Many years later, when Zhong Er pestered the xylophone and asked her to frankly talk about the feelings and changes in her mind during the trip to Nanjing, the xylophone still seemed to have a residual doubt floating in her heart, she really couldn't say that after she refused the kindness of her relatives again, she brought herself and her family the current situation that has greatly improved but is thousands of miles away from the metropolis, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, whether it is willing or a missed opportunity, even Jing'er heard about the mind of her grandmother's family, she once tried her best to criticize the stupid practice of the xylophone, he tried hard to persuade his father and mother, obey the arrangement of his grandmother's family, and then go back to the city to live a city life seriously, not more than seeing Tian'er Wo bent in the ravine and being a mountain folk and wild Kou is 108,000 times stronger.

To Zhong'er's questioning and death, Muqin never gave a satisfactory answer, and she didn't say that she was willing, let alone regretful, but just laughed it off.

According to Zhong'er's speculation, there is one thing that xylophone will never regret, that is, Xinghua Village has her lost youth, burning passion, inflated ambition, nascent career foundation, and unfulfilled wishes and beliefs, all of which are the reasons and reasons for dragging her back to Xinghua Village again, although this reason and reason seem so empty and empty, so ridiculous and pitiful, so unrealistically aesthetic idealized, but, in addition, how can we describe the heart of Xylophone at that time?

Xylophone finally decided to go, before leaving, in front of the whole family, she told the ultimate purpose of her long journey with Maosheng, that is, to ask her brothers and sisters to help, to find a market for apricot fruit, her words, caused an uproar among the family, the family have opposed the stubborn xylophone to make this almost foolish choice, the sister ignored the repeated advice of her parents, for the first time the reason why the two old people still live in a dilapidated old house.

She said that for so many years, my parents have been living in such a dilapidated house, and have refused to move to a new building several times, just to wait for you, and when you come back one day, you can find the door.

Mrs. Mu couldn't accept the choice of the xylophone, she held the hand of the xylophone tightly, and shook it, while choking up, Qin'er, just listen to your mother's words once! Don't go, your father and I are so old, and we are about to enter the crematorium, and we can still have a few days of good work, while we still have a little ability, before closing the eyes, and strive to arrange the second half of your life, we are in another world, and we can also put our hearts at ease, so that the xylophone lowered his head and shed tears, not knowing how to comfort the excited family in front of him.

Maybe it was the old man Mu who had insight into the inner contradiction of the xylophone, he stood up and relieved the siege for the xylophone in time, he said to his wife and children, don't force Qin'er, she has her difficulties, she doesn't want to settle in Nanjing, she has her own reasons not to settle, go back to Shandong, and should have her thoughts and plans, I think ah, I respect Qin'er's opinion, you should hurry up and help her contact the apricot fruit sales this big thing, you must not delay, as for the future, or discuss it later! After all, your mother and I can't die for a while, and we have time.

Old Man Mu's words have made a final decision on the question of the xylophone, although the family has never been able to understand, why the xylophone is willing to choose to live a poor life, why the old man Mu supports the xylophone, and once again makes a situation of separation of flesh and blood,