Fang Jinyu smiled but did not speak.

"Say!" Ling Xue became even more curious, "How do you know......?" It's my sister's call to you!"

"You really want to know?" asked Fang Jinyu softly as she walked towards her car.

"Hmm!" Ling Xue followed behind him, cautiously.

"Because of the senior sister...... She doesn't usually speak to me in that tone. Fang Jinyu opened the car door, "Only when you lie." ”

Ling Xue suddenly stopped, and her heart was even more desolate. Only then did she understand how important her sister, Ling Han, was in Fang Jinyu's heart. He could even tell the difference in her tone and meaning.

"What's wrong? Get in the car. Seeing Ling Xue standing in place stunned, Fang Jinyu raised her eyes and looked at her.

"It's fine. Ling Xue smiled, pulled the car door and sat in the co-pilot's seat, "Let's go." ”

Along the way, the two were silent, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Ling Xue turned her face away and looked out the window. The gray weather is very similar to her current mood. She suddenly began to envy Ling Han - when can there be such a person who can see through her own mind, can appear in front of her anytime and anywhere, and solve problems for herself? Who can understand her loneliness and sadness? Who can understand her pride and self-esteem?

In this world, there is probably no such person...... Ling Xue couldn't help but feel deflated.

"Alas. She sighed softly.

"What's wrong?" Fang Jinyu asked casually, "Why are you sighing?"

"Nothing. Ling Xue turned her head to face him, "Something suddenly came to mind...... Something inexplicable, don't care. ”

"How did you break up?"

Fang Jinyu obviously had nothing to say, and mentioning Ling Xue's ex-boyfriend at this time made her feel even more embarrassed.

"Personality incompatibility. Ling Xue pursed her lips, "This answer seems a bit perfunctory, but that's the case. He has different views from me, has different ideas, and has a ...... temper It's also different. So it's divided!"

She took a deep breath and continued, "I thought that my relationship with him was pure, but later I found out that I was too naïve. Zhang Ailing is right - 'There is no love in this world that is not full of holes'. The more you love someone, the more humble you will become. The more humble you are, the less the other party will care. Over time, there were complaints, disputes, and ruined the beginning. It is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong, only whether it is suitable or not. ”

"I don't understand what you're saying. Fang Jinyu held the steering wheel with both hands and squinted her eyes slightly.

"There's no need to understand!" Ling Xue snorted, "You just let me talk nonsense! In short, I broke up with him peacefully, and I didn't complain about each other, so naturally I didn't have any love." ”

"What do you want to do after graduation?" Fang Jinyu seemed to be trying to find a topic to talk about, so as not to get cold.

"I haven't thought about it yet. Ling Xue pursed her lips, "I really envy some people who have clear goals and their own ideals." Be clear about what you want to do and what you want. And not like me

There are no dreams, and there is nothing that must be done. I have always regarded Ling Han, that is, my sister, and I have always regarded her as my role model, and I have followed her step by step. Now that she is married, I have begun to hesitate, not knowing what to do in the future. It's unproductive, isn't it?"

Fang Jinyu didn't know how to answer for a while, so she could only be silent.

"I really hope that I can seriously do what I want to do, or I can seriously refuse what I don't want to do. Ling Xue continued, "In this life, if you can live a little more freely, it is not a good thing. Pity...... I can't. ”

"Looking at your usual personality, I thought ......"

"Think I'm a heartless guy?"

"Not really. Fang Jinyu smiled crampedly, "I thought it would ...... You are a free and easy person, a person who lives freely. It's just that I didn't expect you to have such and such troubles. ”

"I used to be like this. Ling Xue lowered her eyes and suddenly felt a little sad, "Since my parents passed away, I suddenly feel so helpless, I feel that there is no thought and no hope in life. Of course, I don't mean that my uncles and aunts are doing badly, on the contrary, they are very good to me...... But this kind of goodness only reminds me over and over again that I am a poor child without a father and a mother. I often feel that I am redundant and a burden to their family. So I try to do my best, I can't let them down!"

After listening to Ling Xue's words, Fang Jinyu was silent for a few seconds, and then said softly, "My mother also left me a few years ago. So I know how you feel! My dad ...... If that person could be called my father. He had another wife and another son. And I'm a superfluous burden. ”

"I'm sorry......" Ling Xue was a little surprised, Fang Jinyu actually revealed her heart to her, "It makes you think of something unhappy." ”

"No! I'm not unhappy. Fang Jinyu slowly spoke while driving the car, "In fact, when I was very young, I already understood this truth - in this world, no one will always accompany you until you are old. Parents and relatives can't do it, friends and classmates can't do it, and lovers and children can't do it either. Everyone will accompany us through that unique period of time in a specific period, and then they will leave one by one - of course, it may be us who leave early. ”

"Hmm......" Ling Xue nodded, "You have a point! Everyone plays a different role in our lives, accompanying us through a certain period of time, but in the end, they will still leave." Thinking about it this way, I don't seem to feel that bad. ”

The two are like old friends who haven't seen each other for a long time, telling their recent situation. Ling Xue discovered that the two had a lot of similarities.

The two talked all the way to their destination.

……

sent away Ling Xue and Fang Jinyu, and only Ling Han's family was left in the family.

