Fu Shixing leaned on Lin Wanbai's shoulder steadily, closed his eyes, and his eyes were full of Lin Wanbai's various smiles, when he was young, when he was a teenager, and when he was an adult.

He also raised the corners of his mouth.

He rarely said this kind of thing before, and if he thought about it carefully, where had the two of them had such an in-depth conversation, even Lin Wanbai had reservations about him at that time, and he had never chatted like this.

Even if Lin Wanbai was so enthusiastic at that time, it was difficult to say a lot of words. When communicating with him, he is somewhat cautious, and he will deliberately disguise himself, hoping to get his favor.

After all, there was a Lin Yao in her heart at that time, and she really thought that this Fu was affectionate to Lin Yao.

Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, it was originally a matter of mutual affection, why did they have to go around in such a big circle and toss so many things, so that the two of them have reached this point.

She stared at the TV screen, smiled, and said, "Don't talk about yourself like that, you're not bad, but you're good." You just don't realize that when you were in school, there were a lot of girls who secretly liked you, and there were a lot of boys who were jealous of you. You're just living too much in your own world, putting yourself in a very low position, but you're actually better than many people. ”

"If you really sucked, you wouldn't be where you are today. Dare to ask, how many people in this world can have such a skill as you? I often tell you that you are the best, the best, and you will definitely achieve fame in the rest of your life, and you have not heard it in your heart. What should be listened to is not heard, and what should not be heard, but it is all in my heart and deeply rooted. You said that you are like this, didn't you let Jiang Shuzhi succeed in vain? I don't think it's worth it for you. ”

She seemed to open her heart too, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she said so much.

He put all his strength on her shoulder, Lin Wanbai felt a little heavy, but he didn't move, he glanced at him, he couldn't see anything, he didn't know what his expression was now, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart.

She folded her arms and rested them on her stomach.

Fu Zhenxing said: "Don't you know, the night before I married you, I laughed all night in the house alone, that was my happiest day, I got what I wanted, marry you as a wife, I can tie you firmly to my side, and I don't want to run away again in this life." I swore to the moon that you would always be mine, and I would not let anyone snatch you away. ”

"I presupposed all the worst-case outcomes early on, and then dismantling the hidden dangers one by one, as you said, I was quiet in my own world, and I was obstinately doing what I thought was right. This, which may not really be love. ”

As soon as this sentence came out, it couldn't be recovered.

Lin Wanbai chuckled in her heart, her heart, which had no temperature, suddenly became half cold, she pursed her lips and suppressed the faint anger.

Feng Yunyun said lightly: "Yes, how can a person with psychological problems understand what love is." You, you may have treated me as a life-saving straw, as a piece of wood in the deep sea, only clinging to me, trying to find a way out. ”

Lin Wanbai continued: "Now that your mentality is gradually recovering, you will know how ridiculous the things you have done are, but the only thing to be happy about is that you have achieved something in your career, and you are very successful, and you have taken revenge and turned the Fu family upside down, no matter what, you will not lose." The only thing is, you're a little sorry for me, there are some things you could have helped me with, but you didn't help. My piece of wood, after so many years, has been useful to you, so is this a favor you owe me?"

She smiled lightly in her tone, and spoke in a tone as indifferent and relaxed as possible, as if the two had been friends for many years.

Fu Zhenxing's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't open his eyes.

He nodded and said, "This is a big, big favor, and you can instruct me to do many, many things." As he spoke, he looked up at her with a shallow smile on his face.

Lin Wanbai only glanced at him, and quickly withdrew his gaze.

Fu Zhenxing said: "You can make a request now, if there is anything you want me to do, as long as you open your mouth, I will definitely do it." ”

She chuckled and jokingly said, "Do you want you to pick the stars and the moon for me?"

"I knew you would say that. He poked her in the head, "That's probably the standard, and you'll say it every time you say this." ”

"Smooth. Her expression was light, and her tone was also light.

She remembered that on his second year of marriage, he seemed to have said the same thing, and then she replied the same way, exactly the same. It's just that the mood is different, and her whole person at that time was bubbling with sweet bubbles, and her eyes narrowed with a smile.

Later, Fu Zhenxing really got him a moon and stars, and Tubaba made a moon and stars out of gold.

Precious met her requirements again, of course, the main thing was that it was expensive enough.

That gold medal is really big, and now it's still hidden in her small vault, it's too valuable, I don't dare to put it casually.

But the soil is a little dirt, and with this intention, Lin Wanbai is very happy.

When the words fell, the two of them were speechless, and they were silent in their own thoughts, each speculating, not knowing what the other was thinking at this moment.

Lin Wanbai squinted his eyes and watched TV, but his mind was not on TV, chewing on Fu Shixing's words repeatedly, in fact, Lin Wanbai could feel something about his recent heavy actions.

