Chapter 212: Heart-to-heart

"Dad, how did you promise us before? How did you tell me? How did you tell Mom?" Bai Xiaojiu walked to the edge of the alley, probably looked at no one around, turned around, and couldn't suppress his indignation.

"Little Jiu. There are some things that you don't understand. Bai Junguo was much more cautious than Bai Xiaojiu, looked around, saw that no one was watching the excitement, and walked in front of Bai Xiaojiu in a few steps, and his voice was a little low.

"What age do you think I'm still a child?I don't understand anything?" Bai Xiaojiu turned his head to look in the direction where the woman was, and turned his head to look to the side when he couldn't stand it, "I don't know what to say." Should I pretend I didn't see it?!"

Bai Xiaojiu has been holding back her temper to hold back her tears, and she has been constantly taking deep breaths to regulate her emotions.

Bai Xiaoliu's relays before, Bai Xiaojiu didn't see it with his own eyes, and he didn't believe it in his heart.

But Bai Xiaoliu sometimes has a bad personality, but he will never joke about this kind of thing.

No matter how scoffing Bai Xiaojiu was about this matter, he would still go to Bai Junguo to talk to Bai Junguo according to Bai Xiaoliu's instructions.

Even if Bai Junguo's performance at that time was more like acquiescence, Bai Xiaojiu still felt that he was still a good father and a good man.

People make mistakes, maybe he just happened to be misunderstood.

But seeing it with his own eyes today, Bai Xiaojiu's heart suffered a huge impact, and he didn't even dare to believe it.

Originally, Wu Fenjing's existence had given her a lot of pressure, and now that she saw the affairs of Bai Junguo, Bai Xiaojiu felt a little broken, and she didn't even know how to communicate with Bai Junguo.

"Xiao Jiu, you also know your mother's temper. Sometimes I can't talk to her. ”

Bai Junguo's patient answer did not satisfy Bai Xiaojiu, but made him feel even more angry, "How many years have you been with her? You only know her temper today? When she lost her temper at me, didn't you also say that you want to understand? Now you dislike it?"

"Little Jiu. I just wanted to say that I need someone to understand me. Bai Junguo's face was deeply helpless, but also a kind of honesty, he reached out and pressed Bai Xiaojiu's shoulder, and his tone was a little heavy, "Xiao Jiu, Dad loves you very much." I love this home too. No matter what happens, this home will never be torn apart. ”

Bai Xiaojiu pursed her lips and looked at him stubbornly, not knowing how to face this strange father at this moment.

In the past, she was a person who was not good at expressing emotions in front of her relatives, and even felt that saying too much was too hypocritical.

But this time, she felt that she had a stomach full of things to say, but she didn't know how to say them.

"You're right, you're not a kid. I shouldn't treat you like a child. Bai Junguo took a deep breath, and his words were a little softer, "Now let's have an adult conversation." A conversation between a father and his daughter. Okay?"

"I'll leave tomorrow, and I'll ask you one last time, do you really plan to have her?"

Qi Jingchen looked up at Wu Fenjing, who was speaking seriously, looked at her silently, smiled after a long time, and nodded fiercely.

Wu Fenjing also looked at him quietly, saw his smile, took a deep breath, and showed a disappointed look, "How old is you, you only see the present, but you can't see the future?"

"Mom, from childhood to adulthood, everything is arranged by you. Did I say anything?" Qi Jingchen closed the menu, folded his hands on the table, and looked at her intently, "This time, the only time, I want my own choice." ”

Qi Jingchen's calm voice was different from before, there was a serious feeling, and there was a feeling that Wu Fenjing felt that he was communicating with her very seriously.

This is probably the first time that they have faced each other calmly and calmly from the kind of arguments and ridicule that they have in the past.

Countless times any of their conversations began, and before they could get to the point, they had already begun to argue.

Quarreling, swearing, every time two people get along for too long, one of them must slam the door.

Qi Jingchen's attitude also made Wu Fenjing calm down, and her words were no longer full of meaning, "Chenchen, mother cares about you a lot, you should understand." After your father died, I carried everything on my shoulders. ”

Referring to that time, Qi Jingchen lowered his head, rubbed his fingers, slowly looked up at her, bit the corner of his lip, and nodded slightly, "I understand." It was hard to ...... back then."

Wu Fenjing was about to continue talking, Qi Jingchen waved his hand at her and looked at her very seriously, "So, whatever you arrange, I accept it." Because I understand everything you do. But as I grew up, I wanted to hold my own future. The future I want. ”

"Your future, your future alone, don't you need the future of your family?" Wu Fenjing looked at Qi Jingchen's hand in a daze, "Everything I do is for your good." Because you're not going to think so well. ”

"I know I'm sometimes inconsiderate and I don't feel like you've ever grown. But now it's different, and I'm going to think a lot about the future, about my responsibilities as a man. After getting to know Xiao Jiu, I learned a lot. ”

When Qi Jingchen said this, he looked at Wu Fenjing's eyes, staring intently, very seriously, word by word: "I love her and care about her." It's that I can't live without her, it's not that she can't live without your son. ”

Wu Fenjing took a deep breath when she heard this, as if she was suppressing and regulating her emotions, just looked at him, looked at his sharp eyes, and after a long time, smiled bitterly.

