Chapter 024: Love and Bread

When Li Jun angrily picked up his mobile phone to call his wife Shuya, Chen Yao suddenly spoke.

"Li Jun, do you want to divorce Shu Ya?"

Chen Yao stared at Li Jun's eyes seriously.

Li Jun stood in place with his mobile phone, also looking at Chen Yao, his body was slightly stiff, and the mobile phone was thrown aside by Li Jun again, and he sat down on the sofa.

Although Li Jun was silent, the answer was already obvious.

Chen Yao stood up from the sofa, looked at Li Jun very seriously and said.

"Shu Ya is a good girl, treat others well, even if Shu Ya came to me and Shen Qiu to ask for money, but do you think Shu Ya is doing something wrong? She just wants to maintain your happy family. ”

"You have helped me so many times, I remember your kindness, if because of my affairs, you and Shu Ya divorced, I will die. ”

"Dead and blind, Chen Yao, what's wrong with you?"

Li Jun sensed that Chen Yao's words were a little sad, and the atmosphere seemed to be very wrong.

Chen Yao realized that he had lost his words again, so he hurriedly changed his words.

"Anyway, I've ruined my own home, and I don't want to destroy your home again. ”

"To be honest, when I was paying you back, I thought about it or I would delay it, but Shen Qiu told me that people can be poor, but they can't be unkind, and they can't lose their bottom line. ”

"Okay, go find Shu Ya, apologize seriously, live a good life with her, don't learn from me. ”

Chen Yao left Li Jun's house a little sadly, and the Li family sat on the sofa, looking at the stack of renminbi and falling into deep thought.

……

The September day was not very cold, but Chen Yao, who was sitting at the door of Shen Qiu's ward, looked at all the remaining belongings of five hundred yuan in his hand, and trembled.

Shen Qiu still needs to be hospitalized for at least a month before he can be discharged, 500 yuan, how can the family have food and clothing, rent, water and electricity? Moreover, in October, it will basically be winter in the northwest, and it is very likely that when Shen Qiu is discharged from the hospital, there will be a heavy snowfall, and he needs to buy coal and cotton clothes.

It's really stressful.

Chen Yao's heart even has a very useless thought now, is he just looking for a place and waiting for death, or is he directly cutting off his life now?

But no, he still has his daughter Yimo and his wife Shen Qiu.

It's been almost six years, this family has been supported by Shen Qiu, and now it's time for him Chen Yao, what Shen Qiu can do as a woman, there is no reason why he can't do it.

Chen Yao already had some ideas in his heart, he pushed open the door and walked into Shen Qiu's hospital room.

Shen Qiu was also in a daze, it was not only Chen Yao who was under pressure, but also Shen Qiu, she was used to working hard for this fiasco home, even if she was lying on the hospital bed, she had to think about a lot of things.

"The money was returned?"

Chen Yao's action of pushing the door brought her back to her senses, so she asked.

"Hmm. ”

Chen Yao sat on the stool next to Shen Qiu, and then looked at Shen Qiu very seriously and said.

"I want to talk to you about the child. ”

"Yimo, what's wrong with Yimo?" Shen Qiu looked at Chen Yao in confusion.

Chen Yao looked at Shen Qiu a little helplessly.

"You know I'm not talking about the child who is pointing at Emo. ”

"You know everything?" Shen Qiu touched his stomach and looked at Chen Yao with some surprise.

Chen Yao sensed more information from Shen Qiu's words.

"You already knew?"

"Alas. Shen Qiu sighed, and then looked at Chen Yao, "I've been menstrual for a while, and I tested it once, and I found out that I was pregnant, but I don't know how to tell you, anyway, it's useless to talk to you." ”

Shen Qiu's tone was a little resentful.

But in fact, with Chen Yao's attitude of life at that time, Shen Qiu could only make up her own mind in the end, so she simply didn't tell Chen Yao.

"Now that you know, what about your opinion?"

Shen Qiu stroked his little belly and looked at Chen Yao seriously.

Shen Qiu's eyes made Chen Yao's already firm thoughts, but now he suddenly wavered a little, he hesitated a little, but the words still came out.

