Volume 2 Flowers Bloom and Fall Chapter 85 My self-esteem does not allow it

"That's it?" Ling Han turned off the shower, picked up a towel and wiped his hair, "What's that?"

"The wedding may be postponed. Ling Xue said, "Many details have to be reconsidered, in short, tomorrow's wedding is canceled." ”

"Really, that's great!" Ling Han almost blurted out. From her point of view, the postponement of the wedding is a good thing - at least, she doesn't have to meet Jiang Yichen tomorrow, and she can avoid it for a while.

Hearing that there was no movement outside, Ling Han stuck out his tongue, knowing that he had said the wrong thing, he hurriedly pulled a dry towel, wrapped his hair indiscriminately, changed into a bathrobe and walked out.

"The reason for my applaudation is that ......" The living room was not lit, it was pitch black, Ling Han said as he turned on the light.

"I know, you don't have to explain it to me. Ling Xue nestled on the sofa, hugging her legs, and quickly interrupted her, "You just don't want to see Jiang Yichen! ”

"Then why do you look annoyed?" Ling Han was a little strange.

Ling Xue glanced at her, buried her face in the crook of her arm, and muttered, "Sister, don't ask...... My mind is very messy now, like a mess of paste. ”

"Did you two quarrel?" Ling Han asked cautiously.

Ling Xue shook her head.

"Could it be that he doesn't plan to get married like this?" Ling Han asked again.

Ling Xue still shook her head vigorously and didn't say anything.

"Don't just shake your head, tell me...... What the hell is going on?" Ling Han was anxious, tugging at Ling Xue's hair and forcing her to lift her head up, "What did the goldfish say?"

Ling Xue frowned in distress and was silent for a long time before she spoke: "He...... He proposed to meβ€”the formal kind. ”

"Really?!" Ling Han was so happy that she almost jumped up, she clapped her hands and asked with a smile, "Did he really propose to you?"

Seeing that Ling Xue's face had been slumped, Ling Han put away his smile again: "What's the matter?" Xue'er...... Why don't you seem upset when he proposes to you? Don't you like him very much?"

"Don't say it...... I'm in a mess and conflicted right now. Ling Xue's face was clouded, "I don't know how to answer him......"

"Of course I promised him!"

"But the person he likes...... It's you. Ling Xue finally said the distress in her heart, "Sister, he likes you, and the person he has always liked is you." How can you make me promise him?"

Ling Han was stunned for a moment, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

"He ......" was stunned for a long time before she spoke, "Is he blind?"

"Sister!" Ling Xue glared at her, "What are you scolding him for!"

"Yo yo, look at ......" Ling Han smiled secretly, "Are you busy protecting him and helping him speak?"

"How can I ......?"

"Look!" Ling Han pointed at himself, and then at Ling Xue, "You are so good-looking, white-skinned, beautiful and temperamental, he doesn't like you, what's the matter if he likes me!

Ling Xuebai glanced at her: "Sister...... Stop it. The more you talk, the more confused my heart becomes. ”

"What's so messy, goldfish" "Not the kind of unstable person, since I proposed to you, it must have been carefully considered, you just agreed! ”

"But he ......" Ling Xue was still a little hesitant, "He never mentioned his family affairs to me, even if he helped, he didn't take the initiative to mention it to me, but went to you." Why don't I think about it too much? What does he think of me?

Ling Han pondered for a moment, then shook Ling Xue's hand and shook his head: "I don't think so. ”

"Huh?"

