Chapter 196
When Wang Mingcheng arrived at the company, the secretary came in and announced, but Lin Wanbai didn't see him immediately, she only asked the secretary to call people to the pantry, and she called someone to have a small meeting.
And this will, you don't have to open it for two or three hours.
But Lin Wanbai was born to be stretched to four hours, after the opening, those people were so tired that they began to complain when they went out, suspecting that Lin Wanbai had come to aunt, and then I didn't know who said that she had just lost her husband, and everyone was silent, feeling excusable.
Probably trying to numb myself with work.
At the end of the meeting, Wang Mingcheng was still waiting.
Qin Guang came over and said, "You don't want to see Professor Wang?"
Lin Wanbai looked down at the document in his hand, and did not immediately respond to his question, so he was silent for half an hour, Lin Wanbai closed the document in his hand and said, "I'll go see him." ”
Qin Guang nodded, "Go ahead, there is me on the company's side, you don't have to worry too much." It is also good to rest at home for a few days and spend more time with the children. ”
Lin Wanbai responded lightly, cleaned up the table, took the handbag and went out.
She personally went to the pantry to apologize to Wang Mingcheng, "I'm sorry to hang you here for so long." ”
Wang Mingcheng put down the teacup and the magazine on his lap and said, "It doesn't matter, your secretary is very thoughtful, I have eaten a lot of good things, and this tea is really a first-class tea." So, you're just asking me to wait here for a day, and I'll be able to stay. ”
He smiled and had a good attitude, which made Lin Wanbai feel a little guilty in his heart, and he said sorry three times in a row, but he was also sincere.
"I'll treat you to dinner. ”
Wang Mingcheng: "Okay. ”
The place was chosen by Lin Wanbai, and she originally wanted to go to Chen Xi's shop, but he no longer did the hotel business, and the hotel was transferred to someone else, so she had to find a new place.
On the phone, Chen Xi hesitated and asked her, is it okay?
Lin Wanbai replied with a smile, saying that he was fine.
Wang Mingcheng listened to these in his ears, and he also saw all the expressions on her face.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Wanbai seriously thought about taking Wang Mingcheng to eat something, and after thinking for a while, Lin Wanbai asked, "What kind of food do you like to eat?"
Wang Mingcheng said: "If you can't make up your mind, then it's better for me to take you there." ”
In the end, the two changed places, and Wang Mingcheng drove her to an elegant Chinese restaurant.
The two asked for a private room, near the lake, and after entering, Wang Mingcheng opened the window and said, "There is still some elegance here." ”
Lin Wanbai nodded, "It's quite elegant." ”
There wasn't much on her face, and there was no light in her eyes, and it was clear that the sight was nothing special to her, and it didn't move her.
Wang Mingcheng ordered food and sake, saying that the scenery was good, and there should be wine to help the fun.
But when she ordered it, Lin Wanbai didn't drink it, she only drank boiled water, and the wine was free, she didn't want to get drunk, and she didn't want to touch the wine, she felt that the taste was a little bitter, and she didn't want to eat bitter things now.
After a meal, Wang Mingcheng didn't talk to her about Fu Zhenxing, and kept chatting with her about some subtle things or interesting things. He was already well-informed, knowledgeable, and had a lot of things in his stomach, so there was no shortage of topics to be taught.
Lin Wanbai listened a lot, talked a lot, she savored the dishes in this restaurant, it was very clear, and it was quite delicious.
She said, "Next time I'm going to bring my mom over to try it, she should like it more." ”
Wang Mingcheng finished drinking a glass, shook his empty cup, and asked, "Really don't drink it?"
Lin Wanbai glanced at it and shook his head, "If you don't drink it, you can drink less." ”
He smiled, filled himself with another glass, drank it one by one, drank it one by one, drank it and drank it, the smile on his face disappeared, and then he let out a long sigh and said, "I have something here, which Ah Xing asked me to bring to you before." ”
Lin Wanbai paused, with a smile on his face, and asked, "What is it?"
