Chapter 52: Ji Fanchen's helplessness and concern
"Anyway, you used to be lovers, and you don't understand him doing this, do you?"
Sisi didn't expect him to know himself so well: "I don't know when he became like this." β
Talking to her about her ex, he can imagine his mood.
"He is a scumbag, although he is wearing the skin of Mr. Shang, he is rotten and rotten in his bones. β
Since it was found out that it was Shang Yinan, she didn't want to talk about him too much, so she changed the subject: "Tonight, thank you." β
"You're welcome, tonight's banquet is my organization, I don't allow anyone to come nonsense on my territory, you can rest assured tonight, I will let Youliang send you back tomorrow morning." β
Sisi lifted the quilt and got out of bed: "No need, the driver will be there soon." β
But halfway through the quilt, she realized that she was not wearing clothes, and that she was wearing his white shirt and a loose shirt on her.
Her face turned red with embarrassment, she was probably so confused just now that she hadn't even noticed when he had changed her clothes.
Seeing that she was embarrassed, Ji Fanchen explained: "Don't get me wrong, your dress is soaked, and I will let Mother Zhang change my clothes for you." β
In fact, the clothes were changed by his own hands.
But the inside of the shirt was empty, how could she be embarrassed to get out of bed.
Ji Fanchen looked at her and understood: "I will ask the secretary to send the clothes inside, don't worry." β
He has always been a more attentive person, and when the two are together, most of them are paying attention.
"Thank you. β
"Thank you again?" he smiled, "With me, you don't have to be polite." β
Sisi stared at him for two seconds, then looked away, and swept the room around, fixing on the painting on the wall.
After half a year of absence, the furnishings in the room have not been touched, and they are still the same as when they left, and the painting on the wall was bought when the two of them traveled to Hangzhou.
In landscape painting, the ink-colored bamboo leaves are powerful and powerful, and the bamboo body is straight, next to each other, as if they are dependent on each other.
She was deeply attracted when she saw this painting for the first time, perhaps because she had never enjoyed family affection since she was a child, and she especially liked the meaning of the painting.
"This paintingββγ β
"It's a good painting, so I never took it off. β
deliberately said this because he didn't want her to misunderstand, he had a strong self-esteem, so he had to maintain an indifferent side in front of her, so that she couldn't see that she hadn't forgotten her.
His words made her heart fall to the bottom, in the end, she was delusional, just a painting, what can it represent?
She was still happy, self-righteously thinking that he still had a little old affection for her.
"It's a good painting. β
It was already late at night, and sleepiness hit, and she was not sure when his secretary would bring her clothes, and she wanted to sleep but did not dare to sleep.
"Are you sleepy?" he asked, "might as well get some sleep?"
She was really sleepy, and the fright she was when she fell into the water just now, he was much more relaxed when he talked with him.
She smiled at him, "Okay." β
She lay down and saw that he was still sitting still, and she looked sideways at him, "You're not going back to the room?"
She thought that he would leave automatically when he said that he would sleep, but he didn't think about it, he kept not planning to leave, and adjusted his sitting posture and looked at her in a more comfortable position.
"You sleep yours, I'm here with you. β
She looked at him puzzled, and he smiled suddenly: "Afraid I have ideas?"
Having spent so much time with him, she certainly knew what he was thinking.
His cheeks flushed slightly: "I didn't think so. β
"Be good, obedient, I don't worry about you alone. β
"Do you always like to tease girls?"
Ji Fanchen was stunned for a moment and understood: "Why do you ask like this?"
She didn't answer his words, but sighed thoughtfully: "Maybe you don't know yet, your tenderness is the dream of all women in Yecheng." β
"Including you?"
His eyes were on her face, not wanting to let go of any change in her face, and she lay on the bed, her head turned to look at him.
Is he really confused?
They're long gone, so why are they asking now?
In the end, I was still happy in my heart, but I refused to admit it: "I'm going to sleep." β
"Escape has always been your special train. β
Sisi ignored him and pulled the quilt over her head, but he stood up and walked over and pulled the quilt away from her head: "I won't be bored when I sleep like this." β
"You leave me alone, I like it. β
She rushed to pull back the quilt again, and the two of them pulled back and forth. At first, it was just a symbolic joke, but in the end, I don't know how to do it, Ji Fanchen actually threw himself on the bed.
In the process of pulling, the shirt she wore on her body retreated to the base of her thighs, plus she was bare, without underwear, and the secret place was captured by Ji Fanchen several times.
He rolled over and pressed her underneath, and she reflected what he was going to do, struggling to push him away, but he wouldn't let go of her.
The hand ran down the edge of the dress to her chest, and a familiar sensation hit her brain, and she suddenly had no ability to think, only to do anything wrong with him.
