Chapter 108: Giving Up Is Harder Than Persevering

Hearing Tang Liwen call herself "Little Flower", Ling Han's stomach churned. She stood up on the table and ran briskly into the bathroom, retching several times.

What will become of this Tang Liwen now? Those bloody storms eight years later are inseparable from her. I have suffered so many grievances to get together with Jiang Yichen, is it ...... Do you want to give up because of Tang Liwen's words?

If you want to change everything in the future, you must find out the problems between yourself and Jiang Yichen from the source-Ling Han looked at himself in the mirror, his face was pale, his expression was haggard, his lips were not bloody, and the sides of his cheeks were deeply sunken, and he was like two people to himself eight years later-How did I get to this situation step by step? How did the child in my belly get pregnant? Really...... Is it Jiang Yichen's?

Such a question suddenly appeared in her head, which surprised her herself—if it wasn't Jiang Yichen's, who would it be? What kind of person am I?

"It's okay. ”

Jiang Yichen walked over with a tissue and reached out to pat Ling Han's back, but she dodged away.

"It's fine. Ling Han took the tissue and wiped the corners of his mouth, "Thank you!"

"You ......"

"Jiang Yichen. Ling Han interrupted Jiang Yichen's words, "Anyway, thank you for today! I'd better go and avoid any unnecessary trouble!"

"You live here. Jiang Yichen insisted, "I'll go to the hotel." ”

"Why bother!" Ling Han shook his head, "You don't have to do this. I'm leaving! You can accompany Liwen. ”

Saying this, Ling Han's heart seemed to be dripping blood, and he was out of breath in pain. She loved the man in front of her deeply, but at this moment, she wanted to push him to someone else with her own hands. In his heart, Ling Han didn't want to do this, but he ...... The reality is that Jiang Yichen is about to get engaged to Tang Liwen, and there is really no point in entanglement - if so, Ling Han thought, what is the difference between himself and Tang Liwen eight years later?

She wanted to convince herself with "Jiang Yichen loves me, not Tang Liwen", but finally dispelled this idea. No one has the right to judge other people's feelings, not to mention that according to the current situation, compared to Tang Liwen, Jiang Yichen seems to hate her more.

When Ling Han walked out of Jiang Yichen's house, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, and the community became much quieter. She crossed her arms and walked aimlessly forward, each step taking extra hard. What she didn't know was that Jiang Yichen also left Tang Liwen behind, followed downstairs, and kept secretly following her, looking at her silently.

Adults have a hard day, and it is time to rest, and for the big children and children in the summer, the night is the beginning of a wonderful life. From time to time, groups of young people walked by on the road, their faces filled with warm smiles. The little lovers held hands, fed each other the food in their hands, and then smiled sweetly at each other, even if they didn't open their mouths, they tacitly took the same steps......

It's hard to persevere, but Ling Han didn't expect that giving up a person and giving up a relationship is far more difficult than he imagined. The more you force yourself not to

Thinking about it, the more Jiang Yichen's shadow appeared in front of him.

Forgive me

I can't leave you anything

Even my first and last name.

Because

I'm a dead passerby,

Like the water at your door,

flowed through,

Never fold back......

I can only take the harp of silence

Play my blessings

I want the flowers to belong to you,

The thorns belong to me......

I'm going away,

After the horse's hoofs pursued,

There was a call from the crowd before......

- Ludian, "The Silent Harp"

On the crowded streets, Ling Han didn't have a reason to think of this poem, and his mood became even heavier. Some people say that love is selfish, while others say that fulfillment is true love. But in her opinion, nothing is so absolute. What is selfishness and what is fulfillment? It's all our own delusions. In this world, if you love someone, and that person happens to love you, how lucky is it? If you can get a relationship that is pleasing to both of you, who wants to settle for the next best? The so-called fulfillment is mostly a little unwilling!

She walked alone under the street lamp, and the light elongated her figure.

"Jingle Bell ......"

The phone rings.

Ling Han was tired of walking, leaning on the telephone pole on the side of the road, and took out his mobile phone from his bag.

"Hello?"

"Senior sister, where are you now?" On the other end of the phone, it was Fang Jinyu's calm voice.

"Me?" Ling Han changed his posture and lied to him, "At home!"

There was silence on the phone at "......".

"What's wrong?" Ling Han panicked, "It's so late, is there anything wrong with me?"

"You look back. Fang Jinyu suddenly spoke.

"Huh?" Ling Han held the phone, turned around, and looked around, with a puzzled look on his face, "I saw it." Nothing!"

Then I felt that I was stupid, and I would do whatever others said.

"What the hell are you doing! I ......"

"You stand there and don't move. Fang Jinyu's tone was undeniable.

Ling Han then stood still, motionless. I felt strange in my heart—what the hell is this Fang Jinyu doing? Let me stand here and not move? Could it be ......