Wang Mingcheng took out a black velvet bag from his pocket, handed it to her, and said, "I haven't opened it, I don't know what's inside." ”
Lin Wanbai took it and didn't open it immediately, just touched it briefly, and it didn't look special.
Wang Mingcheng said, "Won't you open it and take a look?"
Lin Wanbai thought for a while, opened it according to his words, and there was a peace charm inside, only a peace charm.
Wang Mingcheng glanced at it and said, "This peace charm is from the hand of Master Fu Zhenxing, and it is very spiritual. ”
"What Master?"
"Don't you know? After you had an accident, Fu Zhenxing became a Buddha, and he worshipped the old monk of Pinghua Fengshan Temple as his master and became a lay disciple. It takes a lot of thought for the old monk to come up with a talisman. ”
Lin Wanbai wanted to say whether he believed it or not, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't say it. She put the peace charm back in her bag, put it in her handbag, and then took a sip of water, and there was silence in the private room, and then she should say something, she opened her mouth, and then laughed, and said, "It's a little embarrassing." ”
Wang Mingcheng also smiled and said: "Actually, this is very good, it is not easy for him to let go, and it will be worse than death if he is separated from you, but now that he is dead, he may be relaxed." As he spoke, he sighed again, and sighed three times over and over again.
"You divorced, he gave you everything he wanted to give you, and the rest, he was going to donate to charity, and this matter will be in my hands. He said that he had not done anything good in his life, and that he wanted to do something good with all his heart and let me help him. Such an ending, he had planned for a long time. ”
Lin Wanbai smiled and said, "I don't think he's dead." ”
When she said this, she was extremely serious, looking at Wang Mingcheng's eyes, not like that kind of self-deception.
Wang Mingcheng sighed and asked, "He didn't die, so what?"
"There is a big difference between dying and not dying, and if he dies, it is a broken promise, and I asked him to live well, but he did not do it. Professor Wang, don't you think it's a pity? I think it's a pity that a person who started to get better and died like this. ”
Wang Mingcheng said: "I don't want him to die, but he is dead, what else can I do? There are some things that I don't want to accept, but I have to accept them." All his heart's desires are on this peace charm. I am glad that in the end he finally learned how to love someone, and understood how to love someone. May you be good, and if you are good, he will be well. ”
"I can see that you still have affection for him, but there are too many things between you, and if you are really together, you will not be so comfortable in your heart, and you don't even dare to touch the word happiness. We also all understand that people who love each other don't necessarily have to be together, they have to get together, and the final result is to erase the only beauty, letting go is also love, he learns to let go, and you too, you have to learn to let go. ”
"Life is still very long, Fu Linsheng needs his mother, don't embarrass herself, live well. ”
After Lin Wanbai was silent for a long time, he said, "Can you take me to Pinghua Peak?"
"Absolutely. ”
The next day, Lin Wanbai called Wang Mingcheng and went to Pinghuafeng together.
When she went out, Lin Jingyu personally sent her off, worried in her heart, but she still supported her on the surface and let her relax, "Xiaobao, you don't have to worry about it, I'll watch it." ”
"Well, I'll be back soon. ”
"Go ahead. ”
When I arrived at Pinghua Peak, unfortunately the old monk was in retreat and did not see any guests.
Lin Wanbai asked the little monk to take her to Fu Xing's room, and then she settled here and prepared to stay for a few days.
Most of the time, the mountain temple is not open to welcome guests, the environment is quiet, and the face of the ancient Buddha of the green lantern every day can make people feel calm. In Fu Jixing's room, there were not many things that belonged to him, only a monk's robe, which was properly placed in the wardrobe, and there was not even his breath on the clothes.
In the past few days of the old monk's retreat, she has almost walked through the entire mountain temple, every corner and corner, and she has not let go of every place. Wang Mingcheng looked at her, as if he was looking for something, and after a little thought, he thought of what she was looking for.
She may be looking for Fu Xingxing.
Looking at her somewhat silly figure, Wang Mingcheng felt a little funny, but he couldn't laugh.
