1116 can't help himself
He just looked at Heather.
Once upon a time, this face seemed to have gradually become blurred, and the daily work made those memories begin to blur, and all the memories gradually precipitated, no sadness, but no joy, no pain, but no happiness. He chose to say goodbye and then buried all his emotions in the past.
But today, he saw Heather again.
The girl who kept fighting for her dreams, the girl who continued to struggle for survival, she never gave up, even at the last moment of her life, she still refused to disarm and surrender. She kept her promise.
But he's trying to give up. Ryan Stone is trying to give up. Heather didn't have a chance, but she fought, and Ryan had a chance now, but he didn't. The interweaving of reality and illusion completely broke the barrier of the four dimensions, and it was tumbling and boiling in my mind.
He tried to look away, he tried to close his eyes, he tried to breathe again, but, all the reactions were to no avail.
He just looked at Heather in a daze, and then in his sight, Heather's appearance gradually began to blur, it was Alex Kowalsky, it was Rooney Mara, it was Ryan's brother, all the faces were intertwined, and the surging emotions made people almost breathless.
"Yes, I know, it's beautiful. ”
She spoke, meeting his gaze head-on, calming down, in the meeting of the four eyes, the silence was slowly flowing, and the emotions were slowly surging, and the eyes could capture each other's reflections and throbbing. Silence is better than sound at this point.
She smiled brightly and pointed to the dashboard in front of her, "You can turn off all the systems and turn off all the lights." ”
With the words, she began to turn off the switches one by one, the lights dimmed again, and the faint light outside faintly outlined the silhouettes of the two people's figures, and then, she turned her head and made eye contact again, "Close your eyes, ignore others, everything is quiet, in space, no one can hurt you, extremely safe." ”
Her calmness and honesty poked at his softness and fragility, which made a trace of embarrassment leak from the depths of his eyes, and he tried to avoid his eyes in a panic, but he could only lower his eyes, and then he found that he had nowhere to escape, completely exposed to her sight, and the feeling of red fruit made him clench his teeth.
"I mean, why keep going, why live?" she tilted her head slightly, her smile narrowed, and a hint of softness flashed in her eyes, "You have completely lost touch with the world, and you are alone, what could be more sad than that? But the point is what you should do." It was, and it is. ”
He avoided her gaze, his slightly closed eyelids were trembling, his rapid breathing leaked the panic in his heart, as if the sky was falling apart, the forbearance, the struggle, the pain, the sadness, all gathered together, collided into a desperate light, leaking out of a tear in the corner of his eye.
"If you decide to go back, then you should act. You know, you still have a chance. Her words struck him in the heart.
His brother, always looking up at his brother, always waiting for his brother, always trying to get closer, and the child he had never met, the child of his brother, the baby's footprints and cries began to echo in his mind...... The world began to crumble into thousands of pieces.
Heather didn't stand a chance.
Heather didn't have the slightest chance.
However, Heather is still blooming wantonly, she has a life that belongs to hers, a short but brilliant life, and the only regret is that she has never been able to stand on the stage and sing loudly. She's trying, she's fighting, and she's never given up. And he, Ryan Stone, chose to give up.
The heart twisted violently, the pain pounded like a torrential rain, almost out of breath, a spark burst in his chest, burning all the oxygen, and the feeling of suffocation thrashed his chest so hard and fiercely that the whole person began to curl up.
Little by little, the illusion and the light and shadow are dissipating, and the feeling of fear arises from the depths of my heart.
He tried to open his palm and firmly grasp this little bit of light and shadow, but the strong feeling of suffocation could not be shaken off at all, and the instinct/ability of survival seemed to awaken again, and he had already chosen to give up, chose to be restrained, and chose to sleep forever, but now, he began to struggle again, as if he had rekindled a glimmer of hope, and struggled hard.
"Sit back and enjoy the ride. Her voice came to her ears again, Heather's, Alex's, or Rooney's.
The cold and bitter reality gradually became clear, as if the fireworks began to fade away after the fireworks, and they wanted to keep it, but they couldn't do it, and finally they could only stare at the light wisp of smoke left in the sky with desolation and sadness.
