As soon as Chu Mingzhu finished speaking, he regretted it.

If she had seen Qiu Yan's face like this before, she would have been very happy, but last night, when Qiu Yan told her about the emotional entanglement between him and Cai Yue and Xiao Tian, she felt that what she had just said was a bit too much.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to. ”

Because of the apology, because of the panic, her words were a little supportive, and in order to show the sincerity of her apology, she actually picked up the noodle bowl in front of Qiu Yan and drank a few sips.

Qiu Yan was indeed heartbroken because of Chu Mingzhu's words.

At the beginning, Cai Yue painfully chose to stay away from the two of them at the same time because it was difficult to choose between him and Xiao Tian. He knew Caiyue's decision early in his heart, so the night before she left, he spent a lot of money and walked through many relationships to present her with the unique "momentforever" gorgeous night view of Victoria Harbour, just to commemorate the love between him and her that could never really blossom.

In that farewell, Cai Yue once said in the last letterhead left to him that it was "painful", and for him, it was even more!

Qiu Yan's face tightened, his eyebrows furrowed and then loosened, and then he didn't continue to eat noodles, nor did he say a word, he stood up and turned to leave.

Chu Mingzhu looked at Qiu Yan's back as he left, and bit his lip aggrievedly and sadly.

But soon, she tried hard to loosen the knot in her heart. Nothing matters, the most important thing now is to make your stomach happy!

She didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, took the chopsticks that Qiu Yan had just used, and ate the noodles that Qiu Yan had eaten. As she ate, her tears flowed.

She didn't know why she was crying, she just felt uncomfortable with something in her heart. Perhaps it was Qiu Yan's coldness that reminded her of Xiao Tian's ruthless rejection of her.

She doesn't like herself in tears, and she doesn't like to be controlled by bad emotions. She quickly wiped away her tears and continued to gulp down the bowl of noodles.

A few days later, Chu Mingzhu finished what he planned and was about to leave the city. Chen Mingtao called Qiu Yan and asked him to have dinner with him and make a trip for Chu Mingzhu. Qiu Yan hesitated, but agreed.

Soon after the banquet began, Chen Mingtao answered a phone call, and then said that he had something important to do and had to leave first.

Thinking of what Chen Mingtao once said to Xiao Tian about being a matchmaker, Qiu Yan couldn't tell if Chen Mingtao did it on purpose. But no matter what, this meal was supposed to be a farewell to Chu Mingzhu, Chen Mingtao left, and he didn't want to pat his ass and leave immediately.

"I'm sorry! I didn't really want to stab you that day!" Chu Mingzhu apologized again for the incident that night.

She did feel very sorry. Not only because she understands the entanglement between Caiyue and the two men, but also because of her tragic disappearance. Her words that day were too mean for such a woman who was willing to sacrifice everything for love.

Qiu Yan shook his head: "I don't blame you! It's all over! My attitude that night is not too good, don't you mind!"

It was indeed he who teased Chu Mingzhu first that night, and Chu Mingzhu inadvertently said something like that because he counterattacked him. Moreover, Chu Mingzhu had already apologized very sincerely at that time.

Speaking of which, in fact, he should have apologized to Chu Mingzhu, but he didn't make this apology call after thinking about it.

He felt that he and Chu Mingzhu seemed to be a little offended, as long as the two of them got together, it seemed that they couldn't help but stab each other to be happy. He has so many things to do, but he doesn't want to be abusive for himself.

But he didn't expect that Chu Mingzhu would apologize to him again, which made him a little unhappy. After all, he is a man, how can he make a woman apologize to him again and again? What's more, he is at fault in the first place.

Chu Mingzhu saw that Qiu Yan didn't blame her, a happy smile appeared on her face, and she raised her glass very arrogantly: "Then reconcile with us, cheers!"

Qiu Yan blinked and looked at Chu Mingzhu very strangely.

Chu Mingzhu was inexplicably looked at by Qiu Yan, and wiped his face: "Why do you look at me like this?

Qiu Yan retracted his gaze, tilted his neck and drank the wine in the cup before replying, "No." ”

He just felt that he was a little uncomfortable with Chu Mingzhu's childlike innocence that he had just revealed. He felt that Chu Mingzhu was not only big-chested, but also bigger-minded.

He has always felt that Chu Mingzhu, a woman, is too strong, too rational, and too smart. She does not have the weakness, shyness, and reserve of women, and of course, she does not have all the unreasonableness that women often have.

In particular, he had a lot of dealings with Chu Mingzhu because of Xiao Tian's case, and later because of the business cooperation between Mingyao and Tianrui and Chu, and he had a deep understanding of Chu Mingzhu's strong and deep family background in China, her tough and clever wrist for herself, and her calm negotiation and decision-making without emotional fluctuations.

Therefore, all along, he basically didn't treat Chu Mingzhu as a woman.

