Chapter 11: Estrangement
This is the first time Cher has gone blind, but not the last. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info facing a completely dark world for the first time, which made Cher overwhelmed, she was afraid, scared, and just firmly grasped everything around her, because only in this way could she feel a little peace of mind.
Seeing his sister so frightened, Bai Ya directly moved all his belongings to Ruoye Pavilion to accompany Xue'er, hoping that she could get through this pass. The rotten wood silver bell also sent most of the official documents to the Wakaya Pavilion for approval, and Sakurayuki re-bandaged all the sharp objects in the pavilion to prevent Xue'er from being injured again. Cher also became more and more silent because of her blindness this time, and she didn't even want to say more, they saw it in their eyes and hurt in their hearts, but they didn't know what to do, how to comfort her uneasy heart.
Xue'er has never forgotten every word that the two maids said, she has known and understood clearly since she can remember, and she also understands that she is just a concubine who is not on the stage, and the reason why she can survive and enter the rotten wood mansion is all due to the mercy of her grandfather and brother. Therefore, every moment, she reminds herself to learn to be grateful, to be grateful for everything that her grandfather and brother have given her, and she also demands this from herself, obediently being their granddaughter and sister, and has never had any rude requests, not even asking much about her mother's background.
However, Cher can't forget her feelings for her mother, and every time she goes to the family sacrifice, she can only meet her father and Lady Liyue, but her mother doesn't even have a tablet, so she is a little unwilling, but she can't do anything after all. Only now did she realize that her mother was a sinner, and that she was the source of all evil
My father did not hesitate to give up his position as the young master for the sake of his mother and her, and it was for this reason that Mrs. Liyue passed away, and because of this, her mother was killed by the exterminator because she gave birth to herself. What's even more ironic is that her birthday is also the death day of her parents, there is nothing more ridiculous than this, and she also understands why there is no tablet for her mother in the ancestral hall, if it weren't for the intervention of the central forty-sixth room, I believe that her grandfather would not have given her the identity of a grandson.
From childhood to adulthood, Xue'er was really tired, very tired, the aristocratic women of her age stayed away from her, the dark and uncertain eyes of the retainers scared her, and the heavy sadness that her grandfather inadvertently flowed out overwhelmed her, and the only comfort was her brother and Mama Sakura. is only a brother who is willing to accompany her, and Mama Yingxue treats herself as her own child.
If, if, without that incident, I believe she would not know the reason for all this for the rest of her life, but even if she knew, what could she change? Thinking of this, Xue'er smiled bitterly, because she found out that she seemed to be under house arrest in Ruoye Pavilion, and even Sister Zixi and Sister Ziyou were no longer here?
Xue'er, who didn't believe the facts, quietly took Mama Yingxue's hand and asked, "Mama, to be honest, am I under house arrest in this pavilion, and what's wrong with Zixi and Sister Ziyou, why haven't you been in the pavilion these days?"
After listening to Xue'er's statement, Mama Yingxue felt uncomfortable and burst into tears, she pitied Xue'er's experience, but what could she do, she was just a grandmother. It's just that she's still so young, and she's going to suffer such a situation, and she's just a child!
To this day, she doesn't know what happened a month ago, letting the head of the family put Princess Xue'er under house arrest, killing Zixi, Ziyou and others, and even stipulating that all the servants in the pavilion can't go out unless they die, and even the outsiders who enter are only the head of the house and the young master. However, she couldn't tell Cher like this, it would be too cruel to her.
So, she said to Xue'er: "The princess thinks too much, and the head of the family only wants to better treat the princess's eyes, so he won't let you go out, as for Zixi and Ziyou's maids, they, they are going home, because they are almost at the age of marriage." ”
"Mama, if all this is true, why are your hands so cold and shaking?"
Mama Yingxue hurriedly took out her hand and kept saying, "No, no, princess, you are wrong, you are wrong, the head of the family will not do this to you." ”
After listening to Mama's explanation, Xue'er actually smiled, but this smile contained a deep sadness, after laughing, she gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said slowly: "Mama, if you have time, put incense on the pillar for Zixi and Sister Ziyou, just say that I, Xue'er, is not right to them." ”
Mama Yingxue looked at Xue'er in disbelief, she couldn't believe the princess, she actually knew about it. Feeling Mama's surprise, Xue'er fumbled and grabbed Mama's hand and said: "Even if you are under house arrest, from childhood to adulthood, isn't it like this? It's just that the place has become smaller, and this can't be blamed on anyone, who made me just a lowly born soul, and it is a great gift to be able to get everything now." ”
Seeing Xue'er say this, Mama Yingxue cried bitterly, hugged Xue'er firmly, and kept murmuring: "It's okay, it's okay, my Xue'er, my princess, the old slave will be with you for a lifetime." Xue'er just leaned on her grandmother's arms, silently holding back tears.
