048 Let me see you again

In the next few days, Cai Yue basically did not accompany Xiao Tian. Whether it was day or late at night, she spent most of her time with Yang Xuan, Jin Zi and the others. Before leaving, she had to hand over all the power she had in her hands to Yang Xuan, and arrange all the affairs after she left.

The Golden Flower Society has just undergone a major purge within the Society, and although Yang Xuan's position cannot be shaken, in any case, this is also a turbulent and unstable period for the Golden Flower Society. According to her usual style, she must arrange all affairs carefully and properly in order to leave with peace of mind, just like she did before she left Jury International and went to Sun Li's appointment.

In addition to dealing with various affairs in the meeting, all her other time is spent with Yang Yue. Even at night, the person lying on her bed was not Xiao Tian, but her son. Because, the time she can spend with her son is really not much.

Xiao Tian didn't go back to China alone because Cai Yue couldn't accompany him. Before Cai Yue actually left the Golden Flower Club and returned to China with him, he didn't know what might happen. Therefore, although Cai Yue repeatedly persuaded him to return to China alone first, he insisted on staying by her side, and he tried his best to prevent all situations that might affect her departure.

In the busy, half a month passed quickly. She basically handled all kinds of affairs. So, she was really leaving.

On the night of leaving, Cai Yue finished telling Yang Yue the story as she did every day during this time, and then put down the storybook. The child slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep to her singing.

Looking at the child's sleeping quiet and beautiful little face like an angel, Caiyue's tears couldn't stop falling.

She caressed her chest with her hands, slowly bent down, and kissed the child's face with trembling lips. I was afraid of waking up the child, I didn't dare to push too hard, and I didn't dare to cry.

This is the last moment she has been with her son, and this is also the last kiss she gave to his son. She could no longer hold her son's little hand, play with him, and walk with him as usual.

Although she is not Yang Yue's biological mother, she has been raising him personally for just three days after he was born. She clearly remembers when her son had his first teeth, when her son first opened his mouth to call her mother, she was so excited that she cried happily, and she also clearly remembers the distress when her son fell and bleed from his knee for the first time when he learned to walk.

Yang Yue grows up day by day, becoming more and more like a combination of her and Yang Xuan. She really treats Yang Yue as her child, the only child she can have here.

But now, she was about to leave her son and leave. He is not the flesh that fell from her body, but he is a piece of care that has grown on her heart and cannot be taken away in her lifetime. This pain of separation is not much worse than the pain of heartbreaking.

The only thing she can feel comforted in is that after she leaves, it will be Yang Yue's own biological mother who will take care of Yang Yue in her place. Therefore, her departure can actually be regarded as the fulfillment of Yang Yue and his real mother.

Xiao Tian walked slowly to her side and gently put his hand on her shoulder.

Cai Yue straightened up and wiped the tears from her face. He looked at Yang Yue reluctantly again, and finally said softly: "Let's go." ”

Xiao Tian pushed her wheelchair and walked a few steps, but she turned back again. Xiao Tian then stopped again.

Cai Yue finally looked at the child who was lying on the bed and sleeping quietly, tears flowed down again, but she still said softly: "Let's go!"

The night is deep, the lights are not extinguished, and people are not sleeping. The sound of insects chirping outside the house, and the inside of the house is full of sorrow.

"Brother Xuan, is Yang Yue's biological mother really alive all the time?" The heartache of being separated from her son just now, Ling Caiyue still couldn't help but want to confirm this.

Yang Xuan nodded: "How can I say that she is my son's biological mother, how can I really kill her?"

"I'm sorry, I..." Cai Yue lowered her head in shame.

The death of the child's biological mother is a sad thing no matter how you say it, but when Yang Xuan hugged Yang Xuan, who was only three days old, to her, there was no trace of sadness on his face. Moreover, with the current level of medicine, except for special high-risk pregnant women, at most, caesarean section, how could they die due to dystocia? Therefore, Cai Yue did think that Yang Xuan would either kill the woman or put her under house arrest somewhere.

There was not the slightest hint of blame or anger on Yang Xuan's face.

"It's okay, you're skeptical because I might have done it. Because, I will never allow anyone to disturb the mother-son relationship between you and Yang Yue, you are Yue Yue's only mother. But this time, I just asked people to watch her, making sure that she would never see Yang Yue without my permission. You can rest assured, after you leave, Yang Yue will be taken care of by his biological mother herself. Now, can you rest assured?"

Cai Yue nodded, Yang Xuan was naturally grateful for such an arrangement, and Yang Yue was his biological son, how could he love him better than her adoptive mother. It's just that she still has a concern.

