In Doudou's children's songs, Le Yao spent the third and fourth days of Wen Yunting's departure.

And she never received a text message from him again.

In the anxious waiting, she told herself: Quiet, meditate, wait for him, believe in him.

Time is always hard.

When Doudou was napping, she turned on the computer and logged in to MSN, and then, there were constantly flashing avatars, and those messages were nothing more than wishing her a happy new year. After clicking the mouse, I saw that Wen Yunting's avatar was gray.

Actually, she would love to call him. I wanted to think about it very much, but every time I dialed the number, I canceled it again and again, because she was afraid, she was afraid that when she called, he was busy, and she was afraid that it would affect him...... Because she knew that his trip to New York would not be easy.

Suddenly, there's an avatar that keeps flashing.

Ye Hui [Le Yao, you are finally online] followed by a smiling face.

Le Yao's fingers tapped on the keyboard [um]

Ye Hui [Tell you good news]

Le Yao joked [Are you in love?]

Ye Hui sent a shy avatar.

Le Yao was very happy, from college to now, Ye Hui has always been single, and she has never seen any boy she likes, so she guessed: [Zhou Le?]

Ye Hui [No!] and then attached a picture of shaking his head

A picture suddenly flashed through Le Yao's mind, a very correct and harmonious picture, she typed [He Haotian?] on the computer.

Ye Hui sent a string of shy avatars [Le Yao, do you have tailwind ears and clairvoyance?]

Le Yao chuckled [Guess it! Did it start after the New Year's party?] Actually, when He Haotian invited Ye Hui to dance that night, she found that the two of them were in line, and such a thought flashed through her mind at that time, but she didn't expect that they were really in love.

Ye Hui [There is also good news!] The budding love, she is reluctant to talk about it.

Le Yao [What?]

Ye Hui [The invitation I designed passed the final review, Le Yao, Mr. Wen will use the invitation I designed when he gets married, oh my God...... Just thinking about it makes me feel super lucky. 】

Le Yao's brain exploded, she secretly stabilized her mind, and tried to convince herself that this doesn't mean anything, this doesn't mean anything [does it?] Perhaps, this is just determined by the staff on Wen's side, perhaps, now that Wen's Song family has not dissolved the marriage contract, so the preparations for the wedding will continue.

Ye Hui [Le Yao, where have you been recently, why can't I find you?]

Le Yao: [I'll go back later.] 】

Ye Hui [When will it be later, Mr. Wen will hold a wedding on the 11th of next month, you are a sister, you have to come back to participate.] 】

Le Yao's heart tightened violently, they had only been separated for four days, how could they ——, no, this may just be an oolong, [the eleventh of next month?]

Ye Hui said, "Don't you know? The wedding was originally planned for April, but Mr. Wen decided to advance, probably because he couldn't wait to marry Miss Song. 】

Impossible, impossible! This must be a misunderstanding! Le Yao's heart fell into a panic, her fingers trembled on the keyboard, and several times, she typed a typo.

Ye Hui: [Yesterday. 】

The line of defense in Le Yao's heart collapsed, and pain and sorrow poured in. His promise, his body temperature, seemed to be still there, but now, he had heard cruelly about his wedding, and moreover, he had heard about it from others.

The mood was depressed, although Le Yao was uncomfortable, she was trying to convince herself, to convince herself that she believed what he had said, that he loved her, that he wanted her, and that he would come back in a week.

Ye Hui [Le Yao, are you still there?]

Le Yao's eyes looked blankly at the computer screen, and her thoughts drifted far, far away.

It's been four days since he's gone.

There are three days left, and it is his return date.

Don't get cranky. Le Yao told herself that she didn't watch, didn't listen, and didn't want to ...... He will definitely keep his promise to her, and he will definitely return to her.

On the fifth day, Yu Peiling's phone called.

"Yaoyao," Yu Peiling heard the news that Wen Yunting was about to hold a wedding with Song Siyu, she was shocked, and she was even more worried about Le Yao, so she called her as soon as possible.