"You have to stand on the earth with your feet and start living again. ”
He shook his head slightly, denying reality and illusion, he didn't even know what he was denying, he just wanted to grab something, "How did you get here?" Why Heather Cross? Why did Heather appear in the survival pod? Why did Heather break the dimensional wall and enter the story? Why?
"I told you, it's hard to put into words. But she still didn't let go, "Hey, Ryan!"
"What's wrong?" he replied reflexively, but the suffocation was making his body weaker and weaker, and even the movement of shaking his head seemed to have no strength to support it, and he could only vaguely see his jaw shaking unconsciously.
She paused, and said in a bright and calm voice, "It's time to go home." ”
The baby's cry was loud and clear, louder and louder, echoing and reverberating above the eardrums, and reverberating and lingering, gradually fitting into the rhythm of the heartbeat, and then it became an alarm bell, beeping and beeping, annoying, reawakening the nightmare in memory—
The nightmare of taking care of his younger brother as a child, the third watch woke up in the middle of the night because of the baby's crying, after rubbing his eyes, he looked curiously at the younger brother in the cradle opposite, his small body, but he burst out with incredible energy, which seemed to be enough to shake the whole room.
Suddenly, Ryan opened his eyes and turned his head to look to the side, trying to find Heather's figure, but, no, nothing, he was the only one in the entire escape pod, and the annoying alarm bell became more and more arrogant, which was annoying.
Breathing, gulping in gulps, but not catching much oxygen, which made his throat start to dry and burn, he gently slapped his chest, trying to ease the burning in his lungs, but to no avail.
He sat up straight, his entire limbs heavily, regained the button on the dashboard, turned on the oxygen, watched as the oxygen filled the space little by little, and finally, he turned off the alarm bell.
The world has finally quieted down.
Ryan leaned back in his chair, took a big breath, then took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and tightened his muscles to the extreme, then relaxed and relaxed, briefly moving his neck joint, and slowly regained his state.
When I close my eyes, my brain feels oxygen again, and it gradually starts to move, "landing...... Landing also needs to be propulsed. Ryan tried to make sense of the words, trying to wake up the details in his mind," I said, ...... "but it wasn't an easy task, and the whole brain seemed to be in chaos.
But this time, Ryan was not in a hurry, quietly, quietly remembered, and finally took a deep breath, straightened his waist, sat up straight again, and when he opened his eyes again, the light in those eyes glowed with a completely different vitality, he methodically turned on the light, and then found the operation manual about the landing next to him-
This is a Russian device, the buttons and operation are still different after all, he needs to start from learning and understanding.
In the extreme lack of oxygen and extreme cold, his muscles began to stiffen, and every movement seemed to be extremely slow, and the pain could be clearly felt between the slightly frowning eyebrows, but his gaze did not waver in the slightest, and he began to read it in detail and carefully.
"That's right, this is it...... Good...... The soft landing thruster switch will automatically activate three meters above the ground......"
As he spoke, he really got into the manual.
There are no superfluous words, no superfluous movements, not even superfluous expressions, just gestures and eyes, but they deeply reveal a firm, unstoppable, and overwhelming firmness, and that strong belief in survival and desire/hope make his face full of holy light.
One look crushed all the uneasiness and apprehension, all the hesitation and sadness were cleared, and after the desperate situation, Ryan was reborn, transformed into a look so familiar but so unfamiliar, as if ...... It's like the immature boy standing at the starting point of his dreams.
"Cards!"
Alfonso Cuarón's voice finally rang out, and then, everyone stood up and began to applaud excitedly and excitedly, and the thunderous applause echoed throughout the studio, completely cutting off all illusions, dragging Lan Li from the movie to reality in one fell swoop, the pull of the strong gravity, magnifying the exhaustion of dehydration to the extreme.
Lan Li smiled at the staff in front of him, and then struggled to stand up, but his knees couldn't help but weaken, and he almost fell down again, and a right hand appeared in his sight, the right hand in a spacesuit, raised his head, and Rooney's sweaty face came into view.
One on top, the other on the bottom, the eyes of the two people met in the air, a moment of pause, a moment of brilliance, and then, Rooney showed a big smile, grabbed the right hand handed by Lan Li, and helped Lan Li stand up.
"Well done. Rooney's voice rang in her ears.