On this day, she searched the temple for the second time, Wang Mingcheng took her to rest in the pavilion, and by the way, he pulled her to play chess together, saying: "This temple is so big, there are only a few places that can hide people, you can find no one after looking twice, it means that there is not." ”
Lin Wanbai fell and said, "I didn't look for anyone." ”
"Could it be a ghost?"
She smiled, "Can ghosts enter the temple?"
"Obviously not. ”
"I didn't look for anyone, I just shopped," she said. ”
"See what's going on?"
She shook her head, "No." ”
Wang Mingcheng said: "Fu Zhenxing and Xiaobaoduo have come to live here. ”
"My son can't be a monk. ”
Wang Mingcheng laughed, "The old monk didn't take a fancy to your little treasure, but he took a fancy to Ah Xing, and the old monk also said that he had a relationship with the Buddha, but he had you in his heart, how could he have a relationship with the Buddha, and the dust was not clean." ”
"The old monk can also tell fortunes?"
"Yes. ”
"Then did he calculate Fu Zhenxing's life, did he say that he would die young?"
Wang Mingcheng glanced at her and said with a smile: "You can only listen to half of this kind of fortune telling, do you still believe it." ”
Lin Wanbai lived on the mountain for a week, and she didn't see the old monk come out, so she went down the mountain. When going down the mountain, Wang Mingcheng felt that she was better than before, as if she was no longer obsessed with Fu Xing's life and death.
Back in Beicheng, Lin Wanbai went to Yunqi, Aunt Rong was sick, and after that day, she couldn't afford to get sick, and her health deteriorated.
When Lin Wanbai arrived in Yunqi, he happened to meet Lei Sen, he came over to take a look at Aunt Rong, and by the way, he also said goodbye, he was leaving.
Originally, I wanted to meet Lin Wanbai before leaving, but now it's just right.
The two went to the side hall, and the maid brought tea.
Lei Sen stood, Lin Wanbai asked him to sit, but he didn't sit, he just said: "Just say a few words and leave, don't be so troublesome." ”
Lin Wanbai glanced at him, got up, closed the curtains, doors and windows, and then looked around again, and asked, "Is there surveillance here?"
Rayson said, "No. ”
Lin Wanbai looked at him and said, "You tell me the truth, where is Fu Jixing." ”
Rayson looked at her overly serious eyes, and suddenly, his nose was sour and his eyes were red.
His eyes were red, Lin Wanbai felt that it was a little difficult to breathe, and his voice fell, and he was speechless for a while. Lei Sen lowered his eyes, and after a long time, he stabilized his mood a little and said, "Miss Lin, take care." Hope you can be happy. ”
When Rayson stood here, he suddenly realized that he actually had nothing to say to her, and there was no friendship between them.
But he felt that he should say something, and finally said these two words.
He felt that this was what Fu Jixing wanted to tell her.
He said goodbye to her instead of Fu Zhenxing.
When Fu Ji walked, he didn't have time to say goodbye to her, and he didn't have a good goodbye.
He was about to turn around, but Lin Wanbai grabbed him, pursed his lips tightly, and after staring at him like this for a long time, he opened his mouth slightly, and finally didn't ask anything, slowly let go of his hand, nodded to himself, and said, "I know, where are you going?"
Rayson didn't tell her about the future arrangement, and they naturally had a place where they should go.
But none of this has anything to do with Lin Wanbai.
Fu Zhenxing didn't tell her at the beginning, so today, Lei Sen will not explain to her.
He said, "Take care, I'm leaving." ”
Lin Wanbai followed him to the door, watched him get into the car, and watched the car go away, she was stunned, it seemed that everything about Fu Jixing was leaving her.
Everything is proving that Fu Zhenxing is really dead, this time it is true.
Lin Wanbai stayed in Yunqi to take care of Aunt Rong's daily life and diet, Aunt Rong is heart disease, and it is difficult for this disease to get better. Lin Wanbai didn't know how to enlighten, so she just quietly accompanied her, watched TV with her, and felt that she had been lying down for too long, so she pulled her up to bask in the sun.
