In the prison number, the talented man walked back and forth for a while.

"Alas, brother, don't shake it up anymore? ”

Caizi looked up at the person who was staring at him, Caizi ignored him, but he didn't continue.

Standing in front of the iron door, looking at the police patrolling the corridor, Caizi's eyes began to glaze again, and he was still thinking about those things in the past.

That time my uncle sent me on the train, it was the first time I took the train. I feel both novel and dazed.

After more than an hour, the train arrived at Shenyang Railway Station and got off the train.

Seeing the flow of people coming and going, some are in a hurry, some are unhurried, and some are giggling together.

It was really lively, it was the first time I had seen so many people in my life.

"Tea Eggs...... , tea eggs...... , tea eggs ......"

"Come to the south and come to the north, don't miss it when you pass by!

"Thirteen incense!

The sound of the small traders and vendors at the railway station soliciting business and shouting has formed a unique melody. However, these are noises in their ears.

Standing in this strange place, he thought, "Where are you going?" He left the train station aimlessly, thinking about these questions as he went.

Out of the train station, the talented man couldn't even distinguish between east, west, north and south, and at this time, he lost his way.

I didn't know where to go, I stayed there, and walked aimlessly street after street, crossing road after road. When you're tired of walking, find a place to rest.

For most of the day, I didn't say a word, and I didn't know where I went. I don't know what he's doing this for, why he's walking aimlessly, and he doesn't know where he should stop.

Soon the sun was shining overhead, and Caizi felt like a lonely ghost, no one cared about him, no one wanted to look at him more, as if he didn't exist in this big city.

Seeing every face on the street is so indifferent, so ruthless, even hostile.

The talented man felt a sense of desolation rise in his heart, and gradually began to avoid crowded places and those indifferent crowds.

Gradually, he felt his stomach growling and knew he was hungry.

At that time, I was very stupid, and in my impression, the only selling point was the place to sell food. I want to find a store to buy something to eat and satisfy my rumbling stomach.

After walking for a while, a shop appeared in front of me, and after entering, I bought two loaves of bread.

The 20 yuan given by his uncle last time, except for buying a blue scarf, he hadn't spent the rest of the money, so he took out the money and handed it to the shopkeeper.

He took the bread, and before the shopkeeper could find the money, he had gobbled it up. The female shopkeeper looked at the child's appearance and asked in surprise, "It seems that you haven't eaten for several days, and you are hungry like this?"

At this time, Caizi realized that he was out of shape, and hurriedly explained: "No, I'll eat like this." ”

The female shopkeeper smiled and asked again: "It seems that you are not from Shenyang?" Hearing this, Caizi became curious.

How could she know she wasn't local, she thought to herself?

Thinking of this, he replied, "Ah, no...... No. ”

The female shopkeeper asked, "What are you doing in Shenyang?"

The genius replied, "Find some work." ”

The female shopkeeper asked in surprise, "Oh, how old are you to come out to work, do you feel at ease at home?"

At this time, the two loaves of bread were already in their stomachs, and they replied: "I, I am eighteen, and the family can rest assured." ”

As soon as he mentioned home, he felt nervous at that time, and he regretted what he said. Thinking of this, he did not answer the female shopkeeper's question, took the change that the female shopkeeper was looking for, carried the change in his pocket, and walked out of the store.

Seeing that she hadn't finished answering her question, the female shopkeeper hurriedly went out, stood at the door and looked at the back of the talented man and muttered: "This kid!

At that time, he didn't dare to pay attention to the female shopkeeper at all, and walked straight forward, not daring to look back at her.

He felt embarrassed by this.

After walking on the street for a while, he felt some pantothenia in his legs, and he knew that he was tired of walking.

When I arrived at a sheltered place in a building complex, I squatted on the wall where the sun could reach and rested.

After squatting for a while, a few old people who were strolling around here began to look here, and at first he didn't pay much attention to this. I closed my eyes in a daze, feeling sleepy.

Only then did he remember that he had barely slept last night.

Slowly his head began to droop, and he fell asleep with his back against the wall.

I don't know how long it took, but I felt someone pushing my arm, and I heard someone shouting, "Eh, kid, what's wrong with you?"

Suddenly, he woke up and looked up at several elderly people around him, their eyes were like beams of bright flashlight, shooting on their faces impartially.

Blinking his sleepy eyes, he slowly got up, but he felt like he was frozen, and his legs and feet were unconscious.

