1029 Emotional mistakes

-Somewhere-

March 24th

15：55 PM

"I was deeply puzzled. I can't use it. The doctor said.

"So, you don't have to wonder, maybe in a few days, you will forget all these things. The man said.

"Oh my God, I don't want to hear what you say, and I don't accept your reasoning, but I guess I'll have to accept the result now. I don't like this result, if you can't adjust, just go. ”

"Doctor, you can't even remember my name, but I respect you very much. Isn't the difference between us obvious? You are always good at forgetting, but I never forget. The man finished and left.

"Didn't you just pretend to forget, hey, I really like to exaggerate. He seemed relieved, for the Doctor himself spoke, "Why is he so noisy today?" ”

"I have to say, Uncle Doctor, you lost the debate just now. ”

"Defeated? ”

"Unfortunately, you didn't talk about him. Mi tilted her head as if she was thinking.

"I'm not as knowledgeable as him. "You have to trust me about that." ”

"Yes? Okay, I understand. Xiao Mi replied happily.

"I don't have much to say to a robot. The doctor said.

"What about you and me?" Xiao Mi jumped a little, and after putting away the decoration of the tail, it looked much more pleasing to the eye, otherwise it looked like an animal.

"You're cuter than him. The doctor smiled, and Xiao Mi seemed to be in a much better mood when she heard the doctor's smile.

"It's a double standard. Xiao Mi said playfully, "But it makes people feel good." ”

"Look, I say, mood matters. The doctor seemed to be encouraged at once.

"Mm-hmm, but I don't understand, it's fun, but it's not something I like. It's not something I want to do either. Xiao Mi said, "I think that's good." I've got some ideas, and I'm very happy. ”

"I don't understand why you have so many thoughts of your own, you can have no ideas, you think about it, ah, no, you don't think about anything. You don't need to think. Again, the doctor emphasized.

"But I can't lie, that's what I can't do. I have my principles. "It's something that's on my mind." ”

"Your principles?" said the doctor.

"My principles, and my principles are very strict. Not like you. Xiao Mi said very seriously.

"Okay, I see. So what are you going to do now?" the doctor asked.

"I'm fine, by the way, Doctor, are you going to keep watching?" asked Mi.

"It's observation. The doctor corrected.

"But it's not ideal, Uncle Doctor. Xiao Mi looked worried.

"What?" the doctor asked.

"Obviously, they've found out. Xiao Mi said, "You'll be exposed soon." Soon you will find out that it is the medicine you sent. ”

"No, it won't. The doctor was firm, and his tone was very confident, "I tell you, it's hard to think of me through evidence, unless it's cranky. ”

"Why?" asked Mi.

"Because John also sent medicine, but a little slower than me. "I have all the information, all the information." I also cut off the medicine, of course, there is a big bug in this, there is a mistake in a pair of calibers, and I was also in a hurry. ”

"Doctor, you're emotional. Xiao Mi smiled.

"Yes, yes. "I have a deep affection for this child. There are a lot of things you don't understand, you're a robot, not a human. You have to remember that, don't be fooled by that man, ah, no, male robot, you know? It's dangerous, it's really dangerous. Definitely not good. ”

"But, Doctor, don't you want them to find out?" said Mi, "You have this kind of technology, much better than them, but I don't know why, you deliberately showed your feet, and I think you want the other party to understand you, right?" You seem to really care about them. ”

"Yes, but it's complicated, and it's beyond your comprehension. Not what you think. They won't notice it for a while, and if they think of me, then I'll be happier. The doctor laughed.

"Do you need them to know, or if they don't know, I don't know. "Xiao Mi is a little confused.

"Look, that's the difference between me and you, the human mind is complex, and it's not something that can be solved by a program plus a random variable, not something that can be solved by an equation. You know what?"

"But, it seems, uh, I don't understand either. I want to know what you think. "So I can help you." ”

"I need them to know. You kid, why else are you watching, ah, no, watching. They need to know that I exist, they need to understand that I am the only one who can help them, and that everything they rely on John is a floating cloud, a floating cloud. Really, it's all floating clouds. ”

"Oh, I see. Xiao Mi smiled.

Dr. 1030's vision

-Somewhere-

March 24th

16：00 PM

"But, you also have to know that it's hard for us to completely let ourselves be, to execute it completely, and things always get fast. ”

The doctor said a few more words, and Xiao Mi didn't seem to understand.

