Chapter 51: Don't Miss Anymore
wanted to say that she and Li Wenyan were just brother and sister, but remembered that Sister Xiao Ai had warned her that Li Wenyan was no longer her brother, and she was in a hurry to change the conversation. I want to say that although I and Li Wenyan are not brother and sister, but we have lived together for so many years, the kind of emotion between them is indescribable, so I am so anxious about Li Wenyan. But after thinking about it, I remembered the misunderstanding last time, and I was afraid that Tang Xiaoai would think of this feeling as that kind of feeling, so I hurriedly explained. In the end, Li Luoluo didn't know what he was talking about, and he was so anxious that his face was red.
Tang Xiaoai stopped stir-frying very calmly, leaned on the kitchen counter and looked at Li Luoluo, "Don't explain, I know what you want to say." ”
"You know?" Li Luoluo was surprised and nervously relieved, "Sister Xiao Ai, in fact, you are more anxious than me Li Wenyan, why can you pretend to be so calm? I can't do it." Li Luoluo tilted his head and said with feeling.
Tang Xiaoai pulled her lips and smiled lightly, "You don't understand, wash the vegetables." She turned and went on.
She is not calm, but precipitation, a precipitation that can only be practiced after experiencing more things with Li Wenyan. Only the person concerned can feel it with his heart, and of course Li Luoluo does not understand.
Li Luoluo crooked her mouth, wanting to continue to ask something, but she stopped talking and held back, obediently washed the vegetables, and after washing for a while, she still couldn't help it, turned her head and asked, "Sister Ai, are you ......" She pursed her lips, "Do you still have a chance with Brother Li?" she didn't know what kind of mood she was in when she asked such words.
In the past, she always matched Tang Xiaoai and Li Wenyan to get close and walk together, because she really liked that they could be happy as a family. But now it seems like he's meddling himself.
Some things are not something that can be achieved by others pushing 'waves' to add fuel to the fire, Xiao Ai has her own ideas, and her meddling is just nosy.
Tang Xiaoai's stir-frying hand paused, and for a moment there was a feeling of sadness in her heart, she lowered her eyebrows, and she resumed her normal movements again, "Don't talk about this, hurry up and cook, aren't you afraid that your big brother Li will be hungry?" Tang Xiaoai said a cold joke.
Li Luoluo pouted and didn't ask anything anymore, although he didn't 'figure' it out that he was panicking in his heart, but he couldn't force others, right.
Tang Baobao and Li Wenyan were talking and laughing, but most of them were Tang Baobao talking and laughing, and Li Wenyan became a little calm.
Tang Xiaoai and Li Luoluo brought out the dishes.
"Come over and eat, tremble at my sister's deliciousness!" Li Luoluo said with a lively smile, changing his name to make people feel much closer.
"Let's go, Daddy. Tang Baobao turned his head and said to Li Wenyan, jumping off the sofa to wash his hands, and Li Wenyan followed.
At the table, the atmosphere was also a little quiet, Tang Xiaoai and Li Wenyan sat opposite each other, Tang Xiaoai kept hanging his head to eat, and his cold temperament before now became a little difficult to face Li Wenyan opposite.
But Li Wenyan ate very naturally, without the slightest change in expression.
"Daddy, I'm sorry. Tang Baobao was eating the vegetables when this sentence suddenly came out.
"Huh?" Li Wenyan inquired and picked an end note.
Tang Xiaoai and Li Luoluo also turned their heads to look at him strangely.
But seeing Tang Baobao put down the dishes and chopsticks, swallowed the food in his mouth, and said, "I'm sorry for saying something like that to you last time." "Now that I think about it, he was a little too cold to his daddy last time.
Li Wenyan was stunned for a moment, then pulled his lips and chuckled, "It's okay, I forgot it, don't keep it in your heart." ”
"Actually, I lied to you and myself, I can't do it to watch you become someone else's father, and I don't care if you're with someone else, I hope you're my father, and I hope I'm with you. Tang Baobao's dark eyes looked at Li Wenyan with Shui Ze and said, there was no lack of wisdom in the immature sound quality, which made everyone else sad.
Li Luoluo's eyes were a little moist, and she immediately looked away, she knew that what Tang Baobao said was the last time. It was all her fault, she didn't have the face to face it.
Li Wenyan looked at Tang Baobao, his dark eyes narrowed slightly, and he didn't speak for a while, and then he put down the dishes and chopsticks, reached out and 'rubbed' the top of Tang Baobao's hair, and said with a light smile, "Got it, let's eat." ”
The unclear answer made Tang Baobao feel pimple in his heart, and he was not very satisfied, "Daddy, you ...... Will you live with us in the future?" said Tang Baobao after a moment's hesitation.
Li Wenyan didn't know if Tang Baobao's words were his own will or Tang Xiaoai's consent, but when he saw Tang Xiaoai's face with no expectations and changes, he felt very lost. Tell yourself, Li Wenyan, what are you still looking forward to, do you expect her to change her mind? She is already married to Feng Lin, she has a new family, why should you deceive yourself?
This is just Tang Baobao's personal wishes, Tang Xiaoai can't teach Tang Baobao to say such things.