Fu Jixing had no intention of leaving, even if the atmosphere was not very good, he was reluctant to leave.

I thought it would be the direction of the coming day, but now the days are getting shorter and shorter.

"There's really nothing you want me to do?"

Lin Wanbai raised his eyebrows, finally turned his gaze away from the TV screen, looked at him, and said, "Are you so anxious? Could it be that you don't live long?"

She looked at him with a calm gaze, and said this jokingly.

Fu Zhenxing was stunned, and said with a smile: "I'm a little cheap, I want you to abuse me, can't you?"

Lin Wanbai laughed, still calm, "It's a pity that I'm not that kind of person, I can't do such a thing as abusing you." Let me think about it, and when I do, I'll tell you what to do. But you have to remember what you said, what I want you to do, you must do, and you must not break your word. By the way, what if you break your word?"

"No, I won't break my word with you. ”

"Well, I'll take your word for granted. She nodded, looked away, and continued watching TV.

Fu Zhenxing didn't say anything more, and after watching her for a while, he also looked at the TV.

The two of them sat side by side like this, watching the boring family ethics drama, watching the family inside noisy and noisy, and fighting when they were fierce, but in the blink of an eye, they were harmonious again, which was really interesting.

Lin Wanbai didn't have much of the heart to watch, but when he looked at it, he actually entered the plot, but he became serious.

She didn't catch him again, nor did she mention going to sleep, after the TV ended, she used network TV again to find the full episode to watch.

It looks like it's a posture ready to be watched all night.

Fu Zhenxing said, "Aren't you going to go to the company tomorrow?"

Lin Wanbai thought for a while and said, "I'm a little lazy, I'll rest for two more days." With Uncle Qin watching, I'm relieved. ”

Fu Zhenxing said: "I forgot to have a meal with Uncle Qin, I have to make up for it." ”

"You have forgotten a lot of things, think about it, think carefully, don't forget it again. You don't care, but people do. Fu Zhenxing, in fact, there are still many people around you who care about you, but you don't look at them and don't take them to heart. ”

After a moment of silence, Lin Wanbai asked, "How is Liang Hao?"

Fu Zhenxing guessed that she was going to ask this question one day, but fortunately, after Liang Yukang left, he sent someone to follow.

After Liang Yukang left, he stayed in the hospital for a few days, and when the Chinese New Year was about to begin, he ignored the doctor's dissuasion, went through the discharge procedures for Xiaohao, and returned home with a sick seedling.

He didn't plan to treat Xiaohao anymore, he was going to send him away naturally, and after returning home, he slowly began to prepare funeral supplies, and bought himself a bottle of pesticides, probably preparing to die like this, to apologize for his sin.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, he had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with his son, sat together to watch the Spring Festival Gala, he told his son a lot, and as soon as 12 o'clock, he was ready to start.

Fortunately, the people sent by Fu Zhenxing in the past were clever and did not let him succeed.

Xiaohao was sent to the local hospital, waiting in line for the kidney source, as for whether he can survive or not, it depends on his own creation.

Fu Jixing didn't mention Liang Yukang's whereabouts, Lin Wanbai thought about it, and didn't ask.

She only asked, "Do you think Xiaohao will be saved?"

Fu Zhenxing said, "Do you want me to donate a kidney?"

She was stunned, turned her head to look at him in surprise, and said, "Why do you think that?" ”

He shrugged, "Isn't it?"

"No, I didn't think so. ”

"Then if I donate a kidney, will your attitude towards me change?"

"No, it won't. Lin Wanbai rejected his thoughts, "Your own body is not very good, don't think about it, didn't you let the hospital put his position in the front, when the time comes, there is a suitable kidney source, and he will be operated on as soon as possible, you can do this step, it's good enough." As for Liang Yukang, I originally hoped that the relationship between your father and son could be eased, after all, he is your only dear relative in this world. ”

"I naively hoped that he would give you a little fatherly affection, but now it seems that this is a very wrong idea. He was absent when you needed him the most, and now you really don't have to force anything. I thought about it later, and if I were you, I wouldn't want to see this father again. Just like I never want to see Chen Songyuan again, I used to think that I was the happiest person in the world, with loving parents, harmonious family, and married to a favorite person I liked, no one was as happy as me. ”

"You can't be proud of being a man, after being too proud, God will teach you to be a man, and tell me honestly, these so-called happiness and contentment are all bubbles, and they will burst when you poke them, and I can't catch them if they are broken. ”

Saying this, Lin Wanbai turned to the side, sat cross-legged on the sofa, and said to him, "I think I should drink some wine at this time, what do you think?"

Fu Zhenxing nodded, "It makes sense, I'll get it." ”

"I'll wait for you. ”

Fu Shixing got up, and as if thinking of something, he sat back, "You're not going to shut me out, are you?"