Several old men saw that they wanted to stand up, and some stepped forward to help him up. The genius nodded, the two old men dragged the placket of the genius's clothes, the genius made a hard effort, and there was a "knock", the two old men did not grasp the placket of the genius's clothes, and the genius sat on the ground.

An old man asked, "Son, you don't look like a begging fool!"

Hearing these words, Caizi thought to himself, eighty percent of these people regard themselves as fools?

Busy said: "I, I'm not stupid!"

An old man said, "Son, do you feel uncomfortable there?"

Caizi blinked and said, "Grandpa, I, my leg is numb." ”

Another old man said, "Where is your house, I'll go to your house and call your family?"

"Grandpa, my house is far away! I'll be fine after a while. ”

At this time, another old man asked, "Then what are you doing squatting?"

Caizi looked at his face, this face, full of doubts. Caizi thought to himself, don't I have nowhere to go?

Thinking of this, he said, "Grandpa, I was basking in the sun here, and I fell asleep before I thought about it." ”

The old man said, "Can you stand up?"

Caizi put her hand on the ground and slowly stood up. Moving his legs and feet, he felt that these parts of his body were still at his disposal, and he was fine.

The old man said, "This child, you are dressed from the countryside, right?"

Hearing what the old man said, he knew that the old men had guessed that he was coming, and he was afraid that these people would ask his address again, so he hurriedly said, "Ah! Yes, I am here to visit relatives." ”

After speaking, look at a few old people walking slowly towards the road.

At this time, an old man said, "This kid is weird!

Hearing this, Caizi thought to himself, I'm afraid that you will ask me too much, I'm sorry.

After walking along the road for a while, he felt that the number of cyclists was gradually increasing, and he understood that this was the flow of people who were commuting in the city, and they were crowded on the road during this time.

Time passed minute by minute, it was getting dark, and he felt a little tired, but also cold.

A feeling of dazedness and helplessness arose again, and at this time I thought of home, of the carefree time at home.

Calm down, and suddenly remembered what his uncle said before sending him to the car: "Going out is not like being at home, everything has to rely on yourself." Keep an eye on everything, think more about things before making decisions, and think more when you encounter difficulties, there will be a way to solve them. ”

Thinking of this, he began to make trouble again, and said to himself: "By the way, what about the night? I have to find a place to live, I will freeze to death if I squat on the street in this winter." ”

So he stopped there, thought about it, and he had an idea.

Back at the train station, he figured it should be warmer.

After a walk around the train station, I couldn't find a place to stay. He had a bit of a headache and was hungry. He reached in and touched the 200 yuan given by his uncle with body temperature, he hesitated for a long time, but he was still reluctant to take it out and spend it.

Hungry to and fro in the train station, in the middle of the night. He finally found a wooden chair on the edge, and he sat on it and fell asleep.

"Go...... is about to depart. ”

The sound of the radio woke him up.

When he woke up, he felt even hungrier, so he thought about it and finally made up his mind. His hand reached for the 200 yuan in his pocket again, and he hesitated when he suddenly remembered that he had left the change he had left to buy bread.

He took them all out, bought two loaves of bread, and solved the problem of his stomach.

After eating the bread, he continued to walk around the train station, he was at a loss, and he still hadn't come up with a solution.

Here he took it with him for two days, by which time the change had been spent. When it was almost evening, I finally couldn't get through my stomach, and my stomach screamed more and more urgently.

Finally, he made up his mind, took out his uncle's 200 yuan, and took out a piece to buy a cannabis flower that had just come out of the pot.

He devoured and chewed, and after a few bites, tears were already running down his eyes, and he burped and walked to the soda stall.

He couldn't help it, so he bought a bottle of soda and rinsed the twist that was blocked in his esophagus.

The soda went down his stomach, the mixture in his esophagus rushed down, and he slapped his chest.

Not long after, a marijuana flower fell into his stomach, and he squatted on the ground, feeling a trace of warmth.

After a while, the soda was gone, and the little warmth from the hemp flower had been washed away by the cold soda, and he felt very cold again.

At this point, he felt how cold it was to sleep in a hard chair these days.

Thinking about this, Caizi shivered.

A string of tears slid down, and he left the cold, gloomy iron door, and once again walked aimlessly in circles in the prison number.

After walking for a while, the person with the prisoner shouted: "What are you shaking, you are all confused." ”

Caizi looked at the person in the same prison number and smiled.

These hostile shouts brought him back to reality from that painful memory.