Qi Jingchen's words just now were just blurted out, and he also knew that he couldn't ask for this, but sometimes he really couldn't help it.

Bai Xiaojiu's expression looked innocent and a little confused, which made him feel a dull pain in his heart.

The kind of ambivalence that you know is that you are asking too much and too high, and you can't help but hope that the other party will do it, but you know that it is not good.

"I mean, try to deal with him as little as possible. Qi Jingchen softened his tone and tried not to anger Bai Xiaojiu.

Bai Xiaojiu came back to his senses a little, put his hands around his chest, and tilted his head to look at him, "Do you think he likes me? Do you think I will like him? Or do you think I would choose him if it weren't for the company's internal rules prohibiting falling in love?"

Qi Jingchen couldn't wait to nod wildly, but he only dared to echo in his heart, and didn't dare to say it out loud, just looked at her, trying to squeeze out a smile that you said wrong.

Bai Xiaojiu understood as soon as he saw Qi Jingchen's expression, he really thought so in his heart, and there was an uncomfortable feeling of not being trusted in his body.

There was a trace of anger burning in her anger, and there was more helplessness and discomfort.

When Bai Xiaojiu was with him first, he didn't notice it, but he didn't think he was a real person, his temper was too good, and his appearance was too good, which made people feel like in a dream.

It wasn't until I got along for a long time that I realized that his shortcomings were quite obvious, that is, he was obviously good-looking, but he still felt that he was not good enough and had no self-confidence.

It can even be said that he has low self-esteem, Bai Xiaojiu initially felt that he seemed real like this, but he would understand after getting along for a long time.

People who are good-looking but have no confidence in themselves feel inferior to themselves.

"Do you not trust me? or do you not trust yourself?"

Bai Xiaojiu's soft and glutinous voice came out, with a little grievance, which made Qi Jingchen feel uncomfortable, and stretched out his hand to hold her into his arms, "I didn't mean that." I just can't afford to lose you. I can't imagine it. It's true. ”

The sincere words made Bai Xiaojiu's trace of anger quickly dissipate, smiled in his arms, and hugged him with his backhand, "I've said it countless times, don't think nonsense." I'm not a one-size-fits-all person. ”

As he spoke, he let go of his embrace, held Qi Jingchen's face with both hands, smiled softly at him, and kissed him on the lips, "I'm also lazy." Too lazy to get used to another stranger. ”

Qi Jingchen, who was treated like this, softened, messed up, and melted, and couldn't wait to hug Bai Xiaojiu tightly and melt into her bones, but she honestly let her face between her hands.

His eyes flickered back and forth, and he pursed his lips and smiled, "Hmm." If you're not lazy one day, you don't want me?"

"You're so good-looking, who wouldn't want you. Bai Xiaojiu knew that he was inferior and had risen again, although he couldn't understand it in his heart, he still patiently comforted, "You are the best." No one can change it. ”

Bai Xiaojiu let go of his hand and threw himself into his arms again, his cheek pressed against his chest, and he reached out to wrap his hand around him tightly, "You are the legendary Jin Buchang!"

The joking words made Qi Jingchen hug her back, laughed, and rubbed her hair with his cheek, "Well, can you change the silver?"

"Do you want me to change?" The two of them almost quarreled until they finally hugged each other and fought, and the atmosphere finally eased up.

Qi Jingchen hugged Bai Xiaojiu, the two of them lay side by side, looking at the ceiling, chatting casually, "I will work hard to make money to buy a house here in the future, what kind of house do you like?"

"I really like the duplex and I feel like I'm living in a villa in the city. ”

"Why do you have to buy a duplex if you want to live in a villa? I work hard to make money to buy a villa!"

Bai Xiaojiu laughed, turned over and lay beside him, holding his chin with one hand and scratching his short hair with the other, "You said you would buy a villa if you bought a villa?"

Qi Jingchen turned over and wanted to make it bad, but Bai Xiaojiu's mobile phone on the table rang.

Bai Junguo and Qiu Zhuping are still in the hospital, and Bai Xiaojiu puts his mobile phone in the most convenient place to answer every time, for fear of missing any news.

As soon as I heard the mobile phone ringing, it bounced up almost instantly, and I took the mobile phone to answer it, without even looking at who called.

"Which one?" As soon as he heard it, Bai Xiaojiu opened his mouth a little nervously.

"Me. Well, here's a word of caution. Li Zhe's voice came out of the phone in a clear and shallow way.

"Li ......" Bai Xiaojiu almost pronounced his name, and when he thought of Qi Jingchen by his side, he immediately swallowed, "What's the matter?"

"Regarding Yangqing's handling of player issues, it will definitely delay you. Have you ever thought about moving to R&D?"

Li Zhe once mentioned this topic once, Bai Xiaojiu didn't expect him to come home from work, and he didn't figure it out and continued to mention it.

"Why did you remind me of this?"

"Who? Isn't it an uncle and aunt?" Qi Jingchen always felt that Bai Xiaojiu's expression was a little strange, so he leaned over and asked.

His head was already close to her, and it was completely impossible not to answer, "Li Zhe." ”

Qi Jingchen originally had a smile on his face, but when he heard these two words, his face suddenly collapsed, and he asked softly, "Is there something wrong with him?"

