In the dead of night, I always think of people and things in the past, and I always recall the bits and pieces of the past. The good and the bad, the sweet and the sour, seem to have been filtered by time, and everything has become beautiful.

"Don't look backwards. "Flip, that's what I'm thinking.

"Maybe there's still a chance. "But that's what I thought.

Ling Han lay on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. For the future, she suddenly lost her confidence, and for Jiang Yichen, she became more and more unable to see clearly.

She used to think that she knew Jiang Yichen very well, but now when she looks at it again, she finds that it is just her own wishful thinking. Jiang Yichen's attitude towards her was vague and unclear. When she wanted to make up her mind to be with him, he behaved so unkindly, but when she flinched and wanted to leave, he took the initiative to woo her and give her useless hope.

In the blink of an eye, the night was already deep. Ling Han simply sat up straight and walked to the window. Looking at the brilliant lights outside the window, there was only desolation in my heart.

Parents may have decided to buy the house, perhaps rightly - Ling Han thought - at least, they could have a space of their own, away from all the hustle and bustle.

However, does this mean that everything in the future still hasn't changed? After all, he still wants to marry Jiang Yichen, Ling Xue still likes Fang Jinyu after all, even if the place and time when the two met are completely different from the previous memory, the ending is the same......

"Ding Dong!"

The mobile phone placed at the head of the bed suddenly lit up, and the ringtone, which was not big or small, was particularly harsh in the dark, startling Ling Han suddenly turned around.

She walked over and picked up her phone.

"You didn't sleep either. Similarly, it is not a question sentence, but a declarative sentence, and the signature is also Jiang Yichen. Slightly different from the past, there is an additional mark in the shape of a small flower at the end of the paragraph.

Ling Han was a little puzzled, why Jiang Yichen was so sure.

"I saw you by the window. Jiang Yichen's text message came again.

Ling Han walked to the window and looked, only to find that Jiang Yichen was standing in front of the window of the house next door and beckoned to her. It turned out that the bedrooms of the two families were facing each other through the windows. … Aichi Literature ~... Free to read

"Oh. What are you doing?" Ling Han sat down by the window and sent a text message back.

"Come out and talk?"

"No ......"

Ling Han's reply had not yet been edited, and Jiang Yichen's phone had already called. She held her phone, hesitated for a few seconds, and chose to connect.

"What do you want to do?" Ling Han's tone was not very friendly.

"I have something to tell you. ”

"Say!"

"I ......" Jiang Yichen began to spit out, unable to say why.

"Don't have anything to say, then I'll hang up!"

"Don't!" Jiang Yichen hurriedly spoke, "I'm sorry! I just want to say sorry to you in person." ”

"Excuse me?" Ling Han changed his position, and now his belly was getting bigger and bigger, whether he was sitting, lying down, or standing, he felt uncomfortable. She chuckled, "Apologize for what?"

"For my family's abrupt ......"

"No need!" Ling Han interrupted Jiang Yichen's words, "I can understand Mrs. Jiang's feelings! You and Tang Liwen are a good match, a natural pair,

It was a good marriage. Who would have thought that if you would bite the gold halfway, no one would like it. You don't have to apologize!"

"For me...... Don and I ......"

"Not to mention!" Ling Han said unceremoniously, "The agreement between you and me clearly states that we will not interfere in each other's private affairs. You and her...... Forget it, are you okay? I'm going to sleep. ”

"Can you come out and talk? There are some things I want to tell you in person. ”

"I'm sleepy!"

"Ten minutes...... Or...... Five minutes?"

Ling Han hesitated again. Every time she faced Jiang Yichen, even if she secretly told herself in her heart to refuse ruthlessly, she was always unsuccessful. As soon as he made the slightest gesture, she disarmed and surrendered. Perhaps, this is the so-called "one thing to one thing".

She thought that if she was the heroine of a certain movie or a certain book, she must be the most unlikable one. Hesitant and spineless.

"Good. Sure enough, Ling Han finally compromised, "It's just five minutes." ”

After hanging up the phone, Ling Han tiptoed out of the house, and Jiang Yichen was already waiting in the corridor.

"Let's talk about it here. Ling Han softly led the door to the house, looking at Jiang Yichen from a distance between the two of them, "Do you have anything to say to me?" ”

"Come in and sit down. ”

"Nope. Ling Han frowned slightly, "I have a 'cleanliness habit'. ”

Jiang Yichen heard another meaning in her words, and couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth, "I ......"

Ling Han suddenly felt a pang of relief in his heart.

"We ...... Let's get married tomorrow. Jiang Yichen stepped forward, took Ling Han's hand, and said sincerely, "I want to marry you." ”

Ling Han looked at Jiang Yichen's eyes, but in just three seconds, she withdrew her gaze again, and her face turned red. She couldn't tell whether Jiang Yichen was hypocritical or sincere.

"Say it again!" she shuddered and withdrew her hand, "I'm a little unsure now. ”

"Do you think that now you don't have to care about this transaction?" Jiang Yichen asked bluntly, "The reason why you agreed to marry me was just to bring peace to your family, and now you don't need it, right?"

"There's a reason for that. Ling Han nodded honestly, then raised his hand to look at the time, "There are still thirty seconds." With that, he turned to enter the door.

"What if I say ......" Jiang Yichen's voice came from behind him, "I marry you, not just a transaction?

Ling Han's body was stunned, and he didn't dare to look back.