It's like escaping this confrontation with his son, escaping the sense of loss that his son wants to escape from his mother, he lowered his head and nodded slightly, "I understand what you mean." ”

"Adult conversations? Dad, in your eyes, I'm still a child, and you won't even understand my feelings. ”

Bai Xiaojiu's words made Bai Junguo move, and he raised his eyebrows slightly at her in confusion.

"From childhood to adulthood, you spoiled me the most. Mom likes her sister the most. I always feel that I am happy, even if I am not my mother's favorite child, I still have my father's love. My sister and I are both loved. ”

When Bai Xiaojiu said this, he bit his lower lip and suppressed his desire to cry, "In my heart, my father is a good man, in charge, and he takes care of his family. I don't think there's a second one in the world. ”

When Bai Junguo heard this, the hand on Bai Xiaojiu's shoulder tightened slightly, and quickly retracted, standing up straight and looking at Bai Xiaojiu, his tone was a little heavier, "Xiao Jiu......"

"Dad, I don't know how to face your betrayal of Mom. You love me so much, I should be on your side, but I feel sorry for my mother. I don't even care if this home is torn apart. I just can't accept that the good man I think is a person with no sense of responsibility. ”

Bai Xiaojiu's words made Bai Junguo take a step back, turning his head to look to the side, "Xiao Jiu, I never thought of disappointing you. ”

"Then you were supposed to have dinner with your mother today, but now you're here, eating with other women. Didn't you think about it? Was it a last resort? Not voluntary?"

Bai Xiaojiu looked at Bai Junguo with a mocking expression, and when he turned his face, he pointed at the woman, "She really understands you, better than your mother who has lived with you for many years and worked hard to take care of our family?"

"I'm sorry. ”

"Don't say you're sorry. I don't want to hear it. I don't expect the man I admire, the one I think is the best good man in the world, to come back. I just hope he doesn't hurt my mom again!"

Bai Junguo looked at the moist in Bai Xiaojiu's eyes, knowing that she was about to cry, and wanted to reach out to hug her and comfort her, but he couldn't raise his hand, looked down at the ground, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

After sighing heavily, he looked up at Bai Xiaojiu, "I know I shouldn't continue to explain. But Xiao Jiu, your mother knows everything, everything knows. I can give everything I can, and she can't give it......"

"Are you going to go outside and get it?" Bai Xiaojiu muttered in shock, suddenly feeling a little ridiculous, and waved his hand, "I don't care." Please, so be it. As long as I don't let my mother know, I'll act like I didn't see it today. But I beg you to go home and eat with your mother. ”

Bai Junguo hummed softly, "Okay." I went home to eat with her. Tonight......"

"It's a secret between us. Bai Xiaojiu didn't look at Bai Junguo, and looked awkwardly to the other side.

"But your minister, no matter how much you can't live without her. Love never lasts, you know? What should we grasp tightly? Now, reality, all the people and things that can make your life better. When you get old one day, you will have no regrets about the decisions you made today. ”

"Money isn't everything!"

Qi Jingchen's words made Wu Fenjing laugh, tapped the table, and supported her cheek with one hand, "When you have no money, come and say this to me again." ”

"I can now make my own money. I can be there for her and do everything I want. ”

"That's because you don't have to worry about anything. You're still living in her house. Are you embarrassed? Aren't you going to buy a house? Are you not going to raise children in the future? So all this money. Are you earning enough salary?"

Qi Jingchen was silent for a moment and chuckled, "It's not enough now." But with her and me, together, we can make enough money. ”

"Chenchen, you dare to say this because you know that I am your mother, and I will not sit idly by. Even if I say over and over again that I will never care about you again, but I really won't care? You have the confidence to say this. If you have nothing and understand the bitterness of life, you can't say this. ”

"Mom. I see what you mean. But you also have to understand what I mean. I can still live happily without you as my backing for most of the year. I've found what I want, in the future. ”

Wu Fenjing suddenly laughed, full of sadness and helplessness, and a little speechless, and waved her hand at Qi Jingchen, "In the end, you just hope that I don't target her and can like her." ”

Speaking of this, seeing Qi Jingchen's eyes light up, Wu Fenjing smiled even more helplessly, and shook her head slightly, "I can't like her, at least now I don't see anything that I like." But all I can say is that I can respect your choice. From this moment on, I respect your choice, but I wait for time to prove which of us is right. ”

"As long as you don't get in the way, time will tell. ”