Chapter 157: You Are You, and "She" Is You
Ling Han touched his stomach and said secretly, "Tong Tong, Tong Tong! I have to thank you too." ”
Come to think of it, pregnant women will always be given preferential treatment. No matter where he went, Ling Han was always able to be taken care of by many strangers.
Today, if this is normal, I'm afraid the clerk won't be so easy to talk to. Ling Han thought to himself, it can be regarded as a blessing for a big belly.
Just thinking about it, two familiar figures suddenly flashed from the window - like Jiang Yichen and Tang Liwen.
Ling Han immediately turned his face away to avoid being discovered by them. On the contrary, in the next second, the two walked into the bubble tea shop side by side.
"Welcome!"
"A cup of milk tea. "It was Jiang Yichen who spoke.
"No pearls, thank you!" Tang Liwen added.
Ling Han quietly changed seats, separated from the two of them by some distance.
"There's a lot of people today!" Tang Liwen looked left and right, impartially, facing Ling Han's gaze, "Huh? That's not -"
Jiang Yichen followed her gaze and naturally saw the dodging figure.
He frowned, walked forward quickly, and grabbed Ling Han's arm, "You!"
"You...... What are you doing!" Ling Han slapped his hand away vigorously, "In front of the public, don't do anything to me!"
"Why are you here?" Jiang Yichen's expression couldn't tell whether he was angry or indifferent, in Ling Han's impression, he seemed to have always looked like this, neither lukewarm, neither near nor far.
"I should ask you this, right?" Ling Han pouted, "Didn't you say it on the phone...... Are you worried that I'm going to die? I really don't see it!"
"I ......" Jiang Yichen was just about to say something, when he suddenly noticed that Tang Liwen was staring at him intently, so his face turned pale, and his tone changed, "When did I say I was worried about you? I was just worried about the child in your belly! Why did you leave without saying a word!"
"You care about me!" Ling Han was a little upset, and the quarrel between the two attracted the hopeful eyes of countless people, and she blushed even more, "In the future...... You don't have to worry about my business anymore! With so many people watching, do you still want to continue arguing with me? I don't care, what about you? Aren't you afraid of other people's jokes?"
"Xiaohua~ Why are you bothering!" Tang Liwen smiled, reached out and pulled Ling Han's arm, and shook it gently, "It's really worrying to run around alone with a big belly." ”
"Who said I was alone?" Ling Han raised his eyes and saw Fang Jinyu holding a big plastic bag in his hand, standing at the door looking at them, neither entering nor retreating. So she beckoned to him. "Goldfish! ”
Fang Jinyu had no choice but to step forward.
"Ah~" Tang Liwen deliberately dragged out the end of the note, and her tone was a little ambiguous, "It turns out that someone is accompanied." ”
"Yes, my own man goes to accompany other people, why can't I find another man to accompany me!" Ling Han's words were a little deliberate.
"You ......" Hearing this, Jiang Yichen's face suddenly became ugly, but because of the eyes of the surrounding crowd, he still held back his emotions and did not get angry.
"Let's go!" Ling Han glanced at him contemptuously and pulled up
Jinyu's arm strode out of the door.
"Senior sister?"
"Don't look back. Ling Han's voice trembled slightly. The toughness just now is just a pretense.
Fang Jinyu sighed softly and handed over the bag in her hand, "Eat." ”
"Thank you!" Ling Han took the bag, but couldn't eat anymore.
"They...... How could you be here?"
"I don't know. Maybe ......" Ling Han's voice paused, "Maybe it's a date! Whatever they want, they can do whatever they want, it has nothing to do with me." ”
"Senior sister, you?" Fang Jinyu became more and more unable to see the relationship between Ling Han and Jiang Yichen, "Did he do something sorry for you?"
"Nothing to be ashamed of, sorry to be sorry. ”
Seeing Fang Jinyu's face full of doubts, Ling Han simply told him the truth.
"I still don't understand, why are you marrying him. After listening to Ling Han's explanation, Fang Jinyu didn't understand it even more, "If it's for the sake of the stability of the family, I ......."