At this moment, the rotten wood silver bell silently turned around, and fled as if leaving the Ruoya Pavilion. He never knew that the innocent Cher was just a disguise for this child, she actually knew everything, understood everything, but never complained about anything, but attributed it all to her own gifts. This child is too sensible, and he feels sorry for all sensible people, but he can't do anything for her. She could only cut off her wings and put her in a golden wire cage that seemed gorgeous but not free.
Since then, Rotten Wood Silver Bell has rarely stepped into the pavilion to visit Xue'er, because he is afraid, afraid to face Xue'er, especially those sad eyes without any brilliance, after all, everything Xue'er is now is given by him.
On the contrary, Captain Uno Hanari came very diligently, on the one hand, she wanted to heal the child's eyes as soon as possible, and on the other hand, she wanted to investigate the child's strength. However, since the child had been sealed again, it had not been in turmoil, as if it had never appeared, but she believed that it was only a deliberate disguise, and that it would reappear.
At the same time, the investigation of Xue'er's mother's life history by various forces has fallen into a bottleneck, because all the clues have long been destroyed, and all the knowledge has disappeared. Therefore, their eyes were all focused on the Ruoya Pavilion, but the rotten wood silver bell borrowed the forbidden art to surround it, and not even a fly could fly in, let alone spy on intelligence. Although the flower of the U is often accompanied, there is no clue so far.
On this day, Xue'er, with the support of her grandmother, came to the garden in the pavilion for a walk. Afraid of Cher's loneliness, Rotten Wood Silver Bell specially invited the inventor of the corpse soul world, Kisuke Urahara, to build several transformed cherry blossom trees for Cher, this tree is strange in that it will never bloom, no matter spring, summer, autumn and winter, it will not wither, and even exudes a faint jasmine fragrance. Therefore, Mama Sakura Xue deliberately took Xue'er to see these cherry blossom trees, although she couldn't see it, she could smell it, and she hoped to make Xue'er happy.
After these days, Mama Yingxue also saw that the head of the family clearly put the princess under house arrest in the pavilion, but in fact, secretly his love for Xue'er is still undiminished, and even better than before; As long as there is the protection and preference of these two adults, Xue'er will not be left out in the cold, even those restless slaves have gathered their careful thoughts and taken care of Xue'er more attentively.
As soon as she came to the garden, Cher smelled the fragrance of jasmine, which must be the cherry blossom trees that Mama was talking about. It's just that because I can't see with my eyes, I really want to see this withered cherry blossom that never fades. However, it must have been a pale pink, not the blood-like red of her dream, and she had never forgotten the strange scene in her dream since she woke up. However, after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't guess what it was and why I was in such a scene.
At this time, Mama asked Xue'er if she wanted to rest for a while, and Xue'er listened and nodded. So, Mama and the servants hurriedly took care of everything, laid a thin blanket on the grass, set up tables, chairs, utensils, etc., and then Mama helped Xue'er to sit on the warm bedding.
Cher, while tasting the delicate snacks, thinks about everything in her dreams, however, she can't figure out the connection between them. Simply, she lay down in her grandmother's arms and took a nap.
The cherry blossoms fall to the ground with the breeze and turn into reincarnations, and at this time, new cherry blossoms re-adorn the branches. The man standing on the wall silently looked at everything in the pavilion, his eyes stayed on the sleeping princess, and he couldn't understand what kind of ability she had to stir up the three major forces in the corpse soul realm, which really made him puzzled. It seems that she is just a princess full of sorrow and sorrow.
The sleeping Cher felt that a pair of unfamiliar eyes were staring at her tightly, and the sharp eyes made her very uncomfortable. So, she opened her eyes suddenly, but was surprised to find that there was a man in a death overlord costume standing on the high wall, but this figure was so blurred and so ......