Chapter 45: The Breakdown of Relationships

It's also strange, it seems that after Shao Linyuan went online to find himself once that day, Sun Xiao never saw Shao Linyuan much after that.

Even Yuqing is ......

Now except for playing with his apprentices every day, it seems that he rarely has the same atmosphere as before.

Sun Xiao recently participated in Mr. Zhang's "Autobiography Writing Class". The advantage of this class is that you can write about your own experiences and then express your feelings.

As a professional psychological counselor, Mr. Zhang will answer the students' doubts and give some encouragement after the letter.

The autobiography is divided into three parts, namely the prequel, the main biography, and the postquel.

The so-called prequel is what happened in the past in the family and in the parents' generation, and you can then think about how these things affect the whole family, and the lives of your parents, and your own life.

This biography is to write about the impact of some events in my childhood on my current life.

The sequel is to write about your own expectations for the future and how you would like to fulfill them.

Sun Xiao has no interest in writing about the stumbles in his family, and he has a headache when he writes. also recalled his current experience and felt very wonderful, Sun Xiao simply wrote about some of the things he encountered in the game.

Including Shao Linyuan, who he suddenly met after a long stand-alone machine, Yuqing he met, and Yintao who he met.

There is also the senior who has been secretly in love with him for many years and suddenly says that he likes himself.

Although Sun Xiao didn't want to admit it, she still had a trace of "resentment" in her heart about Qi Zhao's sudden confession that day...... After all, if this kind of thing can be said earlier, why do you want to tell yourself so late?

She always felt that Qi Zhao was playing tricks on herself.

Everything was as usual for the next two days, except for the occasional chat with Lu Jing.

Lu Jing seemed to know what she was worried about, and said, "I think you're always too entangled. ”

Sun Xiao is indeed entangled.

She feels like a fish in a cage that has been netted, and she can't get out if she wants to, and she can't break free when she wants to.

Teacher Zhang replied to her in the past two days, one of which was aimed at Qi Zhao, Teacher Zhang said: "You feel a little resentful about the fact that he has only confessed to you now, but have you asked him that he may have some unspeakable secrets at the beginning? ”

Sun Xiao hadn't had this idea before, and he felt a little regretful when he saw Mr. Zhang mention it like this. I knew it and asked Qi Zhao for clarification, but my head was really a little unclear that day, in fact, I didn't seem to say anything from the beginning of the call to the end.

I can only say that I will wait for another chance next time, she is really embarrassed to rush up and ask Qi Zhao directly.

However, what Lu Jing and Sun Xiao said made Sun Xiao suddenly feel a little enlightened, and Lu Jing said: "Old Sun, there is really no one to restrict you. ”

"It's you're really too entangled. ”

"Do you think you feel awkward if you reject Yuqing?"

"Think your master will be angry when he sees you taking in apprentices?"

"Do you think Qi Zhao said that he liked you because he had other plans?"

Lu Jing's tone was very slow, and Sun Xiao knew that she was trying to persuade herself.

"But these things are all thinking about yourself, does Yuqing feel awkward? Have you checked with him? Is your master really angry? Have you asked him? Senior Qi Zhao really has other plans...... Okay, although I don't like Qi Zhao very much, and I don't want you to be with him. But unsubstantiated conjectures will only haunt you, not them, in the end. ”

Sun Xiao was speechless for a long time, it is true that what Lu Jing said made sense in her opinion, but she didn't know what she should do now.

The authorities are fascinated, the bystanders are clear, and every time you fall into such a scene, the first person who is troubled will always be the protagonist.

It was also from that day that Sun Xiao made a decision, she said: "Lu Jing, I figured it out. ”

"I'm going home. ”

"When it is broken, I don't want to think about Senior Qi in the future, I will make it clear to the master that there is something at home so I need to go back, and I will definitely not say goodbye without saying goodbye like last time. ”

"I will tell my apprentices and Shang Lu that I have to prepare for the exam now, and I will come back and continue the game when I finish the exam. ”

"And Lu Jing, I'll come back to you when I finish the exam......"

Lu Jing over there smiled and said, "You and I still talk about these things!" The two of us hang up the phone almost every day, listening to your tone as if we want to say goodbye to life and death......."

"But I support your decision, and as long as you feel that you have made the right choice, it will be the best choice. ”

"Come on, old grandson. ”

Lu Jing said on the phone.

It was also later that Sun Xiao and Shao Linyuan explained. Although Shao Linyuan said that there were many things that Sun Xiao didn't need to take away in a hurry, too many and too heavy, he could help her send them over, but Sun Xiao still handled everything quickly and properly.

In the game, he said goodbye to Shang Lu and his apprentices temporarily, and continued to communicate with his father, but Sun Xiao went home first.

The experience of more than a few months seemed to be much more than all the joys, sorrows and sorrows of her previous life combined, but just that, Sun Xiao already felt that she was already very satisfied.

When I got home, it seemed like a completely different world.

Except for Lu Jing's voice, the news in WeChat has been thinking non-stop, and the others have been silent.

Sun Xiao uninstalled the game APP, and the same content was suspended first, thinking that it would not be too late for her to go online in a month.

Perhaps because she has experienced a "big ups and downs" in life, she has grown a lot at this time because she was afraid of loneliness, and she seems to be more calm in what she does.

Father's attitude seemed to be calmer since she came back, although when she first came back, her father still had questions about the matter between her and Zhou Yuyuan, but seeing that Sun Xiao seemed to really dislike Zhou Yuyuan, he dispelled this idea.

And now her own daily routine is also very simple, except for updating the articles on the signing website, most of the rest of the time is spent reading English books and professional classes.

Life is really leisurely.

In Sun Xiao's opinion, this is so.

But she probably wouldn't have thought that her choice would have become another choice in the eyes of others.

The so-called parting may mean the breakdown of the relationship.