Chapter 15: Nightmares
Yan Ruo, who opened her eyes, found herself lying on the grass, the sky was so blue, the clouds were moving slowly and leisurely, everything was so quiet and beautiful, the moment she turned her head, she saw Shen Xuyan looking at her with a smile, that smile was too warm.
It was so warm that Yan Ruo couldn't help but smile at him.
But at the moment when she was just smiling, Shen Xuyan in front of her suddenly pinched her neck with his hand with a hideous expression, his eyes were full of hatred for her, and even the original grass and blue sky instantly turned into a crazy burning flame, and the scorching pain seemed to tear his whole body apart.
Suddenly, Yan Ruo screamed because of the pain.
When she saw the soft pink and white sheets in front of her clearly, and the nerves of her body once again conveyed a sensation called pain, her brain, which was still vague just now, immediately woke up.
It was all a dream......
But for Shen Xuyan, who was still next to her at the moment, she actually hoped that everything now was a nightmare.
"Don't ......"
Yan Ruo, who fainted because of the pain, woke up again and was still woken up by Shen Xuyan's torture, and when he opened his mouth at this moment, he could only pray so weakly.
"Don't, Yanruo, are you blaming me for not knowing how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade?"
Shen Xuyan looked at her, as if his conscience had been discovered, and retreated away from Yan Ruo, obviously seeing Yan Ruo's loose brows.
Flipping Yan Ruo over, Shen Xuyan still looked at her condescendingly, but did not make any immediate moves.
Just carefully observed Yan Ruo's expression.
"Looks like yes, Yanruo, are you blaming me?"
The vigor that has been released once is still ready to go at this moment because of the pleasure brought by words.
Yanruo's nerves couldn't help but tense.
"No...... Don't ......"
Ruo Ruo was afraid of what Shen Xuyan was going to do to her, and although her body was weak, she wanted to struggle to leave this place.
No, as long as she could not continue to maintain this action, she might not be so nervous and afraid.
"Don't be afraid. ”
However, Shen Xuyan suddenly became gentle, and softly comforted Yan Ruo, telling her not to be afraid, looking at her eyes, even making Yan Ruo think that Shen Xuyan still cherished her.
I saw Shen Xuyan leaning over and kissing the corner of her eye gently.
This action made Yan Ruo can't help but close his eyes.
Immediately, Shen Xuyan kissed her lips along the corners of her eyes and cheekbones.
The moment of entanglement relaxed Yan Ruo's originally tense nerves.
Maybe Shen Xuyan is too gentle, or maybe it's because the person who is so gentle to her at this moment is Shen Xuyan.
Yan Ruo's tense body slowly eased.
Just when she was relaxing, one of Shen Xuyan's hands had already slipped down, and this action made Yan Ruo open his eyes that were still closed just now.
Looking at Shen Xuyan in front of him, who was still kissing her with his eyes closed, he felt that Shen Xuyan's hand was just simple and gentle, as if it was just to help her relieve the pain before, Yan Ruo relaxed again.
But just when she closed her eyes again and felt Shen Xuyan's gentleness, Shen Xuyan opened her eyes and looked at her expression.
"Ah......h
The lips that had been kissed let out an uncomfortable snort.
Shen Xuyan observed Yan Ruo's expression and movements, slowed down his movements, and the stroking of his hands lingering all over Yan Ruo's body also made Yan Ruo slowly relax again.
"Good ...... It's okay, don't be afraid ......."
As if she had returned to that day again, Shen Xuyan also calmed her nervous emotions.
Just when Shen Xuyan noticed that Yan Ruo had completely accepted it, he no longer controlled his movements, and sped up back and forth, causing Yan Ruo, who also had a feeling, to make a sound again and again.
The bowed body was more like inviting Shen Xuyan to be more crazy.
"Words are ...... Your body is really hard to let go, and you enjoyed this feeling with other men in the first place, right?"
Just when Yan Ruo was almost feeling the peak of the pleasure brought by his body, Shen Xuyan's words once again crushed Yan Ruo's heart.
"You!"
Then the honesty of the body can't deceive people, Yan Ruo can only follow the leadership of Shen Xuyan at the moment, constantly feeling the throbbing from the combination of the two.
It's just that under the cover of this feeling, it is Shen Xuyan's cold eyes and the dignity of being humiliated.
In the past, he Shen Xuyan actually used this method to make her fall from heaven to hell again and again, and was burned by the fire......
"Shen Xuyan, I hate you!"
Yan Ruo, who had already been tortured to the point of heartbreak, said this sentence as if he had sworn it.
"Then hate, Yanruo, remember your words well, remember how much you hate me. ”
In this way, I can continue to convince myself that you hate me and are not worthy of my love.