Chapter 32: The Heart of Being Lingchi
"Zhihan, don't you believe me? Are you going to leave me?" Pei Junhao was startled, did Zhihan want to run away from him again?
"No, Junhao, I want to get out of here, I want to be quiet, I will miss you very much. Mu Zhihan leaned on his chest and sobbed quietly.
"Why? Zhihan, I know that our aunt has just passed away, and we should not get married so soon, but even if it is postponed, we don't have to go so far to London. Pei Junhao rubbed her hair, kissed her gently, and begged her in a low voice: "Okay Zhihan, stay, stay for me, okay? Don't stay so far away from me, I want to see you and Dudu as soon as I get home, okay?"
His voice is already very magnetic, sexy and seductive, and so soft that it is like the slightest sand flowing gently, which makes people feel irrepressible when they hear it.
Yes, he is so busy with work, she is so far away from him, if he misses her, he has to run all the way to London, how inconvenient.
Besides, why shouldn't she, she also wants to wait for him to come back from work every day, and see him happily picking up his son and hugging her family closely, but ......
She didn't want to think about it anymore, because the person she hated in her heart, the person she wanted to stay away from, was her father, the person who gave her life, Jun Hao hated him in the first place, and she didn't want to say this reason.
She has learned to judge since all the misunderstandings before, she believes in Jun Hao's feelings for her, he risked his life to find her, how could he be with Dalena, and still on that occasion, so she asked Chu Binxuan to help her find the truth, and finally found the man who witnessed the whole process.
When she learned the truth, her heart was shattered, this blow was too big for her, the person who killed her mother turned out to be her own father, he thought that everything was done without leakage, but he didn't know the truth if people didn't know unless they had done nothing.
She can't stay in this house like this anymore, but she can't live in Junhao's manor until she and Junhao get married, she can only leave, stay away from here, until she and Junhao become a legitimate husband and wife, but can she tell Junhao all this? What will he think of her father?
"Junhao, so am I...... I want to be with you all the time, but I ...... I've decided. ”
She felt that she was the most ruthless woman in the world, for Jun Hao, for Dudu, and herself, because only she knew best how much she depended on him, and now, it was she who was going to leave him so far away.
Pei Junhao closed his eyes and hugged her soft body tightly, he lowered his head, picked up her face, kissed the tear stains on her long eyelashes, and called in a hoarse voice: "Zhihan, I support you in whatever you do, as long as you remember a word, Junhao will always think of you and love you in his heart." ”
The two of them have no extra words, everything is silent, in their hearts colliding with each other.
Mrs. Mu's funeral was held in a gloomy weather, which increased the sadness and sorrow of the funeral, but it was also very grand, for the sake of Pei Junhao and Chu Binxuan's face, so almost all the people in the upper class of Binfen City came to attend.
Mu Pinwen's face was full of grief, maybe he was really sad, after all, she had been married to him for decades, but she was killed by him with his own hands, and the pain in Mu Zhihan's heart was not only the loss of her mother, but she also knew who the murderer of her mother was, but she couldn't testify, let alone bring him to justice.
Pei Junhao held Mu Zhihan who was holding a photo of his mother, he had always felt guilty, he was not able to give her a perfect answer, although she trusted him so much, but even he himself couldn't tell the scene at that time, he felt that he was really confused, so that Zhihan lost his child and mother in a short period of time, and soon, Zhihan was leaving, what the consequences would be, even he didn't dare to predict.
The speed of change in the world is far beyond what we can keep up with.
Walking in the crowd is also sad Chu Binxuan, he knows Mu Zhihan's pain best, he is also a child who has lost his mother, and he also has deep feelings for Mrs. Mu, so he is also the one who is really sad at the funeral.
Those who came to the funeral were full of sadness on the surface, and a few of them were really mourning the deceased, grief and nostalgia are in people's hearts, just like Zhihan now, only a faint sadness is seen on his face, but his heart is like being cut open by a knife, all the way, blood all the way.
Mrs. Mu was buried next to the grave of Pei Junhao's parents, which is said to be a treasure of feng shui, and Pei Junhao thought that it would be more convenient for them to come to worship together.
Kneeling in front of her mother's grave, Mu Zhihan finally cried loudly, pouring out the grievances and pain that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time, the pain of losing her child, the pain of losing her mother, the helplessness of her confused father, and the pain of having to leave her beloved who didn't want to leave.
She cried sadly, crying earth-shatteringly, so that everyone present was moved, many people followed with tears, crying so that Pei Junhao's heart was broken, he accompanied her to tears, hugged Zhihan who was crying and fell to the ground and shouted: "Zhihan, don't be sad, you cry so much that my heart is broken, don't cry anymore, be good, obedient, Zhihan, don't cry, aunt, she doesn't want to see you sad." ”
He knew that Zhihan listened to him the most, but this time Zhihan didn't listen to him, but the more he cried, the more sad he became, and he really cried until he was dark, and his whole body was weak.
