Chapter 67: You Let Me Die

"Then he shouldn't have left you alone at home, knowing that your eyes can't see, why is he so ruthless now. ”

Thinking of this, Murong Ling was full of resentment.

Su Ying smiled, "It's okay, I can do it alone, it's not paralyzed, there is no need for someone to take care of it." ”

She doesn't want anyone to worry about herself, and she doesn't want to drag too many people down because of herself.

"By the way, did you miss me when you came back this time?"

Su Ying quipped, but the smile on the corner of her lips didn't look so perfect.

The corners of Murong Ling's mouth raised a trace of arc, but his heart was still tingled, "Yes, I miss my sister-in-law, so I'll come back to see you." ”

Su Ying pulled the corners of her mouth and showed a smile.

She really needs someone to make her laugh with, otherwise, this deathly silence will really swallow her.

In the past few days, she has been really too depressed, and her whole nerves have been tensed together. 's mind is full of pictures of Murong Che accompanying Midnight Snow.

Because of Murong Ling's company, Su Ying tried to restrain herself and didn't let herself think about Murong Che.

Every minute and every second of this kind passed quickly.

It's just that there are some topics that will inadvertently pull on Murong Che's body, "Little sister-in-law, in fact, the reason why I came back this time is because I also heard about Brother and Yexue. ”

He was not a person who could hide his words, but looking at Su Ying, he still couldn't help but speak.

Hearing those two names that she could forget, the smile on Su Ying's face suddenly disappeared.

"Xiaoxue was injured, your brother went to take care of her, after all, they went on a business trip together, I heard that Xiaoxue was also injured to save your brother, and I don't know what happened now. ”

Su Ying didn't know how to continue the topic, so she could only speak like this.

In fact, Murong Ling had already guessed that from the moment he entered the house, he also saw the loss in Su Ying's eyes.

"Little sister-in-law, I'll take you out for a walk, you're bored at home like this, it's really going to get moldy, and no one will want it then." ”

Murong Ling suddenly spoke.

It doesn't matter if she goes out for a walk, she is also afraid that she will be bored at home like this.

It's just that Su Ying was a little confused, just said that she came out and walked, why did Murong Ling still drive there?

But Su Ying didn't speak, no matter where she went, she didn't care, as long as she could let herself forget that person temporarily.

Stepping out of the car, Su Ying was taken into a place by Murong Ling, and the smell of disinfectant water was all over her nose, Su Ying couldn't help but wonder and said, "Xiao Ling, what are you bringing me to the hospital for?"

"Well, I'm going to go see the night snow, and it just so happens that you're fine, so let's go together. ”

How could Murong Ling not know how much she wanted to see him.

Since she wanted to see him, he was going to bring her here.

There is really a lack of communication between her and her brother. Some things are not what they seem, but they are more difficult to deal with because of the lack of explanation.

It's just that Su Ying's footsteps are a little hesitant, do you really want to go?

If she heard something that broke her heart, she really didn't know how the heart would heal completely.

Murong Ling felt her hesitation, paused and asked, "You really don't plan to go?" Or, do you want to have doubts for the rest of your life/"

"No, but I ......"

"Since it's not, then follow me in, and instead of guessing where you are, it's better to ask directly. ”

Murong Ling's words undoubtedly touched Su Ying's heart, since he didn't take the initiative in some things, why couldn't he take the initiative?

In the world of love, if both people are silent and reserved, it will be difficult to go on forever.

Isn't it just a result? She still bears it, and if she learns the answer earlier, she can be relieved sooner.

Murong Ling's words undoubtedly gave Su Ying an inexplicable courage.

Su Ying bit her lip and finally spoke, "Okay, I'll go with you." ”

The worst outcome is to hear that sentence earlier, let's finish, rather than dragging it out like this, it is better to get the answer sooner.

As soon as I walked to Midnight Snow's ward, I heard Midnight Snow's cry outside the door.

Very helpless, very sad voice.

Su Ying's footsteps suddenly became heavy, and she didn't know whether to step forward or not.

If Murong Ling hadn't taken her hand and walked to the door of the ward, I'm afraid she really wouldn't have had the courage to approach anywhere.

Before I went in, I heard the cry of Midnight Snow, "All out, go out." If you can't save my leg, why should you revive me? What's the point of my life without my leg......

Zhong Deyang choked up with tears and comforted, "Xiaoxue, don't be like this, your father will be distressed." If you are gone, how can you still live in this world for your father?"

Compared with the midnight snow, Zhong Deyang was even more sad.

"Dad, you let me die, I'd rather die than become a person who can't walk, so what's the difference between that and a dead person?"

