.lā

Marriage is beautiful, but it is also hard, marriage is difficult to be as romantic as love, Chen Yao himself feels that marriage is a process of continuous integration between two people for firewood, rice, oil and salt, and for the parents of children on the basis of love.

In love, two people may be thinking about spending money to do romantic things, while in marriage, more people are thinking about how to save money to buy a bottle of vinegar and a bag of salt.

But this does not mean that marriage is cheap, but it shows that marriage is rare and precious.

Love is more vigorous, while marriage is a trickle.

At the end of the ninth lunar month, when winter was about to begin, Chen Yao's long-dormant heart began to slowly wake up.

His downfall in the past few years has something to do with Nanlu leaving him at the beginning, but that is only part of it, it is not only this incident that crushes Chen Yao, but all kinds of troubles and trivial things he encounters in life.

Why do you work hard, but the boss gives others a salary increase.

Why can't I work hard for a year as much as others earn in a month?

Why do you never do what you expect?

Therefore, what crushed Chen Yao was not the love between him and Nanlu back then, but the misfortune and pressure in life.

But in the last moments of his life, he stood up, for his marriage, for his affection.

He believed that he would definitely let Shen Qiu's mother and daughter live a good life.

Well, for the rest of his last life, he did his best as a man, a husband, and a father for his wife and daughter.

The autumn wind rises.

But in Chen Yao's heart, a flower bloomed, cheering in the wind.

……

Chen Yao was carrying the boiled fish and braised pork that he had packed back, and he was in a happy mood.

Well, that young policeman is really a very good person, but how should he find Wang Dacheng's son Wang Xiaohu? Chen Jinsu is now a celebrity next to Du Zhankui, he should know Wang Xiaohu's whereabouts, right?

But last time, I had already cheated Chen Jinsu once, and this time it is impossible to hear the news about Du Zhankui from Chen Jinsu's mouth again.

Although Chen Yao could guess the result, he still took out his mobile phone with the attitude of giving it a try and dialed Chen Jinsu's phone number, and sure enough, it was similar to what he thought, Chen Yao called Chen Jinsu seven or eight times in a row, but Chen Jinsu did not answer.

"Let's go home first, Shen Qiu hasn't eaten yet, and after lunch, I'm thinking of a way." ”

Chen Yao walked up to his rental house on the second floor.

"Huh?"

As soon as he walked up to the second floor, Chen Yao found that the door of his rental house was actually open.

"Li Jun, let's go, Chen Yao will come back in a while, and he will be misunderstood. ”

His wife Shen Qiu's voice came from inside the rental house.

Chen Yao had some bad premonitions, he stood at the door and did not speak.

Soon, Li Jun's somewhat annoyed voice came from inside.

"Shen Qiu, why do you love Chen Yao so much? Why? Tell me why?" "Is my Li Jun inferior to Chen Yao? I met you first, and I chased you first, but why did you follow Chen Yao in the end? Why did Chen Yao treat you like this all these years, and you still have no heart on him? Why is this? Why do you say this?"

"Why do you turn away from me every time?"

Chen Yao couldn't see Nanlu's expression when he stood at the door, but he could feel Shen Qiu's tone of firmness that contained sweetness.

"Li Jun, this sentence, you should ask Shu Ya, Shu Ya obviously knows that you have me in your heart, why are you still willing to spend so many years with you?"

"Some things don't necessarily have to be why, what I like Chen Yao is that I like Chen Yao. ”

"Let's go, live a good life with Shuya. ”

Chen Yao is not a fool, standing at the door at the moment, he can clearly hear the conversation between his wife Shen Qiu and Li Jun inside, he stands in place in a daze, letting the autumn wind blow on his face like a knife.

My most trusted brother has fallen in love with his wife, and his wife has known about it for a long time?

On the day his wife was hit by a car, Li Jun rushed back from the provincial capital, not because he cared about himself, but because he cared about Shen Qiu?

Over the years, Li Jun has continued to lend money to himself, not to help himself, but to help Shen Qiu?

