Who does the wind blow the snowflakes to send home?

When she woke up, Gong Qingchen found that Ji Yunyang was arguing with Shen Mo, and the two of them quarreled so fiercely that she didn't find that Gong Qingchen had woken up, so she had to pretend that she didn't wake up.

The final result was to silently snatch the door out, since she left, Ji Yunyang dragged a chair and sat next to Gong Qingchen, Gong Qingchen closed his eyes tightly but could feel Ji Yunyang reach out to stroke the broken hair on her face for her, so careful that Gong Qingchen had the illusion that she was cherished for a moment.

Gong Qingchen's nose was sour, and she asked in her heart, Ji Yunyang, do you really care about me? If you really care, I won't lock me like this, you shouldn't do it when I say no, in your heart, what is the difference between me and a pet dog.

You put me in a cage because I was given food and drink, and I was able to live? I'm a man, not a dog, and I won't wag my tail at you after you give me a bone.

Ji Yunyang's explanation Gong Qingchen didn't understand, but Ji Yunyang never discussed everything with her, he used Huo Xiaoran as a backing to deal with Gu Ruiwen, but in the eyes of outsiders, she was just in the most awkward position.

The concubine still steals Gong Qingchen and doesn't dare to think about it, maybe in the hearts of these upper-class people, she is just an ant, but it is just a joke, and she can't change it, because this position was given to her by Ji Yunyang himself.

She can't hate others, she can only hate Ji Yunyang.

If she doesn't even hate, what should she live on.

After his eyes were blurred, Gong Qingchen's tears flowed down like this, Ji Yunyang saw it and gently wiped it for her, Gong Qingchen heard Ji Yunyang say in a painful voice she had never heard before: "What do you want me to do with you, do you really want to leave so much?"

Gong Qingchen's heart was hit hard at that moment, it turned out that Ji Yunyang would also have heartache, the two of them fought back and forth, unwilling to forgive and unwilling to let go, so if they continued to consume like this, they might only get a lose-lose result in the end.

Gong Qingchen suddenly opened her eyes at this time, she met Ji Yunyang's surprised expression, she took Ji Yunyang's hand and said, "Ji Yunyang, let's talk." ”

Ji Yunyang looked at Gong Qingchen in surprise for a long time before nodding and saying, "Have you been awake all the time?"

"Yes, from when you were arguing with Shen Mu. ”

"Then why are you reluctant to open your eyes, is it because you don't want to see me?" Ji Yunyang grabbed Gong Qingchen's hand instead, and his voice trembled violently.

"No, I'm just thinking about something, Ji Yunyang people are really strange sometimes, the kind of thinking that wants to die is often only for a very short time, and after I woke up, I realized that I didn't want to die at all, I was just forcing you. If I really didn't want to live at the time, I think I would have chosen to cut my arm vertically, but I didn't have the courage, so I did it sideways. Gong Qingchen's whole body was still getting paler and paler because of blood loss.

After hearing Gong Qingchen say this, Ji Yunyang's face was not only surprised, he was a little uncontrollably up and down his chest, Gong Qingchen thought he would be angry, but he didn't, he eagerly hugged Gong Qingchen in his arms.

"It hurts, I won't force you in the morning, I'll let you go. You don't want to do that again. ”

Ji Yunyang was really scared, of course he knew that Gong Qingchen didn't scratch his arm longitudinally, but this didn't mean that Gong Qingchen really didn't want to die, Gong Qingchen mended the wound when he was about to fall unconscious, which was also the reason why she lost so much blood.

Ji Yunyang knew so well in his heart that Gong Qingchen had a strong interest in the medical university next to him, and Gong Qingchen even skipped class to listen to the lecture next to him. She definitely doesn't have a superficial understanding of some clinical knowledge. It would have been easy for her to kill herself if she wanted to.

"Are you willing to let me go?" Gong Qingchen opened his confused eyes and saw Ji Yunyang crying in front of her.

The tears accidentally dripped on the back of Gong Qingchen's hand, and the heat was terrifying.

Smiled at him reluctantly, Gong Qingchen said: "Ji Yunyang, in fact, the biggest contradiction between us is mistrust, you don't believe that I love you, just like I don't believe that you love me." And time has gone too fast, five years later we have all changed, we are not the same five years ago. Maybe...... Maybe if you let me go, we'll sort it down and we'll figure out a lot of things, okay. ”

Gong Qingchen cried much more generously than Ji Yunyang, and she began to whimper uncontrollably by the end.

Ji Yunyang wanted to shake his head at Gong Qingchen, he wanted to keep Gong Qingchen by his side, but the Gong Qingchen he left behind was no longer Gong Qingchen, just a shell.

He has no choice, how much he wants to go back to the previous Gong Qingchen, the Gong Qingchen who made a table full of dishes he likes to eat and waited for him at home, the Gong Qingchen who is firmly on his side no matter what happens, the Gong Qingchen who will be fierce with him, will be coquettish to him, admit to him, and force him to play games with her.

He has too much resentment in his heart that your brother wants to find a vent point, and he wants to question why fate did this to him. This time, if Gong Qingchen leaves her, she may never come back, who can compensate him for a sweet time, and who can return the previous Gong Qingchen to him.

There is no one, and it has become a dead end between him and Gong Qingchen, and this dead end is caused by him and Gong Qingchen himself.

"I'm sorry. Ji Yunyang hugged Gong Qingchen for a long time and only said this sentence.

The most powerless thing in life is to do something wrong, and the most unacceptable thing is that this wrong thing was caused by himself, Ji Yunyang has never hated his cleverness so much.

thought that he could hide it, and thought that he could go back with Gong Qingchen, but he ruined it all with his own hands.

"Don't say you're sorry, we never need that between us. Ji Yunyang: I want to be discharged from the hospital, let's go to the school together, this season is just when the velvet flowers bloom, let's go back and have a look. ”

Gong Qingchen told Ji Yunyang about us, he didn't expect that she would be able to tell him us without any awkwardness at this point.

She used to love him very much, because she loved him too much and can't love him anymore.

He knew that Gong Qingchen's current physical condition could not be discharged from the hospital at all, but Gong Qingchen was already like this, and the whole person did seem to be in a depressed state.

Ji Yunyang agreed to Gong Qingchen and then stood up and walked out of the ward, but Gong Qingchen found Ji Yunyang's wallet under the chair.

Gong Qingchen can still remember that Ji Yunyang's grandmother told him that Ji Yunyang's wallet contained her photos, she jumped off the bed, and only after she was a little dizzy and stabilized did she pick up her wallet and open it, and there were more than a dozen photos of her inside.

Smiling, angry, kind, and there are some side faces that are almost scummy and feel very blurry, but there is a picture of Gong Qingchen who burst into tears when he saw it.

A photo of the two of them.