Chapter 19: The Past Is Like a Dream
Sisi didn't know how she came out of the hotel in a daze, after getting in the car, she was still in a daze, Ji Fanchen stared at her for a while, she didn't notice it, and couldn't help frowning slightly: "What's wrong?
Sisi came back to his senses from his stunned: "It's nothing. β
"It seems that you are tired, and you have been waiting for a long time to pick up the airport in the afternoon?" There was distress in his tone, and his hand couldn't help but hold her, and his fingers twisted her palm: "Let Youliang go next time." β
Sisi: "Where are you so delicate?"
In fact, she is not tired, but she has something in her heart and can't lift her spirits, in the end, she still has affection for Shang Yinan, and when she hears that he wants to come back, it is inevitable that she will not taste good in her heart, because she is not qualified to like him anymore now.
She originally thought that if she broke away from the Mu family, she could avoid being a victim of interests, but she never thought that there was a big "surprise" waiting for her.
Ji Fanchen is really good to her, relying on her everywhere and respecting her, although the two are currently in the stage of dating, he has never done anything out of the ordinary. It's not that I'm not moved, but subconsciously, there are still some regrets.
"In my eyes, you should be a good little woman. Ji Fanchen took her hand and let her lean against her chest: "You just quit that job, right? It's very hard, if you feel bored, follow me every day." β
She rested her head on his shoulder and looked at the purple lights outside the car: "Didn't you say that you wouldn't interfere in my affairs?"
Ji Fanchen: "I'm not intervening, you have to know how worried I am about you." β
Sisi: "I didn't come here like this when I was alone before. β
Ji Fanchen: "Now you have me." β
A few simple words show her importance in his heart.
"I'll think about it. Sisi said.
Ji Fanchen's eyes sank, and he didn't force it anymore, so he leaned on her: "Okay." β
At this time, the car was parked steadily under her apartment, and Youliang had already come to the back seat to open the door.
Sisi saw that Ji Fanchen was about to get out of the car, stopped and said, "Don't send me, I can do it alone." β
"Really?" asked, but his eyes darkened a little.
Sisi nodded to him: "Don't worry." β
He was worried and instructed: "Pay attention to safety and rest early." β
"Got it. β
Watching her walk into the community, Ji Fanchen instructed Youliang to drive back.
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It was late at night, the stars were shining outside the window, Sisi sat on the balcony and watched the lively lights turn on unscrupulously, and the red wine in the goblet had bottomed out, she was a little drunk.
Song Jiahui obviously didn't explain things clearly at night, and she couldn't resist the curiosity in her heart, so she got up and went into the bedroom to find her mobile phone from her bag and pull it out.
"Hey, Jiahui. She asked vaguely: "You are repeating what Shang Yinan told you." β
Song Jiahui was also just lying on the bed and preparing to sleep, and sighed helplessly in her heart, yes, don't want to sleep tonight: "Xiao Mumu, are you drinking?"
Sisi: "Yes, a lot, I want to get drunk." β
She really wanted to get drunk, but the more sober her stomach became after a few glasses of wine. The people and things she didn't want to think of came up in a rush, making her unable to resist, Song Jiahui asked her not to escape, but this was just easier said than done.
"Shang Yinan. β
She didn't know how many times she had shouted these three words in the dead of night, how many times she had dreamed about them. During the time he left, she washed her face with tears every day, hid in the apartment without eating or drinking for almost a week, and was so hungry that she was not human, when Song Jiahui asked the locksmith to open the door of her apartment, she was just like this time, sitting on the balcony facing the light, drinking heavily.
At that time, she was probably unconscious.
After all these years, she thought that she had already let go of that time, but as soon as the three words Shang Yinan appeared, she would be controlled. Thinking about himself now, he is not qualified to mention him anymore.
Song Jiahui sat up from the bed and regretted her long-tongued behavior, and now it is too late to regret it: "You know that he is a person, he has always talked little, only said that he would return to China to develop business in the near future, and asked me if I had your contact information." β
Sisi also knew that he couldn't ask anything, but he was unwilling, unwilling to hear from him as soon as he left over the years: "Jiahui, do you know? I have always had him in my heart, and I have never let go, I don't know what is wrong with me, but I just can't let go." She rolled up on the balcony, and while she spoke, tears had flowed down, choked up and finished speaking, and suppressed not wanting to let herself get too out of control: "He didn't say a word, he said to leave, I thought I did something wrong, all these years, I have not been able to understand, two people who get along well, how to say that they disappeared and disappeared, you know at the time, I turned the whole Yecheng upside down, but he still left, there is no nostalgia at all." β
Song Jiahui understood too well: "I know, but what should be put down is still to be put down." Half of this is said by thinking and listening, and half by letting yourself recognize the reality: "Life is a textbook, we have no choice, only to learn and recognize it." β
"Jiahui, I'm uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable, and now I don't even have the qualifications to love him. Sisi sobbed and finished speaking, and the bitterness in her throat surged up again: "Jiahui, what should I do? If it weren't for that night, I would still have a chance, wouldn't I?"
