Volume 1 Initial Chapter 67 The Meaning of Chasing Stars
Ling Han shouted the word "I'm sorry" vigorously, and he felt much more relaxed at the moment, and his towering shoulders gradually sank.
Jiang Yichen stepped up the steps in three or two steps and hugged her into his arms.
Before Ling Han had time to be happy, he only heard him say, "We don't owe each other anymore, and we ...... in the future Don't get entangled anymore. ”
After speaking, Jiang Yichen immediately let go of Ling Han and ran downstairs without looking back.
Ling Han leaned against the door frame, stunned for a long time, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "What are you expecting?" He is willing to put down his body, find a way to solve the difficulties in front of him, and is willing to take all the troubles, it is not easy. Don't...... You're still begging him to forgive you and come back to you again?"
Closing the door, Ling Han looked at the empty room, and for no reason there was a burst of desolation in his heart.
"It's fine. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "Let's leave for a while, change the environment, maybe it's not so bad." ”
That night, Ling Han slept very unsteadily, and his dream was a strange scene, flickering bright and dark, and people around him came and went, but he couldn't see their faces clearly.
The next morning, she woke up. Looking down through the window, a few "paparazzi" who were squatting downstairs yesterday also arrived early.
"Really diligent," Ling Han was amazed, "Don't these people need to sleep?"
She changed her clothes, pulled her hair casually, went to the kitchen to look for food, and after looking around, there were only two eggs and a broccoli left in the refrigerator. I was worried when I suddenly heard a knock on the door.
"Who?" Ling Han walked lightly to the door, cautiously looking out through the cat's eye.
"Ms. Ling," a man's voice came from outside the house, "your takeout has arrived." ”
"Takeaway?" Ling Han frowned, "What kind of takeaway! ”
"Are you Ms. Ling? 601, Building 23, that's right. The man was a little anxious, but always polite, "Hello, if you can't open the door, I can put it at the door." It's not easy to deliver food, so give a good review if it's convenient, thank you!"
"That'...... You leave it at the door. Ling Han said.
After listening to the footsteps of the man walking away, she opened the door, and sure enough, there were two lunch boxes in the plastic bag on the mat at the door.
Ling Han was puzzled and took the lunch box into the house. As soon as he sat down, Jiang Yichen's video call came.
"Hey!Mom~" As soon as the video was connected, Tong Tong smiled and beckoned to her, "I'm at Grandma's house!
"Hmm. Ling Han also smiled and waved his hand at Tong Tong, "Get up." ”
"Dad asked, did he give you any breakfast?" Tong Tong ran around the house with his mobile phone, and the screen on his mobile phone kept shaking, "I'll let Dad talk to you!"
"No ......"
"Don't want it", before Ling Han could say it, Jiang Yichen's figure had already appeared in the picture.
"Early. He took his phone.
“…… Early. Ling Han smiled awkwardly.
The two looked at each other across the screen, and the atmosphere was particularly weird.
"Uh...... Thank you for your breakfast. Ling Han hurriedly switched the picture and pointed the camera at the breakfast he had just gotten, "It's really convenient now...... You don't have to go out to eat. ”
"I'm going to go to the company to deal with some things later, let's have dinner together at noon." Jiang Yichen said, "You pack your luggage and wait for me to pick you up." ”
"Oh!" Switching the screen, Ling Han could instead stare at Jiang Yichen's face openly, without any burden.
"Hung up. Get in touch again!" Jiang Yichen decisively cut off the video.
Ling Han held the phone, feeling a little unreal and magical. The connection between people is becoming more and more convenient, and the distance between hearts is getting farther and farther away.
The sun outside the window was heating up. After breakfast, Ling Han and I fell asleep on the sofa in a daze. When she opened her eyes again, Jiang Yichen was already sitting beside her.
"Wake up. He looked at the sofa with a lazy expression, holding a book in his hand, "Didn't sleep well last night?"
