Chapter 787: Bright Morning Light
In the cold wind, the little boy sent a surprise.
Li Xiaowan was stunned for a few seconds unexpectedly, her tight gym clothes were still sweaty, and the two looked at each other coldly and hotly.
She smiled, "Disobedient, you shouldn't have come." ”
Mature people will probably never do things perfectly, even if they break up clearly, Li Xiaowan is still gentle and polite, rather than categorically rejecting them.
"You want to go back to your parents for the New Year, I'm afraid of ......"
"Afraid I won't see it?"
Lin Bao nodded frankly.
"This year, my parents came here for the Chinese New Year. ”
"Oh, that's it, then I'm ......"
"Come in. ”
She accepted the meeting.
Li Xiaowan's home, Lin Bao came more than once, and later after the relationship was hot, she also allowed Lin Bao to spend the night here, but they were always not completely thickened, and they were often interrupted by various things.
After confirming the relationship, he originally agreed not to go out once on the weekend, but they each had their own things, sometimes only once a month, and after he came to the house, Lin Bao began to participate in the infighting of the Yuan family again, feeling that his identity was not safe, and he rarely came to her.
Right now...... But they want to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.
"What about the little fish. ”
"Still sleeping. ”
Suddenly entering the house from the cold outside, Lin Bao was a little hot, and subconsciously took off his coat, Li Xiaowan poured him a glass of water, and did not deliberately distance himself, sitting next to him, acting very calm.
"You've been okay lately. ”
"Well, when I first opened the bar...... I knew that this was a point of no return, and if I wanted to retreat, I couldn't retreat now. In front of Sister Gentle, Lin Bao subconsciously opened his heart.
"Freedom is relative, how can people be free, I have a daughter, I will always be a mother, not a beautiful single woman. She hinted at it.
The helplessness of this relationship is also because she is the mother of the child, no matter how bold she is, she must stop in moderation.
"I thank you so much. ”
"Thank me for what. ”
"It is said that every boy grows up without a mature woman. ”
Li Xiaowan smiled softly, "Okay, I'll praise you for me." ”
"I was originally praising you, but ......" Lin Bao scratched his head, "Sister Xiaowan, don't think crookedly, I don't mean physical growth, it's psychological." ”
"Yes. ”
"Well, you made me understand that women are good to me and should be cherished. ”
"Do you really understand. ”
She knows that the little boy is a little greedy, and he has only bloomed more than one peach blossom, and there are more girls around him, will he really know how to cherish it?
Although Li Xiaowan did not ask Lin Bao to do anything in their relationship.
Lin Bao explained: "I don't know why, recently I have begun to soften, many things have begun to become emotional, if it was before, I am actually hard-hearted. ”
"Maybe I've been exposed to women too much and I've become emotional. She teased, not wanting to continue such an emotional topic.
If she continues to talk about it, it will affect her.
"Wait a minute, I'll go change my clothes. ”
"Good. ”
Seeing guests in tight gym clothes is always not good, Li Xiaowan went to the bedroom.
Lin Bao glanced at the time, although it was very early, the child should wake up later, and now that their relationship is in place, he should not be suitable to meet Xiaoyu.
Li Xiaowan changed her clothes and came out, Lin Bao said that she was leaving, but she saw her change into a winter dress, obviously going out.
"Let's go out for breakfast. ”
"What about the little fish. ”
"I asked the babysitter to come and was already downstairs. ”
It's better to be respectful than to obey his fate, he is always immature in front of Li Xiaowan.
The two went to the garage downstairs, went to a nearby shop, ordered some breakfast casually, and when they ate, they didn't talk about anything excessive, just like a pair of old friends, caring about each other's future.
Li Xiaowan's decision to leave seems to be undoubted, many things are like a double-edged sword, she chose to be happy with Lin Bao for more than a year, but she also has to face trouble.
The way this matter ends must be that she leaves.
