't know what he should say.
At this time, Cuixue spread her hair out, "Are you also involved in those things?"
"Why did you come to this place?" Lin Xuechu did not answer Cui Xue's question.
Cui Xue looked around, pointed to the river in front of her, and said to Lin Xuechu, "Because I appeared in this place." ”
"Appear?" Lin Xuechu didn't understand what Cui Xue meant.
"I'm another Cuixue, in charge of protecting her. ”
After hearing this, Lin Xuechu didn't know what to say and how to continue.
But if what Cuixue said in front of her, who suddenly changed her personality, is true, then her state is a split personality.
When the primary personality is unable to protect itself, another personality may emerge to help him.
Just think about it, Lin Xuechu is like taking a child directly to a place with medical facilities.
In this way, combined with Cuixue's previous experience, she is actually she
The person she has always trusted and wants to see is herself.
The people who have always believed in it are Cuixue herself.
He became his own god.
This is the most important strength of Cuixue when making a gesture to protect herself.
Since the whole world can't protect you, then I'll come out to save you.
In fact, Cuixue has weakened all the things she has experienced to a large extent, leaving only the only place in the darkness that is light.
But at this time, another person finally appeared and saved himself.
Since then, a person who is about to be tortured to death has really found his meaning.
And that meaning is herself.
Those paintings are Cui Xue's other self after being humiliated, a way to express herself.
But a better way to express yourself is to vent your dissatisfaction through bursting.
Cui Xue's meeting with her other self was actually on an ordinary afternoon.
But because of the presence of different people, this afternoon was unusual for Cuixue.
"Don't worry, my sister will help you. ”
When I first met my "sister", it was actually when Cuixue wanted to commit suicide.
I saw that my bed was stained.
The three men who had just left, in Cuixue's opinion, were like three poisonous snakes entangled around him, and they couldn't break free.
Cuixue drew them all according to her sheets.
It's like a grain of sand.
So dirty.
Dirtier than anything in the world.
But after waking up from a sleep, Cui Xue can no longer feel the hatred she had before.
With that, comes the power of warmth.
After picking up the paper in front of her, Cui Xue saw the sentence on it: Sister will always be with you.
When she opened the door and walked out, she saw three people who had fallen to the ground.
The lower half of their bodies was stained red with blood.
Shocking.
At this time, Cui Xue's first reaction was to pick up her paper and draw this scene.
Three snakes were slashed by a sword, and blood splattered directly from the paper.
After waking up from her sleep again, Cui Xue saw that all her paintings were neatly laid aside.
There was a piece of paper on it: I liked that painting very much, and my sister took it first.
Cuixue felt her heart be knocked on by something.
"I'll find you, sister. Cui Xue hugged her paintings, especially the paper with the words "sister" on it, very tightly.
After that, because of the deaths of those people in control of the paradise.
The end was miserable, so Cuixue, the only suspect in the situation, became a "wanted criminal", but Cuixue fled only for her sister.
Being rescued in the end was something Cui Xue didn't expect, after all, she hadn't eaten for a long time at that time.
These don't matter, what Cuixue is most afraid of is that she won't be able to see her sister if she dies.
When she didn't know whether the people living in the floating snow building were ghosts, Cui Xue began to pretend to be crazy
Selling stupidity.
With so many years of experience, Cui Xue has to put everything to the most precise.
In this world, no one can believe except for "sister".
The note that "Sister" once left for Cui Xue had this sentence: "I am yourself." ”
Therefore, this made Cui Xue paint the appearance of "sister" as herself in a painting.
I've been alone since I was a child.
I don't have any family, and I don't know what friends are.
But the appearance of her sister made Cui Xue know to a large extent that she was not alone at all.
Everything that lies ahead can be let go because there is always someone who loves him.
This is what keeps Cuixue alive.
Because of that sister.
Cui Xue fell in love with the invisible self.
"It's strange to fall in love with yourself. "Cuixue has inadvertently said such a sentence before.
At that time, Lin Xuechu happened to hear it, so he replied: "If you don't love yourself, who else will love you." ”
Gu Jingzhuo replied beside him: "Me." ”
Xiaokeng clapped his hands again and again with the rain of war.
(End of chapter)