Chapter 2 What are you afraid of?

After all, it's someone else's business, smiling and laughing, Guan Yalian got up and drank some water, and said to herself: "No matter how difficult the current situation is, you must insist on living, find a reason for yourself to live, don't be afraid, don't worry, ten years later, everything will be a snack!"

This passage is almost memorized, and Guan Yalian says it to herself many times a day.

Sit back down and get ready to move on to the next chapter of editing.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, Guan Yalian picked up the mobile phone, it was a high school child's shoes Gao Xiaodao, hesitated for a moment, and connected: "Hey! Hello Xiaodao!"

"Old classmate, what are you doing?" Gao Xiaodao's voice was hearty.

"Nothing was going on at home. Guan Yalian said a little dryly, very reluctant to mention the matter of writing a book.

"It's okay to come out to eat, Gao Ping, and Zhao Yu are all in the Baye hot pot restaurant. Gao Xiaodao greeted warmly.

What the hell am you afraid of? I just heard that I want to participate in the class reunion, and this is coming?

My first reaction was that I didn't want to go, but I didn't go to the party several times before, so I couldn't talk about it this time.

In particular, Guan Yalian also borrowed 7,000 yuan from Gao Xiaodao, and she hasn't paid it back for several months, if she doesn't go, will she misunderstand that she borrowed money and didn't plan to pay it back?

"Okay, you eat first, I'll come over later. ”

"Don't wait for a while! We'll be waiting for you, if you don't come, you won't eat!"

"Okay, okay, I'll do it as soon as possible!"

Guan Yalian wanted to hit the wall, but she couldn't hide from it, so she had to be hard-headed, and she had to hurry.

Guan Yalian's current situation is the kind of normal that gets worse and worse in the future, and it has reached the point where the classmates can't go.

I don't want to admit it, but I have to admit that Guan Yalian is a loser, a loser in a difficult situation.

The most terrible thing is that Zhao Yutong's shoes are still Guan Yalian's first love, and you don't have to guess what they will say together.

I haven't bought new clothes in the past two years, and I was thinking about the National Day holiday, wearing half-worn home clothes, and having a crazy code word for seven days.

Hurriedly rushed to the closet, rummaged through, and finally found a black trench coat, which had been bought for many years, and it was more than three hundred at the time, so make do with it.

The sweater inside is forgotten, although it is a little shrunken and a little tighter.

Take care of your hair, walk out of the room, in the living room, Dad is sitting and watching TV, this will not repair the bicycle phone call, Dad will usually watch TV in the living room to pass the time.

"Yalian, help Dad cup, I can't lift my hand. ”

After years of hard work, my father suffered from severe rheumatism, which would refer to the position of the shoulder, which should be caused by frozen shoulder.

"Okay!"

Guan Yalian responded, and took out the Zhukang cupping device from the cabinet, which is the kind of pumping type, pressing the canister on the painful place, and using a special handle to pump out a part of the air, which is very convenient.

"If you're busy, let's go, I'll take it down myself later. ”

Dad always thinks about his children like this, where he gets it himself, and there is no one else in the family.

"It's okay, I'm not busy, it's just that the classmates call for dinner, not far away, it's at the Ba Ye hot pot restaurant, I'll get it for you and then go, it's too late." ”

No matter how big the matter of eating is, it can't be as big as my father's illness, the medical skills of my ancestors are really magical, and my father is much more relaxed after every cupping.

Guan Yalian sat next to her father and waited quietly. The old man is 67 years old, and Guan Yalian has always blamed herself for not allowing the old people to enjoy their old age in peace.

Twenty minutes later, Guan Yalian hurriedly went out, during which Gao Xiaodao called and urged again.

When I walked out of the doorway, I found that because of the cloudy day, the light outside was already very dim, and the hazy street lights in the community had been turned on.

Passing through the flower bed, Guan Yalian was almost trotting, anyway, embarrassed to make the children's shoes wait too long.

"Yalian!" someone was calling her name, and the voice was familiar.

Guan Yalian looked back, and there were two chubby figures standing under a street lamp next to her, two men.

Guan Yalian's eyesight was not good, so she got closer, and the man called again, "Yalian!"

The familiar short and chubby figure, and the familiar voice, it was He Jianguo, Guan Yalian hurriedly stopped, turned around and continued to walk her own way.

"Yalian! Yalian...... both of them were shouting, Guan Yalian still left without looking back, and the other person didn't know which one it was from beginning to end.

He Jianguo is Guan Yalian's second ex-husband, and Guan Yalian is unwilling to have any entanglement with him.

The two of them have only lived for less than two years, and speaking of that marriage, Guan Yalian feels unbearable, but He Jianguo has no self-knowledge, and always appears in front of Guan Yalian from time to time.

Hurried to the 2nd floor of the Ba Ye hot pot, 1/3 of the guests sat in the huge restaurant, not 3 classmates, but 4 classmates sat in the middle position, in addition to Gao Xiaodao children's shoes mentioned in the phone, children's shoes Liu Zhimei was also present.

Gao Xiaodao got up and waved as soon as he saw Guan Yalian, Guan Yalian kept a smile and greeted everyone, and sat down on the outermost chair very stiffly.

Of course, everyone is not really waiting for Guan Yalian, the two sides of the mandarin duck hot pot are steaming hot, and everyone has been eating for a while.

Zhao Yu is still so young, the baby face can't tell that he is in his forties; Gao Ping is also fair-skinned and still very beautiful; Liu Zhimei is very fashionable and well-dressed; and Gao Xiaodao has a successful career.

In fact, except for Zhao Yu, the other three children's shoes are in the same community as Guan Yalian, and Gao Ping sometimes calls Guan Yalian together when she exercises.

Since she had the idea of writing, Guan Yalian has become less and less active in exercising, one is to save time, and the other reason, and the main reason is low self-esteem.

As soon as she sat down, Liu Zhimei looked at Gao Xiaodao with disgust, "Since they are all called, why don't you tell me, so that we can come together, one by one." ”

Guan Yalian felt uncomfortable in her heart, what Liu Zhimei meant, shouldn't she attend this party?

Perhaps, it shouldn't be, a loser, it's really not suitable to mix among classmates. With a self-deprecating smile, Guan Yalian felt bitter.

Gao Xiaodao smiled very gentlemanly, raised his wine glass, poured beer into the glass in front of Guan Yalian, and said, "You guys have been very busy lately, and I have called you out of place several times." ”

"Well, there are more things to do in the institutional reform, and I can finally rest for a few days during the National Day holiday, and I can meet with everyone. Guan Yalian responded and protected the cup between her hands.

Zhao Yu looked at Guan Yalian's eyes with complicated eyes, raised his cup with a smile and said, "Let's go first! Everyone is usually very busy, and it is really not easy to get together." ”

"That's it, I said that our unit is usually quite busy, but I didn't expect you to be busier than us now. Gao Ping also stood up, with a sassy demeanor.

Everyone stood up, smiles on their faces, and five glasses clinked together, sounding a pleasant sound.