"Tick-tick-"

The sound of a whistle coming from behind confirmed Ling Han's thoughts, and Fang Jinyu was really nearby. She lowered her head and blushed, her actions just now looked too ridiculous.

"Senior sister, get in the car. Fang Jinyu parked the car next to Ling Han and rolled down the window, "It's too dangerous for a girl to be in your house so late." ”

Ling Han hesitated for a few seconds, nodded, pulled the car door and sat down.

"I'll send you home. ”

"I ......" Ling Han wanted to speak and stopped.

"What's wrong?" Fang Jinyu noticed Ling Han's strange appearance, and did not rush to start the car, but turned his face to look at her.

"I was homeless. ”

Ling Han told him what happened to her, of course, she deliberately concealed the entanglement between herself and Jiang Yichen, and only said that she was lost so she came here.

Fang Jinyu didn't ask any more.

"If you don't mind, go to my house for one night. He said, "I'm going to a friend's house tonight." ”

"Hmm. ”

The car started slowly, and no one noticed that not far away, Jiang Yichen's eyes gradually dimmed.

"Yichen. Tang Liwen appeared behind him at some point and called softly.

Jiang Yichen stood motionless.

"Jiang Yichen!" Tang Liwen felt a little unhappy in her heart, and stepped forward to pull his arm, "Have you seen enough?!Why? Seeing her get into another man's car, her heart hurts? What about me? When you were messing around with me behind my back, did you think about my feelings? I am your fiancée!"

Jiang Yichen shook off her hand vigorously, "Don't forget, why did I agree to be with you." Don't forget, during the days I was with her, you and I broke up! Who I was with or what I did had nothing to do with you. ”

"You ......"

"Let's go. Jiang Yichen waved his hand, "Our marriage, let's put it aside for the time being!"

"What are you talking about?!" Tang Liwen looked at Jiang Yichen with wide eyes in disbelief, "Could it be ...... Do you want to repent of your marriage?"

Jiang Yichen had a dark face, noncommittal.

"Okay~ Jiang Yichen...... Count you ruthless!" Tang Liwen's face changed slightly, "In this case, I have no choice but to ask my father to withdraw his capital and shares!" I'm afraid that my uncle and aunt will not agree." ”

Jiang Yichen didn't say a word, turned around and left.

"Jiang Yichen!" Tang Liwen looked at Jiang Yichen's back and yelled, "You'd better not forget what you said tonight! You will regret it! You will definitely regret it......"

No matter how she shouted or scolded, Jiang Yichen never looked back.

"You're going to regret it. Tang Liwen clenched her fists and gritted her teeth with hatred, "Definitely!"

……

Fang Jinyu carried Ling Han back to her home.

"Senpai," he scratched his head embarrassedly, "the room is a little small, so you can stay here for one night." ”

As he spoke, he took out a few hundred-yuan bills from his wallet and stuffed them into Ling Han's hand, "You take these money first." ”

"This money...... I...... I can't take it. Ling Han shirked and was reluctant to take it.

"Take it!" Fang Jinyu seemed to be a little angry, "It's a loan to you! ”

"That'...... All right. ”

"Good night!" Fang Jinyu blushed, took the door and walked out, and quickly disappeared into the corridor.

Ling Han looked at the closed door, first smiled, and then shook his head helplessly. originally planned to cut off her contact with Fang Jinyu from the source, so as not to cause misunderstandings. But I didn't want to, tonight by mistake, I was still "picked up" by him and returned home.

"Ahh She suddenly thought that Ling Xue would come back by the earliest bus early tomorrow morning, so why not take this opportunity to match the two?

Now that he had made up his mind, Ling Han relaxed a little, turned off the light and fell asleep.

Fang Jinyu's house is not very large, only about fifty square meters, but although the sparrows are small, they have all kinds of organs. The house was cosy and clean.

This night, Ling Han slept peacefully. I didn't have a dream all night, and I woke up

The warp is the three poles of the sun.

"Senior, you're awake. ”

When she walked out of the room in a daze, Fang Jinyu had already returned home, still wearing the clothes she wore last night, and her eyes were a little red and swollen.

"You ......" After so many turmoil, Ling Han, who used to be very ignorant and ignorant, gradually became careful and sensitive. She quickly noticed Fang Jinyu's tiredness, frowned, and asked, "You won't be ...... You haven't slept all night, have you?"

Fang Jinyu's eyes dodged, and she was about to change the topic and prevaricate, "Are you hungry?"

"Don't interrupt yet!" Ling Han was unyielding, "Didn't you tell me that you went to a friend's house last night......?"

"I ......" Fang Jinyu couldn't hide Ling Han's eyes, so she had to answer honestly, "I made do with the Internet café for a night." ”

"You're stupid!" Ling Han was angry—of course, angry with herself, "Why didn't you tell me earlier! I could have found a hotel to stay in! Why do you ......?"

(End of chapter)

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