036 Love loses to reality

Xiao Tian hung his head sadly.

After experiencing her experience, you will indeed feel that life is like a dream, life and death are ordinary.

In her previous life, she was Zhou Caiyue, she gave him all her love, and gave up everything and even her life for him. It's a pity that he has never been able to give her the peace and tranquility she has been longing for.

And in this life, she is more like a dream. She met Yang Xuan, who gave her a real castle, a home she had always wanted, and a child.

However, is her life peaceful now? Is it calm? As a woman of Yang Xuan, of course, she can have a noble status that is beyond the reach of ten thousand people. But at the same time, a woman like Yang Xuan, not to mention thrilling, will never be too peaceful. How many people want to secretly attack Yang Xuan and her? Otherwise, why are the bodyguards and guards around her so vigilant?

Perhaps, she is destined not to be an ordinary woman! She will always do her best to help her man. It was like this to him before, and now it's the same for Yang Xuan!

The pain of being gnawed away by the heart hit Xiao Tian fiercely again.

However, he was not reconciled.

"Does she love you?"

Yang Xuan smiled faintly: "I don't care if she loves me or not, as long as she is willing to stay by my side, I am satisfied!"

Xiao Tian looked at Yang Xuan with no emotion: "Then do you love her?"

Yang Xuan raised his head slightly and smiled lightly: "Does this matter? In this world as cruel as a jungle, falling in love is a luxury, especially for a man like me." She and I both need each other, and for me, that's enough!"

Xiao Tian laughed miserably this time.

Yes, it is enough to need each other! In this incomparably realistic world, love is indeed not as good as what each other needs! Because this world is full of all kinds of exchanges.

She needed a home, and Yang Xuan gave it to her. Yang Xuan needs a good assistant, and she, in any way, can be said to be the best assistant that no one can match.

But at least, in addition to each other's needs, in addition to each other's support, she and Yang Xuan have more psychological and spiritual things. Xiao Tian can also see that although Yang Xuan is at the peak of power beyond the reach of 10,000 people, he is actually not a mercenary and narrow-minded man. On the contrary, Yang Xuan is a man with considerable cultivation and depth.

But even so, Xiao Tian was still unwilling.

Although she is now a queen-like existence in Country C, she can obviously get a better life, not the life in front of her.

"Don't you care that her legs are inconvenient?"

Xiao Tian's words were actually testing Yang Xuan. When Yue Rumeng saved him not long ago, she didn't look like a big problem with her legs. What's more, if there was really something wrong with her legs, how could Yang Xuan concentrate on her and give birth to Yang Yue with her?

But these were just questions in Xiao Tian's heart, and he wasn't sure. Moreover, Yue Rumeng herself once said that her legs were not completely out of function, but she just couldn't stand for a long time.

When Yang Xuan heard Xiao Tian's question, he rarely showed his true emotions too much, and he actually laughed.

"General Xiao, I think what you really want to ask should be whether I care if Rumeng doesn't perform well in bed, right?"

When Xiao Tian heard this, an indescribable sadness made him speechless. He twisted his head to the side in grief. But it was a very real question that he wanted to understand.

He doesn't think there are many men in the world who don't care about it. After all, in a sense, men are sometimes the creatures who call the shots of the lower body.

He didn't care so much about it because he and her had already experienced all kinds of life and death that were difficult for ordinary people to face, and their meaning to each other was different from that of ordinary couples. Therefore, he can tolerate some of her unacceptable shortcomings.

What's more, her legs were disabled because of him. What's more, it's not that she has lost her ability to have sex, it's just that there may be some inconveniences and imperfections in the life of the couple.

Yang Xuan didn't smile anymore, his face was much more serious.

"Although Rumeng was in a wheelchair when she appeared in front of people, few people except me knew that her legs were actually able to walk normally. Although she can't run and stand for as long as a normal person, it doesn't affect me from living a normal male and female life with her. In fact, I haven't touched another woman since I was with her. It's just that usually, Rumeng and I are not very used to sleeping with another person next to us. ”

When Xiao Tian heard this, his heart was almost bitter.

Yang Xuan's words were exactly the same as what Yue Rumeng said to him last night. So, their words should be true. So, they do have that kind of intimate relationship between men and women.

Xiao Tian's cheeks were tense, his eyes seemed to be about to erupt fire, and his hands were clenched into fists tightly, and he almost couldn't help but want to step forward and punch Yang Xuan a few times.

