Chapter 40: If She Were She
I don't know why. Xiao Xixi froze: "You... It's all right. His eyes. Why is it confusing. It's really not like he used to be.
Leng Zhiqing was stunned for a moment. I didn't expect Xiao Xixi to suddenly turn her head to look at herself. My thoughts just now were a little chaotic for a moment. He leaned forward suddenly. Hold her jaw. insisted on letting her look at herself.
It's true. Would love to see it clearly. She in front of her. Whether it was what he wanted or not.
Xiao Xixi was surprised. Watch him move like this. His body stiffened suddenly. Then there was some embarrassment. She shifted her jaw in a hurry. I wanted to get out of his hand: "Cold." You okay. "Such an anomaly. No. In fact, he had such an inexplicable judgment before. It's just that. Now she was a little puzzled.
Don't leave. Leng Zhiqing stared at Xiao Xixi's face quietly. It was as if she couldn't hear her voice. Only the prayers in my own mind. Don't leave. Don't forever... Leave him.
Xiao Xixi was completely inexplicable. Looking at Leng Zhiqing, it was even more clear to himself. Eyes twinkle. She scrambled to break away. Keep turning your head around. Look out the window.
His loss of consciousness came in a strange way. Seems. I'm afraid I'll disappear. I can't see any emotions though. But he was really abnormal.
Leng Zhi looked indifferently at Xiao Xixi's back as she turned back again. All right. It's just that. Thinking about her. Nothing more. Heart. Five flavors are mixed. If. She... It's her words. How nice that would be.
He has always been calm and indifferent. It's a little out of control again. He didn't even think of it. It's just that I plan to return to my country. Gradually, the mind will become so uncontrollable. He secretly calmed down. Get yourself back to normal.
Unconsciously. Arrived at the airport.
Xiao Xixi got out of the car. She was not allowed to hesitate. Leng Zhiqing's group of subordinates were already at the airport to greet them. Every one looks. All of them are athletic. Be smart. With a cold air-conditioner.
This time. She speculated. The cold underworld background that Situ Lei Yan said. It seems that it can be speculated. It shouldn't be groundless. Thinking. I can't help but be a little scared. There was something unnatural about walking behind him.
Oddly enough. Xiao Xixi could feel it. The crowd saw their expressions. They were all a little stunned. I don't know what it was for. She bowed her head slightly. The gaze of someone who quietly bet on it. He nodded slightly.
However. I have to admit it. This feeling of being watched... Very uncomfortable.
Leng Zhiqing looked awe-inspiring. He did not shy away from the eyes of the people around him. It doesn't feel like it at all. Xiao Xixi wanted to distance herself from him. But it was clearly felt by the coldness. He frowned slightly and rolled his eyes and admonished, "Keep up." ”
Xiao Xixi said "Hmm", followed by two steps, which was counted as a reply.
Fortunately. got on the plane. The surprised gaze of everyone was also forgotten by her. Very long, long planes. Xiao Xixi fell asleep and woke up. Woke up and fell asleep. Eat something. Then go to sleep...
Finally. A rumble sounded as the fuselage touched the ground. Her heart couldn't help but get excited. China. City. She went home.
Even if it's exciting. The heart is still being held. Get off the plane. Xiao Xixi couldn't wait to talk to the children on the phone. I don't know why. Listen to the voices of Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui. There was a pang of guilt in my heart. Talking. Slightly choked throat. Sour taste. Tears glistened in his eyes. I left them like this and ran out. She is not a good mother.
Hold back the sadness. Reluctantly hung up the phone. Xiao Xixi asked Leng Zhiqing unkindly: "How many days do we have to go back?" "She's worried now. It's all down to him. I really hope to fly back to my two children soon.
Leng Zhiqing didn't think much about it. replied directly: "I'm done." Just go back. The meaning of this sentence is very unclear. What is the "thing"? Xiao Xixi was puzzled. Look at the way he no longer wants to speak. She sighed wordlessly. I could only follow him stubbornly.
Despite sleeping on the plane for a long time. But because of the time difference. Xiao Xixi slept for a long time before reluctantly waking up amid the non-stop ringing of her mobile phone. She grabbed it and pressed the answer button: "Hey..."
"Open the door. Leng Zhiqing's voice was still like an ice pool. He was waiting at the door. He had come to take her to the place where they had first met. The place where he made a promise to her. If. If nothing has changed in five years. He promised. Take her there again.
And now. He... Returned.
Xiao Xixi deliberately pondered for a moment. She didn't want to wake up. A few seconds of procrastination is a few seconds. But in the end, he breathed a sigh of relief helplessly: "Okay." "Get up and walk to the door. Open the door. Met those cold eyes again.
Look at her wistful expression. Leng Zhiqing's gaze was even more invisibly darkened. When Xiao Xixi's expression was not so gentle. When she was unhappy... How like.
