Chapter 162:
On the second day of the full SPA, Lin Wanbai was resurrected with blood, and got up early to help Lin Jingyu make breakfast.
Lin Jingyu looked at her like this and said with a smile: "Are you in a good mood?"
"Ahh She stood next to Lin Jingyu and gave her hand.
Lin Jingyu didn't look at her, but said: "After breakfast for a while, let's go to the cemetery, just around the winter solstice, it's time to sweep the tomb, there has been no chance in the past few years." After I was discharged from the hospital, I have been raising it at home because my body is not very good, and I have not been there. Today is just right, the weather outside is good, your mood is also improving, and you can go to see your grandfather with a good mental outlook. ”
"Let's go here today, wait for the next time, and then take Lin Sheng with us. What do you say?"
Lin Wanbai nodded, "Everything is according to your orders." She turned her head, faced Lin Jingyu, and smiled slightly.
The two looked at each other like this, each smiling, but with their own thoughts.
Soon, they looked away and went their own way.
Breakfast was ready, the mother and daughter sat down to eat first, and Uncle An had already prepared the things to be used to sweep the tomb, and put them at the door.
When Aunt Rong led Fu Linsheng down, Lin Wanbai and Lin Jingyu happened to go out.
Aunt Rong glanced out the window and asked casually, "What did they do?"
Uncle An said, "I went to sweep the old man's grave." ”
The car went out of the gate of the villa, and after driving onto the main road, there were three or four more black cars in front and behind, which were of the same type as their car.
Lin Jingyu kept looking sideways out of the window, and she could see who sent those cars.
"Fu Zhenxing is quite careful, it seems that there are a lot of people in front of our house, maybe there are also his people in our own security system, and it will be a little awkward to go out in the future. Is it possible that I can't even go shopping on the street? Imagine going out shopping and being followed by a large group of bodyguards, I can't stand that scene, I'd rather never go shopping for the rest of my life. ”
She sighed, "But how can this person stay at home for the rest of his life and not go out? As a woman, how can he not go shopping?
Lin Wanbai knew what she meant by saying these words, she looked at her, smiled, and said, "Of course, in this case, there will be no freedom at all, not even privacy." ”
Lin Jing said but smiled silently, and didn't say anything more.
The car drove all the way, and there were fewer and fewer vehicles around, as if only they were the only ones left.
About an hour's drive to the cemetery.
At the beginning, because there was no one in the Lin family, Lin Zhaowei's funeral was very simple, but he was not a person who liked high-profile people, he didn't like it before, and of course he wouldn't like it after death.
The car was parked, and Lin Jingyu said: "I think it's just our mother and daughter together, okay, quietly sweep your grandfather's grave, those people, shouldn't they follow?"
Lin Wanbai said: "No." ”
"Yes, they will protect it in secret. Get out of the car. ”
Subsequently, the two got out of the car together, Lin Wanbai took something from the trunk, Lin Jingyu took the bouquet and fruit, and after talking to the driver, the two entered the cemetery.
Lin Zhaowei's cemetery is in an independent place, a treasure of feng shui, which was selected by the old man himself two years ago.
There is someone cleaning the cemetery, so the grass and trees around the cemetery are neatly trimmed. The cemetery here is a high-end area, and the annual cost is not a small amount, and the environment is naturally worthy of the price.
Soon, the two arrived at Lin Zhaowei's cemetery, where flowers are placed all year round in front of the tombstone, there are special people to take care of them here, and the surroundings are very clean. Lin Jingyu put the flowers she bought next to her, looked at the photos on the tombstone, and couldn't help but have a sour nose, she didn't have the opportunity to send the old man on his last journey, which was a lifelong regret.
She took the handkerchief, wiped the photo on it, and said, "Dad, my daughter is not filial, so I only came to see you and sweep your grave now." My daughter is not filial, I didn't do my filial piety during your lifetime, I kept worrying about you, and in the end I let you die so miserably, and I didn't even have anyone to send you to the end, it's not good for me to be a daughter. I knew that I should have listened to you in the first place, and I should not have married Chen Songyuan, a man with no conscience. ”
"Love blinds people, it's my fault, everything is my fault. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want you to rest in peace. In the affairs of the family, with me, I will take good care of this family, protect the people you care about, and will not let them be hurt a little. The fault started with me, and I will set things right myself. ”
Lin Wanbai stood behind her, and she listened to all these words in her ears.
On the tombstone, the photo of Lin Zhaowei is very distinct, the old man is smiling shallowly, and he is still as kind as ever. Lin Wan's diphtheria was filled with bursts of bitterness, and the moment she lowered her eyes, tears also dripped down.
She wiped her eyes, squatted down beside Lin Jingyu, and said, "Grandpa has our two unconscious daughters and granddaughters, it's quite miserable, isn't it?"