"No, you can go boldly and boldly. ”

Immediately, Fu Zhenxing really went downstairs to get wine, red wine, two other wine glasses, and some snacks.

Ten minutes later, the two touched the first glass, Lin Wanbai never thought that one day he would be able to sit with him so kindly and drink and chat, and talk about his heart.

When she spoke, Fu Zhenxing listened very seriously, and when Fu Zhenxing spoke, she listened very seriously.

Under the influence of alcohol, you can say anything you want, you can't be organized, you can say whatever comes to mind, you can't say it all sorts of things, and you don't know what you're talking about in the end.

She looked at the wine glass and was slightly distracted, she looked up, covered her eyes with one hand, and said, "Fu Zhenxing, you are really a bastard." ”

She took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it again.

As he spoke, he fell silent and began to watch TV.

This TV is a bit funny and interesting, and in such a quiet atmosphere, Fu Shixing chuckled. Lin Wanbai turned his head to look at him, he watched the TV series with burning eyes, his expression was focused, and the smile entered his eyes, I don't know what he was laughing at.

Lin Wanbai bit the cup and laughed as well, laughing and laughing, his vision began to blur, and then he laughed harder and harder.

After two more drinks, she tilted her head, leaned on the armrest on the other side, and pretended to be asleep.

I can't drink anymore and I don't want to talk anymore.

I feel distressed after talking too much, and I have a headache after drinking too much.

Raise a glass to dispel sorrow and sorrow, this is not false at all.

She closed her eyes and lay quietly, and after a while, she was covered with a blanket, soft and warm.

Her lips were pursed into a line, and the corners of her mouth curved down slightly.

Fu Jixing looked at it, drunk and asleep, still with a bitter gourd face. He stretched out his finger and pulled the corners of her mouth, wanting to make the corners of her mouth go up, and after pulling twice, Lin Wanbai suddenly opened his mouth and bit his finger.

With a heavy blow, he took a breath, didn't hit her, and didn't break away.

Let her bite.

Lin Wanbai opened his eyes and met his inky eyes, the distance was very close, but he felt that the end of the world was close at hand. After all, she couldn't take that step without hesitation as before.

With tears in her eyes and sparkling eyes, she just looked at him and didn't move.

After a while, she let go of her mouth and said, "I don't hate you, I don't blame you, I only blame myself." ”

After she said this, she closed her eyes again, as if she was drunk.

Fu Shixing lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, she subconsciously pursed her lips, but she didn't dodge, nor did she kick him away.

He knelt on the ground, looked at her tense face, did not touch her again, did not speak again, just watched, cherishing every minute and second of looking at her.

This night, Lin Wanbai didn't know how she fell asleep.

Fu Jixing didn't sleep all night, kneeling beside her for a night.

The next day, when Lin Wanbai woke up, he opened his eyes and saw him lying next to him, with his eyes closed, and he seemed to be asleep.

She didn't move, just lay quietly for a while, and looked at him quietly for a long time, until he suddenly opened his eyes, as if suddenly awakened, and turned his head to meet her calm eyes.

Lin Wanbai propped up his head, swept him to his knees and knelt on the ground, and quipped, "You knelt like this all night?"

Yes, his legs are numb now and he can't stand up.

He smiled, "Satisfied?"

Lin Wanbai stared at him for a while, then sat up slowly, stretched out his hand to help him from the ground to the sofa, looking at his posture, he couldn't walk for a while.

Lin Wanbai didn't say anything, got up and went to wash.

Two days later, they met together to worship Fu Xian.

From the time she found Fu Xian to her death, until now, Fu Xingxing has shown that he doesn't care and is not moved. Except for the day of the burial, he did not come to sweep the tomb on the winter solstice.

Fu Zhenxing didn't let Fu Linsheng come, so it was just the two of them, and the things were prepared by Aunt Rong and brought by Lei Sen.

The photo of Fu Xian printed on the tombstone is a photo of her when she was young, a one-inch photo of her just graduating from college, Fu Xingxing is very similar to her, but she is not sunny.

Looking at the photo, Lin Wanbai could imagine what Fu Jixing would be like if he was a cheerful person.

Fu Zhenxing burned the paper money and said, "I still have a secret that I haven't told you." ”

Lin Wanbai moved his gaze and looked at him, but did not ask.

Fu Zhenxing raised his eyes, looked at Fu Xian's photo, and said, "I personally sent her away, and when she found someone, she didn't lose her breath, so she breathed a sigh of relief, if she took care of it, she might be able to save her." ”

Lin Wanbai said: "I can't save it." ”

has been imprisoned for so many years, tortured without a human form, no one wants to live anymore, and it feels long to live for a minute.

