Chapter 350: I Can't Hold a Word

The first volume of the 350th chapter of the young man can't fit a word

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Li Mu and Hu Zhengdao walked out of the bedroom building together, Hu Zhengdao took out a pack of soft red plums from his pocket, took out two, one in his mouth, and handed one to Li Mu.

Li Mu took the cigarette and asked him curiously, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Hu Zhengdao lit his own cigarette, lit the fire for Li Mu again, and said: "Didn't you run Internet cafes everywhere some time ago, every time I went to an Internet café, people handed me cigarettes, and at first I refused, but then I didn't know why, so I smoked it by magic." ”

Li Mu stretched out his hand to protect the flame of the lighter, and when the cigarette was lit, he took a hard breath, but he didn't expect to smoke the cigarette of Hongmei for a long time, and he pulled his throat a little violently, coughed a few times and even shed tears, and said to Hu Zhengdao with some wolves: "It seems that I pushed you into the fire pit." ”

Hu Zhengdao smiled: "Third brother, don't say that, you pulled me out of the fire pit, if you hadn't given me this livelihood, I really wouldn't know what to do on Yanan's mother's side." ”

Although the dormitory is ranked in size, everyone rarely talks about this order, Li Mu asked him: "What's wrong today?" ”

"Hmm. Hu Zhengdao said: "Yanan's mother's condition has deteriorated recently, and she went to the hospital for dialysis today, and the doctor said that her physical condition was not very optimistic, and she went through the hospitalization procedures in the afternoon." ”

Li Mu hurriedly asked him, "What's the matter?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "I asked the doctor and said that the body organs are chronically failing and that I need to be in the hospital 24 hours a day to avoid sudden complications. ”

Li Mu sighed, and asked him after a while, "Do you need money?"

Hu Zhengdao shook his head: "It's still quite profitable to sell "Legendary Overlord", and the treatment fee to maintain her is enough, today I asked the doctor privately, and the doctor said that if she didn't accept kidney replacement surgery, she wouldn't last half a year." ”

Li Mu asked him, "Does Yanan know?"

"Yes. Hu Zhengdao smiled bitterly: "When I went to ask, the doctor was still puzzled, saying that your girlfriend had just asked, why did you come to ask again." ”

Li Mu asked, "How is Yanan's love?"

Holding on in front of her mother, she shed tears in front of her mother. ”

Li Mu asked again: "What do you say about ****?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "In line, there are so many people in line, I don't know how to line up to the Year of the Monkey, the nephrology beds in the whole hospital are almost full, all of them are this disease, most of them are waiting for ****, but the beds in the kidney transplant department are more than half empty, only people who have just changed their kidneys or have just donated their kidneys will live in that department, the odds are too small, even the Yanan matching type has not been successful, and the odds of strangers are even smaller." ”

Li Mu nodded and said, "You adjust your feelings, now that they both rely on you, if you look decadent all day long, it will be even more difficult for them to persevere." ”

Hu Zhengdao took a puff of cigarette: "I pretended to be very good in front of them, but I just felt sorry for Yanan, her father was like that, she almost lost hope, and now her mother's condition is so serious, if my aunt is really gone one day, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it." ”

Li Mu persuaded: "Isn't there still time, as long as you find **** and have a transplant, it will last for at least ten years, right?"

Hu Zhengdao smiled bitterly: "That's so, but after all, the probability is very small." ”

Li Mu said: "No matter how slim the chance, there is still a chance, wait patiently, maybe there will be a miracle." ”

Hu Zhengdao nodded slightly, bounced the cigarette fart in his hand, took out another one and lit it, and said: "In fact, going out to run plug-ins is not the main reason for smoking, the main reason is that the mood is too depressed, and smoking can relieve a little bit." ”

Li Mu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't think about it so much, hurry up and review your homework these days, prepare for the exam, wait for the winter vacation and then take time to run more business, and then increase your income by an order of magnitude, no matter what the outcome of Yanan's mother's affairs is in the future, you have the ability to deal with it." ”

Hu Zhengdao understands what Li Mu means, now the income is indeed very high, if you can run more vacant market, the income can be higher, in this way, if Wang Yanan's mother can wait until the ****, she can afford her surgery;

Li Mu actually admires Hu Zhengdao in his heart, his family background is not good, he has been talking about such a big thing in his girlfriend's family for a long time, he can always grit his teeth and carry it, this is really a gentleman, Li Mu saw from him the kind of courage to do all his best for the person he loves.

After the two chatted for a few words, Hu Zhengdao's mood was also a lot more relaxed, he took out his mobile phone, and said to Li Mu: "I'll call first to ask about the situation, originally I wanted to keep and take care of it, but Ziqiu, Chen Jiao and a few of them went, saying that it was inconvenient for me to be a big man there, so they urged me to come back." ”

Li Mu nodded, Hu Zhengdao called Wang Yanan, and Li Mu could only hear Hu Zhengdao's words.

"Baby, how's Auntie doing?"

"Just sleep, can you handle it tonight?"

