Chapter 110: Believe Again

Finally, Shen Xuyan couldn't bear this situation anymore, she had been like this for several days, not talking and ignoring people's words, if no one took care of her, she could just be motionless like a doll, so that Shen Xuyan, who was worried about her, was messed up.

"If you listen to me, I've been dealing with things with Yunman for the past two days, I won't marry her, you know, you also know that I want to marry you, give me a little more time, okay? Just a little time, let me deal with everything, then I will be just me, and there will be no other identity. ”

Shen Xuyan looked at Yan Ruo, whose eyes were not bright, and told her what he was dealing with recently, in fact, it didn't matter whether Yan Ruo was listening or not, Shen Xuyan just felt that he wanted to say these words, let Yan Ruo know, and stop caring about the gossip of outsiders.

Because soon, they're just right.

He didn't think these things were important before, but at this moment, he realized that Yan Ruo's mood of caring about this kind of thing was extremely serious, no matter what, Shen Xuyan was now mainly based on Yan Ruo's emotions, and naturally thought about how to make her stop caring about this knot.

Sure enough, after listening to Shen Xuyan's words, Yan Ruo moved for a moment, turned his head to look at Shen Xuyan, and the look in his eyes was constantly judging whether what Shen Xuyan said was true.

"Believe me, will you give me some more time?"

Seeing that Yan Ruo had a reaction, Shen Xuyan hurriedly held her warm hand and said word by word.

"You're going to ...... How can I believe you......"

Yan Ruo, who hadn't spoken for too long, had some strange sounds in the vibration and resonance of his vocal cords, and his speech was intermittent.

"Yanruo, are you finally willing to talk to me?"

Seeing that Yan Ruo was finally willing to speak, Shen Xuyan was happy for a while, and eased up a little.

"You want me...... How can I believe you?"

However, Yan Ruo did not answer Shen Xuyan's words, but just blindly repeated the previous words.

"Words ...... the word"

Knowing that he had never given Yan Ruo enough security, Yan Ruo asked such a thing at this moment, which made Shen Xuyan's breath suffocated, and he could hardly say anything.

"It's ...... you"

After saying a few words, Yanruo's voice was still a little hoarse, with the friction of not making a sound for too long, which made people very uncomfortable to listen to.

“…… It's you and I who will ...... Like a prisoner...... I can't go anywhere here, I have no family, I don't have friends, I don't know who else I can trust......"

As he spoke, his tone became smoother and smoother, but with some kind of strong accusation, and hatred in his eyes.

"I used to think I could trust you well...... Because it's you, it's you Shen Xuyan, I want to believe you, but what about you? You have lied to me again and again, hiding so many things from me!"

Excited for a moment, Yan Ruo withdrew his hand from Shen Xuyan's hand, and the emptiness of that moment made Shen Xuyan's heart flustered.

"It's you! Everything is because of you Shen Xuyan! How do you want me to believe you!"

A series of accusations and rhetorical questions made Shen Xuyan unable to say anything.

He admits that he has the intention of hiding it, because it would be better if he didn't know about those things, he just wanted to protect the woman he loved.

He didn't feel like he was doing anything wrong with doing so, because he just wanted to protect Good Words.

But at this moment, he can't refute Yan Ruo's words, because what Yan Ruo said is also the truth, if it weren't for him, Yan Ruo's emotions would not have fluctuated like this in an instant, which was abnormal, and even because of him, Yan Ruo didn't seem like himself.

"Shen Xuyan, when I beg you, is it okay...... Are you letting me go? I don't want anything...... I don't want anything anymore, really...... Don't have those feelings, don't want everything...... Don't you ......"

Listening to Yan Ruo's words, Shen Xuyan also became excited, and held Yan Ruo in his arms, as if in this way, all her thoughts could be blocked.

"No, I'm not going to let you do that, I've said it before, I won't! You can't leave me ......."

hugged so hard that Yan Ruo's tears could no longer fall uncontrollably.

The cry filled the entire room, and it also filled Shen Xuyan's heart.

"Don't cry...... Don't cry...... Don't cry...... Give me a little more time, a little more time will be enough, and I will definitely not let you be like this again. ”

Shen Xuyan lowered his head, kissed Yan Ruo's cheek, kissed her eyes, tasted the bitterness of her tears, and felt uncomfortable in his heart.

“…… Believe me again, if you still remember that I once said that I would be with you for the rest of my life, and I would take care of you for the rest of your life...... We've missed too much and spent too much time misunderstanding, so don't let us push each other away anymore, okay?"

Shen Xuyan's kiss fell on Yan Ruo's lips, sealing her self-defeating words, and swallowing all Yan Ruo's discomfort together.

Those emotions that should not be borne by Yan Ruolai in the first place, he Shen Xuyan will swallow them.

The lingering two people forgot about those uncomfortable things for a while, and only firmly remembered that the person in front of them at this moment was the person who really existed in a very deep place in their hearts.

