Chapter 347: We Have No Chance in This Life

Fox's father disappeared into Xia Yazhi's sight like the wind, Xia Yazhi collapsed on the ground as weak as being deprived of her muscles and bones, she hugged her knees and cried silently. Fawkes, who was standing next to him, clearly saw Xia Yazhi's eyelashes trembling slightly, she was really crying, Fawkes hung down his arm weakly, and pinched it tightly, he could clearly feel a force transmitted in his palm, conveying an idea that he wanted to protect this woman.

He didn't know when he had this idea, but he felt that the girl in front of him was so strong, just like himself, maybe they were really the same people who had fallen from the end of the world.

"I'm really sorry, if I hadn't forced you to change your face and come to me, then you wouldn't have fallen into this kind of quagmire at this time, don't worry, I will definitely give you back your freedom. ”

But his words were so light, like a leaf fluttering in the wind, floating wherever it fell and was corroded by the soil, Xia Yazhi heard this sentence, but resolutely stopped her trembling shoulders, and then raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, and her face was also pulled out of a few traces of tears that did not dry up.

"If you had the ability to stand up to your father, you wouldn't have been standing there like a log and being slapped a few times by him. Xia Yazhi's words were like a needle inserted into Fox's heart, it turned out that she was so cowardly in his eyes, and she was so powerless! Maybe she was right, she was such an powerless man, and what did she talk about to protect her, to give her a safe haven, it turned out that the person who really needed protection was herself.

Looking at Fawkes's godless and empty gaze, Xia Yazhi, who was squatting on the ground, stopped the tears in an instant, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears vigorously, stood in front of Fawkes, and held Fawkes's face with her tearful hand. The two of them looked at each other like this, and did not say a word to break the silence, perhaps silence was their best choice.

Xia Yazhi looked at Fox's blue eyes seriously, they were really as blue as the sea, maybe she had misunderstood him all along! It turned out that he was really a poor person: "You touched your heart and told me, what did you see when the two of us looked at each other?"

For the first time, there were ripples in Fawkes's eyes, like the sea level after being hit by a storm, there was no way to calm down, his heart was turbulent, he raised his hand to his chest, and listened to the sound of his heart beating thumping, and the sound of his heart beating was transmitted to all parts of his body through his palm, to the nerve center of his brain.

"Otherwise, why when I look at you, it seems like I see myself. ”

This sentence is exactly the answer Xia Yazhi wants to get, after Xia Yazhi heard this, she just gently put down Fawkes's face, and there was a salty mist on Fawkes's face, which was the tears that Xia Yazhi had just shed, the tears were as clear and clean as morning dew, and with a bit of unevenness.

Xia Yazhi turned his back, put his hands behind his back, closed his eyes, made a very enjoyable appearance, tried to breathe in a breath of fresh air, the air filled his chest, he opened his eyes, looked at the blue sky, and then spoke softly, the words were like white clouds in the sky, floating lightly past Fawkes's ears.

"As you just said, when you looked at me just now, it was like seeing yourself, so I can think that when you forced me to go to Li Haorui's side with plastic surgery, as a pawn for you, stealing his trade secrets, in fact, it has something to do with your life experience since childhood. Because you have been living under the pressure of your father, if it weren't for your father's sudden appearance, maybe I would have always been wrong to blame you as a person, I always thought that you were a person who would do anything to achieve the end, and also a cold and ruthless person, playing with the world and playing with your own life. ”

After Xia Yazhi said this, her eyelids trembled slightly, her eyes were like the puddle of water in front of her, occasionally a few swans floated by, leaving ripples layer by layer on the water surface, the ripples were like white lotus flowers blooming in the water, so holy, you can only look at it from a distance and not blasphemous, so beautiful.

After hearing this, Fox just took a step forward, closed his eyes and hugged the woman in front of him, he could feel that when he buried his head in this woman's hair, he smelled a spring sun-like breath, it was warm. It's like my own icy heart, which suddenly ushered in a glimmer of light, making a person who longs for a stove feel a warmth that has never been experienced.