Didn't wait for her to think about anything more. was taken by the cold and sat in the car again. Galloping on the road.
Look at the familiar but somewhat unfamiliar scenery. Xiao Xixi was lying on the car window. Pointing and pointing. Excitedly, he muttered to himself, "I've been to that place... Now it's like this. I almost didn't recognize it... This place. It's still the same. ”
Leng Zhiqing, who was sitting on the side, was from beginning to end. It's all silent. He only focused on whether it was getting closer and closer. From the place he had been thinking about. One is happy. One is that the place of fear is getting closer and closer.
Xiao Xixi didn't know what was going on in his heart. She looked out the window. Full of joy washed away the unhappiness of being disturbed and sleepy. She always felt like she was living well in Los Angeles as well. Unexpectedly. One day I return to the place where I was born and raised. A sense of warmth rose up in my heart.
Suddenly I felt it. A taste of home. That's it. No matter how far you go. The roots are still here. But. Not sure why. Xiao Xixi's heart was inexplicably empty. I've lost some of my memories here. It's just that. Those... What the hell is it.
A building towering above the clouds slid through the car window. The words "Situ Yatai" shone in the midday sun. Xiao Xixi looked over a little distractedly. It's "Situ" again. This and Situ Lei Yan... Does it matter.
She was in a trance for a moment. The building is familiar. But. I can't remember what it was... She hesitated. Look up again. Before you know it, the car has driven away. Small bend over. It is no longer possible to see clearly.
Subsequently. She no longer exclaimed at the roadside scenery. Caught up in their own doubts.
The car drove away from the city. Go to the suburbs.
The road gets closer and closer. But the cold heart became more and more cold and sad. Here he comes. He's back. It's just that. That she. No longer. So. Soft. Let her take her place. Good no good.
He couldn't describe the moment when the car stopped. The pain in my heart was like a knife.
Xiao Xixi mechanically followed Leng Zhiqing out of the car. Just look out for your own thoughts. The car circled around the mountain road for dozens of minutes. It stopped at the temple.
Everything in front of you. Just like the memories she had when she was a child. It's still the same old look. The bell rang leisurely. Everything unlike the urban feel. It's as if time can stop here. Soul. It also quieted down.
Follow the cold clear to end the visit. Walk out of the temple again along a deep path. Stretch all the way to go. Keep following the cold. His pace is neither fast nor slow. But Xiao Xixi walked a little gasp.
From the time of visiting the shrine to the present. Leng Zhiqing didn't say a word. She even felt that it was redundant for her to follow him. I don't know what he's thinking. disturbed her sweet dreams. Deadpull her here.
"It's finally here. Xiao Xixi gasped. Walked all the way. She was too tired to do it. I'm embarrassed to say. It was finally cold and clear that it stopped. She sat on a stone beside a tree and wiped the sweat from her forehead.
Although she sighed on the sidelines. Leng Zhiqing didn't speak. Just quietly breathe in the air around you. Absorb all the scenery around you vigorously.
Thoughts are flying. Soft. He's back. Still here. It's just that. The same tree next to him is still in place. I don't know if it's a mockery of him.
This kind of thing is not human. It's simply an indescribable. Despair within despair. His gaze darkened.
"There was nothing. Where to stir up dust. Xiao Xixi suddenly spoke softly. Suddenly hit Leng Zhiqing's heart and lungs. He was instantly suffocated. Stunned, he turned his face to look at Xiao Xixi.
Xiao Xixi's breathing was basically smooth. Look around. At a glance, I saw this line carved on the tree by someone who did not know. The eyes are fixed on the trunk of the tree. Whispered casually.
Leng Zhiqing's heart exploded. She in front of her. Because it's too similar. He didn't even know a little bit about it. In the end, it's really Xiao Xixi. It's still Ding Rou's illusion.
Inch of cloud. He put away all the photos of Ding Rou. They are all afraid that they will see things and think about people.
And now the moment. Originally. The same goes for Ding Rou. With almost the same look. Whisper the line. Xiao Xixi's serious eyes. It's like his heart-wrenching man.
"It's you. Right. Leng Zhiqing suddenly rushed over. Holding Xiao Xixi's shoulder. Look at the way she looks. His heart was shattered in an instant.
He pushed too hard. It almost made Xiao Xixi a little unable to sit still. Fortunately, her feet were still on the ground and there was a fulcrum. Otherwise, he might have been pushed to the ground. She barely held on. I wanted to get out of his strength: "What are you thinking?" ”
I don't know if he did it on purpose. Still unintentional. But. She was not feeling well.
"Is that you? Leng Zhiqing spoke again. The gloom in his eyes could not be concealed.
Xiao Xixi saw his sad expression for the first time. I can't help but be a little wooden. But. He had a look in his eyes like he was going to swallow her in. It also made her feel a little weird.
She stared into cold eyes. muttered, "I... I'm Xiao Xixi. "Xiao Xixi. She is Xiao Xixi.