Alas, Song Jiahui sighed in her heart: "Xiao Mumu, have you memorized him? Like me, it's not difficult to forget it." β
Sisi smiled at the phone: "I tried my best to forget, but I found that his name was engraved in my heart, even though I have no choice now, but the place in my heart belongs to him." β
"Why are you so troubled?" Song Jiahui wrinkled her eyebrows at the phone: "I want to remind you that Ji Fanchen is not easy to mess with, if he finds out that you have another man in your heart, not him, what do you think he will think?"
"Jiahui, I was drugged, and I went to his room by mistake without knowing it, and I wouldn't have done that if I had been sober, I wouldn't have done that. β
Of course Song Jiahui knows this, but judging from the rumors, Ji Fanchen is a ruthless character, and she is really afraid that Ji Fanchen will do something to hurt Sisi after knowing the truth.
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Ji Fanchen has been particularly busy in the past two days, with endless meetings during the day, and some problems encountered in the investment project, which was a bit tricky. However, there is a new person on the partner's side, and he will come to connect with the company in the next two days.
Sisi suffered from gastritis due to alcoholism, was hospitalized for two days, took a drip for two days, and rested at home today. When it was almost noon, she received a call from Ji Fanchen, asking her to clean up and take her to meet important customers, but she didn't feel at ease.
Ji Fanchen came to pick her up on time, and when she arrived at the destination, she realized that today's scene was a bit big.
"Follow me for a while, don't say anything, just laugh. β
Sisi nodded, followed him out of the car, and took his arm and walked into the banquet venue.
Ji Fanchen has a head and a face in Yecheng, and there is basically no need to deliberately greet people when he is around, and people will automatically come up.
Along the way, Ji Fanchen dealt with the people who greeted him, but Sisi smiled until his face stiffened.
Taking the goblet from the waiter's hand, Ji Fanchen toasted the people who greeted him one by one, expressing friendship.
Finally, Ji Fanchen had something important to talk about, so she had the opportunity to sit down and rest, and as soon as she sat on the sofa, Mu Niannian walked over: "How majestic is it now?"
Sisi didn't bother to pay attention to her, and when she saw that there were snacks on the small table, she took the bag and opened it to eat, but Mu Niannian snatched it and threw it on the ground: "Don't think that if there is Ji Fanchen now, you can not take me in your eyes." β
Sisi's eyes narrowed, and her angry eyes flashed red and looked at her directly, until Mu Niannian looked at her soul: "It's good to know, don't mess with me if you know." β
Mu Niannian has been used to holding the moon in the stars of the Mu family since she was a child, and she has always been very arrogant with the support of the Mu family outside. Now, when she heard Mu Sisi talking to her like this, she was immediately unhappy, but she was not a straw bag, and she knew that it would take seven inches to fight a snake: "Mu Sisi, Shang Yinan is coming back, are you very happy?"
Sisi didn't expect Mu Niannian to mention Shang Yinan, and she also knew that Shang Yinan was going back to the car? She felt that this was Mu Niannian's trick, and asked her with a smile: "Shang Yinan wants to return to China?"
Mu Niannian: "Mu Sisi, don't pretend not to know, if your relationship with Shang Yinan over the years is known by President Ji, what do you think he will think?"
Sisi was stunned, she really didn't think about this question: "Does it have anything to do with you?"
"Of course it does. Mu Niannian said without hesitation: "I said that Ji Fanchen is mine." β
Sisi is a little annoyed, every time she is like this, won't she get tired: "Okay, I wish you success, if he really minds, I won't entangle." β
Sisi was about to leave, just as Ji Fanchen was going to take her to see the company's new contact, Ji Fanchen saw Mu Niannian there, and frowned: "Why are you here?"
"Brother-in-law. Mu Niannian called sweetly.
Ji Fanchen ignored her and left with Sisi.
Shang Yinan returned to China this time with a mission, firstly, the company appreciated him very much and asked him to take over this position, and secondly, he wanted to come back and see this Yecheng that once haunted him.
Thinking of the person in my heart, a trace of guilt hit my heart, and I didn't say goodbye five years ago, I don't know if she has lived a good life now.
"Mr. Shang, this is my fiancΓ©e, Mu Sisi. Ji Fanchen introduced Shang Yinan, but he didn't let go of any changes in Shang Yinan's face.
I thought about all kinds of occasions and lines to meet her again, but I never thought that it was this good situation, the girl in front of me had grown up, matured, standing next to Ji Fanchen like a good girl, docile and distressing.
Not only Shang Yinan was surprised, Sisi was also in a complicated mood, even if there were a thousand words, he looked a little pale at this moment, and he didn't know how to speak.
Fortunately, Shang Yinan is a person who has experienced things, and when it comes to the scene, he has his hands on it, and he stretched out his hand calmly: "Miss Mu, hello." β