Looking at Shu Ya's attitude when she came to the ward to look for Shu Ya that morning, did Shu Ya also know about it?

And Li Jun and Shu Ya want to divorce, is it also for Shen Qiu's sake?

All kinds of crazy thoughts spread wildly and rapidly in Chen Yao's brain in an instant, like a bacteriological weapon after an explosion.

Chen Yao's whole head felt like it was about to burst.

"Smack. ”

The boiled fish and braised pork he had packed in his hand fell to the ground, and the bright red and greasy soup flowed to the ground.

Chen Yao was a little heartbroken, not because of this meat dish that fell on the ground, but because of people.

It turned out that everyone knew what was going on, only he was kept in the dark like a fool, and everyone hid it from himself.

At this moment, Chen Yao felt that he was very much like a clown jumping off the beam, everyone was watching his jokes, and he had to stand on the stage and make all kinds of ugly gestures to make everyone bored.

"Huh?"

The movement of the food in Chen Yao's hand falling to the ground was heard by Li Jun and Nanlu.

Li Jun walked out of the rental house and saw Chen Yao, whose face was flushed.

"You, Chen Yao, are you back?"

The moment he saw Chen Yao, Li Jun's heart had already fallen to the bottom, but he still had a trace of luck, perhaps, maybe Chen Yao had just come back and didn't hear the conversation between him and Nanlu.

He squeezed out a jerky smile from the corner of his mouth with difficulty and looked at Chen Yao.

But apparently he had miscalculated.

"Li Jun, I'll fuck your uncle. ”

An angry Chen Yao smashed a punch into Li Jun's face.

……

Chen Yao has always felt that trusting this kind of thing is not something that is said, but something that is done, Li Jun has always helped him, so Chen Yao trusts Li Jun, but Chen Yao ignores one point, Li Jun does it well, not for him Chen Yao, but for Shen Qiu.

Broken, the brotherhood that he and Li Jun grew up together in open crotch pants broke down.

After pressing Li Jun to the door of his house and beating him, Chen Yao did not go back to his room, he left the rental house.

He can go to beat Li Jun to vent his emotions, but how should he face his wife.

It's probably better not to know something than to know.

Sitting at the door of his daughter's kindergarten, Chen Yao had a trace of regret, if he pretended not to hear anything at that time, turned around and left, would it be better?

Every choice has to bear the relative consequences, and Chen Yao is now suffering from this kind of torment in his heart.

Time passed quickly, and when Chen Yao was thinking wildly, it was already half past five in the afternoon, and Chen Yao unknowingly sat at the door of his daughter's kindergarten for nearly four hours.

But in the past four hours, he seemed to have thought a lot, and he didn't seem to think about anything, and the whole person was a little confused.

"Dad. ”

The kindergarten children had just finished school, and Yimo, who was queuing, saw Chen Yao sitting on the steps on the side, and quickly rushed towards Chen Yao.

"Good daughter. ”

Chen Yao suddenly had a delusion, is it only his daughter who can't lie to herself?

He looked at his daughter's bright smiling face, his nose was sore, and tears almost fell, but he still restrained himself, and he told himself that he must not affect the child because of things between adults.

"Mr. Chen. ”

Suddenly, a shout came from the door of the kindergarten, Chen Yao looked up, and Sun Xiaorou was looking at him with a smile.

"Remember tomorrow's dinner. ”

Chen Yao nodded, made a phone call to Sun Xiaorou, and then picked up Yimo and walked out of the alley of the kindergarten.

Since Shen Qiu had something to hide from himself, why did he tell Shen Qiu everything? Why, what is the reason for this?

I went out to dinner with Sun Xiaorou tomorrow, why did I let Shen Qiu know?

That's right, I won't tell Shen Qiu about asking Sun Xiaorou to go out to dinner tomorrow, so that she can also taste the feeling of being hidden.

Walking in the autumn breeze with his daughter in his arms, Chen Yao's heart gave birth to a thought of revenge that he shouldn't have.