Seeing that she no longer resisted, Ji Fanchen was overjoyed, lowered his head and pouted her lipsββγ
In the past six months, he has been thinking about her all the time, especially in the dead of night, the devouring desire has devoured his mind.
At that time, he hated himself very much, hated himself for pushing her away, hated himself for hurting her.
Sisi ββγ He called her name indistinctly, his body pressed tightly against her, his hand resting on her waist, and he really felt like he wanted to swallow it.
In this way, she will stay by his side every day and will not be able to go anywhere.
Sisi felt a hard object between her legs, and knew what was waiting for her next.
Suddenly, Ji Fanchen stopped his movements and slid down from her: "I'm sorry." β
He almost ran out of the room in a hurry, Sisi staring at the door that he had slammed shut, taking time and a feeling of loss enveloping her at the same time.
Tears flowed down her breath, she hugged her legs and buried her head between her legs: "Why, why is this?"
Why? Ji Fanchen knows best.
He went back to his room and doused the flame in his heart with cold water, he loved her so much, but he still couldn't hurt her again and again.
"Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. β
The cold water couldn't extinguish his longing for her, he stared at himself in the mirror and asked, "Ji Fanchen, what are you doing?"
Another voice answered him: "She's not strong enough yet, and when she can stand alone, that's when you reunite with her." β
"But she will hate me, she will hate me. β
"Hate is inevitable, love is like this, there is love and hate. β
"I don't want to hate, I just want her, just her love. Ji Fanchen punched the mirror in front of him, and the mirror instantly cracked four or five cracks, and there were blood stains on the joints of his hands, and he didn't pay attention to them.
Leaving the bathroom with his fists clenched, he sat down on the couch in his room, his mind drifting to that afternoon.
Mu Zhiming's voice seemed to sound in his ears again: "Fanchen, I know that you are sincere to Sisi, to the Mu family, you want to protect Sisi well behind you, I understand." However, you have seen the current situation of the Mu family, and now only Sisi can support it. β
"There is me behind the Mu family, I will not let people carve up the Mu family, you can rest assured. Ji Fanchen picked up the coffee, took a sip, and said, "Sisi, I have to marry." β
Mu Mingming knew that Ji Fanchen had always been true to his word, and what he said was the rules, and he couldn't change it, so he tried to persuade: "Sisi is yours, sooner or later it's all yours, I won't say a word, but she must take over Mu's." After Mu Zhiming finished speaking, he took out a piece of paper from his bag and handed it to him: "Take a look, I don't have much time left, and the only thing I can't worry about is the company and my three children." Sisi followed you, I put a hundred and twenty hearts, but Shengsheng is still young, and he is not sensible, only Sisi is cautious, takes into account the overall situation, and can consider the problem from the overall situation, which is why I have to let her take over the company. β
Ji Fanchen carefully looked at Mu Zhiming's test report and looked at him incredulously: "Is this true, is it really cancer?"
"It's true. β
"I don't object to you handing over the company to Sisi, it doesn't seem to conflict with marrying me, right?"
Ji Fanchen returned the test report to Mu Zhiming: "After getting married, with my power in Yecheng, the Mu family will only get stronger and stronger, you should know this." β
Mu Zhiming shook his head and chuckled: "It's different. β
"What's the difference?"
"With your cleverness, you must have guessed what I mean by being different. β
Mu Zhiming stared at him, he was smart, how could he not understand.
"I'm not going to give up. β
"Can I trust you at this?" Mu Zhiming was not afraid that he would be unhappy at all, "She will also have the day when she loses her face, and you can guarantee that she will only be good for her in this life?"
Mu Zhiming's worries are not unreasonable, the difference between men and women is that men don't really put their feelings first, and in men's hearts, career and ambition are what they want to conquer.
Especially for a man like Ji Fanchen, women are only temporary freshness for him, and after this shelf life, it's hard to say anything.
He is the dream of all women in Yecheng, Sisi stays by his side, whether it is fortunate or unfortunate, he is really worried.
If Sisi doesn't learn the skills of a businessman first, when the time comes, Ji Fanchen will turn his face, and the Mu family is afraid that it will be very dangerous.
"Are you questioning my love for Sisi?"
It is said that Mu Zhiming is well-known for being cautious, methodical, far-reaching, and thoughtful, and he really saw it today.
"No, love and security are two different things. β
"Guarantee?" Ji Fanchen sneered, laughing at Mu Zhiming for being too cautious: "My love is her guarantee." β
"Your love is not her guarantee, your love will only bring her more envy and jealousy. If you really love her, you should understand me. β
Mu Zhiming's words became heavier and heavier, and Ji Fanchen couldn't help frowning: "What are your plans?"
"You get the idea. Mu Zhiming stared at his eyes: "Break up with her and make her strong." β
"Are you kidding?"