I used to feel that the days passed quickly, like flowing water, and they were gone in an instant.
But now, I feel that the days pass so slowly, an hour is as long as a century.
Aunt Rong said: "Don't stay here with me, I'm not seriously ill, I'm just uncomfortable." It's uncomfortable, I don't want to infect you, I want you to be happy. Go home, if you don't have the energy to go to work, then accompany Xiaobao and accompany him well. ”
Lin Wanbai said: "Aunt Rong, you should treat him as if he is still alive, living in a certain corner of this world, and it is inconvenient to show up." ”
Aunt Rong patted the back of her hand and didn't say anything, still lying on the bed, unwilling to move, and washed her face with tears all day long.
Lin Wanbai accompanied her for a while and returned to Pujiang.
Fu Linsheng was about to go to kindergarten, Lin Jingyu began to look for a school for him, discussed with her every day, and prepared to arrange a few interest classes, so that he could try the class first, and continue to learn what he liked.
Lin Wanbai has no opinion, and thinks that this arrangement is very good.
Lin Jingyu felt that she might have done too much at the moment, and this should have been done by Lin Wanbai, so that she could be distracted.
But in fact, Lin Wanbai is not particularly abnormal, she is even very normal, and she will in turn comfort Lin Jingyu and tell her not to think about it.
On this day, Lin Wanbai stayed at home for a long time, then dressed neatly, went out with his bag, and didn't say where to go.
I walked for most of the day, and I didn't come back at night.
Lin Wanbai went to Sibei, I don't know why, I just want to go.
Yuan Yujun still lives here, the door has been changed, it just happened that she met Fu Miao who had just returned from Aocheng at the door, she has been very busy recently, and she has devoted herself to her work, so busy, but she looks more energetic than before, and looks a little high-spirited.
She changed her dress, highlighted her temperament, and had a bit of a strong woman's demeanor.
When she saw Lin Wanbai, she greeted her friendly, "Long time no see." ”
Lin Wanbai: "Long time no see." ”
Fu Miao didn't ask her what she was doing here, but greeted her very warmly, took her to the main house, instructed the maid to make tea, and asked Yuan Yujun where he was going.
The maid said that she was mruning the grass and trees in the flower garden, Fu Miao nodded, and did not go over immediately, but sat down and entertained Lin Wanbai.
"I've heard about Fu Zhenxing, you look so haggard, it's for his death?"
Fu Miao spoke directly, and did not hide the joy, Fu Shi died, the first time she heard the news, she asked someone to open the most expensive bottle of wine, and gave the whole company employees a day off.
"My eldest brother can finally rest in peace," she said. For me, it's something to celebrate. You don't have to be too sad, it's a good thing for you that he's dead. Okay, I've got to go see my mom, you can do it. ”
What did Lin Wanbai do when he came to Sibei for no reason, Fu Miao guessed a few points, just like Yuan Yujun was unwilling to leave here.
In this house, there are traces of Fu Yanchuan and traces of Fu Zhenxing.
They all grew up here.
In the evening, Fu Miao found her and invited her to stay for dinner.
Lin Wanbai refused, but she didn't leave either.
Fu Miao asked people to move tables and chairs, brought the food here, and the two of them had a candlelight dinner in the open air.
Neither of them thought that one day they would be able to sit down and eat together, and the location was still in Sibei Fu's house.
Fu Miao opened the red wine and poured her a glass, Lin Wanbai still didn't drink it, she didn't want to drink it, every moment, she wanted to stay awake.
Fu Miao drank to herself, chatted with her while drinking, asked her how she was doing, and then began to talk about herself, saying that she still wanted to take the road of design, and then she asked: "Xiaobai, you used to be such a good person, why didn't you think about making your own career? ”
For the first time, she admitted that she was excellent in front of Lin Wanbai.
Lin Wanbai smiled, took the wine glass, and said, "Thank you for the compliment." ”
Wake up the person in the dream with a word, Lin Wanbai didn't expect that it would be Fu Miao who woke her up.