He blushed and said, "I can do it too!"
"Because...... I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to take advantage of you. When Ling Han said this, he was inevitably a little weak-hearted, "Although...... I've taken advantage of you more than once. ”
"I don't think it's a use. ”
The two walked silently all the way forward, and the atmosphere was inexplicably awkward.
"Senior sister, where are we going now?" Seeing that the oil had already returned to the parking lot, Fang Jinyu stopped and turned her face to look at Ling Han, "Or, I'll treat you to a meal?"
Ling Han raised the bag in his hand, "Oh! What should I do with these?"
"Then ......" Fang Jinyu muttered for a few seconds, "Do you want to go to my club to have a look?"
"Totally done?"
"Almost. It should be finished in a few years!"
"Okay!" Ling Han happily agreed, "I just wanted to go and see it." ”
……
In the bubble tea shop, Jiang Yichen's face became more and more ugly, and he stood motionless. Tang Liwen waited aside, wanting to speak and stopping.
"Excuse me. The two girls behind him glanced at each other and spoke cautiously.
"Good. Tang Liwen grabbed Jiang Yichen's arm and made way for the two girls, "I'm sorry! ”
How dare the two girls delay, holding hands, and running out of the bubble tea shop without looking back.
"Hey!" Tang Liwen leaned closer to Jiang Yichen's side, "What are you doing......?" Jealous, aren't you?"
Jiang Yichen didn't say a word, raised his feet and walked towards the door.
"Hey...... Jiang Yichen!" Tang Liwen's face was a little unbearable, and she would inevitably get angry, she stomped her foot and quickly chased after her, "What do you mean? Ling Han made you angry, what kind of face did you throw at me?!"
"I'm not jealous. Jiang Yichen stopped and said word by word, "Who she wants to be with, that's her business, it has nothing to do with me!"
"Yes. Tang Liwen saw Jiang Yichen's weakness and uneasiness, and couldn't help but sneer, "In that case, then why are you angry?"
"I'm not angry!" Jiang Yichen was clearly angry, but his mouth was stiff
Refuse to admit it.
Tang Liwen walked over quietly and took his arm, "Okay! We're not angry! ”
"No, I can't. Jiang Yichen refused without thinking about it.
"No?" Tang Liwen bit her lip, "Why?"
"Ride the roller coaster with me. Jiang Yichen didn't answer her question, but changed the subject, "This is like your style, isn't it?"
Tang Liwen turned her anger into a smile, "Okay!"
The two made a "happy" (?) decision and walked hand in hand towards the playground.
……
Human feelings are really strange and complicated. What kind of feeling is it? What kind of taste is love? What is the difference between the two? And how to distinguish between them?
Can the world really distinguish what is like and what is love?
Ling Han had thought seriously about this question. She likes Fang Jinyu, there is no doubt about that. Of course, who wouldn't like a good man like Fang Jinyu? However, whether she loves Jiang Yichen or not, it is difficult for her to answer.
If loving someone is so hard, then why do people in the world have to search for the so-called "love"? Why is love so addictive?
……
Fang Jinyu carried Ling Han through most of the city, and finally came to the location of his club.
"Wow!" Ling Han couldn't help but let out a sigh, "That's cool!"
"I knew you'd like it. Fang Jinyu said with a smile, "I still remember that when you were in college, you showed a great passion for racing. ”
"Me?"
"Ah......" Fang Jinyu already knew the fact that Ling Han had "crossed over", "maybe...... Is it another 'you'? I don't know if it's appropriate to call it that?"
Ling Han smiled, "Otherwise, tell me about your college days!" about me...... Oh! Not true. It should be – about another 'me'. What kind of person is 'me'? Maybe what you like is another 'me'!"
Fang Jinyu looked down at Ling Han, she had an excited look on her face, like a curious child. He couldn't help but remember that when the two first met, she also called him "goldfish" with such a look. Since then, this name has become Ling Han's "affectionate name" for him.
"You ......," he was stunned for a moment, and then said, "You're a kind girl. ”
"Huh?" Ling Han covered his mouth and smiled softly, "Kindness?" is it because of ...... I really don't have any merit, so all that's left is kindness?"