"I'm not joking with you, she needs to grow, but not under your wing, but to grow up by herself, only in this way can she carry the company down, in order to have the ability to stand alone, and then, it will be the day you marry her. β
Ji Fanchen felt that Mu Zhiming was confused: "What if I don't agree?"
"You'll say yes, because you're really A.S. β
Ji Fanchen was silent, his eyes were low and he pondered, he had to admit that his thoughts were shaking, Mu Zhiming's words sounded outrageous, but he was actually protecting Sisi.
He didn't want Sisi to carry the title of Mrs. Ji for the rest of his life, and he also didn't want to see the Mu family indirectly become the Ji family.
Ji Fanchen is strong enough, if he relies on him in Yecheng, the Mu family may never fall, but it is not a long-term solution.
Mu Zhiming understands the truth, there is no reason why Ji Fanchen doesn't understand.
"I see. β
Ji Fanchen suddenly had an unprecedented admiration for Mu Zhiming from the bottom of his heart, a father had to agree to such a consideration for his son's dearest children and for his company.
On second thought, the price of this promise was to hurt Sisi.
Mu Zhiming nodded: "It's very unfair to Sisi to do this, and it will even hurt her completely, maybe she will hate you for the rest of her life, have you thought clearly?"
"Do I have a choice?" Ji Fanchen's expression was condensed, he could imagine Sisi's sad and injured face, closed his eyes, and he forced himself not to think about it.
"You have, but for Sisi's sake, you will choose well. β
Ji Fanchen never knew that Mu Zhiming still had such perseverance and persuasiveness: "Okay, I promise." β
Mu Zhiming is right, the price of agreeing is to lose her completely, he can't express the love in his heart again, he can't put her by his side, and even when outsiders deliberately make things difficult and difficult for her, he can't help her openly.
Thinking of this, his heart was extremely painful, and there was nothing more painful for him than this taste of devouring his heart and pecking at his bones.
Sisi got out of bed, walked to the balcony, and looked at the flowers and plants in the villa, and the fright of escaping death at night seemed very pale and powerless at this time.
Despite the cold wind, no matter how dark the night was, she stood on the balcony for an unknown amount of time, until there was a knock at the door.
She didn't answer, but the door was pushed open.
Ji Fanchen walked into the room and saw that there was no her on the bed, and he was shocked, almost scared to death. Seeing a figure on the balcony, he walked over: "Come in, don't be afraid of the cold." β
As he spoke, he walked to the closet, opened the door, and took her old coat and draped it over her.
She pricked it and turned to look at him: "What about the cold? What if it's not cold? Do you care? If you don't care, you don't care about me." β
"Sisi?" Ji Fanchen bent down, picked up his coat from the ground, and put it on her again: "Be obedient, you will catch a cold." β
"I'm cold, I'm dead, I don't care what happens to you. She pushed him, "You go, I don't want to see you." β
"Sisi, don't do this. Seeing her in pain, he didn't feel pain, and the pain in his heart didn't even have the right to tell her.
He wanted to grab her hand, he wanted to pull her into his arms, he wanted to tell her that he loved her, and he did all this to obey Mu Zhiming's arrangement.
But he couldn't.
He could only watch her hurt, and then hurt himself.
Sisi squatted on the ground, covering her face with her hands, not wanting him to see her tears and embarrassment.
"Okay, I'll go. β
Ji Fanchen took a deep look at her, turned around, his feet were as weak as stepping on floating clouds, and every step seemed so difficult.
Walking out of the room and closing the door, he leaned against the wall and heard her heart-rending cries in the room.
He leaned sideways, shook the doorknob, and really wanted to put everything behind and tell her the truth.
However, he chose to leave in the end.
Mu Zhiming has a very right saying, only when she is strong enough, is it time for him to reunite with her.
Ji Fanchen went downstairs, went to the wine cabinet to find a bottle of wine, unscrewed the cap, and didn't take the cup, just took a few sips from the bottle, and the strong whiskey went straight from his throat to his stomach.
He had drunk a lot of money at night, and his head was no longer clear after these few sips.
"Young Master, what's wrong with you?"
You Liang heard movement downstairs, due to occupational disease, and came to find that it was Ji Fanchen.
Ji Fanchen has no habit of drinking, You Liang knows that he must be in a bad mood, otherwise, he will not lose his demeanor, and he will drink with a wine bottle at night.
Ji Fanchen turned his head and saw that it was bright, and beckoned him to come over: "Come, drink two glasses with me." β
The wine cabinet is a small bar in a separate room with sofas and a bar.
Ji Fanchen doesn't like to drink, but he likes to collect, there are fifteen wine cabinets in the room, and although the wine in the cabinet is not expensive, it is also valuable.
"Young Master, are you for her again?"
