51. When you wake up from a dream

You say you've tasted the bitterness of life

Can't find anyone to trust

Because love is always inseparable

Why care about that little bit of warmth

You know, sadness is always inevitable

At every time I wake up

There are some things you don't have to ask right now

Some people you never have to wait

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Singing and singing Li He cried, and sure enough, it was easier to cry than to sing. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Why is it finished?" He Zhaodi muttered to Li He with some unwillingness, with obvious crying, "It's really good, I've never heard it, you keep singing."

Heaven and earth are leisurely, and the tide rises and falls

Grievances, grievances, life and death, and a few people can see through it

Red dust, rolling infatuation, deep love

There will be a time to gather and disperse

Leave half sober and half drunk

At least you follow in your dreams

I'm betting my youth on tomorrow

You exchange your true feelings for this life

I don't know how much sorrow there is in the world

Why don't you take a walk in style?

Heaven and earth are leisurely, and the tide rises and falls

Grievances, grievances, life and death, and a few people can see through it

Red dust, rolling infatuation, deep love

There will be a time to gather and disperse

Leave half sober and half drunk

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The louder he sang, the more Li He couldn't stop crying, buried his head in He Zhaodi's chest, and said deeply, "I'm sorry, if there is an afterlife, the afterlife will definitely live up to you."

He Zhaodi cried and said, "Okay, don't sing, really, I'm already content."

Li He was silent, both of them were silent in tears, and fell asleep deeply.

He Zhaodi woke up early the next day, like no one else, more like a dream...... It's just silent.

secretly kissed Li He's forehead, put on a padded jacket, and left directly in the slightly bright sky. When I see someone I like, I become very low, low to the dust, but my heart is happy, and flowers bloom from the dust.

She had never been able to know why she had fallen in love with another person, perhaps there was a gap in her heart, it was a hollow, whirring into her soul with a biting cold wind, so she desperately needed a heart of the right shape to fill it, but now it was a crooked zigzag shape, which could not be filled.

When Li He woke up, he couldn't find He Zhaodi's figure.

I got out of the haystack and wiped my face with snow before I felt a little sober.

When she got home, Wang Yulan asked, "I haven't seen you all night, where have you gone?"

Li He said, "I slept at Fat Chen's house and discussed something. Is there anything to eat?".

Wang Yulan pursed her mouth, pointed to the stove and said, "There is porridge and steamed buns in the pot, make them yourself, I can't serve you."

Li He couldn't figure out where the old lady's temper came from in the morning, so he had to lift the lid of the pot himself, take a steamed bun from the steamer, and ask the fourth child in a low voice, "What's the matter, what kind of temper does she have in the morning?"

"Enter my lovesick door, know that I am lovesick, and I don't see you every night", the fourth child directly relied on Wang Yulan to not understand, and shook his head loudly.

"You will be strange", the sentence has no beginning and no end, but Li He understood, and continued to ask, "He didn't come back?" This is Chinese New Year's Eve, it is estimated that he will not come back."

“whocare?”。

"Don't drag the text with me", Li He ate two buns, drank a bowl of porridge, ran directly to his house, and fell into bed, Li Zhaokun didn't care if he came back for the New Year.

As soon as he lay down, he heard the voice of the fifth child, and felt uneasy, with this little scourge, he couldn't sleep peacefully, so he hurriedly got up again and plugged in the door.

Li He slept comfortably this night, and it wasn't until about twelve o'clock in the afternoon that he woke up with urine.

The toilet at home is a big dung tank, and Li He has never been confident that he can stick to the smell, so he directly dressed and went to the small forest at the door to put water.

Li Longxiao and his wife also came over with their children to celebrate the New Year, but the children still didn't recognize Li He and never let them hug them.

Wang Yulan said, "I knocked on the door and told you to have lunch, but you didn't wake up." You can eat some steamed buns."

"I'll save some stomach for dinner at night, I'm not hungry now", Li He turned his head and asked Li Long after speaking, "Did I give the eldest sister what I bought from the county seat the day before yesterday?"

"I gave five feet of cloth and three catties of vermicelli. I gave you jujube cakes, candy, cigarettes and alcohol."

Li He thought for a while and continued, "You give two bottles of wine from the hall house to Grandpa, and Liu Legend gives two bottles."

Li Long listened, hugged the child and got up to go, Wang Yulan was not happy, "Then Liu Legend is looking for you to substitute for teaching, we have a dime in it, and we will take it in."

Li He looked at Li Long in a daze, and said, "You are about to have a second child, and now if you don't burn incense, I don't care about holding Buddha's feet temporarily."

Family planning began to be advocated in 1975, and in the early 80s, some localities implemented the measure of double opening, expelling those who violated family planning from public office. Family planning was only included in the Constitution at the end of 1982, but it was not overly strict when it was introduced.

Wang Yulan looked at the pot-bellied Duan Mei, and after thinking about it, she didn't stop it.

Li He suddenly remembered He Zhaodi again, and took an empty bottle of liquor directly from the door, and he was going to make a kerosene lamp for He Zhaodi.

I found a waste toothpaste skin, cut a strip of leather, wrapped it with cotton thread, and it became a wick.

I drilled a hole in the cap with scissors, passed it through the wick, added some kerosene, put on my own lampshade, and a simple kerosene lamp was ready.

When Li He was pondering whether to send the fourth child over, He Zhaodi came over by himself.

Wang Yulan said, "Zhao Di is here, did your family start making dumplings?"

He Zhaodi said, "The family is busy, I don't know a few words, come and ask Erhe."

"Then you are busy, you have to drink water and pour it yourself", as soon as Wang Yulan heard that she was here to read and write, she immediately lost interest, turned around and went back to the kitchen.

Li He handed the kerosene lamp to He Zhaodi, "Take a look, is it much stronger than your previous one."

He Zhaodi was naturally very happy to see that Li He could take such a small matter to heart, but he glanced at the lampshade that was a little blackened and said, "Thank you, I thought you gave me a bottle and finished the work. You gave it to me, and your wife can't find it when you turn around, and you still don't wronged me?

Li He waved his hand, "I didn't engrave my name, just use it." Besides, we all have flashlights, horse lanterns, and electric lights in our house, so we basically don't need this anymore."

He Zhaodi was leaving, and Li He sent it to the door, "It's cold, you wear more clothes."

"Li Erhe, you are a good person."

"Of course I'm a good person, you don't have to give me a good person card anymore."

He Zhaodi said, "Will I stay there after graduation?"

"Probably, I also see how the school assigns."

"Well, then I know, I'm leaving", He Zhaodi left without looking back.

(To be continued.) )