"Mom. "Le Yao is doing laundry.

"Accompany me on a trip, okay?" Yu Peiling didn't know how to open her mouth to her daughter, her heart hung high, today, Wen Xiaocheng's face was a little better, it was the first time in these days that he spoke to her gently and actively, and it was he who told her the news that Wen Yunting was going to get married.

From her mother's words, Le Yao suddenly realized something, and her heart was suddenly shocked: "Mom-" She trembled: "Yun Tinghe-"

At this time, Doudou was in the living room, riding a wooden horse and playing.

"They have a wedding next month. The truth is too cruel, but it can't be hidden, so Yu Peiling said it directly.

Le Yao's mobile phone slipped from the palm of his hand and fell on the wooden floor, and the sound startled Doudou who was riding the wooden horse.

"Mom," Doudou found Le Yao's dazed appearance, ran over, and hugged Le Yao's legs.

Le Yao's heart was tightened, it was so tight that it hurt, and she wanted to cry in pain, she hugged Doudou, and tears slid down her cheeks. If Ye Hui's words still make her a little suspicious, then Yu Peiling's words will confirm the matter.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Doudou helped her wipe her tears.

Le Yao's heart fell into a boundless cold pool, so cold that she was almost numb.

Doudou was in a hurry, his mouth was deflated, and he was about to cry.

Le Yao buried her face in the palm of her hand and let the tears slide through her fingers and fall to the floor.

"Mom, do you miss Dad?" Doudou also cried, and the big tears of Doudou crossed his lovely face: "Doudou misses Dad too." ”

Think, think. Why doesn't she want him?

After grinding her ears and temples for many days, without him, she was extremely empty, without his news, she lived like a year, and now, what she got was the news that he was about to get married, how could her heart not hurt?

"Mom, don't cry. Doudou cried and wiped Le Yao's tears: "Doudou will accompany you and wait for Dad to come back." ”

Le Yao hugged Doudou in her arms and hugged her tightly, but tears rolled out of her eyes.

She, can she wait for him?

Didn't he tell her to wait for him......? Trembling, she found her phone and dialed him directly.

On the other end of the phone, there was an endless blank sound, which made her heart fall into a bottomless pit.

Not discouraged, Le Yao continued to dial his number.

What you can get is the same sound a thousand times.

Le Yao held back her tears and dialed Song Siyu's number.

It took a long time before someone took it.

"Hey?" Song Siyu's voice was mixed with a thick sleepiness.

"Sister Siyu. Le Yao trembled slightly, she had forgotten the jet lag, and forgot that it was early in the morning in New York.

"Yaoyao?" After hearing who it was, Song Siyu's voice became a little clearer.

Hearing Song Siyu's voice, Le Yao was worried.

"I'm sorry Yaoyao," Song Siyu's voice was full of apology: "I'm really sorry." ”

Le Yao trembled even more, her heart hurt even more, and she burst into tears, but she insisted on asking, "Why do you say 'I'm sorry'?"

"Yun Ting has decided to marry me. Song Siyu's voice was calm, "I'm sorry Yaoyao, I can't give him to you." ”

Her tears slid down her cheeks and fell on Doudou's face, "Let him tell me." ”

Song Siyu was silent before saying, "Yun Ting is also hesitating, he doesn't know how to ask you for forgiveness, Yaoyao, I'm really sorry, we hurt you." Her voice was very calm and calm: "It's late at night, six hours later, it's dawn, I'll ask him to call you." ”

It was quiet on the other end of the phone, but Cola Yao was on the verge of collapse. But I didn't hear him say it himself, and she still had a glimmer of hope...... No matter what others say, as long as she listens to him, as long as he denies it, her world is a clear sky.

Six hours.

Every minute and second is like suffering, and the days are like years.

"Mom, I'm hungry. It wasn't until Doudou's fairy tale that she was pulled back from the brink of collapse.