Fu continued: "She doesn't know anyone anymore, but the first time I saw her, I knew that she recognized me. ”

Lin Wanbai said: "Being able to see you before she dies, she is also a wish, knowing that you are still alive in this world, she is satisfied and has nothing else to ask for." ”

Fu Zhenxing said: "I am definitely going to be struck by thunder from the sky." ”

Lin Wanbai thought for a while and said, "You can be regarded as a relief for her, aren't you?"

"It's not. I didn't think that way at the time. ”

In the end, Fu Zhenxing didn't tell her what he was thinking at that time, and Lin Wanbai didn't ask.

When he was about to leave, Fu Zhenxing said: "I may not have a good memory, if I don't have time, can you come to my mother's grave for me?"

Lin Wanbai stared at him and didn't respond.

He said, "Just by the way." ”

Lin Wanbai still didn't respond, just glanced at him and didn't say anything.

Leaving the cemetery, they took a detour and went to sweep the tombs of Liang Yusheng and Lin Zhaowei.

Because of this, the cemetery where Lin Zhaowei is located is the same place as Fu Yanchuan, so Lin Wanbai proposed to go and see Fu Yanchuan by the way.

All day, the two of them were sweeping the grave, from this grave to that grave, except for saying two words in front of Fu Xian's grave, and then the two did not communicate, only quietly worshipped, and Fu Xingxing burned paper money with hard work.

After sweeping the tomb, it was almost evening.

Fu Jixing drove and took Lin Wanbai to Qin Guang's house.

He called in advance and said that he was going to eat, Qin Guang was prepared, opened the door and saw two people coming, he was a little surprised, he didn't ask on the phone, he just thought that it must be Fu Zhenxing who came alone, and he didn't expect Lin Wanbai to come with him.

"Come in. He now lives alone, in order to avoid sadness, he moved out of Liang Yusheng's house, this apartment is not big, he lives alone, and he doesn't need a big house, it looks empty and a little unbearable.

He said: "I didn't expect Xiaobai to come, there are not many dishes prepared, and I don't know if it suits your appetite." It's still early, or I'll order a takeout. ”

Lin Wanbai waved his hand, "You're welcome, I don't pick anything, I can eat anything." ”

Qin Guang glanced at her, lowered his eyes, nodded, went to make tea for the two of them, and sat down for a while before starting the meal.

The three of them looked at each other speechlessly, Qin Guangyu was in his heart, and he didn't like to talk much. However, his resentment against Lin Wanbai was not as deep as it began.

In the company, he is also dedicated to his duties, there are not so many intrigues, he just thinks about making the company better, not for anything else, just for Liang Yusheng.

The meal was very silent, Lin Wanbai felt that she shouldn't come along, if she wasn't here, maybe they could still chat. But thinking of Fu Zhenxing's character, he can't talk about anything in the end.

Later, I thought about it, I thought that he talked to himself so much that night, and thought that his condition was really developing in a better direction, and his mentality slowly adjusted. She still remembered his words, saying that she was not in love with her.

Keep it in mind, and it's more or less in your heart.

After the meal, Lin Wanbai made an excuse and went out.

Fu Zhenxing stared at her and went out, and began to be in a daze.

Qin Guang didn't immediately call him back to his senses, he looked at him for a long time before he knocked on the table and said, "Come back to your senses." ”

Fu Zhenxing smiled, "I didn't get distracted. ”

"I see that your heart has gone out with a piece, and there is only a shell left with me, which looks like an eyesore. ”

Fu Zhenxing cheered up a little and asked, "Do you have any plans for the future?" Are you going to stay here, or do you want to go back to the hidden country?"

Qin Guang poured himself a little wine, took a sip, peeled another peanut, and threw it into his mouth, "When Yusheng moved the head office to Beicheng, did you say that I was going to stay here or go back? ”

"Just like you, if Xiaobai is gone, what will happen to you?"

Fu Shixing raised his eyes to look at him and did not answer the question, because there was no such possibility.

Qin Guang laughed and said, "Xiaobai is a good girl, but you two ......"

He didn't say the cruel words, "What about you? What is your situation now? What are you going to do?"

Fu Zhenxing didn't tell him his plans, only said: "Uncle's death is my responsibility, don't be angry with Xiaobai, she is innocent, and she is just being used." In the future, you stay here, in the company, and take care of her. Even if she may not continue to be the chairman of the company in the future, I hope you can help her more. You are now a human being, and you think of her as your own daughter, and she will be a good daughter. ”

Qin Guang stared at him, his face was slightly gloomy, and he didn't speak for a while.

Fu Jixing didn't dodge, just met his gaze directly, and let him look at himself like this.

Fu Jixing stayed at Qin Guang's side for half an hour, and then went out to find someone.

Lin Wanbai didn't go far, just stayed downstairs in the community, standing at the entrance of the building, looking at the sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

Fu walked over, and without waiting for him to speak, Lin Wan turned around in vain, looked at him, and said, "I thought about what I want you to do." ”