Chapter 083 seems to be strong on the surface, but extremely fragile inside

After the fat woman broke up with Caizi, she did not immediately remarry with Qianqian's father, so there must be a certain psychological rift between her and Qianqian's father.

She needs time to calm down, he needs time to adapt, and she can't let go of the excellence of talent in all aspects. It's just that Qianqian's reason makes her have to let go, and these contradictions have been tormenting her.

In the past ten days, the fat woman has been much haggard. The waiter saw the fat woman's listless appearance every day and asked the fat woman with concern: "Boss, are you sick, why don't you have energy?"

The fat woman said weakly: "It's okay, it's just a little uncomfortable." ”

I remember that some books say that a man is more sober than a woman in the matter of love, and he will handle this kind of thing very well. It's not easy for women, they will treat love as life to keep to it. When the love express breaks down and it comes time for two people to break up, it is often the woman who is irrational.

Maybe these words are said for the fat woman now, and these words are very apt to express the thoughts of the fat woman now.

Through a period of getting along day and night, between these men and women, this high-level animal often gradually develops a different relationship from the past.

The fat woman wanted to meet the talented man again several times, but she kept hesitating.

The fat woman was thinking, why did she ask him to meet? Now that she has to break up, no one is wrong, why are she still staring at him affectionately?

These questions haunted and tormented the woman.

Every night, the fat woman dreamed that she would put her arms around his neck and kiss him.

She warmed him with all her tenderness, she kissed him, kissed him frantically, she felt his face was very hot, panting thicker and thicker, and then .......

She felt his whole body tremble, trembling uncontrollably.

She is constantly reminiscing about the past, reminiscing about the past.

But when she woke up, she was scared, afraid of the coming future. In fact, she was very reluctant to remarry Qianqian's father, and she even felt a little scared.

From the bottom of her heart, she doesn't like Qianqian's father's weak character, and his sexual ability is incomparable to that of him who is young and energetic, so she can't forget the breath of a talented person.

It's all come to this point, and she herself doesn't know why this is the case, why there is such an artistic conception in her dreams.

The grief of parting and the torment of loss, the confusion of the imprisoned life of the future, this emotion permeates her real life.

I remember that some books say that many people will express the sadness of parting by throwing away unwanted things, drinking, etc., which is indeed a way of catharsis.

However, for the age of the fat woman and the identity of the mother, too willful and indulgent will cause a lot of trouble, catharsis must have a bottom line, and when facing Qianqian, she has to pretend to be smiling, which makes her extremely depressed.

Grief in the face of parting is inevitable, it is indeed an anxious and painful process, and it is a very destructive emotion. Too much grief can make a person very vulnerable, and expressing grief in moderation can bring you closer to the emotional connection of those around you.

Facing a new environment, it takes time for everyone to adapt, but the length of time it takes will be different for different people.

The fat woman seems to be strong on the surface, but she is extremely fragile inside. Especially in the face of feelings, he is often at a loss.

The excellence of the talented woman really makes it difficult for her to let go, plus the two did not break up because of a rift in their relationship, which is enough to make it difficult for people to cut anything, maybe it will take a long time for the fat woman to adapt to the new lifestyle.

In this way, the fat woman has been living in this kind of nostalgia for this period of time, and the reason why he has not remarried Qianqian's father for a long time is because of this. Fortunately, Qianqian's father has a slow and weak character, he is not in a hurry to remarry the fat woman, he is only willing to wait in silence.

Qianqian's father's patience really relieved a lot of the fat woman's psychological pressure, and also gave her time to decompress.