"I don't like the doctor, I don't like the boy, it's okay for the girl with the name of Xiuxiang. The doctor commented on the people around Caiyue.

He also expressed the meaning that the moon he thought was very different from the moon he saw now, and the current moon was obviously different from his own understanding. He was a little disappointed and a little anxious, and even wanted to help her.

Now Caiyue, obviously, is a person who fell into the misfortune of her friends and was led by the nose, but she should be stronger and braver, in the doctor's heart, she is a person who dares to talk to a strange uncle, and she is also a person who dares to say what she thinks in her heart. It was when I was a child, but now it has changed a lot. In the days that the Doctor observed, his previous impressions were greatly corrected, and he noticed that she had changed more than a little. What surprised him was that her suppression and restriction on herself were too obvious, too serious, and already unhealthy, and he found that many times, Caiyue didn't dare to say what she thought in her heart, nor did she dare to fully express the meaning in her heart.

The Doctor discovered through his own monitor (though not glamorous, but the Doctor didn't feel it) that this phenomenon happened to everyone, and why these children met in this small space and lived so helplessly. Although the doctor doesn't care too much, he doesn't care about Xiuxiang's girl, because he is like that, and it is the same for people who have nothing to do with him. In Xiuxiang's heart, the situation is even more serious, and it fluctuates greatly, even surpassing other seriously ill patients in the hospital. But the doctor felt that it didn't matter, the body seemed to be more important than that.

"It's weird!"

"It's also a lot of fun. ”

"It's mysterious, but it seems to be connected to something. ”

For the first time, the Doctor felt that he had encountered a more powerful magnetic field.

Maybe it's not a magnetic field, and the doctor isn't sure, but there aren't many things in this world that can make him unsure.

There is a trajectory lost, it seems to be a trajectory related to fate, it also seems to be a major turning point and turning point, a time that cannot be ignored on the road of life, carrying too many burdens, smearing too much bitterness, changing too many days, and fulfilling too much loneliness.

He didn't know exactly what was going on, as he hadn't been able to explore the trajectory yet.

The corner of the doctor's heart is saying, "You are still for profit", he is denying it.

Of course, he didn't just like Caiyue, but also because Caiyue was inextricably linked to this trajectory, but the doctor thought that his heart cared more than he cared about interests. That's already good.

The doctor was also wondering why this was, there was a force that surprised the doctor, but he didn't know what it was. Perhaps, it's a force, right?

This new thing is adjustment, maybe it's a thing, maybe it's an energy, it's hard to say what it is, but it must exist.

This power exists in Xiuxiang's heart, and it is very strong, getting stronger and stronger, but Xiuxiang seems to be unconscious, but it becomes a kind of depression, the doctor's medicine is very useful to Xiuxiang's body, and the nourishing ability is very strong, but it can't repair some of her mental wounds, although there is no real change, but the state in the body has a different performance in the instrument.

The artistic qualities of the Doctor are on full display here.

It may also be said that it is a depressive trait.

The Doctor uses a painting to describe each situation.

Because Xiuxiang's paintings always switch between grace and abstraction. Transformations are frequent. And there are a lot of extremes.

The doctor could see that Hideka's heart was very healthy in a normal state, and it was a sad painting, but the level of that painting was very high, but there were some deficiencies that were difficult to detect, but there were.

In addition, through the camera and the line, he found that in M Hospital, people are generally more satisfied with medicines, surgeries and services than some other local hospitals, but there is a general fear of death and pain in the hospital, and people in the hospital are panicked and rely on doctors more than in many other places, and some people have even regarded doctors as their own hopes. In general, doctors also live in such a depressing atmosphere, look at the surrounding situation, you can see that doctors seem to like the patients here, but they are also full of pressure, many doctors have complex emotions, on the one hand, they hope that they have the ability to change something, and on the other hand, they are worried that they will live up to the expectations of patients.

"It's not good for you to do this, and since you want to do good deeds, you shouldn't leave your name. This hand should not know about that hand. Xiao Mi interrupted the calm with a smile.

"Why do you talk so much!" said the doctor, "I must make up for my mistakes. ”

"So you did something wrong. Xiao Mi smiled.