Lin Jingyu said: "Who says it's not." ”
The two smiled when they met, and they both laughed to tears.
After that, the two began to put incense on each other, put fruits and offerings, Lin Jingyu said: "Dad, this time our mother and daughter come to see you, and the next time we take Fu Linsheng to see you, it is your great-grandson, this child is exactly the same as Xiaobai, especially cute." ”
Speaking of this, she suddenly fell silent again, probably thinking of the past, the wind blew, and Lin Wanbai heard a slight sob.
Lin Jingyu's whole body collapsed very tightly, her body trembled slightly, Lin Wanbai looked at her without speaking, and she couldn't speak.
She gritted her teeth to control her emotions, put her hand on her shoulder, and said, "Mom, don't think about it, those things are in the past, I know your thoughts, you can rest assured, I know what I'm doing, and I will never be as emotional as before, I only care about you now, if you are happy, I will be happy." ”
Lin Jingyu lowered her head, wiped away her tears, turned sideways, stretched out her hand to stop her waist, only glanced at her, didn't say anything, just leaned her head on her shoulder, and said, "In the future, our mother and daughter will rely on ourselves and not anyone." Only by relying on ourselves can we not be harmed, and can we not let others take advantage of the opportunity to harm us. ”
"You are so capable, I believe you can do it, to become a strong woman in your career, you are always more capable than me. It's also clearer than my brain, and I can carry it clearly. ”
Lin Wanbai laughed out loud and said, "I'm actually not as good as you think, after so many years, I'm not the same as before." I'm not the good novice you think I am. I'm sorry I failed your expectations. In the final analysis, it was I who caused this family to become like this, and caused my grandfather to die inexplicably. If it weren't for me, our family wouldn't be like this. ”
Lin Jingyu sighed, choked up and said: "Speaking of which, we are both the same, we have not met a good person, it is good to be partial, and if you want a bad one, and you are so wholehearted, after all, it is the wrong payment." ”
"Life can't go back and start over, but we can change, it's okay to be wrong once, the most afraid is to miss it once, and to make mistakes again and again, that's the most terrible. We have to get up where we fell, and we can't fall again and again where we fell. ”
Lin Wanbai nodded, "Yes." ”
Lin Jingyu didn't say anything more, just held her hand tightly, "I only have you as a daughter, I just hope that you can be free and happy for the rest of your life." Now that I have come back to life, there is only one thing in my future life, which is to watch you, take care of you, and protect you. ”
Lin Wanbai said: "We will be fine, and we will all be fine in the future." Her eyes fell on the photo on Lin Zhaowei's tombstone, smiled at him slightly, and said, "Grandpa looks at it, with grandpa's blessing, we will definitely get better and better." ”
The two stayed in the cemetery for about half an hour, and when they went back, they were in a good mood, but their eyes were a little swollen.
On the way, Lin Jingyu asked Lin Wanbai to call Lin Zhouye and ask about the situation over there.
Lin Wanbai called as he said, pressed the hands-free, and Lin Zhouye answered very quickly, "Xiaobai?"
Lin Wanbai responded, "It's me." Are you going well in Indonesia?"
"It's ok. Liang Yusheng also came, and if he came in person, the odds of winning were not very good. ”
Lin Wanbai glanced at Lin Jingyu, she didn't speak, just raised her eyebrows at her, Lin Wanbai was helpless, looked at the phone, and said: "Do your best, don't be too eager for quick success, let's take our time, don't be in a hurry." Moreover, I think Liang Yusheng is a good person, in the final analysis, Chaosheng is Liang Yusheng's industry, and we should mainly target Ji Wan. You have to be careful yourself, in a foreign country, you must pay attention to safety. ”
"Yes, don't worry. ”
"That's fine, I'll hang up first. ”
Lin Zhouye: "Okay, goodbye." ”
Hanging up the phone, Lin Wanbai looked at Lin Jingyu and shook her phone, "Are you satisfied now?"
"It's not good. ”
"Mom, you know, I've always treated him as an uncle, and I can't change it. ”
"Of course I know, but a person who likes you for so many years is sometimes an obsession, and if you don't put in a little effort for it, you are unwilling after all. I still have to let him figure it out for himself, let go of this obsession, and only in this way can the two of you return to the way you were before. Otherwise, he kept thinking in his heart that he might not get married in his life. This kid is also a little paranoid, we are a family, we want to help him, don't you say?"
