Chapter 242: The Silent Cry

The cup full of coffee fell to the ground and shattered, and the coffee inside splashed Nalan and I all over the snow, however, the two of us ignored all this, just stood in front of each other, staring deeply at each other.

My face was as usual, and there was even a hint of a smile on my face, but she was a slight trembling pupil, and a layer of mist spread out in her eye sockets, and in an instant, she turned into tears, overflowing drop by drop, and slowly sliding down her cheeks.

"Yu Fei, Yu Fei......" she spoke, muttering my name in a trembling voice, and then suddenly covered the corners of her mouth.

She tried not to let herself cry, but her trembling shoulders and the tears gushing out of her eyes were already out of control!

At this moment, she couldn't cry in front of me!

After seeing this scene, my heart also trembled slightly, and I opened my arms almost instinctively, wanting to take her into my arms. But the next moment, my arm froze in mid-air, and then, I could only gently put it on her back and pat it gently as a sign of comfort.

At this moment, I almost couldn't restrain myself, seeing her so sad, I couldn't wait to tear off the mask on my face, hug her, and comfort her.

But I can't!

Now I am not the same person I used to be, I am a murderer, a person who is not allowed by the law, if I take off the mask and meet her sincerely, then it will not only affect her future, but maybe, it will also bring me a lot of trouble.

Moreover, if Old Man Nalan knows that I am the Yu Fei who hurt her precious granddaughter, then I am afraid, he will directly sweep me out of the house!

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh, then turned my head, and said to the surprised old man Nalan with some hesitation: "Senior, me and ......"

I didn't know how to explain it to Mr. Nalan, but Nalan Feixue suddenly interrupted me and said to her grandfather: "Grandpa, I want to stay alone with Yu Fei for a while, don't worry, I'm fine, don't worry about me!"

"Okay, okay!" Old Man Nalan nodded when he heard this, at this moment he seemed to understand something, and after sighing secretly, he took the notebook that recorded the thirteen needles of the ghost gate and left the villa.

After the old man Nalan left, there were only two people left in the huge villa, Nalan Feixue and me.

It's just that neither of us was the first to speak, just stared at each other quietly, and several times I wanted to open my mouth, but when it came to my mouth, I swallowed it gently.

I have a lot of things I want to say to her, but those words are not what I can say to her today.

And she also looks like she wants to say something.

The two of us looked at each other like this for a long time, and then she finally took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, and said, "The coffee is spilled, I'll wipe it, and your pants are dirty!"

With that, she walked over to the coffee table, pulled a few napkins from the paper drawer, and squatted down in front of me to start wiping my trouser legs.

Seeing this, I hurriedly stretched out my hand to help her up, shook my head, and said, "No need, it's okay!"

She smiled when she heard this, and then suddenly said, "I knew you would come back!"

When I heard this, my heart was shocked, and the flat smile on my face disappeared in an instant, replaced by a face full of horror.

Did she recognize me?

She smiled when she stared at her with wide eyes and a look of consternation, and said, "I have imagined countless times the scene when we meet again, but I didn't expect that we would meet in such a way, Yu Fei, although your appearance has changed, but I can feel your taste, it won't be wrong, it must be you!"

She gently shook my hand as she spoke, but I shook my head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid you recognized the wrong person!"

"How could it be!" she smiled softly and said: "He knows the thirteen needles of the ghost gate, and you will too, his name is Yu Fei, and you are also called Yu Fei, both of you are almost the same in height and behavior, but you were more handsome than you are now!"

After she finished speaking, she gently threw herself into my arms, buried her head deep in my chest, gently sniffed the smell of my body, and whispered: "That's the smell, that's right, it's definitely you, and your body temperature, I'm very familiar with it!"

"You, you really recognize the wrong person!" I broke free from her embrace, then shook my head and said, "I'm sorry, although my name is Yu Fei, I'm afraid it's not the Yu Fei you have to wait for!"

She didn't say anything, just looked at me calmly with trembling pupils, I took a deep breath when I saw this, and then continued: "However, I do know what you said about Yu Fei, and he also asked me to bring you a few words!"

"What words?" she asked, in as calm a tone as she could.

"He said that he owes you so much that he has no shame to see you now, but he told you to wait for him, and when he is cleared of his charges, he will come back to you, and then spend his life to repay you and make up for you!" I paused, and then continued: "However, if one day you don't love him anymore, or don't want to wait any longer, then you can ...... Find someone who suits you, get married and have children, and he won't blame you!"

"Did he really say that?" Tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, and at this moment, she even had a smile on her face, just laughing and crying, muttering, "Does he really want me to marry someone else?"

As she spoke, she burst into a chuckle, but tears flowed down her face with a hint of a smile on her face like a burst of the dam.

After seeing this scene, my heart almost felt like a knife, and the pain of being torn spread all over my body, and even my eyes were a little red at this moment.

I held back the tears, and then said in as calm a tone as possible, "Are you willing to wait for him?"

"Of course I do!" she smiled and wiped away her tears, "but is he still willing to come back to me?"

He ...... Of course I do, and I will definitely return to you!" I took a deep breath and continued: "He has experienced a lot of things, and some things are not as simple as they seem on the surface, he has a mission, a mission that must be completed, and only after completing that mission can he come back, clear his name, and come back with a clean slate!"

"Is it?" she murmured, "a mission that must be completed? I know that my man is not an ordinary person!"

After finishing speaking, she smiled, and then said: "Thank you for helping him bring a message to me, please also trouble you to help me bring a message to him, I, Nalan Feixue, am willing to wait for him, even if it takes a lifetime to wait, even if the Yu Fei I am familiar with will never come back, I will wait, I will wait until the sky is old and the earth is old, and when the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, my love for him will be unswerving!"

After hearing her words, I was suddenly shocked, even my disguise was almost crushed by her, and deep guilt and self-blame instantly surged into my heart, so that I couldn't help but have a sour eye, and tears almost gushed out.

"Let's go!" she suddenly smiled at me and said, "Help me tell him, let him rest assured, I will pick myself up again, too...... Thank you for coming!"

"Okay!" I nodded heavily, then turned and strode out the door.

She didn't move, she still stood in place, looking at me quietly, but I almost couldn't control myself several times, and wanted to tear off the mask and tell her that I was Yu Fei!

But in the end, I didn't do that, who I am, it doesn't matter at this moment, because I know that she has already seen through me, and the reason why she didn't expose me is just because she doesn't want me to be embarrassed.

I gritted my teeth, resisted the urge to turn around and rush to her, and finally pushed open the door of the villa.

The dazzling sunlight shone on my body, stung my eyes, and the tears that had been rolling in my eyes finally flowed down at this moment.

Old man Nalan has been standing at the door, and when he saw me standing at the door crying, he said with a surprised face: "Yu Fei Xiaoyou, you are ......?"

"Nothing!" I shook my head, took a deep breath, and strode away.

I walked very fast, because I was afraid that Nalan Feixue would see my tears, and in the end, I even ran wildly.

I ran all the way until I was far, far away, when I finally fell to the ground with my legs limp, and then hid in a corner and cried bitterly.

Tears poured down the corners of my eyes, but I gritted my teeth and didn't let myself make the slightest sound, so I opened my mouth wide and cried and shouted silently.

"Feixue, your love is a weight that I can't bear in my life, I'm sorry, in the end I am responsible for you, wait for me, I swear, I will definitely come back to you, when I stand in front of you, I promise, I am still the same me, still, the one you love deeply in your heart!"