Ling Han glanced at it, his posture was a little ugly, and he immediately sat up and smiled embarrassedly: "Oh! I had a dream all night." ”
"Let's go. Jiang Yichen put down the book and naturally stretched out his hand to Ling Han.
Ling Han hesitated for a few seconds, didn't dare to take his hand, but moved to the side, and then stood up: "Where are you going?"
"Eat. ”
"But those ...... downstairs"
"Leave them alone. Jiang Yichen's hand froze in the air again, and he tugged at the corners of his mouth slightly, "Shoot with them." What's the matter, you're reluctant to appear with me?"
"How can I have ......," Ling Han pursed his lips.
"Let's go. ”
Jiang Yichen couldn't help but take Ling Han's hand. This time, Ling Han did not refuse.
Walking to the door, Ling Han suddenly stopped: "My luggage!"
"I've got in the car. ”
"Huh?" Ling Han's eyes widened in surprise, "Did you come early, why didn't you wake me up?"
Jiang Yichen didn't answer, pushed open the door, and pulled Ling Han downstairs.
Walking out of the staircase, Ling Han tried his best to hide behind Jiang Yichen, for fear of appearing in the camera of the "paparazzi" again.
From downstairs to the garage, it was only a short distance, but Ling Han felt very tormented, and people passing by seemed to be pointing at her.
Sensing Ling Han's nervousness, Jiang Yichen's hand used a little force, and he held her hand tightly: "Don't be afraid, there is me." ”
The four simple words seemed to have a lot of magic, and Ling Han suddenly relaxed a lot.
The two got into the car, but the "paparazzi" still did not give up and followed them until the door of the restaurant.
"The stars are so pitiful. Ling Han had no reason to say this.
"I didn't feel it before, and I even envied them a little, but now I really ...... It's more comfortable to be an ordinary mortal. It's terrible to have no sense of security at all!" she sighed, "my brothers, be comfortable! As long as you are doing well, I don't have to see your news every day." ”
Jiang Yichen squinted at her, and stopped talking.
"What's the matter, why are you staring at me?"
"There's one thing I've always been curious about. Jiang Yichen said while driving, "In my opinion, chasing stars is a waste of time and feelings, and it is difficult to be proportional to the investment and return, what is supporting you to catch up until now?"
"Fart!" Ling Han suddenly became a little angry, "Is it in your eyes that I am an idiot for such behavior?"
"Let's be honest. Jiang Yichen smiled lightly, "That's right." ”
"You know what. Ling Han's face changed, she turned her face to look out the window, "You don't know what they mean to me." ”
"I want to hear about it. ”
Ling Han was silent for a few seconds.
"Do you know, what was going on in your heart when I knew that you were with Tang Liwen?"
Jiang Yichen frowned slightly, and subconsciously turned his head to look at Ling Han.
"Feeling...... It feels like something has been hollowed out in my heart, and I am very empty. Ling Han said, "Is it sad? She's my best friend, you're her favorite person, and I should be happy for her to be together. But I didn't...... I was scared and wondered if there was something wrong with me. ”
Ling Han kept looking out the window. Speaking of the past, mentioning those memories that are both true and false, she didn't have the courage to face Jiang Yichen.
"I don't know what to do, I can only avoid you, hide from you. Ling Han continued, "It was at that time that my brothers 'appeared' beside me, giving me strength and courage. In those lonely years, it was their singing that soothed me, and it was their smiles that accompanied me. If it weren't for them, I probably wouldn't have been able to get through those sad days. ”
As she spoke, she smiled softly: "It's hypocritical, isn't it? ”
"I'm sorry. After listening to Ling Han's words, Jiang Yichen suddenly apologized to her very seriously, "I shouldn't have a random definition. ”
"Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, our behavior is very childish and childish. Ling Han's eyes turned red, as if he had returned to those lonely days, "But brothers, they are very important in my heart, like my friends and my family." The meaning of chasing stars, others don't understand, for me, they bring me happiness and comfort my soul. I saw perseverance, courage and beauty in them. And my behavior did not hinder others, did not hurt others, you can not understand, it is just ...... I hope you will be respectful. ”