Li Wenyan pursed her 'lips', smiled lightly, and still didn't 'show' her feelings, "I'll talk about it later, let's eat first......"
His expression looked gentle, but Tang Baobao was cold and sad, he could see that his father was also disheartened, was they too much of his father before?
Some things, some feelings, only when they are lost can they understand their preciousness.
Listening to Li Wenyan's words silently on the side, Tang Xiaoai felt uncomfortable, knowing his attitude, she had a sense of loss, a deep and sour ......
"Hehe, what did Brother Li say that you are also the baby's father, if you can live with him in the future, you should be. Seeing that the atmosphere was a little stiff, Li Luoluo smiled and rounded the field, and there was also an element of pushing the 'waves' in his words. She still didn't want Li Wenyan and Tang Xiaoai to miss it, "Sister Xiaoai, you said yes, didn't you say that you don't want the baby to live in a single-parent family." Li Luoluo asked Tang Xiaoai again.
Tang Xiaoai made a mistake with her chopsticks, and then raised her head, "Yes......" She said this, but she didn't look at Li Wenyan, as if there were too many barriers between them.
But this seemingly nonexistent word did not make Li Wenyan very happy, in his eyes it was just a perfunctory move with the 'wave', "Well, Tang Baobao is my son, I will be a father's responsibility, let's eat, if you don't eat again, it's cold." Li Wenyan stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the vegetables.
Li Luoluo was secretly anxious in his heart, secretly wondering, why is Brother Li usually 'quite smart', but now his reaction has become so slow, Tang Xiaoai has already given in, doesn't he know what it means?
It's not that I don't know, but I don't dare to believe it easily because I have been hit by thorns too much. I'd rather not give myself hope than let myself down again.
What should have been said has been said, Tang Baobao can't find a topic to talk about, he looked at Tang Xiaoai and then at Li Wenyan, his dark eyes flashed a light, Nunu buried his head in the rice, and the meal was eaten quietly.
Li Wenyan also slept with Tang Baobao for one night according to their wishes, and the next morning, Li Wenyan still left.
Tang Xiaoai came out of the room and saw his back pulling the 'door' out, she stood fixed and watched him go out but didn't see him, looking at the moment when his back disappeared in front of her eyes, her heart suddenly seemed to be missing, empty and 'twitching' like a pain.
After a while, the mobile phone in her pocket rang with the sound of text messages, she woke up from her daze, picked up the phone is a message from Li Wenyan, "I'm home, take good care of the baby......" This is the content of the text message, just a few words, not even a greeting, not even a sensational word.
Why did she feel so heartache when she looked at it? He went home, back to his own home, and in that home, she and the baby did not exist...... For him, the place where she and the baby are not his home......
Oh, it's ironic and ridiculous to think about...... Tang Xiaoai laughed dejectedly and laughed dejectedly, and the hand holding the mobile phone was a little empty.
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The next day, Tang Xiaoai and Tang Baobao were ready to go back to Germany.
"Sister Ai, do you really want to leave, can't you stay for a few more days?" Li Luoluo saw them off at the airport, and said.
Tang Xiaoai patted her on the shoulder, "You should also grow up, don't be willful like a child, the branch here has more snacks." "She 'handed' on her behalf.
Li Luoluo nodded regardless of whether he listened or not, "I know, otherwise I will call Brother Li to see you off, anyway, it's still early, and he doesn't know that you are going back." Li Luoluo actively took out his mobile phone.
Tang Xiaoai held her hand, "No need, he should be busy with his own business now, don't disturb him." ”
Li Luoluo frowned, "But, Sister Ai, are you really over like this?"
Tang Xiaoai fanned her eyebrows, hiding all her feelings in her eyes, "Thank you for your concern, you still want to find your own happiness, don't 'bother' about my affairs in the future." ”
"But I ......"
Li Luoluo was about to say that he was reluctant to end her with Li Wenyan, when the phone in Tang Xiaoai's pocket rang, and Li Luoluo stopped.
Tang Xiaoai picked up the phone, and when she saw the point display, there was no 'agitation' in her heart, which was fake, but more apprehension, she hesitated for a while before picking it up.
"I'm on the road now, and you won't let me send it to Germany?" Li Wenyan's words came from the other side of the phone, there were no 'waves', more indifference after calm.
"Thinking you're busy. ”
"Being busy can't take up my time to see my son, wait, I'll be right away. After Li Wenyan finished speaking, he cut off the phone.
Tang Xiaoai seemed to have a warm hand, and the phone was fixed next to her ear, and she didn't put it down slowly until she heard exactly the sound of a beep coming from there.
"Who, is Brother Li coming?" Sister Xiao Ai ......" Li Luoluo asked, and then called her meaningfully, obviously reminding her to seize the opportunity.
"Don't miss it again. It's really hard to meet someone you love and love yourself, Sister Xiao Ai, I hope you are happy......" Li Luoluo pulled Tang Xiao Ai's hand and said eagerly and sincerely.
Tang Xiaoai's eyes were wrong, she came back to her senses, and smiled at Li Luoluo uncertainly, but when she raised her eyes, she saw Li Wenyan's long and handsome figure striding towards this side, and her eyes shook.