“…… No...... Lie to me again......"

The words that penetrated the gap came slowly in the enthusiasm of the two people.

That was the last little prayer of Yanruo, and it was also proof that she couldn't give up this relationship.

She could deceive everyone, but she couldn't deceive herself, her heart really couldn't just let go of Shen Xuyan and disappeared without a trace.

Those tears on his face, Yan Ruo didn't know what he was shedding for at the moment, maybe it was because of his own incompetence, his heart was shaken again so quickly, maybe it was just because he knew that Shen Xuyan was really doing a lot of things for her, but he never told himself about those things, so he did it silently alone.

The feeling that I now know that the man in front of me cares about each other as much as I do, makes Yanruo's emotions even more difficult to control.

Shen Xuyan, who accompanied Yan Ruo to wake up from a nap, looked at Yan Ruo's appearance that he had not woken up, the tears in the corners of his eyes condensed, and Shen Xuyan went to the bathroom distressed to get a hot towel for her to gently scrub clean.

While scrubbing, he looked at Yan Ruo's facial features, such small and exquisite, no matter what time it was in his heart, such a gentle and strong Yan Ruo, who always raised a smile to face everything.

When did it start that Yan Ruo's face no longer had those warmths?

Thinking back to what happened during this time, Shen Xuyan couldn't help but start blaming himself.

It's all because of him, if it weren't for the fact that he didn't care too much about Yan Ruo's thoughts, Yan Ruo wouldn't have repeatedly hidden his unhappiness in his heart, and then finally on this day, everything broke out frantically because of those fuses.

In the end, everything was just his own doing.

"Wake up, do you want to sleep again?"

Feeling Shen Xuyan's too strong gaze, Yan Ruo woke up from his sleep, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Shen Xuyan's face of concern.

I don't know why, but there is a strong sense of peace of mind in my heart that can't be dissipated.

"No need ......"

In recent days, it has been a world of dazed eyes when I opened my eyes, and suddenly, with the figure of such a person, Yan Ruo can have gathered eyes, and a feeling of soothing Yan Ruo spreads.

"Words ...... the word"

Suddenly, the two people with opposite eyes, Shen Xuyan broke the silence, reached out and stroked Yan Ruo's cheek, the tenderness in his eyes was a little pleading.

“…… When will you laugh again?"

Such a simple question made Yan Ruo stunned for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was just a few seconds, or maybe it was really a long time, Yan Ruo looked at Shen Xuyan in front of him, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth involuntarily slowly moved away.

"I haven't forgotten how to laugh. ”

In a word, the corners of Yan Ruo's lips also had a faint smile, a relieved smile, waiting to meet everything planned in the next dream.

"Words ...... the word"

Shen Xuyan saw that Yan Ruo's face finally appeared with such a quiet smile again, and when he was moved, his lips gently covered Yan Ruo's lips, and his eyes were gently closed.

It's so warm that people are intoxicated, and they don't want to wake up.

Two days later, Yan Ruo was supported by Shen Xuyan for a walk in the courtyard.

Some of the scorching sun made Yan Ruo just want to go back to the house to cool down after taking a few steps.

"I don't know what's wrong lately, I'm always tired, my backache is not decent, and I can't eat anything......"

Back in the house, Yan Ruo sat on the sofa drinking mung bean soup, chatting with Shen Xuyan about his recent situation that was completely wrong.

“…… Words ...... I have something I want to tell you......"

Thinking that Yan Ruo didn't know that she was pregnant now, it was naturally different from the previous system, and recently the symptoms of joy began to appear little by little, Shen Xuyan also knew very well in her heart that this matter could not be hidden from her for a long time, but every time she thought of it, if she knew that she didn't tell her in the first place, would she think about it again.

So it was delayed again and again, and I couldn't say it.

"What's wrong?"

A little tired Yan Ruo turned her head to look at Shen Xuyan, at this point she began to feel sleepy again, listening to Shen Xuyan's words listlessly, thinking that when he finished speaking, she would go to take a nap first, and her body was getting more and more tired recently.

"Actually......"

Just as Shen Xuyan was about to speak, his right-hand man, Secretary Yang, suddenly came.

"President, there's a document that I asked you to see, so I decided to send it over on my own initiative. ”

Secretary Yang, who was led into the house by the servant, had a serious face, and even Yan Ruo noticed that something was wrong.

"Why don't you go to the study first, I'm going to take a nap anyway, and you can tell me when you wake up." ”

Listening to Yan Ruo's words, Shen Xuyan also thought in his heart, anyway, it was only a while, and it was really not okay to make it clear to Yan Ruo at dinner, and he was indeed not in a hurry for such a while.

So he nodded, and helped Yan Ruo back to the room first, and was laughed at on the way that Yan Ruo was not a child who couldn't walk, where did she need someone to help her like this.