Fawkes, who buried his head in Xia Yazhi's hair, just spoke slowly, he felt that Xia Yazhi at this moment was like wood, and the whole person was frozen there: "What you said is indeed not wrong, I do have a pitiful resemblance to you, which is why I have compassion for you, that is, why I tortured you like that at the beginning." ”

"So you've got a clear idea of how you feel about me, don't you? It's not a liking at all, it's a kind of pity for the weak, so I hope you can explain it to your father and let him let me go, I already have someone else in my heart, and I can't accommodate a second person anymore, and I want to give it to that person for the rest of my life. ”

Xia Yazhi pushed away the man who pounced on him with a little reluctance, and when Fox heard Xia Yazhi's words without temperature, the ripples in his heart seemed to calm down again. When she saw his uncomfortable and lost appearance, Xia Yazhi couldn't tell why her heart seemed to be in a state of arrest, the feeling of powerlessness swallowed herself, she was like falling into a bottomless pit, and she couldn't find a trace of light anymore, so she could only close her eyes and let herself fall all the way.

Fawkes reverted to his usual cynical appearance, then smiled wildly, his deep eyes as deep as the sea, and then turned to meet the wind in the distance. He closed his eyes, opened his hands to embrace the gust of wind, and then slowly spoke: "I spent so much tongue just now, undoubtedly I want to use the power to make my father let you go, right? Then what I want to tell you is that I am very sorry, even I don't want to let you go, because a voice came from my heart, I want to really have you." ”

This sentence is like a bolt from the blue for Xia Yazhi, she can no longer suppress her emotions, she can no longer lose that person for two years, in the past two years, that person's name is like a poison, penetrating into her bones, making herself feel unbearable pain because of longing every night.

"That's really embarrassing, I'm telling you, even if you get my person, you can't get my heart, and I will always have that one person in my heart. ”

This sentence was almost shouted out by Xia Yazhi, she gritted her teeth while saying a word, her resoluteness was written in her eyes, when she saw the resoluteness in her eyes, Fox couldn't help but swallow, and then turned his back, his voice obviously dropped a few tones: "If I give you a period of time, during the period of time you and Xu Yincheng get along, you can't get back the feeling you had at all, are you willing to return to my side." ”

The air seemed to be silent, and Xia Yazhi didn't speak. Indeed, during the period of time that she and Xu Yincheng have been together, what Xia Yazhi has been thinking about is not about Xu Yincheng at all, and now what is about Xu Yincheng is only about herself and his painful and beautiful past, is it just as Fox expected, is it really just a feeling of guilt for Xu Yincheng and wants to make up for it?

"You don't speak because you're weighing the weight of what I just said, aren't you? Don't you notice? When you came to me as a pawn, you already knew all my weaknesses, and I already knew all your painful past. But Xu Yincheng has always been in his bones, does he know why you left him in the first place? He doesn't know, right? Does he know what kind of life you have lived in the past two years? He doesn't know? In the past when he was missing you, I have always been by your side, and the person who really understands you is me, not her. ”

Hearing this, Xia Yazhi's pupils couldn't help but widen suddenly, Fawkes is indeed a person who can maintain a wise mind no matter what the situation, Xia Yazhi unconsciously lowered her head and looked at her small shadow, and then smiled with relief, nodded heavily with her eyes closed in the wind, and when she closed her eyes, a turbid tear burst out of her eye socket.

"That's what you said. So from now on, I will give you three months, if in these three months, you can't find the same mood as Xu Yincheng at the beginning, then you have to make up your mind to quickly cut through the chaos and return to my side, you can rest assured, in these three months, I will not interfere with you, I will only watch you silently. ”

After saying this, Fox left, his departure was a little hesitant, a little reluctant, and at the same time a little expectant, leaving only Xia Yazhi, who was standing in place, looking at his departing back, his back was like a blue lotus, rendering out on the cliff on his heart, and drooping his proud head under the torrential rain.