Le Yao was cutting vegetables in the kitchen, but she lost her mind and injured her index finger, and suddenly, the blood flowed like an infusion, but her hand didn't feel a little pain, because the pain in her heart had already covered up the pain in her fingers.

The child's emotions come and go quickly, and after eating, Doudou's sleepiness comes.

Placing Doudou on the bed, Le Yao began to pace in the room, step by step, she counted as she walked, hoping to pass the time and not think nonsense.

Finally, his call came.

Looking at the flashing number on the mobile phone screen, Le Yao breathed shallowly and her heartbeat accelerated.

"Le Yao, let's break up. Wen Yunting's voice lost its former gentleness, it was as cold and indifferent as before, word by word, cold as water.

"Why?" she choked up, his words were undoubtedly final, and she was sentenced to death.

"Siyu and I are getting married, and it's time for the game between us to end. Wen Yunting's voice was very cold, very cold, making Le Yao cold from head to toe.

Game?

Le Yao trembled slightly, those ear temples grinding, those lingering whispers, in his eyes were just games?

His words, as cruel as a sharp knife, stabbed her in the chest, so painful that they almost suffocated her. She couldn't believe that such words came out of his mouth, but his voice was real.

"A game that gives you the right to live in a cabin. Wen Yunting's words were enough to make her tremble and despair: "Le Yao, you don't have to pester me like before, we don't have to meet again in the future." ”

Heart, hurt by his words, Le Yao choked and cried, there were a lot of words that wanted to question him, but at this time, she couldn't say it, after the silence, she whispered: "Wen Yunting, I hate you." "All her love, all her feelings, was abandoned by him so contemptuously. She was stubborn by nature, how could she bow her head and beg him? There was boundless pain in her heart.

"Whatever you want. He said coldly and cruelly.

Then, on the phone, there was a blank sound.

Le Yao's thoughts went blank.

Tears, silently flooded.

She crouched on the couch where they had lingered several times, but her body was cold, as if she had fallen into a cold winter ice cellar.

These seven days of happiness are just a passing smoke, and they are a game for him. And now, the game is cruelly ended by him. But she was in great pain, and she couldn't come out as dashing as he did. Her strong disguise was vulnerable at this time, and he broke her heart once more.

This sudden reversal made Le Yao fall into the swamp of emotion, and the more she struggled, the deeper she sank.

I don't know how long she cried before she fell asleep groggily.

In a daze, suddenly, she felt someone kiss her eyes, a cool ring on her ring finger, and the gentle voice was full of temptation: "Marry me". She tried hard to hug him, but unexpectedly, she didn't hug anything. She panicked and searched for him, but in the end, in the endless darkness, she couldn't find the way she came.

Feeling that her face was wet, Le Yao woke up.

It turned out to be a dream, but the reality was more cruel than the dream.

Doudou stood beside her, her mouth pouting and weeping. At this time, the sky outside the window was already bright.

"Doudou," her throat was sore, and every word she spoke, it hurt so hard to breathe. Her head was very heavy and heavy, her body was stiff, she was lying on the sofa, unable to move at all, she could only use her hands, trembling and wiping the tears on Doudou's face.

"Mom, you don't want to die. Doudou Wow cried out, she took Le Yao's hand, just now she woke up, she didn't see Le Yao by her side, she ran out of the bedroom in fear, but saw Le Yao fall on the sofa, no matter how she screamed, how she pushed, Le Yao didn't move. Once, my grandmother was like this, and she sat quietly next to her grandmother and waited for her to wake up, but her grandmother didn't wake up after all. The death of her grandmother hurt her young heart, and now, her dearest mother is also like this, so she is very scared and pulls her: "Mom, don't leave Doudou." ”

Le Yao's hand trembled slightly, but her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and she took Doudou in her arms.

But in just one night, her world collapsed, and his cruel breakup made her miserable, but Doudou's tears made her heart have a strong will to live.