That night, Lin Wanbai stayed in Fu Jixing's room, this room Yuan Yujun probably came to deal with, everything in it was cleaned up, and there was nothing left.
She lay on the wooden bed, took out her mobile phone, opened WeChat, she clicked on Fu Shixing's WeChat, the dialog box was empty, and his circle of friends was also empty.
At that moment, Lin Wanbai felt in a trance, did Fu Zhenxing never exist in this world at all?
Of course he existed, and he had a presence.
The news of his death has been hotly searched on Weibo, and the degree of discussion is quite high, and the financial news page has been reported for three days in a row.
But when people go to tea and cool, it won't be long before there will be less discussion about him, and gradually, Fu Jixing will become a speck of dust in history.
Even with the flourishing Jiwan, she went once, and all the people in it were changed, she didn't know any of them, and the word Jiwan was also replaced and replaced with another name.
After that, Fu Wan was gone, just like Fu Jixing, and no longer existed.
In retrospect, it is still a little embarrassing that such an excellent person died so early.
After leaving Sibei that day, Lin Wanbai began to think about becoming a studio, and she started a little late, but she had so many assets in her hands that she couldn't spend them in her lifetime, so it didn't matter how she tossed it.
Therefore, she should do something she likes and has never had a chance to do well.
Now that the road ahead is smooth, there are no more obstacles, there is no need to be afraid, and she even has enough resources to start high enough.
Lu Mian and Yang Ruyue still followed him, and then she recruited two more right-hand men, and the studio opened quite smoothly.
She handed over the position of chairman of Chaosheng to Qin Guang, but now she has the most shares in her hand, and she still needs to come in person when she has an important project meeting.
Qin Guang is very good to her, she opened a studio, Qin Guang gave the greatest support and help, after the establishment of the studio, he pulled a lot of resources to her, and helped her wholeheartedly, hoping that she would shine in this industry.
In his spare time, he would also ask her to go to his house for dinner.
The estrangement and grievances that used to be completely disappeared on the day Fu Jixing left.
After he is gone, all that remains is peace and stability.
Fu Linsheng also became extraordinarily obedient, Lin Wanbai told him that Fu Zhenxing went to work abroad, he didn't ask any special questions, only said that his father had worked hard, he would be obedient, and he would be by her side and help her take care of her.
In the second half of the year, Fu Linsheng officially started kindergarten.
After going to kindergarten, Fu Linsheng became more lively, he had a cheerful personality, he was very popular among children, and he often took his friends home, and at a young age, he would already take girls home.
He likes to share his favorite toys and will not hesitate to choose them for children to play with.
Lin Wanbai divides his time into two, half of which is devoted to work and half to spending time with his children.
The days passed like this, five or six months passed in a blink of an eye.
It has been five or six months since Fu Jixing left, and the people around him have returned to a normal state, and everyone is living their own lives, day after day, there will be troubles, and there will be pleasant things.
No one mentions Fu Zhenxing anymore, and even Fu Linsheng rarely mentions him.
But Lin Wanbai still remembered, put it in his heart, and never mentioned it to anyone again. When she really wanted to mention it, she would go to Wang Mingcheng to chat.
To this day, Lin Wanbai still feels that Fu Shixing's death is like a fantasy and does not seem to be true.
But she seems to be the only one who thinks and insists that Fu Jixing is not dead.
Xu has such a firm belief, which leads to her now she always likes to look at the crowd, no matter when and where, she always likes to take everyone on the road seriously, she always thinks that he was born in the sea of people, but she can't find it.
On this day, the news was broadcasting a major case, which captured five big drug lords in a row and smashed the den. The news is very brief, the camera is also fleeting, and it is basically a mosaic.
When Lin Wanbai looked up, she saw a phantom in the corner of the camera, this side was very mushy and she couldn't see her appearance clearly, but in Lin Wanbai's eyes, it was different, she felt that this person looked like Fu Jixing.