Chu Binxuan said: "Jun Hao, let her cry for a while, she rarely has the opportunity to cry so loudly." As he spoke, he burst into tears.
The sky was suddenly windy, the clouds were thick, and after a while it began to rain heavily, and people got into the car to go home, but Zhihan still knelt in front of the grave and wept bitterly, and no one could persuade her.
In the end, everyone left, only Pei Junhao and Chu Binxuan accompanied, and the bodyguards behind ran to hold umbrellas, but the wind was strong, the umbrellas were useless at all, and the three of them were all drenched in the rain, Pei Junhao took off his coat and covered Mu Zhihan's body, but he still couldn't withstand the rain and cold.
The rain and tears melted together, she hugged her mother's tombstone, rubbed the same cold face on the same cold tombstone, she wanted to cry the tombstone down, and then watched her mother come out of it vividly, and called her gently: "Han'er, let's go home." But she could no longer hear her kind voice.
In the end, Pei Junhao couldn't stand it anymore, Mu Zhihan's whole body was soaked in rainwater, she had a miscarriage not long ago, how could she stand it like this, he had no choice but to force her to get into the car.
"I'm not leaving, let me stay with my mother again, I'm not leaving, Junhao, let go of me!Please, let me go quickly!" she struggled, shouting in a hoarse voice, her fists smashed on Pei Junhao's body like raindrops, but her whole body was soft and weak, as if tickling him.
"Zhihan, Zhihan, listen to me, my aunt sees you like this, she is on the way to heaven, and she won't feel at ease, you are so filial, you don't want your aunt to go uneasy, right? Zhihan, if you are sad, hit me hard, okay? Zhihan is good, Zhihan is the most obedient to Junhao, we go back now, okay?"
As he spoke, he forcibly took her into the car, and as soon as he got in the car, maybe because of the heating in the car, Mu Zhihan's whole body trembled, her face turned blue, and her lips turned purple, Pei Junhao was frightened, and he hugged her in his arms, unbuttoned his shirt, and warmed her with his body, but she still trembled, Pei Junhao called Chen Qiang.
"Call the doctor to come to the manor, right away!"
The car drove to the manor, Pei Junhao carried Mu Zhihan out of the car in the rain, ran into the room, turned on the hot water, soaked her in the bathtub, changed her into dry clothes, and the doctor had arrived in time.
The doctor examined Mu Zhihan, who was lying on the bed weakly, and said: "Miss Mu is caused by extreme sadness due to a miscarriage not long ago, shortness of breath and blood deficit, coupled with heavy rain, infected with wind and cold, and needs to be well recuperated, otherwise it is easy to leave sequelae, such as headache, menstrual pain, joint pain and so on." ”
"Prescribe her medicine. Pei Junhao called Chen Qiang again: "Please come over with a special care." ”
Mu Zhihan lay on the bed for a week, Pei Junhao accompanied her as much as possible every day, and on this day he pushed away all the entertainment, and was in a hurry to rush back, the car drove halfway, but was intercepted by a car sideways, he was about to get angry, and saw Mu Pinwen get off the car.
"You let my daughter go!" he got out of the car and rushed straight to Pei Junhao's side and shouted.
"You didn't see Zhihan's situation that day, you hid in the car and ignored her, don't you understand that she is recuperating now?" Pei Junhao tried his best to suppress the anger in his heart.
"You killed her mother and put my daughter under house arrest, you bastard!" Mu Pinwen waved his hand and punched, Pei Junhao hurriedly dodged away, Mu Pinwen was old after all, and he was about to fall down if he accidentally stumbled, Pei Junhao's eyes were quick, he reached out to help him up, he raised his hand and slapped him, Pei Junhao couldn't dodge, he punched him in the nose, a smell of blood gushed up, and nosebleeds gushed out.
Mu Pinwen was especially unrelieved of his hatred, punched again, and roared: "You crushed my Mu family, occupied my Mu family's property, caused me to lie on the hospital bed for a few years, caused my daughter to lose her life to you, and caused my wife to die, I will kill you!"
"Uncle, everything has a root, you know best, Zhihan and I are truly in love, why do you keep being aggressive?" Pei Junhao dodged again, Mu Pinwen's script was not fully recovered, he thought that Pei Junhao would not dodge, and he didn't want Pei Junhao to dodge, so he pounced on a dog and ate.
Chen Qiang got out of the car, because he couldn't get used to seeing Mu Pinwen, and when he saw that Pei Junhao wanted to help him, he pulled Pei Junhao over, pushed him into the car, and shouted: "Pei Shao, Miss Mu called to say that she was not feeling well, you should go back quickly." ”
Pei Junhao was anxious when he heard this, and got into the car.
"Zhihan called and said he wasn't feeling well, you drive faster!" he shouted.
"It's me who looks at that old guy and is uncomfortable. Chen Qiang couldn't help but turn around and ask, "Pei Shao, you can't do this." ”
"You don't understand, now Zhihan has such a father besides me and Dudu? ”
Chen Qiang is gloomy, if you love someone, you must love everything about her, including such an old fool.