Mu Yanzhen smiled faintly: "I said that my illness, no one can cure it, you don't believe it, don't you?"

After listening to the conversation between Dr. Jack and Mu Qiyuan that day, Mu Yanzhen knew that he was not exaggerating at all, because all the symptoms that Dr. Jack said were completely consistent.

It was at that time that Mu Yanzhen was convinced that he really only had a few years to go.

Ouyang Lixue was stunned for a moment: "Yan Zhen, I think you really think too much about your illness......"

Mu Yanzhen thought a lot during this time, and prepared for the worst, seeing Ou Lixue so persistent, he smiled lightly: "My father had this disease, and it took only three years from the onset of the disease to his death. And I was fortunate that although I was diagnosed with a disease from below, I met Tao Meng and was lucky enough to live for so many more years. ”

Ouyang Lixue is really very sensitive to the name Tao Meng now, and feels that all things related to Mu Yanzhen can finally detour to him: "Yanzhen, since there is one Tao Meng in this world, there will be a second one, but I don't think the current Lu Xijia can reach this level." ”

Mu Yanzhen smiled: "Yes, even if Tao Meng is alive now, he may not be able to save me now." ”

"That's what I meant," Ouyang Lixue was anxious: "Yan Zhen, I mean, you have to open up your mind a little." Moreover, I don't believe at all that you are so pessimistic in your bones. ”

Mu Yanzhen didn't answer, but he thought to himself, the feeling of feeling that the strength in his body disappeared little by little every day was something that not everyone knew.

Mu Yanzhen can feel the passage of his life, but he has nothing to fear, now he only hopes that Mu Qiyuan, Mu Yanxiu and Lu Xijia can accept his illness calmly, and then smoothly adapt to life without him.

Ouyang Lixue was most afraid of his silence: "Yan Zhen, I also beg you, give me a chance, no matter what you ask me to do, as long as you promise to go abroad for treatment, you can let me do anything, I just need a chance." ”

Mu Yanzhen turned his head and looked at her calmly: "Thank you very much, but I have already promised Xi Jia, and in the future, my illness, and even my life, will be hers." ”

What did Mu Yanzhen mean by this? Didn't he already want to see Lu Xijia? Didn't he already agree to Lu Xijia's request to withdraw from the marriage?

But why did he say this, as if he was willing to hand over his life to Lu Xijia?

This is not the same as the situation imagined by Ouyang Lixue, Ouyang Lixue was a little flustered: "Yan Zhen, do you know that Lu Xijia can't cure you, and you have to accept her treatment? In this world, there are more doctors than Lu Xijia, why should you accept her treatment because of guilt." ”

Mu Yanzhen shook his head: "No, you're wrong, I'm not guilty of it." On the contrary, for me to accept Xi Jia's treatment, I am ashamed of her. ”

Ouyang Lixue muttered and asked, "No, I don't understand what this means, it's obvious that you are accommodating her, and you have a better choice." ”

Mu Yanzhen didn't care if she understood it or not, and persuaded her: "I don't want you to be obsessed with my affairs anymore, for me, it's the same who governs now." But you and Xi Jia are too obsessed, and the psychological pressure is also great, which is unfair to you. ”

"But I don't care," Ouyang Lixue said eagerly: "Mu Yanzhen, I don't care, it's my dream to cure you, and there will be motivation when there is pressure." ”

Mu Yanzhen felt that Ouyang Lixue was a little paranoid, and didn't want to entangle with her because of this topic: "But for me, if I can, I don't want either of you to treat me." ”

He didn't want the shadow of his death to hang over the people who cared about him, especially Lu Xijia, who should have lived happily in the world without him.

Ouyang Lixue also stood up: "Yan Zhen, you think about it carefully." You don't care about your own life, I care, Brother Yan Xiu cares, Grandpa cares, even if it's for us, you have to choose the most promising way, don't you?"

Su Su saw Mu Yanzhen standing still, a little unhappy, whining, Ouyang Lixue took the opportunity to persuade: "Look, Su Su knows that she is the best person for her, how can you be so negative?"

Mu Yanzhen turned to look at her: "I have made the best choice. ”

Ouyang Lixue couldn't believe what she heard with her ears: "Yan Zhen! No matter how powerful Tao Meng is, Lu Xijia is still just a medical student who has not graduated, have you thought it through? Have you really thought it through?"

Mu Yanzhen nodded: "Yes, I thought it through." ”

"Even if it is, even if you may lose your life because of this, will you not hesitate to do it?" Ouyang Lixue's face turned a little pale: "Your choice, in my opinion, is not rational at all. ”

Mu Yanzhen suddenly laughed: "Death, there is nothing to be afraid of, especially if she comes to treat me, I think this is the best arrangement." ”

Mu Yanzhen couldn't accept Lu Xijia to treat him at first, but if this could make Lu Xijia die, then he could be regarded as doing a good thing for Lu Xijia before he died, and it was worth it.

Ouyang Lixue saw Mu Yanzhen's relieved smile, like a snowy mountain melting, does such a beautiful person really want to disappear into this world? He hasn't even liked her yet!

Ouyang Lixue ran in front of Mu Yanzhen: "No, Mu Yanzhen, this can't work, I can't agree, you are obviously sending you to death like this." ”

At this time, Ouyang Lixue had a hatred for Lu Xijia for the first time, obviously it was the strength of half a bucket of water, why did she force Mu Yanzhen to agree to her conditions in such a decisive way?

Mu Yanzhen felt that he had said it clearly enough, and when he saw that Ouyang Lixue was still so persistent, he was slightly displeased: "Miss Ouyang, let's be honest, I don't think there are any doctors in this world who can cure me, including you." ”

"What about Lu Xijia?" Ouyang Lixue was very persistent.

"If I think that in this world, who has a 1% hope of curing me, it must be Lu Xijia, but not the current Lu Xijia. Mu Yanzhen said slowly.

"Since you also know that Lu Xijia may not be able to cure you, why her?" Ouyang Lixue was unwilling, very unwilling.

Mu Yanzhen replied very seriously: "Yes, if they are all dead, I would rather die at her hands." ”

"Why?" Ouyang Lixue's eyes widened, a little incredulous.

The corner of Mu Yanzhen's mouth pulled out a gentle smile: "Because she is Lu Xijia." Saying that, Mu Yanzhen walked away without looking back, Su Su walked on his little short legs, running happily beside him, and whining a few times from time to time.

Ouyang Lixue looked disappointed, she originally thought that she could easily replace Lu Xijia's position beside Mu Yanzhen, but now it seems that it is not the case at all.