"Doudou don't cry, mom won't die, mom won't leave you. Le Yao comforted the little girl, her voice was hoarse, and her throat was so sore that it was difficult to speak.

"Words count. Doudou's tears hadn't completely dried up, she stretched out her hand to Le Yao, stretched out the little finger of her right hand, and circled the others together: "Mom, pull Gougou." ”

Le Yao's nose was sour, but she held back her tears, she had to be strong, she had to be strong, she trembled, and hooked her little finger to Doudou.

"Hanging for a hundred years is not allowed to change!" Doudou's immature words were full of affirmation, she was very serious, word by word, and said it clearly. When their little fingers let go, Doudou threw himself into Le Yao's arms: "Mom, after pulling Gougou, you can't change." Only God knows how much she depends on Le Yao, and this dependence has never been found in anyone, including her grandmother who has accompanied her.

Le Yao nodded and promised her, "I won't change." But the heart seemed to be pinched hard, so painful that he couldn't breathe, once, he said "I love you" more than once, but in the end, he cruelly and resolutely left her, treating them as a game. thought that he would be her happy harbor, but in the end, he cruelly tore her heart apart.

"Mom, you get up. Doudou saw that she had been lying down, but she didn't get up, her little face was twisted, and she reached out to try to pull Le Yao. Children are naturally very sensitive, although Le Yao agreed to her, it can be seen that Le Yao is still very scared if she does not move.

Le Yao supported herself on her elbows and finally sat up, but she was so lightheaded that she could barely stand on her feet.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Doudou was a little panicked when she saw her appearance.

Le Yao shook her head and wanted to smile at her, but her smile was more ugly than crying, she said softly, but every time she said a word, her throat hurt so much that her heart even clenched, "I'm fine." "She has to be strong and can't let Doudou worry. Although he abandoned her, didn't she still have Doudou by her side?

Le Yao endured the discomfort and rummaged through the drawer looking for medicine.

Doudou is very sensible, she walked into the kitchen, tiptoed, pressed the water purifier, poured a glass of warm water, and she was holding the water cup, but she was more sensible than ever, serious, and walked towards Le Yao step by step.

When she took the water cup, Le Yao's tears moistened, and she tilted her head and put the medicine into her mouth.

Medicine, isn't it supposed to be bitter?

But the medicine in the mouth is slightly sweet.

How sarcastic.

Le Yao finished taking the medicine, but her head was still heavy, she stroked Doudou's head, endured the discomfort and said, "Doudou plays obediently, mom sleeps for a while, okay?"

Doudou looked at her with big eyes, although reluctantly, but sensibly pursed his little mouth and nodded.

In a dazed state, Le Yao felt that the entire cabin was filled with Wen Yunting's figure and smell, which could not be waved or erased, and as soon as she closed her eyes, his gentle low smile would appear in her mind. Her heart hurt so much that she couldn't even breathe.

Faintly, she seemed to hear the voice, but her floating thoughts could not hear what was said, and finally, she fell into a daze.

Her thoughts were confused, and many things from the past came to her eyes one by one, and she shuttled through them, coming and going, like an outsider, numb and cold looking at everything.

When she woke up again, she felt much more relaxed, and when she opened her eyes, her vision was no longer the gray tone of the familiar cabin.

Le Yao was taken aback: "Doudou!" "Where is this? Doudou? Where's her Doudou?"

"Mom, I'm here. Doudou ran to her bed and looked at her sensibly, "Mom, your hand is bleeding, don't move." ”

Le Yao was shocked to realize that there was a faint pain on the back of her left hand, there, there was a bandage, maybe she was too excited to wake up just now, and there was blood flowing back in the hose.

"Mom, put your hands like this. Doudou laid her left hand flat on the bed, and the blood flowed into her body quickly.

"Why are we here?" Le Yao felt that her whole body was no longer so heavy, and her originally painful throat was much better now, she looked at it, this should be the hospital.

Who took her to the hospital?