"Yes, yes, such an excellent young man, of course I have to help him, I can't let him fold it in my hands, I have to find him a good wife. ”
Lin Jingyu chuckled, patted her, and said, "If you can agree, I'll be happy." If the two of you are really together, you are a natural pair, the most suitable match. The difficulty is on you. ”
"Forget it, I can't put my mouth shut. Lin Wanbai shook his head again and again and said, "Now that I think of the time he kissed me before, I have goosebumps, it's so strange." The thought of getting married and lying in a bed is a horror movie. ”
"you, others still envy you. You don't know how to be blessed in the blessings, so you like to toss blindly, there will always be times when you are tired of tossing, and it will be too late for you to regret it. ”
Lin Wanbai smiled, "I'm not afraid, I have a son, and I won't be lonely in the future." ”
"Can your son accompany you for a lifetime? When the child grows up and has his own life, you can't manage it, and he can't accompany you for a lifetime. ”
"Then I'm not a vegetarian either. When it comes to marrying a wife, I have to strictly control it, and I must not let him mess around, I have to find someone like me. ”
"Yes, yes, you have to be like you, be as stupid as you are, be self-giving, then your son will earn it. I'm afraid that your son will be like you, and when the time comes, he will meet a scumbag girl and dedicate himself wholeheartedly, but he will still be used, and when he runs out, he will be kicked directly. ”
"Tsk. Mom, you can't think of something good. ”
Lin Jingyu looked at her, sighed, and said: "When you were young, I thought, your husband in the future will be like your father, excellent and considerate, but I didn't expect it to be the same, even the final result is almost the same, do you think this god is joking?"
Lin Wanbai laughed, "Mom, if we continue to talk like this, we will become a resentful mother and daughter." ”
Both of them laughed at once, kept laughing, but did not continue to speak, the bitterness in their hearts can only be understood by themselves.
When I got home, it was already half past ten in the morning.
On the way, I went to a supermarket, and the two of them purchased ingredients and some baking materials together, and made some snacks for Fu Linsheng in the afternoon.
The two got out of the car, and Uncle An was waiting at the door, his face a little serious.
Lin Wanbai looked at something wrong.
Uncle An glanced at Lin Jingyu, thought about it, and still spoke, "Madam, Chen Songyuan is inside." ”
As soon as these words came out, the smile on Lin Jingyu's face froze instantly, and a bag of vegetables in her hand fell to the ground with a snap, she pursed her lips and didn't speak for a while.
Lin Wanbai twisted her eyebrows and said, "How did he come in? Why did you let him in?"
"He had to come in, he kept waiting at the door, and I thought about it, but I still invited someone in, for fear that he would make trouble for a while. It's better to enter the house, talk about something, and get people away if you have nothing to do, it's not a difficult task. ”
Lin Wanbai thought of the side he saw in Hong Kong City before, and thought of what he said, he only felt angry, this kind of person does not repent, and he puts all the blame on others, such a person is hopeless. This will dare to come here to find them, and they are also very thick-skinned.
She said, "Mom, you go through the side door, and I'll deal with him." ”
Lin Jingyu bent down and picked up the bag on the ground, and said, "What do you want to avoid him?" Uncle An, you are right to invite him in, there are some things that you always have to say again, and you can say it more clearly and clearly, so that you can really turn this matter over. I'm fine, don't worry, I won't be as stupid as I was at the beginning, I even thought about dying with him, this kind of scumbag is not worth dying with him at all, he should die by himself. ”
The corners of her mouth were raised, her back straightened, and she walked towards the door first.
Lin Wanbai and Uncle An glanced at each other, and quickly followed, Lin Wanbai was still a little worried, pulled her, and said: "Mom, I don't think it's necessary, it doesn't make sense with this kind of person at all, the best way is to ignore it, and it's a waste of feelings to say a word to him." Really, don't make yourself angry. ”
Lin Jingyu turned her head, her state at this time seemed to be a different person, she was particularly calm, her state and temperament had risen by a degree, she said: "I won't be angry, he can't make me angry anymore." Xiaobai, I'm different from you, my heart is dead, so it's impossible for me to have any emotional fluctuations for this man, no matter what he says or does, it can't affect me. Don't worry, the only one who gets angry in the end will be himself. ”
She patted her on the shoulder and went inside.
In the living room, the maid entertained, and Aunt Rong took Xiaobao to play in the children's room upstairs, but she didn't come down, she just said hello and didn't communicate much.
When Lin Jingyu saw him, her heart was actually a little fluctuating, her hand holding the bag tightened, and then she beckoned the maid, handed the bag to her, and said, "Put it in the kitchen first, make preparations, I will cook after talking to someone." ”
At this time, Chen Songyuan also stood up, one of his legs was gone, this would press the prosthesis, it was still a little different to stand up, his eyes were slightly red, with tears, he looked excited, his hands grabbed his pants, and he looked at her like that, and after a while, a voice came out of his throat, calling her name, "Xiao Yu." ”
Lin Jingyu raised her eyebrows, she used to think that he called her name very gently, but now when she listens to it, she feels a little disgusting.