"Then do you really plan to let Yang Yue's mother live under the mask all the time against her will?"

She wears a mask all day because she is really helpless, only she knows the pain of living under the mask all day long.

Yang Xuan smiled faintly.

"I'll let her choose. If she is willing to be the biological mother of her children, then she voluntarily chooses to live this life hidden under the mask. If she does not want to, she will accompany her own children as an adoptive mother. And I will announce to the public that the real Lady Rumeng has died of a serious illness. From then on, this world will only leave good memories about Rumeng! And she doesn't have to pretend to be another woman. This will be the best result for Yang Yue and her. ”

Cai Yue smiled a little sadly and helplessly.

What a cruel thing it would be for that woman! If she was to choose to be her son's biological mother, she would have to choose to be someone else forever. If she wants to choose to be herself, then she can only be her son's adoptive mother for the rest of her life.

But in this matter, it seems that Yang Xuan is determined to do this. She didn't want to say anything more.

Those who should be asked and those who should be explained have all been asked and explained one by one.

After a period of silence, Yang Xuan said in a low voice, "It's not too early, you... It's time to go. ”

Cai Yue and Xiao Tian slowly stood up. It's just that Caiyue is sad.

She looked at Yang Xuan, and there were many words of thanks in her throat that she wanted to say, but in the end, she simply said: "Brother Xuan, thank you! Thank you for taking care of me in the past few years!"

Although the words were simple, the voice was slightly choked.

Yang Xuan's face was still indifferent to the kind of indifference that he couldn't see his true emotions. He slowly stood up, and slowly walked in front of Caiyue, looking at her.

"Ever since you put on this mask, even I haven't had a chance to take a good look at your true face. Now, you're leaving, and there's no one here, can I see you again?"

Cai Yue also looked at Yang Xuan intently, slowly raised her hands, and slowly took off the butterfly mask.

Yang Xuan stared at Cai Yue's face, a rare strange brilliance flashed in his eyes, and his right hand moved slightly, as if he wanted to raise his hand to do something, but only raised it a little, and then stopped again.

Finally, he just smiled slightly at Caiyue: "I won't send you to the gate!"

Cai Yue wanted to reply indifferently like him, "cherish", but in fact, she suddenly stepped forward and hugged Yang Xuan, and she didn't let go for a long time. Tears swirled in her eyes a few times, and she managed not to fall.

Finally, she said softly, "I'll miss you!"

Her voice was soft, but still choked, with deep excitement and reluctance.

At this moment, Yang Xuan's face, which had always been so indifferent that he couldn't see his emotions, finally changed slightly. He closed his eyes, his breathing slightly shriveled. He tilted his head slightly, kissed Yue Rumeng's hair, and reached out to gently wrap his arms around Yue Rumeng's waist.

Xiao Tian was on the side, quietly watching the silent farewell of the two.

It was late at night, and a black sedan slowly drove out of the Cuishan Mansion.

Inside the car, Caiyue finally stopped wearing that mask. She hid her face in Xiao Tian's arms, and her tears still couldn't stop falling.

Xiao Tian kissed her forehead, one hand hugged her, and the other hand intertwined with the ten fingers of one of her hands.

In a secret room on the highest floor of the main building of the Cuishan Mansion, the lights were not on. Yang Xuan stood in front of the window in the dark, watching the car slowly leave.

Under the hazy moonlight, the car drifted away until all the headlights could be seen flickering on the dark winding road.

"Great Lord!" behind him, Jin Zi called softly.

Yang Xuan raised his head slightly, looked at the starry and moonless sky, and exhaled softly and long.

"Jinzi, after a while, you will be the lord of the Golden Flower Society!"

If he hadn't absolutely trusted Jinzi, he wouldn't have deliberately arranged him by her side to protect her and obey her.

Such a terrifying sentence, but Jin Zi didn't show too much surprise, let alone ask more. He just touched his heart with his right hand as he usually did when he heard any of Yang Xuan's orders, bent down, and replied very respectfully: "Yes, Great Lord!"

"You get out!"

Once again, the gold stooped down and replied respectfully, "Yes!" and he exited the chamber with a very light step.

At the beginning, the lord placed him beside Mrs. Rumeng through careful arrangements. Then he knew very well that he was the lady's man, but first of all, he was the man of the great lord!

Yang Xuan's hand rested on the window frame with some weakness, and he let out another long sigh. After a long time, his face returned to its usual calmness, indifference, and composure.

Abdication? Of course he won't!

But at this time, in this matter, he had to make this gesture.