However, this was her choice, not forced by Yang Xuan.

Maybe because Yang Xuan saved her life, she thinks that she should belong to him after being reborn. Whether it was to repay the favor or because of something else, she still chose him after all. Moreover, in a sense, in the past few years, it was Yang Xuan who gave her what he couldn't give her.

After a pause, Yang Xuan looked out the window again, as if reminiscing again.

"She's done a miracle! She spent nearly three years undergoing all kinds of painful treatments, combined with strenuous rehabilitation and stretching. There have been many times when I can't even stand it. But she just smiled at me and said, 'I'm not brave enough.' I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of abolishing myself. I can calmly accept that I'm completely dead, but I can't accept that I have a pair of legs that can only be used as decorations!'

I've never seen anyone as strong as her, how strong she is, how she can endure pain that no man can bear, how fragile she is, and how fragile she is, so she can't bear the slightest imperfection in her life!"

The anger in Xiao Tian's eyes had been completely replaced by sadness. He was saddened by the pain she had endured during those years of her injury. Her pain was because of him. And he didn't know it.

Yang Xuan withdrew his gaze from looking out of the window and turned to look at Xiao Tian.

"She finally got to where she is now. You've missed her, just let her live quietly like this! Love and marriage are no longer important to me and her! So, I didn't marry her, and she didn't marry me! But this doesn't prevent us from living together like a family, and besides, I have a lovely Yang Yue with her!"

Xiao Tian closed his eyes in pain.

The undying love between him and her was ultimately defeated by reality!

There is no so-called bloody misunderstanding between him and her, let alone the so-called grudge against relatives and property. What he and she have between him has always been an unreserved infatuation and giving to each other. But fate still cruelly separated him and her again and again.

However, if fate has to separate him from her, why should he let him know that she still loves him so much when he is leaving, and that she will still save him when he is in danger, regardless of herself?

If love is still there, why do you have to separate them?

Xiao Tian lowered his head, and endured the hard work of his heartache, which made his eyes full of tears, and shook his head vigorously - it shouldn't be like this!

However, he was completely speechless, and his chest and throat were completely blocked.

Yang Xuan's face didn't show any abnormality, but he secretly shook his hands. It is always easier for a man to understand a man's heartache, just as it is easier for a woman to understand a woman's pain.

It took Xiao Tian a short time to calm down some of his excitement a little.

"She's always loved me! I have no doubt that she would have preferred to be with me!"

Yang Xuan smiled faintly again, "Since this is the case, then after waking up from a dream, General Xiao can ask in person to see if she is willing to stay or go with you?"

When Xiao Tian heard this, he was stunned again. Because she firmly believed in her love for him, the little courage that she had finally brought was immediately crumbling again.

Yang Xuan's expression was so indifferent, and his words were so determined.

Yes, of course Yang Xuan can have no fear. He is the man who has really been by her side for the past few years, and more importantly, he is the father of her children!

What does it mean to be involuntarily? What does it mean that destiny is inviolable? He and she are!

The implication of this statement is that it is often difficult for lovers to become dependents in the real world, so since ancient times, so many people have prayed sincerely for this simple and incomparably beautiful wish!

No matter where she is, in this life, her heart will no longer be complete!

Yang Yue was Yang Xuan's only child, and it was impossible for him to allow her to take him away. Therefore, if she goes with him, she will have to leave the child behind. If she wants to accompany the child, then she can only give up him.

However, Xiao Tian was still unwilling! It had been painful for so many years, and he was not afraid of another pain. He must hear her answer with his own mouth, hear what is really in her heart.

The interrogation of Grand was soon brought to fruition.

Indeed, as previously conjectured, the junta authorities wanted to use Xiao Tian's death to at least delay Yang Xuan's further alliance with China, if they could not cut it off. And the reason why Grand complied was because his wife and children were kidnapped, and he himself did not like the lord to get too close to China.

As for why you came up with this trap?

That's because he got Yang Xuan's order last night to create conditions for Xiao Tian to smoothly enter Mrs. Rumeng's forbidden courtyard. Clever as he was, he immediately guessed the possible relationship between this general from China and Madame Rumeng. Others don't know, but he who has been Yang Xuan's housekeeper for so many years knows that this Mrs. Rumeng originally came to Country C from China a few years ago.