She smiled, walked over, sat down on the main seat, looked at him with a smile, and said, "Sit down, I heard that you broke a leg in that car accident, I'm really sorry, you broke a leg, you should hate me very much, right?"
"Where, how could I hate you, it's not your fault, you just misunderstood and misled. If you want to hate, you also hate Fu Shixing, it is he who single-handedly contributed to all this, it is he who pinched my handle and forced me to do something sorry for you and my family. Of course, I was also at fault, and if I knew it would be like this, I might as well explain everything. ”
"No, it won't. It's not a misunderstanding, you didn't say that I was mentally ill at that time, my emotions were uncontrollable, and I did this kind of thing, but also because I didn't take medicine. Now when I look back at the events of that year, many reports are written like this, and you said the same thing in the Patrol Bureau at that time, and I remember them all. It's not like I'll forget these things when time passes, and I don't have amnesia, so you don't have to say these things to comfort me. I don't know what you're here for today, but looking at the way you are now, isn't it good?"
Chen Songyuan pursed his lips slightly, endured the resentment in his heart, and said with a smile: "Without you, how can I live well." ”
"You don't have legs, you don't have money, so you don't have a good life. But I heard that Zhou Lin has been taking care of you, you are living well in Hong Kong City, Lin Yao has become a dancer, and your family of three should be quite happy. Songyuan, for the sake of our husband and wife for many years, I advise you, live a good and down-to-earth life, while I am willing to let you go, don't be careful, otherwise, I can make you more miserable. I Lin Jingyu don't owe you anything, my Lin family doesn't owe you anything, even if I go to the underworld in the future, in front of Lord Yama, I can hold my head up, but it's you, at this time, you still have to lie to me, is it interesting?"
Chen Songyuan's eyes rolled slightly, he suddenly got up, knelt down in front of her, and the prosthetic leg on his foot fell out at once. Lin Jingyu was startled, and couldn't help but move to the side, her brows furrowed slightly.
Lin Wanbai immediately went over, and was about to say something, but was stopped by Lin Jingyu and said: "Don't speak, he has always been your biological father, you can deny him, but you are not qualified to teach him a lesson, or even blame him." You go upstairs to see Xiaobao, I'm fine, don't worry. When the time comes, you can just bring the children down for dinner. ”
Lin Jingyu looked at her and smiled, waved her hand, and said, "Go ahead." ”
Lin Wanbai pursed her lips and didn't speak again, just glanced at Chen Songyuan deeply. She didn't leave, just sat down next to her and watched without saying a word.
Chen Songyuan knelt on the ground, grabbed Lin Jingyu's wrist with one hand, and said, "Xiaoyu, I know that I am wrong, I am very wrong, I should not be threatened by Fu Jixing." But my heart for you is real, I was really with you at the beginning because of your money and family background, but later, I really fell in love with you, but Zhou Lin also valued me with affection and righteousness, I wanted to make it clear to her, but she has been avoiding talking about it, so ...... So I couldn't help it, and as a result, this matter was used as a handle by Fu Zhenxing. ”
"If it weren't for the love of you, I wouldn't have been threatened by him at all. ”
Lin Wanbai felt uncomfortable when she heard this, she glared at him, and suddenly it was very similar to calling Fu Jixing and letting the two confront each other on the spot to see if it was a conspiracy or coercion.
She couldn't help it, and said, "Dad, otherwise, what you say alone now doesn't count." When Fu Jixing came back, you said in front of him, this is better. You think it's okay, I guess he'll be back in a week, aren't you in a hurry to go back?"
Chen Songyuan paused slightly, a trace of ruthlessness flashed in his eyes, and he secretly gritted his teeth, "Yes, of course you can." I can tell you what happened at the beginning, Fu Zhenxing not only pinched my handle, but he also used Lin Yao. He has figured out your psychology, used a little psychology, tempted you, seduced you, he used Lin Yao to fish you, and forced you to steal marriage for him regardless of his reputation, which is the first step. The second step is Xu Yinxue, do you think you saw that text message by accident?"
"You're wrong, that text message was deliberately let you see by Fu Zhenxing, in order to make you jealous, let you do those flustered things, so as to ruin your reputation step by step. He counted everyone in the Lin family, including the old man. He received a message about you at that time, which was sent by Fu Zhenxing's people, and it was the spy he planted next to Lin Zhouye, which made you suspicious and wanted you to fight in the nest. We all know the old man's illness, and the old man will definitely be stimulated when he sees those videos, so the old man fell unconscious later, and it was all within his plan. I was wrong for being useless, he pinched the handle and weakness, and then he threatened me with the lives of your mother and daughter. ”
"Which is more important, life or money? Of course, life is more important! I can't watch you die!"