In the past month, he feels that he has been in a good mood, and he finds everything interesting. He was very willing to get in touch with Li Jingmei and several of her classmates, and almost every day he had to spend some time in the place where Li Jingmei worked.

But this comfortable and cheerful mood ended with the end of Li Jingmei and several classmates' summer part-time jobs.

They are gone, these days, the talented man does not know why he always feels depressed and hesitant.

Thinking about it, maybe it's because of this girl, maybe it's because he has a relationship with her in just over a month, he feels that this is a sincere feeling, this feeling is very pure and true.

Caizi knows that this is just an unrequited love, or an illusion.

Whenever he calmed down, he would think back to Li Jingmei's generous, neat work, and her sunny smile. With a smiling face, he felt what enjoyment was.

Her crisp laughter seemed to have a magnetic force firmly attracting Caizi's heart, and it sounded so beautiful to Caizi! Caizi felt a special shock and excitement from her body.

Li Jingmei chatting with himself is simply a pleasure, and he himself doesn't know what this signal will mean.

He often wakes up in a sweet dream, he has never felt this way before, but he didn't expect Li Jingmei to leave after school, but it was as uncomfortable as if he was saying goodbye, he was thinking about why it was uncomfortable? Is this pain the same as losing a lover? He asked himself if he had ever loved her? This kind of pain is different from the fat woman's departure, and it is different from the old girl's first love.

He felt that his current feeling was somewhat similar to the feeling he had when he left Hashungeri, but it was not the same, he really couldn't understand what was going on.

After a few days, he had a sense that losing the old girl seemed to have lost her innocence, losing the fat woman seemed to have lost her dependence, losing Hashun Gerili seemed to have lost her future, and Li Jingmei seemed to have lost her joy.

The genius often has a blank brain, and he doesn't know where to go, which is an inexplicable sadness. This inexplicable sadness made him willing to recall over and over again, recalling Li Jingmei's laughter, recalling her smiling face, and recalling her gentleness.

Sometimes he forgets to eat breakfast, sometimes he forgets to undress and go to bed, and sometimes he forgets what he just thought of in the blink of an eye.

The genius himself feels like he is stupid, this is the embarrassment of losing his soul.

He was so heartbroken and hesitant that he began to do anything without any intention again, and he didn't even watch movies.

After half a month of tossing, the talented people are getting thinner. On this day, he flipped through the magazine that the technician had left on the team site.

A few words in a story resonated with him, he knew how to let go of those deficiencies, knew how to persist firmly and not easily, knew how to cherish the bits and pieces that were easy to ignore, knew how to take on the responsibility of quietly converting, knew how to fulfill the vows that he didn't need to make, knew how to give up a kind of wisdom, and knew how to let go of the entanglement of guilt in himself...... Leisure alternates with busyness.

Although he didn't quite understand the meaning of these words, he also superficially understood some truths.

He began to see himself clearly, and always felt that he was still a little lower than Li Jingmei! He is a college student, what is he! In addition, his emotional experience is so complicated, the matter of the old girl has not been resolved, the emotional entanglement of the fat woman has not yet been completed, and there is still a Hashun Gerili in Chishan in his heart.

Seeing that he may not necessarily be a bad thing, the genius sighed and stomped his feet. Maybe it's because I've gone through a lot more ups and downs than my peers. He began to learn one thing, that is, tolerance and willingness to let go, not only to know how to tolerate others, but also to know how to tolerate himself.

Indeed, tolerance and willingness to let go will make people easy-going, interpersonal relationships will become very harmonious, and people will feel very relaxed.

As the talented man saw himself clearly, he gradually learned to be tolerant and willing to let go. Knowing how to be tolerant and willing to let go is to release one's depression and release many frustrations. What you get will be happy, comfortable and sober mind and rational thinking, and you will get the happiness that comes from embracing life.