"Of course not!" Fang Jinyu hurriedly denied, "You have a lot of advantages. But I think the most valuable thing about a person is kindness. ”
"You're wrong. Ling Han suddenly stopped smiling and changed his expression, "Actually, I'm not kind at all. I'm a pretty selfish person, and you probably don't know me very well. ”
"Senior sister, why do you say that?" Fang Jinyu frowned, "I've been with you for some time, where are you selfish? On the contrary, what I know about you is a person who thinks about others everywhere, and would rather be."
Wronged himself, he refused to hurt others. Especially...... It's your family. ”
"You're right about one thing. Ling Han turned his face to look at him, "My family is my weakness. As long as they can live well, I am willing to do whatever I want. ”
"Senior sister, you ......"
"Alright! Ling Han interrupted him, "Can I just take a visit?"
"Of course!" Fang Jinyu nodded, "You can look at it casually! If you have any opinions and suggestions, you must put them forward, so that I can rectify them before the opening." ”
Ling Han gestured to him with an "ok".
"I'll make you something to eat. Fang Jinyu said and pushed the door into the small room on the side, "There is everything here." What do you want to eat?"
"Uh......" Ling Han rubbed his stomach, "I just ate all the way!"
"What's the use of just eating those things!" Fang Jinyu took the idea for her, "Otherwise, you go around first, how about we eat hot pot at noon?"
"Okay!"
Ling Han agreed, and then began to visit Fang Jinyu's club.
She really couldn't figure it out, "another self" - such a title, it seemed a little strange, and the lack was also very appropriate. Ling Han couldn't figure out why his "other self" was interested in traffic jams. The sport seemed dangerous, and she wouldn't want to dabble in it anyway.
Ling Han is a person who cherishes his life, if it sounds good, he regrets his life, and if it is ugly, he is a timid person - even greedy for life and afraid of death. There is only one life, how can it be wasted casually?
But she was still on the walls of the club and saw a picture of herself.
"Huh?" looks at the time, it seems to be three years ago.
Ling Han stepped forward and carefully looked at the photo, in which he was standing in front of a race car, holding a helmet and smiling happily.
"It must be crazy!" she gasped, unable to believe her eyes, let alone herself, the person smiling brightly in the photo was herself.
Ling Han looked left and right, trying to find any clues that "the person in the photo is not me", but came to the conclusion - "that person is indeed me".
"This is the day you just got your G-level license. Fang Jinyu walked up from behind and explained to her, "Very few girls go to take the racing license...... Of course, I don't mean to say that girls are bad. It's just that the sport is dangerous and not very suitable for girls. ”
"yes. Ling Han nodded in response, "I think ...... 'she' must be crazy." If it were me, I wouldn't do such a crazy thing. ”
Fang Jinyu understood what the "she" in Ling Han's mouth represented, but he was still a little strange, why he was obviously the same person, and his attitude towards one thing was so different.
"Na!" Ling Han seemed to see through his thoughts, so he turned to look at him and said, "Goldfish, I am me, and 'she' is 'she'." We are not really the same person. Can you understand? There are a lot of things she does that even I can't understand. You'd better distinguish between me and 'her'. ”
"Senior sister?"
"I see!" Ling Han clapped his hands suddenly, "Now it seems that you largely like the 'she' in the photo, not the current me." 'She' may be very kind, very beautiful, and meets all your preferences, but I'm not necessarily~ I'm the polar opposite of 'her'!"
"I ......"
"I don't like all the sports that are dangerous and can hurt me, like racing. Ling Han interrupted Fang Jinyu's words again, "And 'she' is different. I don't like to think about others everywhere, and I don't wronged myself, I'm a complete selfish ghost. This, judging from your description, 'she' is still different. So ......"
"What I like is Ling Han!" Fang Jinyu suddenly blushed and blurted out, "No matter what she was like before, what she is now, and what she will become another in the future, what I like is always you as a person, not other additional conditions." In my eyes, you are you, 'she' is also you, and you are no different. ”
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