"Xiaoqiu, we're in a bad situation right now, so, so, um? I mean, um, can we, can we not have this child?"

In the end, Chen Yao's head had been lowered deeply.

He was very ashamed, because the reason why he couldn't have this child was that he couldn't afford it, which was indeed a very heart-wrenching and shameful thing, but Chen Yao also knew that if he wanted this child, he suddenly fell ill and passed away, and his daughter Yimo was enough to put pressure on his wife Shen Qiu, plus a pregnant one in his belly, Shen Qiu and they would really not be able to live.

Shen Qiu's eyes were also a little struggling, she wanted this child very much, but what Chen Yao said was the truth, but what she was carrying in her belly was her and Chen Yao's flesh and blood, knock it off?

If Shen Qiu was a ruthless person, there would not have been Yimo born back then, he might have married that person, or he was still by his parents' side, where did he need to live such a hard life?

Shen Qiu gently stroked his stomach, pursed his lips, and said with a somewhat struggling expression.

"Can I think about it again?"

This is indeed a big deal, Chen Yao is because he is terminally ill, so he can make up his mind that he doesn't want this child, but Shen Qiu can't be so decisive, and she doesn't know Chen Yao's physical condition.

Chen Yao can understand Shen Qiu's current mood.

"Well, good. ”

Chen Yao nodded, and then said.

"There is one more thing to discuss with you, now the family's money is only 500 yuan, which can't last a few days, so I want to go back to the car dealership to work. ”

"But don't worry, I will pick up and drop off Yimo on time every day, but I may not be able to come to the hospital in the morning, maybe, maybe, you need to order takeout for breakfast every day. ”

After speaking, Chen Yao's voice became smaller and smaller, and his face became redder and redder.

actually let his wife with a broken leg lie alone in the hospital, even if she doesn't have special care, she even has to order takeout for dinner?

This is a great incompetence and shame for a man.

So Chen Yao's face is now hot and painful, as if he was slapped twice.

"Well, good. ”

Shen Qiu didn't hesitate at all, he answered neatly, and Chen Yao, who had his head down, looked up at Shen Qiu, a little puzzled.

"You, you're not mad at me?"

Shen Qiu smiled.

"You can think so, it's too late for me to be happy, we are not children, nor are we the kind of petty bourgeoisie with a well-to-do family, we are just a poor couple at the bottom of society, for us, reason must be higher than emotion. ”

"If you want to make money, you definitely can't take care of me, you can't take care of me to make money, just these five hundred yuan, our family of three will starve to death, I'm not that kind of hypocritical little girl, so you can go to work with peace of mind, rest assured, I can take care of myself." ”

Shen Qiu said to Chen Yao very seriously.

In fact, Chen Yao should have thought that Shen Qiu had supported this family alone for six years, and she understood the helplessness of life better than herself, and she was more rational than herself.

"Well, can I go over now? It's still early, and today can be counted as half a day's salary. ”

Chen Yao said tentatively to Shen Qiu.

"You're tired for the past two days, or you might as well have a day off today and go over tomorrow." Shen Qiu looked at Chen Yao with some distress.

"It's okay, I'm leaving, call me if there's something urgent, remember to eat on time. ”

Then Chen Yao took out another four hundred yuan from his pocket and pressed it under Shen Qiu's pillow, and then walked out of the room without looking back.

He didn't look back not because he didn't have nostalgia, but because at this moment, he was already in tears.

I can't be by my side when my wife is hospitalized, and I don't want children when my wife is pregnant, and the reason is just because of a poor word.

He once read a joke on the Internet, it was a problem of love and bread, if you stop moving bricks, you can't make money, if you continue to move bricks, you can't take care of your girlfriend, Chen Yao has always thought that this is very bloody, but now this kind of thing really happened to him.

He wanted to take care of Shen Qiu who was lying on the hospital bed, but the predicament of life did not give Chen Yao this opportunity, if he didn't go to work, the family of three would have no food to eat and no place to live, so he had to let Shen Qiu lie alone in the hospital.

A sad emotion rose in Chen Yao's heart, but he couldn't fall at this moment, because he was carrying a family that was about to be shattered on his shoulders.

Don't be poor, man!