839, kneeling to walk all {first change}
Li Qiuhong suddenly said, "Can you give me a cigarette?"
"Huh?" the fourth was stunned, and then said with a smile, "I don't smoke, where will I give you a cigarette." ”
"Please, I really want to smoke. Li Qiuhong had a pleading look.
The fourth shook his head, "Since you're sick, you can't smoke." ”
"Can't you do any of them?"
"Not a bite. The fourth child replied very firmly, "Will you be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon?" Take a two-day break, not only can you smoke, but I can also drink with you, as much as you want." ”
Their brothers and sisters probably have Li Zhaokun's ability to drink, white, beer, and red, they can all drink a little.
Li Qiuhong leaned on the pillow, tilted her head, and stared at the ceiling blankly, as if she didn't dare to look at the fourth child, but just asked, "You don't want to know what disease I have?"
"I studied medicine. The fourth child thought for a moment and said truthfully, "Your symptoms have explained everything to me. ”
"You are studying pharmacy, and you are not pathological, so it's okay for a layman, but it's not okay for me. Even if Li Qiuhong's state is not very good at the moment, she can't change her instinct to fight.
The fourth child smiled and said, "Are you in pain in your lower abdomen, swollen and uncomfortable?"
"How do you know?" Li Qiuhong was puzzled.
"Your brow furrows from time to time, and your left hand never lets go of your stomach. "The fourth said that he did not shy away from it.
"You know everything. Li Qiuhong turned sideways, turned her face to the other side, and turned her back to the fourth child.
"Hey, don't do that. The fourth smiled and shook her head, "Come on, little girl, give my sister a smile, it's nothing, everything will be fine." ”
She didn't know exactly what was happening, but she believed that no woman wanted to suffer the pain of a miscarriage casually.
"You make fun of me too. Tears flowed down Li Qiuhong's face.
"Who made fun of you, fool, it's too late for me to feel distressed. The fourth child wiped away her tears and comforted, "What is the relationship between the two of us? If you are not happy, I must be even more unhappy, if you are happy, I can be happy." ”
My brother scolded me like that, and my parents scolded me like that. Li Qiuhong's tears still couldn't be stopped.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. The fourth child hurriedly apologized, and once again hurriedly took out a tissue from his bag.
"I love him so much, care about him so much, like him so much, and treat him so well! How can he treat me like this!" Li Qiuhong cried a little hysterical.
The fourth child was silent for a while, and then patted her on the shoulder and said, "Can we change the angle?" I think you are very lucky, at least you know that this person can not be cherished, find a better person, there will be a better person waiting for you." ”
Li Qiuhong shook her head, "Have you ever tried to love someone like a miracle?"
"Nope. The fourth child smiled and shook his head, "I came here from the most remote and impoverished village in China to study, and then I met you, and now I am chatting with you, it is already a miracle, I don't need to worship anyone, just worship myself." ”
She has her pride, she never has to bow to anyone, and she will not bow to anyone.
"So you don't understand, you don't understand what it's like to love someone, the pain of losing someone. ”
The fourth child smiled and said, "I don't understand, but I know how painful your brother and your mother will be when she sees you like this." ”
The implication in my heart is that for an outsider, is it necessary to toss the family?
Li Qiuhong said, "You are always so rational. ”
"So I'm like you said, I don't have literary cells, and I even read books for fun, and I'm a big boss. Seeing that she was about to adjust her posture, the fourth child helped her move the pillow.
"She's gone, I can't see him anymore, my heart hurts, it hurts. Li Qiuhong muttered to herself, still not relieving herself from her grief.
"Those who want to leave can't stay, and those who want to stay won't go. "The fourth child is always very calm.
"Actually, I understand him, he has dreams, he wants to go abroad, I can't hold him back!" Li Qiuhong's tears were even stronger, "I can follow him! He won't refuse me!"
The fourth child asked, "After you got pregnant, he proposed to your family?"
She got to the point.
"No, he wants to marry me, but my brother has always looked down on him, and he doesn't dare to go to my house. We've known each other for so many years, is it necessary to make so much trouble? Isn't it just a matter of getting a marriage certificate? My brother has to stop me! Don't let me go with him!"
"If he goes to your house, will your brother kill him or what? It means that he doesn't want to be with you with pure intentions, it's just an excuse to abandon you.
So go and go, what's your pity?
Don't contradict me, if he really cares about you, he won't leave you when you're pregnant.
"They are really for my good, don't stop me from following him, and I will lose my baby! Without a baby, how will I face him in the future! What face do I have to meet him!"
"The best for you in this world is always your relatives, I believe that your brother is also for your good, you are still young and have a great future, there is no need to ruin yourself for a man who doesn't care about you. The fourth child finally understood that the miscarriage was not due to Li Qiuhong's will, "Even if you can really be together in the future, your brother's current insistence is to give you the confidence to fight for your future status and life." I can understand your brother, your brother treats you as a treasure, and my sister just let the pig arch like this, and he is still bent on getting married, he must not be able to figure it out, why, isn't it?"
"But that's my own way! The path I chose by myself, I will finish it on my knees! Why should he interfere with me!" Li Qiuhong was indignant, "Do you know? When I knew that I was pregnant, how happy I was? The baby was lying peacefully in my belly, and I was going to be a mother! That was my hope! My sustenance!"
"Nourish your body first, and then heal your eyes......" It took a long time for the fourth child to say this.
Some girls hand over all the same men when they see them, and they don't count their own shame, but they also drag the family to follow the shame, and they feel that other families are closer than their own, which is stupid and ridiculous.
She couldn't figure out how Li Qiuhong, who was once so smart and motivated, could become like this and become unfamiliar, which made her a little unrecognizable.
She couldn't figure it out anyway.
Can love really make people so blind?
The more I talked with Li Qiuhong, the more tired the fourth child became.
After a few words of casual comfort, he quietly left the ward while Li Qiuhong was napping.
She is now thinking about Li Qiuhong, and she suddenly wants to smoke a cigarette and be quiet.
At the gate of the hospital, she looked at Li Aijun, who was sitting on a flower bed and smoking a cigarette.
"Brother Li, Qiuhong is asleep. ”
"Thank you. Li Aijun smiled very reluctantly, "Help me comfort me more, I can't turn my brain away." ”