Chapter 175: A dilemma
Miao Miao was going on a business trip, and when she had dinner with Ji Bai that night, Miao Miao said it in front of Ban Qingyi.
At the same time, he also told Ban Qingyi that Ji Bai would be responsible for taking care of him for the past three days, and asked him to wait for her to come back.
Ban Qingyi held chopsticks in his hand, and it took a while to digest Miao Miao's words, and then pursed his lips, with a slightly resistant look in his eyes, and he didn't say anything.
Ji Bai has no research on autistic patients, only knows some of the most basic common sense, and naturally knows that with Ban Qingyi's situation, Ban Qingyi must not want to stay with him. But Ban Qingyi basically can't express his wishes in words, so even if he doesn't want to, he can't open his mouth.
Miao Miao also had no choice. She is only one person, and there will always be times when she can't bring Qingyi to work with her. If it takes a long time, maybe she can find a nurse, but now Ban Qingyi hasn't gotten used to it, how dare she let Ban Qingyi and the nurse stay alone?
For now, there is only temporary trouble for Ji Bai.
Ban Qingyi was silent the whole time, and put down his chopsticks after eating a few bites. Miao Miao saw everything in her eyes and didn't say much, only handed him a tissue after Ban Qingyi put down her chopsticks, and then discussed with Ji Bai what she needed to pay attention to when she appeared in court. Ban Qingyi's inability to take care of himself is the biggest difficulty.
"Actually, I think Qingyi should be able to take care of herself. Ji Bai touched his chin and observed Ban Qingyi, "Miao Miao, don't think that he is autistic, Ban Hui and his wife are highly educated, and they know that mental illness should also seek medical attention." Qingyi's situation, although it has not been cured, but I think that Qingyi should be fine with basic diet and daily life. β
"His current problem should be mainly due to the fact that he has not fully adapted to the new life with you, so he is a little overwhelmed. Ji Bai analyzed it in a clear manner, "Your special feelings for him sometimes inevitably make you have blind spots and ignore certain things." β
At least Ji Bai can completely feel Ban Qingyi's rejection of him - a person with autism who is really seriously ill is basically completely isolated from the stimulation of the outside world, and cannot be pulled into the question of personal preference at all. They will always be immersed in their own little world.
Miao Miao squinted at Ban Qingyi and nodded: "I will pay more attention to this, but in the next few days, I will still trouble you more." β
"You're welcome!"
After dinner, Ji Bai sent Miao Miao and Ban Qingyi home, and left without going upstairs to sit down.
The first thing Miao Miao did when she got home was to open the refrigerator, find out the little cold rice left over from last night, make a simple egg fried rice, take a spoon, and put it in front of Ban Qingyi: "Eat." β
Ban Qingyi sat on the sofa, and his posture was very well-behaved, the kind of elementary school student with his legs together and his hands clenched into fists on his knees. Miao Miao put the fried rice on the coffee table in front of him, and his eyes didn't even roll.
Staring at his hands from beginning to end, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Qingyi, look at me. Miao Miao squatted in front of Ban Qingyi, letting his eyes reflect his figure.
Ban Qingyi remained motionless, and his gaze did not change at all.
Miao Miao sighed and tentatively put her hands on the back of Ban Qingyi's hand.
Ban Qingyi's hand shrank for a moment, but he still didn't struggle after all.
His gaze finally changed, and his eyes rolled slightly, staring at Miao Miao.
"You're not happy that I'm on a business trip, or don't you want to go to Ji Bai?" Miao Miao tried to discuss this matter with Ban Qingyi in a rational tone.
Ban Qingyi opened his mouth, and a trace of grievance crossed his eyes.
Miao Miao looked a little distressed: "You don't want me to go on a business trip, and you don't want to go to Ji Bai, right?"
After a long time, Ban Qingyi finally nodded, let go of the hand that was clenched into a fist, and carefully hooked Miao Miao's tail finger, with a hint of flattery.
He was expressing his uneasiness with his actions, and wanted Miao Miao not to abandon his desires.
"Actually, you only have one day when you can't see me. Miao Miao licked her lips and said softly, "You can send me to the high-speed rail station on the day I leave, you can stay by yourself for a day, and you can see me on the third day." β
Ban Qingyi shook his head stubbornly.
He didn't want to leave her, even for a second.
I wanted to tell her that I was scared. But after opening and closing his mouth for a long time, he still couldn't spit out a word. The timing of his speech is always strange and he can't find a pattern. Sometimes there may be strong intentions in my heart, but I can't find the words to express them.
"But if you're on a business trip with me, I may not be able to take care of you. Miao Miao frowned in embarrassment, "I probably have to spend most of the day where you can't go." You can only stay alone in the hotel, and there is no one you know around. β
Ban Qingyi's mouth was flattened, and mist quickly surged under his eyes.
Miao Miao was a little at a loss. Ban Qingyi has been by her side for so long, she has always been silent and obedient, and occasionally there will be a small insecurity leak, but she has never shown such a pitiful expression!
"Ban Qingyi, I can't take care of you all the time. Miao Miao finally chose to harden her heart. If she continues to pull Ban Qingyi like this, there will be no result, "If you really don't want to go to Ji Bai, then I'll find you a nurse." You just live here, you don't have to go anywhere. The nurse will take care of your food and daily life, and you will wait here for me to come back, is it okay?"
She spoke very slowly, so that Ban Qingyi could have time to understand her words.
I thought that this proposal was still a dead knot, but unexpectedly, Ban Qingyi actually nodded very slowly.
It's better to stay here than to go somewhere else.
This is their home, as long as he is here, he can always wait for Miao Miao to come back.
Solving the biggest problem, Miao Miao breathed a sigh of relief, and while thinking about how to find a qualified and trustworthy nurse tomorrow, she turned around and handed the egg fried rice to Ban Qingyi's eyes: "Eat! You just ate a few bites, and you still have a temper, really." β
Ban Qingyi was obedient now, took the plate with both hands and put it on his knees, and scooped a spoonful of egg fried rice with a spoon in his hand.
Firmly, slowly, handed to Miao Miao.
The faint haze between the eyebrows and eyes completely dissipated, like revealing the sky where the sun and dark clouds have dispersed, so clear and beautiful that people can't stop sighing.
"Miao, eatβ" Ban Qingyi said slowly, holding a spoon and firmly placing it on Miao Miao's lips.
Miao Miao was stunned.
She didn't know that Ban Qingyi also had such a considerate and beautiful side.
But strangely, at the same time, at the moment when Ban Qingyi completely dissipated the haze, what came to her mind was Mu Ningyuan's once lonely tone.
"You'd rather use up all your tenderness to a child who has nothing to do with you, but you're reluctant to give me a trace of warmth......"