"I could have given you a sum of money, given everything you wanted, and asked you to take out the child. Jiang Yichen continued to speak, "I could have avoided having to contradict my parents in order to insist on marrying you. I didn't have to give up going abroad, I could have had another life. But I ......"

"So, I'm dragging you down?" Ling Han sneered and turned to look at Jiang Yichen, "I ruined your life?"

"That's not what I meant! I ......"

"Don't say it!" Ling Han shook his head, strangling his delusions in his mind, "I don't want to hear anything." As for the matter of obtaining the certificate, you let me go back

Think about it! I'll get you back tomorrow morning. ”

"And. She pursed her lips and looked directly into Jiang Yichen's eyes, "Don't text me in the middle of the night in the future...... Oh! Not true. Later...... If it's not necessary, it's better for you and me to keep a certain distance, so as not to be embarrassed when we separate in the future. ”

"Ling Han!" Jiang Yichen grabbed Ling Han's arm and pulled her into his arms with a little force, "Would you like to listen to me tell a story?"

Ling Han struggled a few times, but Jiang Yichen's strength was too great, and she couldn't break free.

"You say......" She had to give up her resistance and let him hold her. In fact, Ling Han coveted Jiang Yichen's gentleness more than anyone else.

Jiang Yichen walked back to his room with Ling Han in his arms, made a cup of hot tea for her, and took out a blanket to cover her. Then he sat down next to her and talked eloquently.

"Before...... Jiang Yichen's voice was low and magnetic, "Specifically, it was when I was in high school. I used to have a good, very good friend! I said it once was, because ...... Now that she and I have even sat down and had a good chat, it has become a luxury. ”

Ling Han held the cup and listened quietly, without interrupting Jiang Yichen's narration.

"At that time, the first thing I did when I woke up every morning was to take out PHS - at that time, mobile phones were not as common as they are today, and it was not easy for us as students to have a PHS. Jiang Yichen seemed to recall some happy things, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "Let's get down to business." Every morning, I would take out my PHS and give her a call. Occasionally, she's awake and gets through quickly, but most of the time, the bell doesn't pick up lazily until it rings five or six times. ”

Ling Han frowned slightly, a strange feeling welled up in her heart, the memories of the past—memories that didn't belong to her—maybe they belonged to another "Ling Han", slowly poured into her mind, as if she had unlocked some kind of seal.

"Every day, I want to be the first to hear her voice and talk to her. It's weird, isn't it?" Jiang Yichen's tone was unhurried, "A lot of times, even if I don't say anything, she can guess what is in my heart. Although we had not known each other for a long time at that time, we had a tacit understanding like old friends who had known each other for more than ten years. ”

He paused, then said, "It's like instinct, I just want to tell her all the things on my mind." We talked about the future, we talked about the past, but we didn't talk about how we would face her if one day we were separated because of something. At that time, perhaps in her and I hearts, we were very sure that we would never be separated. ”

Ling Han finally moved his lips, "It's been so long, what are you doing with those things?" At that time, everyone was still young and not sensible. Thinking that everything will be eternal, thinking that no one will change. ”

"One day. Jiang Yichen did not change the topic because of Ling Han's words, "I made an appointment with her to go to the city to see the art exhibition together." On that day, I was delayed due to other things and did not arrive as scheduled. She waited for me for an hour and a half in the cold wind...... Later, I kept apologizing

I feel like I'm going too far. But she just laughed and said, 'It's okay. Because it's you, it's okay if you can't.'" You know, how I felt when I heard that? I wanted to dig a hole in the ground, but I felt very moved. ”

Ling Han took a sip of the teacup, wanted to say something, but gave up again.

"Later...... I got separated from her anyway - it was all my fault. Jiang Yichen continued, "Later, I promised others a lot of things, some of which I did, and some of which I couldn't. But...... No one would say to me, 'It's okay. Because it's you, it's okay if you can't.'" At that time, it dawned on me what I had lost. I realized how much she meant to me!"

"Don't talk about the past. Ling Han's nose was a little sour, these memories obviously did not belong to her, why did she feel as sad as if she felt empathy when she thought of those pictures? Perhaps, her body was not unconscious, these memories may have been evoked by "her".

"A lot of things are out of our control. She sniffed and continued, "No matter how good a relationship is, if it breaks down, you can't go back to the past." Even if we say over and over again – 'we will be together forever' – it can collapse in an instant. But no matter what, we should be grateful for those times, at least ...... We used to be sincere. ”

"Even so!" she immediately shifted, "those good things are a thing of the past. We can miss, we can miss, but never look back......"

"Ling Han, I ......"

"Alright! I'm going back. Ling Han put down the teacup, "You should go to bed early." ”

After saying that, she left without looking back. If she continues to stay, she can only be soft-hearted.

Jiang Yichen looked at the door, stunned, and didn't move.

After a long pause, he walked back to his room and pulled out a diary from a drawer. Turning the first page, there were two people's names written on it—Jiang Yichen, Ling Han—which was an exchange diary, writing the thoughts of the two. There are five such diaries, there are five major books, witnessing the relationship between him and her, and all the bits and pieces of the past come to mind.

If...... If Tang Liwen hadn't been there, if she hadn't been coerced by her, maybe the ending would have been completely different.

Jiang Yichen couldn't help but smack himself a few times, hating himself for being too young and stupid at the beginning, and he didn't even see Ling Han's thoughts-now it seems that the two of them had a good impression of each other, maybe ...... As long as he takes a step forward and pierces that layer of window paper, the ending of the two will be different.

(End of chapter)

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