The next stop, she thought about it, resigned after the year, first went back to her parents to rest for a while, and then went further south, after struggling for all these years, Li Xiaowan, who is a middle-class elite, is not short of money, and it is not difficult to start a company by herself.
Hearing this, Lin Bao expressed his support, who said that there is no freedom, Li Xiaowan can do whatever she wants, and Lin Bao occupies such a powerful boss status, in fact, he doesn't want to do it at all, but he can't get down.
For his envious eyes, Li Xiaowan couldn't cry or laugh, people always envy what they can't get, how many men will envy Lin Bao There are many beautiful women around him.
She comforted: "I didn't say that we don't get along with each other anymore, and occasionally we can greet each other like old friends and chat." ”
"Well, if you do disappear suddenly, I'm going to be uncomfortable. ”
"There is no one in life who cannot live without anyone. ”
This is the mentality that a mature person should have, those who shout in love that they can't leave each other, and only at that moment are sincere, but not for a lifetime, touch their conscience and say, most people will not carry out this kind of words for a lifetime, this is a fact.
Therefore, there is nothing between people that cannot be let go.
Thinking so, she asked for breakfast.
The two walked out of the restaurant, the winter sun just shone on them, this parting under the sun was not so sad, more like a photo of youthful texture.
All the way to the door of the car, the boots stopped, and the hand pressed on the door did not open.
Lin Bao thought it was too cold, the car door froze, and he was just about to help, when Li Xiaowan, who was facing away from him, suddenly shook his shoulder.
"Sister Xiaowan?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw his shoulders twitching continuously, and for a moment Lin Bao was numb, and an indescribable sadness flowed through his body.
Li Xiaowan turned around, her eyes were red, and she threw herself into his arms.
Just now, she firmly said that no one can do without anyone, but at this moment, she can't face the fact of parting, between reason and emotion, people are more emotional after all......
Tears flowed down breathlessly, and the faint cry was an indescribable complex emotion.
This relationship may not be called love, neither of them has had a formal date between men and women, but Li Xiaowan has been holding back the pain for five years and was relieved by this little boy.
Gratitude, nostalgia, and even feeling that she was a few years younger, back to her college youth, Lin Bao gave her an illusion, just like Lin Bao defined his own wealth as a dream, and the dream always has an end. Li Xiaowan's dream is also coming to an end.
Life is like a dream, but good dreams will not come again.
Li Xiaowan hugged him tighter.
The faint cry was like a heavy hammer to Lin Bao, smashing on his chest, and he suddenly felt a little painful breathing.
"Sister Xiaowan...... Don't cry, okay? ”
It's not the first time I've seen her cry, and it's not the first time I've seen a woman cry, He Tingting broke up with her family, and she cried helplessly and painfully, Li Yuanyuan's request for her first love complex was unacceptable, and she also cried in the heavy rain, Xie Anqi and her father opened their hearts, and they also cried in the hug of father and daughter.
Lin Bao has seen a lot of those tearful scenes, but he has never been touched too much, his heart is iron, and he is not afraid of anything.
But this time, every cry of Li Xiaowan made his heart stop beating.
Lin Bao finally knew what had changed since he came back from the isolated island, and his heart had changed.
The layer of ice was shattered, and the fiery heart that belonged to man came back to life.
The heart that is invasive and ruthless and unrighteous has once again changed back into the human heart that will be disturbed by seven emotions and six desires.
There will indeed be a lot of sorrow in people's hearts......
He couldn't hide the sadness he was infected, and the two hugged each other, and he couldn't ease up until Li Xiaowan's crying ended.
"I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have been. ”
"It's me who didn't make it to you in the first place. ”
Li Xiaowan burst into tears and laughed, and pushed him, "There are many people who beat my idea, and I chose you." ”
Under the sun, the tears on her face were brightly illuminated, and the graceful and bright goddess of gentleness showed a helpless and free smile.
"Reluctantly, but also reluctantly, thank you for your shoulder. ”
"I seem to be a little sad too. Lin Bao's reaction seemed to be half a beat slower.
"What do you call like? ”