073 Conquer the past

Xiao Tian wanted to say no, because he had never been such an uncontrollable man, and he couldn't help but just face her, so his words were indeed the truth, and he really couldn't hold back.

But how can such words be acceptable?

He wanted to explain, but he thought about what was next, and what was the next question she was going to ask, and it was a dead button, and he couldn't untie it, so he was silent.

Xiao Tian's silence is tantamount to a slap in the face to Caiyue, she really wants to slap Xiao Tian, and she wants to slap herself in the mouth.

She thought he loved her, and she forgave him for his several abuses against her, but it was all just her imagination.

She remembered Xiao Tian's words again: "You have a woman with such a face, you are born to seduce men."

"I see." She sat up and straightened her clothes, "This is the last time, don't let people follow me again, don't come to me again, or I'll look down on you."

She quickly opened the door, got out of the car, and quickly disappeared into the hallway.

Xiao Tian was sad and helpless and fell into the car, he was already looking down on himself at the moment.

Upstairs, another man who looked down on him was also covering his head and crying.

She swore that this was the last time, the last time she was upset because of Xiao Tian, and the last time she cried for Xiao Tian.

That night, Xiao Tian's villa

"You've looked for Zhou Caiyue." Haizi immediately broke out in a cold sweat.

"Brother Tian, I ......"

Xiao Tian turned around, his eyes were terrifyingly cold: "Don't think that you are for my good, you can act without permission."

"Yes, I was wrong." Haizi's head was lowered very low.

"What did you tell her?"

"I only told her about Wanyun's sister-in-law's death, and I didn't say anything else."

Xiao Tian clenched his fists, suppressed his emotions sadly, and said a little weakly: "There will be another time, you don't want to stay by my side anymore."

Haizi was shocked, and this kind of punishment was not much different from killing him.

"Brother Tian, I promise with my life that there will be no next time."

Haizi turned around and left.Gently close the door when you go out.After going out, she wiped the sweat from her forehead.

After Haizi left, Xiao Tian turned around and looked out the window again.At this moment, another voice that was different from the car prevailed: "Let it go.Do you really want her to become the second Wanyun.Can't let Wanyun's mother lose her daughter again.Since you can't figure out your own heart.Just let yourself go.Let her go too.Let her love others freely.Don't bother her anymore."

Xiao Tian "didn't hold back" those three words made Caiyue go through a week in a daze.Finally survived Friday night.She felt more tired than a dog.Just about to go to bed and close her eyes.The damn phone rang again.

"Honey, let's go to the horse farm tomorrow."

"Yanhong, you feel sorry for me, okay, you go to the racecourse to fall in love, why do you have to pull my big light bulb, don't go, don't go, resolutely don't go."" The word "horse farm" is simply a taboo for Caiyue, and she did not hesitate to end the call directly.

Liu Yanhong once again exerted her indomitable anti-strike spirit among her sworn friends, and continued to dial Caiyue's mobile phone.

"No, I have to go, this time David has to go, the guy asked me if there is a horse farm in the city on the first day he comes to work, and he loves horseback riding."

"If the king of heaven wants to go, I won't go." Caiyue ended the call again.

Just when she thought that her ears could finally be quiet this time, the phone rang for the third time, she didn't even look at it, and she closed her eyes and directly crossed the call button.

"If I say no, I won't go, and I dare to harass and break off my friendship to the end."

"What is it that is so serious to break off friendship." It was a man's voice on the phone.

Cai Yue suddenly opened her eyes: "Mr. Qiu, I'm sorry, I thought it was bright red."

"Remind you, it's still Friday, but it's past the end of work."

"Qiu Yan, do you have something to do with me?" Cai Yue understood what Qiu Yan's reminder meant, and immediately changed her name to him.

"Yanhong just called me.I hope I can convince you.You're not in a good mood these days.I think it's good for you to go to the racecourse to relax.What do you say?"

Cai Yue's head is a little big, she understands the meaning of bright red, she hopes that she, as a shareholder, can also be close to the design director, and she does hope that she can ride a horse for a leisurely leisure.

In fact, if she had gone somewhere else, she might have agreed a long time ago, and it was proposed by David.

But she suddenly remembered what Qiu Yan had said to her: I have always believed that if a person does not dare to face a past, then this past history will always oppress this person. I don't like to be oppressed by history, my choice is always to move forward.

"Okay, what time is it tomorrow?" Caiyue agreed.

Qiu Yan smiled.

The next day, the four met at the racecourse.