Youliang shook his head, walked to his side, took out the wine bottle from his hand, took out the wine glass from the cabinet next to him, poured two sips of wine into the glass, and handed the cup to him: "Young master, you just tell her the truth clearly, you look at it like this, it's not a good feeling for you to look at it like this." β
Ji Fanchen pointed at him: "I warn you, don't make your own decisions." β
Youliang sighed: "I know, you promised Mu Zhiming, but ββγ β
"No, but. β
His words were interrupted by Ji Fanchen: "Drink two glasses with me." β
You Liang followed the words, took the wine glass, poured the wine and held it in his hand: "Young master, since you want to drink, You Liang will accompany you tonight." β
Ji Fanchen smiled: "Come on." β
The two drank to the end, and actually opened three bottles of whiskey.
Ji Fanchen looked at Youliang: "I really envy you." β
You Liang was puzzled: "Young master, don't be joking, I have something to envy the young master." β
"Envy that you can be open-minded in love, envy that you can accompany the person you want to accompany, and envy that you can see her in your heart if you want to meet. β
Ji Fanchen's words made Youliang feel very satisfied, although he and Song Jiahui were always making trouble with him and laughing, but she was willing.
"Young master, Jiahui is a very good girl. β
"I understand. Ji Fanchen teased him: "After following me for so many years, when have you ever looked at a girl with a cold face all day long, and she is more incomprehensible than me." β
You Liang also smiled: "Yecheng has spread, saying that the young master is an iceberg, and I am the ice at the foot of the iceberg, a raccoon dog." β
"Iceberg?Ice cube?" Ji Fanchen took a big sip of wine and smiled with his chin in his hands: "That's not a taste of love." β
When it comes to love, You Liang deliberately wants to persuade him: "Young master, can't you find a proper opportunity to tell her the truth of the matter?"
"No, you can't. Ji Fanchen shook his head: "Mu Zhiming doesn't have much time, I went to see him two days ago, and his spirit was not as good as before, although he was hiding from the Mu family, but the paper couldn't contain the fire for a long time, I was afraid that Sisi would have to deal with the changes in shareholders while being sad." β
"Didn't Mu Zhiming hand over the company to Miss Sisi? Could it be that there are still mistakes?"
"Don't forget, Mu Niannian is easy to deal with, but her mother is not a good person. β
Ji Fanchen and Mu Zhiming both know Sisi, she is kind-hearted, and when Mu Zhiming is not there and the company is facing a shareholder election, Sisi will not worry about the elders.
"If she can't get the company up and running in a short period of time and bring profits to the company, I think it's going to be very difficult for her. β
Youliang had never thought about this, and now that he mentioned this, Ji Fanchen and Mu Zhiming had expected that things would be very tricky in the future.
"By then, you're really not going to save her?"
Ji Fanchen didn't answer Youliang's words, he drank the wine in the cup and put down the wine glass: "I also want to know the answer to this question." β
"It's not early, rest early. β
Youliang watched him walk out of the room, put the bottle in its place, and took the empty glass to the kitchen before returning to his room.
Ji Fanchen went upstairs, and when he passed by Sisi's room, he deliberately paid attention to the movement inside, and didn't hear any sound: "She probably slept." β
Walking into his room, he went to the bathroom to wash up, lay on the bed, and thought about her very much, I don't know if she was obedient and didn't stay on the balcony.
The wind was really too strong, and he was worried that she would get sick.
Sisi nestled in the corner of the bed, not sleepy at all, and hated in his heart: "Ji Fanchen, you are a coward, a liar, you deceive my feelings, deceive my love for you." β
Tears are a sign of cowardice, and she has experienced this truth most deeply during this time. However, as a woman, she really wants to make herself cowardly, she really wants to let go of her burden and live the life that a woman wants to live.
"Dad, am I wrong? I can't do anything, I can't handle anything, I don't have that ability. β
Thinking of the promise she made in front of Mu Zhiming, she was very sad, and the company and the Mu family would be the driving force for her struggle in the future.
But now, she continued to fail to run the company well, and almost lost her life.
Thinking of this, she wondered if Shang Yinan's action this time had some kind of purpose.
After Shang Yinan and Ye Lanyi returned to the hotel, they began to plan again: "I was almost targeted by Youliang next to Ji Fanchen. β
"Why are you so careless, that's Ji Fanchen's territory, you don't do it sooner or later, you have to pick such a time period, if something happens, have you thought about the consequences?"
Shang Yinan hadn't thought about what to really do with Sisi, he just wanted to scare her, and seeing her struggling for fear of dying, he realized that some things had really passed.
"The consequences?" Shang Yinan disdained: "Are you afraid?"
"What am I afraid of, I'm afraid that you won't be able to get rid of Mu Sisi, and you will be fishy. β
Ye Lanyi was really disappointed in Shang Yinan, things didn't work well, and she yelled at her.