"Think about it carefully," Ling Han looked serious, "do you want him to pretend to marry you, or do you want him to marry you sincerely?" The answer is obvious! The reason why he didn't mention the fake marriage to you was because he didn't want you to get involved and embarrass you. The reason why he asked me for help instead of choosing you was because he didn't want you to think it was perfunctory. I don't want to tell you about the messy things at home, and I don't want you to worry about it, he wants to solve everything and propose to you again! Who knows, I messed up on the way, so I had to take this opportunity to advance the plan~"

"Is that so...... Ling Xue's brows stretched slightly, "Hearing you say that, I feel much better." I'm still not sure...... That's not what he thinks. ”

"Trust me! Nine times out of ten, that's right. Ling Han nodded firmly, "If he went to you from the beginning and asked you to fake a marriage with him, what would you do in the future? When he really proposed to you, did you agree or didn't agree? Wouldn't it be embarrassing? And for me! He doesn't have those concerns~"

"Sister, you can comfort me!" Ling Xue sighed, "It seems that you know him very well." All I know is that from the first day I met him, there was only one person living in his heart – and that person was you. He always treated me like a sister and a good buddy. Could it be that he would suddenly give up so many years of obsession and like me instead? ”

"What's impossible? Anything is possible!"

"I hinted to him countless times, but he was simply indifferent. Ling Xue's brows furrowed again, "I'm scared...... The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. I'm worried...... I just shaved my head and picked my head hot, he just used me as a spare tire, and in the end I would only become the laughing stock of others. ”

"If you have so many doubts, why do you ...... Why don't you ask him clearly?"

Ling Han understood Ling Xue's worries, why shouldn't she? for fear that she was just Tang Liwen's shadow, just her spare tire. This question was not so much asking Ling Xue as it was torturing herself.

"My self-esteem doesn't allow it. ”

Ling Xue's answer made her feel empowered. It's self-esteem. Even if the other party really doesn't have herself in his heart, even if he is really just someone else's spare tire, Ling Han won't ask or mention it - her self-esteem doesn't allow it. There are some words that she would rather rot in her stomach and bear silently alone, rather than hear an answer she doesn't want to hear. It is precisely because of this that the misunderstanding between her and Jiang Yichen will get deeper and deeper.

"Let's go. Ling Han didn't say anything, got up and stretched out his hand to Ling Xue, "I want to sleep with you tonight." Can you help me blow my hair?"

Ling Xue shuddered in disgust: "Dwarf oil...... Sister, why did you suddenly become so numb?"

"I just want to be tired of you~" Ling Han took Ling Xue's hand, shook it back and forth gently, and said in a coquettish tone, "Except for Dad, Mom and Tongtong, I love you the most! Hurry up~ Blow my hair~ Otherwise, when I get up early tomorrow morning, I should have a headache again." Aren't you distressed?"

"Cut! I don't feel distressed~" Although she said this, Ling Xue quickly stood up and shook her head helplessly, "It's okay if someone is distressed......

The two sisters went back to their room and talked for a long time, until two o'clock in the evening, when they fell asleep one after another.

Jiang Yichen, who returned home, looked at the video on his mobile phone and pondered alone in the dark for a long time. Suddenly, he raised his hand and slapped himself vigorously.

"Bastard! Jiang Yichen, you're such a bastard!"

Scolding and scolding, he got up suddenly, turned around and walked into the study, took out an envelope from the drawer, carefully put Chen Qin's memory card into it, and closed the envelope.

After hesitating for a while, Jiang Yichen still picked up the pen, "brushed" and wrote a few lines on the envelope, then put it in his pocket and went out.

On the other side, Fang Jinyu sat by the window of the dining room, looking at the open ring box on the table, slightly in a daze.

"Could it be too sudden and scare her?" Thinking of Ling Xue's panicked appearance, he couldn't help but complain to himself in his heart, "You shouldn't be so anxious. ”

In fact, Fang Jinyu originally planned to deal with the messy things at home, and then plan a marriage proposal to surprise Ling Xue. It's just that tonight, what he brought to Ling Xue was probably only fright.

"What would she think of me? Would she feel ...... Am I kidding her?"

I don't know when, the little girl with the ponytail has grown up and is slim. When they met, she just followed behind Ling Han, like Ling Han's shadow. Unconsciously, Fang Jinyu found that the little girl's body was glowing, it was she who hid her light, and was willing to be Ling Han's shadow, once she grew up, she was very radiant.