The aftermath of the farce just now has not subsided, Ling Han's father is still angry, and the food on the table is already cold, but no one cleans it up

。

Ling Han seemed to make up for the mistake just now, cautiously stepped forward and began to clean up the table.

As soon as he stretched out his hand, Ling Han's father opened his mouth, "You sit down!"

Ling Han was so frightened that he immediately retracted his hand and sat down on the chair honestly.

Ling Han's mother got up and began to clean up the table, unintentionally interfering in the conversation between father and daughter.

"Don't you have anything to say about what happened just now?" Ling Han's father raised his eyes to look at Ling Han, his eyes showing a fierce light.

"Dad. I ......" Ling Han bit his lip, and all his words turned into three simple words, "I'm sorry." ”

"Gone?"

"It's gone. ”

"Then tell me, what are you sorry for!" Ling Han's father obviously didn't intend to let it go.

"I ......" Ling Han's eyes rolled quickly, "I shouldn't have confronted your old man......! It is even more inappropriate to say those hurtful things...... Scared people at every turn, dead or alive. ”

"What else?"

"Also...... And what?"

Ling Han secretly glanced at his father and found that he was also looking at him, so he hurriedly lowered his head and began to think about how to deal with it.

"You don't have to think about dealing with me!" Ling Han's father seemed to see through her thoughts, sighed, and said, "I can also see that you don't know what you are wrong with at all. Forget it! Your mom is right, we are also first-time parents, there are many things we don't understand, and many things we don't do well enough. But ......"

He paused abruptly.

"Dad......" Ling Han bit her lip vigorously, she was about to ooze blood, she inexplicably liked this kind of pain, "I'm afraid I'm crazy today to say those strange things." How could I not understand your love and concern for me? I just love to be on the tip of the bull's horns, and I am very ignorant, which makes you sad. Everything you do is for my good. It's me who is willful and reckless, and I do something wrong without knowing it. I'm sorry, forgive me!"

……

Father and daughter, you look at me, I look at you, and suddenly there is silence. A thousand words are written in the eyes of the two.

"Hello. I don't know how long I was silent, Ling Han's father opened his mouth again, "You tell your father the truth, what do you think of Jiang Yichen?"

"He?!" Ling Han's eyes widened, she didn't expect her father to suddenly shift the topic to Jiang Yichen. She was slightly stunned, "He's a pretty good person." ”

"Yes, in what ways?"

"Well......" Ling Han made a difficulty, "he looks good, he is rich, he is capable, he treats people politely, and he does things in a measured manner." And also...... Uh......"

"Enough. Ling Han's father interrupted her, "I want to know what he does to you, why do you insist on marrying him?" ”

"He's very ...... to me. It's good!" Perhaps afraid that her parents would worry about her again, Ling Han hurriedly replied, "Didn't you see me just now? When you beat me, he also slapped me in the face!"

"What else?"

"Besides?" Ling Han racked his brains, trying to find out about Jiang Yichen's merits, as well as his "thoughtfulness" to himself, "He will be with us

Hello kid! A good father. ”

Ling Han's father frowned and said, "Nan, there is something I want to ......."

"Old Ling!" Ling Han's mother came out of the kitchen and stopped him, "Wash the dishes! Let the child go back to the house and rest for a while! She will have to go to the hospital later!"

"Oh......"

"Dad!" Ling Han sensed something, "Do you have something to tell me? ”

"He's not one of those clichés!" Ling Han's mother spoke first, "What about the prestige of the parents! I don't want to think about it, the children are already so old, who are they playing with?"

After speaking, he glared at Ling Han's father, "Why don't you go wash the dishes quickly! Some children don't like to hear it, so you can't bear it?"

"I know, I know!" Ling Han's father smiled all over his face, put on his apron and walked to the kitchen to start washing dishes.

For a moment, Ling Han felt like he had returned to the past. The scene in front of me is so familiar, it seems that one evening many years ago, I came home from school and watched my parents arguing with each other.

Her eyes suddenly turned red...... Mom and Dad are really old. Although they are much tougher now than they were eight years later, they are really much older than their parents who were young and strong in the past.

Their foreheads have crept into wrinkles, their sideburns have added a few strands of gray hair, their backs have begun to become less straight, and their movements have begun to become clumsy. They began to put on reading glasses, and the volume of the television gradually turned up several degrees. All of this is reminding Ling Han that her parents are old.

Once upon a time, they were her heroes, and once upon a time, in her eyes, they knew everything and could do anything. And now, they are starting to become cautious and start refusing to accept new things. It turns out that parents will not be young forever, and it turns out that parents will also feel scared......

Time is cruel.

Ling Han desperately wanted to get out of here and go back to the past. But she didn't dare to act rashly. "Rebirth" is a technical job, in case ...... She didn't go back to the past, but traveled to the future, didn't she waste her time? She had to wait, wait for the right time. It's just that she doesn't know what the timing is.

"Are you willing to leave like this?" A voice in the bottom of my heart asked, "Are you willing to give up the child in your belly? Are you willing to leave like this?"

Ling Han was startled and began to hesitate.

Yes, are you willing? Not willing. Are you willing? Nor are you willing?

"Are you willing to take risks for the sake of an unknown?" the voice sounded again, "or, do your best to get back what belongs to you?"

(End of chapter)

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