After Chu Mingzhu finished drinking, he suddenly stopped talking, supported his chin with one hand, and looked out the window in a daze.

Chu Mingzhu's rare daze made Qiu Yan a little inquisitive: "What are you thinking?"

Chu Mingzhu still looked out the window and shook his head: "It's nothing." ”

Qiu Yan's desire to explore was not satisfied, and he asked again without giving up: "Something on your mind?"

Chu Mingzhu looked at his eyes outside the window, and there was some sadness that he tried to hide: "Am I a very unlovely person?"

Chu Mingzhu is not cute, Qiu Yan has never thought about this problem. However, if he had to answer this question, his answer would be: Chu Mingzhu, a woman, is actually quite charming, but it really can't match "cuteness".

However, seeing how sad she is now, he still can't bear to reply to her directly.

"Why do you think that?"

Chu Mingzhu smiled self-deprecating and sad: "If this is not the case, why would Xiao Tian rather wait for someone who is very likely to never come back than be with me?"

Regarding her bitter love for Xiao Tian, there is no one Chu Mingzhu can say at all. Because she is the president of the Chu family, because she is the first female killer in the business world with a too strong personality, because she has no girlfriends who can talk to her and sit on an equal footing.

Qiu Yan is one of the few people who knows her relationship with Xiao Tian and is qualified to listen to her.

Qiu Yan didn't reply immediately, and said after a while: "It's not that you're bad, it's just that there is a kind of love in this world, called 'she has to be'." For Xiao Tian, Caiyue is his 'she'. ”

What he didn't say was: So, it's not that I'm not good enough in the first place. Rather, even if Cai Yue loves me again, I can't surpass Xiao Tian's absolute transcendent status in his mind. Xiao Tian is also her "must be" to her.

Chu Mingzhu nodded.

Xiao Tian's secret identity has been revealed, so the painful love between Xiao Tian and Lin Wanyun, Qiu Yan also mentioned Chu Mingzhu a little on the night when the two were drunk.

Xiao Tian had told her a long time ago that he could not love any other woman in this life except Caiyue. Before, Chu Mingzhu didn't want to believe this, but now, she finally understood Xiao Tian's love for Caiyue.

In this world, feelings are the most unclear. This thing never talks about fairness, let alone first-come, first-come. To love or not to love, often by the person himself.

What is especially unreasonable is that in love, the person you love is often not the best person, but once you fall in love, it is not good or the best!

Xiao Tian's love for Caiyue is very complicated, blending his love for Lin Wanyun and for her personally. Therefore, for Xiao Tian, Caiyue is indeed the only one that cannot be replaced in this world.

For Caiyue, she has received Xiao Tian's double favor and double affection, but at the same time, she must also bear the mixture and heaviness of this love that is so thick that it can't be dissolved. That is, she will never really know how much Xiao Tian loves her because of Lin Wanyun, and how much because of herself.

Therefore, love is such a domineering and unreasonable thing! If you get her sweetness, you must also bear her pain and pain.

Chu Mingzhu didn't continue to let herself sink down, and raised her eyes to look at Qiu Yan, who was sitting directly opposite her

"What about you? Caiyue is 'must have her' to Xiao Tian, are you also 'must have her'?"

Qiu Yan poured wine into the cup, and without saying a word, drank it all.

After a long time, he looked at Chu Mingzhu and asked, "What about you to Xiao Tian?"

Chu Mingzhu also poured himself a drink, and it took a long time before he replied: "I told him earlier that I would treat him as a brother." If I can't get it, no matter what, I will let it go. ”

Qiu Yan smiled, nodded, and didn't speak.

The two continued to eat and drink. It's just that Chu Mingzhu's wine is a little fierce again.

Seeing that Chu Mingzhu was drinking more and more violently, Qiu Yan pressed her hand again, "Go back early! Otherwise, you will get drunk again." ”

Chu Mingzhu lowered his eyebrows and thought about it.

understands Xiao Tian's "must be her" love for Caiyue, she really can't indulge herself in this impossible love so much.

As strong as her, she still put down the wine glass in her hand controllably.

Qiu Yan sent Chu Mingzhu downstairs to the hotel again.

"Do you want to go up and sit for a while?" Chu Mingzhu was a little drunk, as if he had made an invitation casually.

Qiu Yan glanced at her, "Don't sit, you will have an early plane tomorrow morning, so rest early." ”

Chu Mingzhu smiled, "Then, goodbye!"

Qiu Yan nodded: "Goodbye!"

Chu Mingzhu turned around and went upstairs.

Qiu Yan returned to the car, turned his head to look at the hotel door, lowered his head for a while, and then said to Xue Yong: "Let's go." ”

Since the two confessed their love history to each other after they were drunk that night, Qiu Yan and Chu Mingzhu seemed to have really become friends.