"I just thought that I was just a game manager, and I still needed to deal with the problem. Your work ability is so strong, R&D is also very optimistic about you, and your boyfriend is also R&D. I think he can work hard for you. ”

"My boyfriend hasn't established himself in R&D yet. I didn't really think about developing it. Let's talk about it. Bai Xiaojiu pushed Qi Jingchen, who was trying to bring his ears over, and said to him silently: "It's okay, get out of the way." ”

"Your boyfriend has a good reputation in R&D, and they are quite optimistic about him, saying that he is naturally suitable for the game industry. You should tell him to try. Li Zhe's voice still showed a faint coolness, but his words seemed to be full of concern.

Bai Xiaojiu couldn't understand what he wanted to do, but now Qi Jingchen was sensitive, and he didn't want to say more, so he replied perfunctorily, "Let's talk about it then." There is no hurry. ”

"Okay. That's what I said. Looks like I'm bothering you. You rest. Li Zhe's tone softened, and he also gave people a feeling of pampering, and reminded him before hanging, "Go to bed early." ”

Bai Xiaojiu put down her phone in a daze, turned her head and saw Qi Jingchen looking at her with a straight face, "What's wrong?"

Qi Jingchen pointed to the computer screen, "Look at the time." It's already past ten o'clock, and I'll call you back at this point? Say what's going to R&D? Why, he thinks that if you go to R&D, you can be together?"

I didn't know that when I said this, it was on Li Zhe's heart.

Bai Xiaojiu was originally a little inexplicable because of Li Zhe's reminder, Qi Jingchen's jealous words made her a little angry, "Why do you always think that we will be together?"

The two of them were fine just now, after answering Li Zhe's call, Bai Xiaojiu suddenly lost his temper, Qi Jingchen felt even more uncomfortable, and looked at her in disbelief, "Is he very important to you?

"Isn't this the same thing?!" Bai Xiaojiu sometimes felt that Qi Jingchen's brain circuits were really similar to those of a girl, so she didn't know how to explain and answer.

"Do you think he's better than me? Am I not as good as him?" Qi Jingchen thought that Li Zhe was not a few years older than him, he looked good-looking, and his temperament was good, and he was now the game manager.

But what about himself? Even his job was found by his daughter-in-law, so what did he compare with Li Zhe?

"What are you thinking? Do you believe it or don't you believe yourself?" Bai Xiaojiu stood up a little angrily and looked at him condescendingly, "Qi Jingchen, you are very boring like this!Is it necessary?!"

Qi Jingchen looked at her blankly, his heart was a little messy, and he felt that his nasal cavity was sour, as if he would lose her in the next second.

stepped forward and hugged her legs, and muttered aggrievedly, "I really only have you." You don't think others are good. ”

Originally, he felt full of anger and felt that Qi Jingchen didn't trust him, Bai Xiaojiu was hugged by him like this, his heart was soft, his legs were also weak, and he almost knelt down.

Finally stabilized his figure, bowed down and patted his head, and softened his voice, "Don't make trouble." ”

"I really can't live without you. I think everyone is better than me, and I'm so afraid of losing you. Qi Jingchen hugged her legs tightly, and almost burst into tears the moment she patted her head.

From childhood to adulthood, Wu Fenjing always liked to point to Qi Jingchen's nose and say: "Look at you, this look, this virtue, you don't even have half of our good genes, you don't look like our son at all." ”

Since the death of Qi Jingchen's father, Wu Fenjing has intensified, from appearance to grades to deeds, everything has to be disliked and criticized, in her heart, Qi Jingchen may not even be able to compare with a single hair of his father.

When he was a child, Qi Jingchen was raised by his father a little pampered, greedy, and a little fat, from kindergarten to elementary school, he was always laughed at.

Later, when his father had an accident, he quickly lost weight, showing a good-looking appearance, and finally not being bullied at school, and began to be repeatedly disliked by Wu Fenjing.

His heart is not confident, and he is inferior, and Wu Fenjing's every disgusting word is deeply rooted in his heart.

And he knows very well that this person who dislikes him is his own mother, not someone else, he has no hatred, but he is a little ambivalent.

His only relative didn't love him and disliked him, and he felt that he wasn't so bad, but he didn't.

Before meeting Bai Xiaojiu, Qi Jingchen never thought about falling in love at all, not only because he didn't have this awareness, but also because he was afraid that he was not worthy of others.

Until Bai Xiaojiu's appearance, he mustered up the courage, even if he felt that he was not worthy, he wanted to work hard.

Now holding Bai Xiaojiu's legs, thinking of Wu Fenjing's dislike, Qi Jingchen trembled a little with fear, "I'm not as good-looking as him, but I really care about you." I'll do better than him. Ever since I was a child, my mom said I wasn't good anywhere, and I knew I wasn't good enough. But I can work hard to be better for you!"

Bai Xiaojiu almost burst into tears, from being a little angry to now feeling distressed, his legs struggled, he was caught tighter, he didn't stand firm for a while, his knees were weak, his body moved, and he fell.

Qi Jingchen sensed that she was about to fall, and quickly let go of her hand to help her, but the bed was soft, she couldn't stand at all, and fell down, and hurriedly stepped forward to protect her, "Are you okay?"

Bai Xiaojiu stretched out his hand to hug him, shook his head, hugged him tighter and tighter, and said in a voice, "You are the best." No one can beat you, no matter what others say. You will always be the best in my heart. It's not just good for me, it's good for you everywhere. ”

The extremely firm words made Qi Jingchen hug her tightly and respond softly, "Hmm." ”

"Don't look at others, and don't compare yourself to others. Because no one can compare to you. You are the best. Remember!

Qi Jingchen closed his eyes and replied in a deep voice, "Hmm!"