After changing into riding clothes, Qiu Yan let Liu Yanhong and David go to run the horse by themselves, and he personally took Cai Yue to the stable, and asked the most experienced trainer in the horse farm to choose a horse for her, because she had never ridden a horse before.

"Your first time riding a horse, it's best to choose a horse with a docile temperament."

Cai Yue really has a fear of riding a horse.The seasickness-like feeling makes her want to run away from the horse.But today she came to overcome those unpleasant memories of the past.Whether it's in childhood or with Xiao Tian.

The horse was selected, the chewing ring stiff rope, the saddle pedal was also installed, and Qiu Yan began to teach Caiyue to ride a horse in person.

"You get close to the horse first, and develop a little bond with it."

"There are two most important things to master in riding a horse: to keep your balance and to keep your rhythm, you need to feel the horse with your heart, so that you can become a whole with it, so that you can control it best, and it will feel pleasure."

"Don't be nervous, stay relaxed."

But Caiyue was too nervous, she couldn't relax, tried several times and she stopped immediately, she couldn't hold on.

She has never been one to give up easily.Qiu Yan was keenly aware of Caiyue's question: "Is there something in your heart that makes you afraid to ride a horse?"

Cai Yue hesitated for a moment and nodded, and told Qiu Yan about her past.

"When I was seven years old, my father was in a car accident, and my mother and I rushed to my father's city overnight, and my father still didn't save me. My mother and I came back with my father's urn, and on the way back was on a boat. I still remember the bumpy feeling when I sat on the boat, and that was the first time I knew I was seasick."

When she mentioned her father's death, Caiyue had tears in her eyes, and she rarely mentioned it in front of others.

"I'm sorry, I don't know that's the case." Seeing Caiyue so sad, Qiu Yan regretted his question.

"It has nothing to do with you, and I'm here today to overcome and forget these unpleasant fears."

She adjusted her emotions a little, and then told Qiu Yan about the bitter and unhappy memories of her childhood.

"But that time I got on the boat and got into an accident on the way, I was stranded in the middle of the river, and unfortunately I encountered a storm. When the storm came, I was standing alone by the strings of the boat, thinking sadly about my father. The storm suddenly blew, and the boat shook violently. I fell into the river through the gap in the guardrail of the boat without standing firmly. I couldn't swim. That time I almost drowned. Since then I have been afraid of the boat, afraid of entering the water, afraid of turbulence."

Cai Yue didn't say anything about the last time she rode a horse with Xiao Tian, and that experience made her more afraid, that is, horseback riding.

Qiu Yan gently wiped the sweat from her forehead and gently hugged her into his arms.

"No matter what you want to do, I'll help you, you don't have to be afraid of anything, I'll always be by your side to protect you."

"Thank you, Qiu Yan." Caiyue closed her eyes and felt the warm sense of steadiness in Qiu Yan's arms, but soon she left Qiu Yan's arms again. Come on, get on the horse."

Qiu Yan looked at her with love.Wearing a close-fitting riding suit, she was really heroic.Sexy and beautiful.He smiled slightly and got on the horse.Accompanied by her side, he reminded her of the key precautions from time to time.

Cai Yue still couldn't relax, which made the horse start to get irritable, and she was almost pulled off the horse's back several times.

After many efforts, Caiyue wanted to give up again, and she got off the horse.

As soon as she looked up, she saw Liu Yanhong and David galloping on the grassland.

"Qiu Yan, don't accompany me, go ride by yourself, I want to be alone for a while."

How could Qiu Yan not see the yearning look in her eyes just now.He suddenly stretched out his hand to Cai Yue.He pulled her onto the horse.Cai Yue didn't react to what was going on.Just like Xiao Tian got her on the horse last time.When she opened her eyes again.She was already sitting on Qiu Yan's horse.

"Caiyue, I said, I will help you with whatever you want, I will take you to experience the freedom on horseback now, with me behind you, you don't have to be afraid of anything."

Caiyue's heart warmed, and she tried to relax again, but it still didn't work.

"Don't be anxious, you're afraid of the horse's back because you're afraid of the water, you have to keep telling yourself that you're on dry land, even if you fall off the horse, you'll fall on the ground, but I'm here, I'm not going to let you get off the horse, relax, come."

Qiu Yan's arms wrapped around her, his body gave her an incomparably solid support, and Cai Yue finally slowly relaxed.

"You've done a great job, now feel the rhythm of the horse running with me, keep your body balanced, follow the rhythm of the ups and downs, and you won't feel so bumpy and uncomfortable."

With Qiu Yan using her body as a guardrail, she began to feel the rhythm of the horse's ups and downs, adjusting her own ups and downs according to the rhythm of the horse.