Tears rolled down her cheeks, her eyes filled with sadness, and she rushed over when she touched the fruit knife on the table.

At this time, in addition to those frightened nurses in the ward, only Zhong Deyang was standing there, Murong Ling couldn't stand it anymore, and pulled Su Ying over.

"Sister Xiaoxue, are you willing to die like this? You left your father alone in the world, are you at ease?"

Midnight Xue's gaze swept over Murong Ling, touching Su Ying who was standing behind him, and her mood became even more irritable, "Su Ying, you bad woman, did you come here to see my jokes?

Her emotions really burst out, and the hilt of the knife in her hand trembled, and the gaze that wanted to kill Su Ying was really terrifying.

For Su Ying's resentment, it is really not a hateful word that can be described.

In her opinion, all the misfortunes in her life have an inescapable relationship with Su Ying.

Whether it was that loss, or her mother's death, including this time when she became like this, she felt that it was Su Ying's fault.

If she didn't exist by Murong Che's side and didn't compete with her for Murong Che, then all this might not happen.

All the misfortunes are blamed on the blind woman.

Midnight Snow pointed at Su Ying with her finger and accused angrily, "You, it's all your fault, if it weren't for your appearance, how could my life have become like this?"

If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't walk on her legs, she really wanted to rush over and stab the knife in her hand into her heart.

Even if Su Ying couldn't see it, she could imagine the hideous face of the snow in the middle of the night at this time, and she couldn't help shrinking her body.

Midnight Snow hated her so much, but she couldn't vent her emotions, so she could only shout like crazy.

Murong Che, who came out of the doctor's office, rushed to the ward, and before he could walk in, he heard the hoarse cry of the midnight snow.

He hurried over and saw the figures of Murong Ling and Su Ying.

His gaze fell on the crazy midnight snow with a fruit knife in his hand, and Murong Che strode over.

"Xiaoxue, you calm down, calm down. ”

Murong Che snatched the fruit knife in her hand, for fear that she would hurt herself.

Midnight Snow was so easy to quiet down, and it was precisely when she had nowhere to vent her emotions that she waved the fruit knife in her hand and shouted hoarsely.

Without paying attention, he slashed a long knife on Murong Che's arm, and blood suddenly gushed out, scaring Midnight Snow.

"Che ......"

Zhong Deyang hurriedly took out a tissue and pressed it on Murong Che's wound.

Midnight Xue's distressed tears fell, wetting the hospital gown on her body, she looked at Murong Che a little helplessly, "Che, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to." ”

"I know, I'm fine. ”

Murong Che endured the stinging pain from the wound, and opened his mouth to comfort Midnight Xue, who had finally calmed down.

Snatching the fruit knife from her hand, he put both hands on her shoulders and spoke, "Xiaoxue, I know that you are very emotional now, and the way you are now is all because of me." How I regret not pushing you away at that time, how I hope that the person lying here at this time is me ....."

One of the words he said the most these days was the word guilt. No one can understand how much he regrets it at this moment.

He knew that for her, losing her legs was really worse than death.

But he couldn't, he couldn't watch her hurt herself like that, and he didn't want her to become pessimistic because of herself.

Murong Che took her tightly into his arms and repeated those words again, "I'm sorry, Xiaoxue, it's all because of me." But I beg you to promise me to live well, and let me make up for everything I owe you. ”

Midnight Snow in her arms was already crying, she didn't regret saving him, but she really couldn't accept this fact, she couldn't imagine her life without legs.

"I was really scared, scared that I would have to stay in bed forever. Che, can you promise me not to leave me?"

She really has nothing left now, and if she loses him, then she really might as well die.

Her tears were dripping down his neck, so hot that they seemed to burn all the guilt in his heart.

"Okay, I promise you. ”

Her emotions finally calmed down, but the hand holding him grew tighter and tighter, because she was afraid that as soon as she let go, he would leave.

Su Ying, who was standing there at this time, suddenly felt that her heart was suffocated to the extreme, she really didn't know why she wanted to come here.

Is it to completely shatter the wounded heart?

At this time, she seems so redundant.

Midnight Snow because of the legs he has lost, so what else does she have to blame?

Is she going to be caught between them like this?

No matter how much he still had feelings for Midnight Snow in the past, at this moment, he had no reason to leave her.

And what about her? What else did she have to force? Did she use her blindness to win his sympathy?

Su Ying couldn't stay any longer, and she didn't want to hear any more voices from Midnight Snow or Murong Che.

She turned around and walked out of the room, a little away from the space that was suffocating her.

Because she couldn't see it, she could only move a little bit against the wall, desperately trying to escape from here.