A wave of hope rose in her heart, but this hope was wiped out in an instant, he should still be in New York now, how could he come back, how could he take her to the hospital, not to mention, he summed up their feelings by ending the game. He was already in her past tense. Forever, forever passed.

"Le Yao. Lu Jingtang walked into the ward and asked, "How is it?"

"Jingtang, thank you. Le Yao's heart was like a mess, but she hid her emotions very well. Actually, she should have thought that it was Lu Jingtang, because, except for Wen Yunting and Song Siyu, others didn't know that she lived in a cabin.

Lu Jingtang shook his head lightly, and said apologetically: "I couldn't get in touch with Yun Ting......"

Wen Yunting's name appeared in her hearing again, but it was so harsh, it burned her heart like that, she was in pain, but she said lightly: "Jingtang, don't tell him." She confessed, "We broke up. ”

Lu Jingtang was silent and said: "Yunting may have a hard time. "Yesterday, the overwhelming media information was all the news of the marriage between Wen and Song. He was very surprised, but when he called Wen Yunting's phone for verification, it was always a blank sound, so he drove to the cabin, where he saw Doudou sitting in front of Le Yao's bed, and the moment he saw him, Doudou cried, pulled her, and asked him to save Le Yao.

Difficulties?

Le Yao's eyebrows and eyes were all indifferent, and she didn't say a word.

The next day, she was discharged from the hospital.

"I'll send you. Lu Jingtang said. There is no car from the hospital at the foot of Zhuhai Mountain to the cabin where they live, and it takes at least two hours to walk.

Le Yao was stunned, where should she go? Go back to the cabin? But there, there are still their beautiful pasts, which are fatal wounds to her.

But where else could she go but the cabin?

Holding Doudou and sitting in Lu Jingtang's car, Le Yao was silent, and a faint sadness locked between her eyebrows.

Looking at Lu Jingtang's car in the distance, Le Yao took Doudou, walked across the small bridge, and walked towards the cabin. When the cabin appeared in her eyes, her tears flowed.

The cabin had too many lingering and sweet memories, but those memories, in their current view, were all mockery, but a game, a game in which she had fallen into it.

"Mom. Doudou hugged Le Yao's legs, she was afraid to see Le Yao's tears.

Le Yao wiped away her tears, her lips raised slightly, and she smiled hard at Doudou: "Doudou, let's go home." ”

As soon as he walked onto the balcony, Doudou asked, "Mom, when will Dad come back?"

Father?

Le Yao turned her face sideways, not letting Doudou see her tears, and after her mood calmed down a little, Fang squatted down and looked parallel to Doudou's eyes: "Dad won't come back." ”

"Why?" Doudou's little face turned pale and unhappy.

"Because, he is not Doudou's real father. Other than that, Le Yao couldn't think of any reason to tell her why Wen Yunting wouldn't come back.

"But he's your husband. "Tong Yan is unscrupulous, and Doudou is justified.

Husband, this word sounded harsh sarcastic at this time, Le Yao's lips pursed slightly, leaving the pain and sadness behind, she hugged the little girl, her voice trembled slightly, "Doudou, let's not mention him, okay?"

"He doesn't want us anymore, doesn't he?" Doudou's eyebrows locked tightly: "Mom, Dad doesn't want us anymore, right?"

Le Yao finally closed her eyes and nodded with tears.

Doudou pouted, tears swirling in his eyes, but he didn't cry.

"You still have your mother," Le Yao wiped her tears: "Doudou, you still have Zuo's father, yes, you still have Zuo's father." ”

"Mom," Doudou was aggrieved and afraid: "Mom, will you not want Doudou?" Grandma's death, separation from Zuo Baixiao, and Wen Yunting's departure made her afraid, she grabbed Le Yao tightly, for fear that she would leave her, and didn't want her.

"No," Le Yao held her in her arms, rubbing her smooth little face: "Doudou, mom will always be by your side." She still has Doudou, she is not alone, she believes that she will be able to come out of this difficult period like five years ago.