"Ziqiu stays with you? That's okay, you two take turns to sleep for a while, don't all carry it. ”

"Well, I'm in the dormitory, don't worry, I'll take the time to read, and I'll go over with my textbooks tomorrow night. ”

After hanging up the phone, Hu Zhengdao said to Li Mu: "It's okay, Ziqiu will accompany her tonight." ”

Li Mu nodded, wanting to ask him about Zhao Ziqiu's situation, but he hesitated again and again and still didn't say anything.

Hu Zhengdao looked at the time and said, "Third brother, let's go back?" It's windy, and it's quite cold. ”

"Okay, let's go back. ”

Hu Zhengdao lost the second cigarette fart, and went back to the dormitory building with Li Mu, and when he was about to reach the door of the dormitory, Li Mu suddenly stopped and asked him, "How is Zhao Ziqiu doing?"

Hu Zhengdao glanced at Li Mu in surprise and said with a smile: "I thought you didn't care." ”

"Nonsense. ”

Hu Zhengdao said: "Ziqiu looks very good, but he has lost a lot of weight, and his breasts are smaller by a cup." ”

Li Mu frowned when he heard this, and Hu Zhengdao hurriedly said, "Don't get me wrong, this is what Yanan told me." ”

Li Mu nodded lightly and did not speak again.

……

At this time, in front of the hospital bed, Wang Yanan's mother was already asleep, Wang Yanan and Zhao Ziqiu were sitting on the edge of the bed, Wang Yanan's eyes were red and she looked at her mother who was asleep on the bed, her whole body, especially her face, was obviously swollen, her face was quite ugly, and the side of her neck was still connected to the indwelling catheter used for long-term dialysis, which looked a little shocking.

Many times, Wang Yanan will stare at her sleeping mother in a daze like now, she will think of her mother's appearance when she was healthy, she will think of the days when the family of three was harmonious and beautiful, and she will also think of the father who has no news, I don't know if he felt a trace of guilt in his heart when he was hiding from debts, or whether he remembered how his mother and himself are doing now.

As soon as he thought that a good home would become like this, Wang Yanan prayed in his heart that God would make this qiē like a nightmare, and disappear after he woke up, but such a wish was made countless times, but it was impossible to come true.

Zhao Ziqiu caught a glimpse of Wang Yanan silently shedding two lines of tears, and couldn't help but reach out and shake her hand, and comforted in a low voice: "Don't cry, things will definitely take a turn for the better, you are always so pessimistic, if Auntie sees it, I am afraid that it will be even more uncomfortable." ”

Wang Yanan nodded lightly, stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and said softly: "I'm used to it, and I cry inexplicably at every turn." ”

Zhao Ziqiu smiled slightly and said, "Why don't you sleep on your stomach for a while, I'll look at Auntie." ”

Wang Yanan said: "I'm not sleepy, you can sleep first." ”

Zhao Ziqiu smiled: "But I'm not sleepy." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, the mobile phone in his pocket shook twice, Zhao Ziqiu hurriedly took it out and took a look, and then stuffed the mobile phone back with an expressionless face.

Wang Yanan asked her: "Xu Jiahui again?"

Zhao Ziqiu nodded but did not speak.

Wang Yanan smiled and said, "He's really persistent, how many messages do you send you a day?"

Zhao Ziqiu said: "I haven't counted, and I'm too lazy to count." ”

Wang Yanan said: "People care about you so much, you occasionally reply to others, even if it is out of politeness, you can't be so indifferent." ”

Zhao Ziqiu said: "If he doesn't care about me so much, if he really sends a message occasionally like a friend, I will definitely reply to him, the key is that he ......"

Wang Yanan understood the meaning of Zhao Ziqiu's words, shook his head and said: "People are also sincere to you, and his conditions are so good, don't be so stubborn." ”

Zhao Ziqiu asked her, "If he is chasing you, what will you do? Will you take care of him?"

Wang Yanan didn't think about it, and said: "I definitely don't care about him, I already have Hu Zhengdao and am content." ”

Zhao Ziqiu said: "I also have someone else in my heart, and I can't pretend to be him." ”

Wang Yanan knew that the other person she was talking about was Li Mu, but she still asked her: "Even if there is someone else in my heart, I can't pretend to be another person, can't I pretend to be a text message?"

Zhao Ziqiu said seriously: "I can't fit it, don't say a text message, I can't fit a word." ”

Wang Yanan was stunned, he didn't expect that after so long, Zhao Ziqiu still felt sorry for Li Mu in his heart, and couldn't help but sigh lightly, and said: "But you also know Li Mu's current situation, why don't you look at it a little, Xu Jiahui is very good, you can try to get along with him, maybe you will like it." ”

Zhao Ziqiu said: "I'm quite open-minded, so I won't consider trying to get along with Xu Jiahui, I wasn't ready to fall in love in college before I met Li Mu, and I'm even less prepared now." ”

In Zhao Ziqiu's heart, some positions are reserved for the specific person in his life, even if he can't be by his side, even if he accompanies others, he will never let others replace his place in his heart, life is still long, he is only nineteen years old, he firmly believes that he can afford to wait, even if the waiting process is long and painful. (To be continued.) )