Chapter 43: You're Really Sick
After saying this, Lin Wanbai had to spend a lot of effort, just now, she took a cigarette from the security guard in the security room, and then finished smoking it in the corridor.
She thought a lot about the time of a cigarette, and this was what she thought about in the time of the cigarette just now.
After smoking, she stood alone for a long time until the smell of smoke dissipated before going upstairs.
Lin Wanbai said: "I'm done with what I'm going to say, go back first." ”
She smiled at him, turned and walked away.
Fu Zhenxing didn't make a sound, watched her enter the door, and didn't say a word.
The smile on Lin Wanbai's face lasted until the moment she closed the door, she thought about it, if he agreed, then divorce, she didn't wronged herself, she didn't want to force herself to be a madman.
She stood against the door, tears still falling.
When those words came out, the most painful thing was herself, and the pain of cutting her heart was nothing more than that.
She took a deep breath to calm herself, but the tears couldn't be stopped, and her body trembled uncontrollably. It was as if I really wanted to say goodbye to him, and I would never communicate with him again.
In fact, it's nothing, who in this world can't live well without her? She can too, there are many people around her who care about her and love her, but it's just a Fu Xing, it's nothing.
If you leave, you will leave, and the best three years have passed.
When Han Chen returned home, there were two bottles of red wine at the door, which were already empty. He frowned slightly, and all the way through, there were all wine bottles, all empty.
Then, he found someone in the bathroom.
Lying on the ground, asleep.
The bathroom was filled with a foul smell, he frowned slightly, and pulled her up in the past, she was already drunk, Han Chen carried her into the room, and originally wanted to call Yang Ruyue, but he thought that Fu Zhenxing lived next door, so he gave up.
lest you be seen as bored.
He made a hot towel, wiped Lin Wanbai's face, and wiped his hands again. She had fallen asleep and was not responding at all.
Her hand was soft in his palm, a little cold, he couldn't help but hold it tightly, and after a few seconds, it quickly released, and his heart beat a little fast. His eyes were in a trance, he raised his eyes, his eyes fell on her face, and seeing that she was unresponsive, he held it gently, carefully, with both hands.
Slowly, the temperature of his palm gradually warmed her hand.
He sat on the edge of the bed like this, staring intently at her face, a little distracted, and a picture came to his mind, he kissed her, and she happily accepted it.
A shallow smile spread across his lips, and soon, when he came to his senses again, he immediately let go of his hand, got up and stepped aside, pursed his thin lips tightly, turned his back, and did not look at her again. He gasped slightly, as if he had gone through a big battle, he squeezed the towel tightly, and after a while, he slowly turned his head sideways, glanced back, only one glance, and quickly withdrew his gaze, and walked out quickly.
He went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, slowly raised his eyes, and saw the desire in his eyes in the mirror.
So clear, unabashed.
He swallowed, his heart pounding, he caught a glimpse of the beard knife in the storage box, he reached out and took the blade, and without hesitation cut it in the palm of his hand.
Now, sober.
Lin Wanbai slept and didn't wake up until the afternoon of the next day.
When I woke up, I felt uncomfortable all over my body, and my forehead hurt like it was about to crack.
She lay quietly for a while, the door was pushed open, and Han Chen probed in to take a look, "Finally woke up, if I don't wake up, I'm going to call 120." ”
"What time is it?"
"Four o'clock. Han Chen emphasized, "It's the next day." ”
"Sleep so long. ”
"yes, you drank all the wine in the fridge yesterday. ”
She got up with difficulty, rubbed her forehead, and said, "It's just a few bottles, not much." ”
"Yesterday afternoon, what happened, you have to drink like this. ”
"Nothing happened, I was just bored and wanted to get drunk. ”
Han Chen smiled, didn't ask, didn't need to ask, she knew that it must have something to do with the person next door, her emotions would only fluctuate because of that person, and no one else could get in, "I'll cook the wine soup and bring it in for you, or will you go out to drink?"
"Get out. ”
"Do you need any more help?"
"No, I don't. ”
"Then I'll get out. ”
"Hmm. ”
Lin Wanbai sat for a while before getting up to take a bath.
After taking a bath, the whole person was refreshed, but his head still hurt a little.
The hangover soup was already on the table, the temperature was just right, she drank it in one go, and the whole person felt a lot more comfortable.
Han Chen made a light dinner, afraid that she would overeat and her stomach would not be able to stand it.
But Lin Wanbai's self-control ability is still very good, she is very hungry, but she also restrains herself, eats slowly, and does not eat too much.
After the meal, she stood by the window, blew the wind for a while, ate a little more fruit, and went to the study. Yesterday she went to drink after sending the email, and by now, exactly twenty-four hours.
But so far, Fu has not responded.
Lin Wanbai supported his chin with one hand and held his mobile phone with the other, and Fu Zhenxing's WeChat did not move.
At this time, someone in their charity group was Aite her, she clicked on it and took a look, it was the president's warning to her, telling her to take care of her private life, and to hold a charity banquet at the end of the year, not wanting to be affected by her affairs at that time.
This charity is still very meaningful, she carefully wrote a long speech to express her sincere apologies, and promised to take care of her personal affairs before the end of the year.
Fu Zhenxing still didn't move, and she didn't take the initiative to ask.
The days still go by like this, as if nothing has changed. But Lin Wanbai seemed to have really decided like this, and she and Han Chen had no worries.
She even took Han Chen and Lin Jingyu to have a meal together.
It was not hidden, but it was eaten in the hotel in an open and open manner.
In the eyes of others, this is not a simple meal, this is equivalent to certification, meeting parents. And there are already rumors that Lin Wanbai and Fu Zhenxing are ready to divorce, and even more so that they are divorced.
But they themselves knew that this meal was just a simple meal and had no special meaning.
Lin Jingyu saw Han Chen, looked at it carefully, and felt that the young man looked really energetic. But there is a temperament on his body, which is indeed somewhat similar to Fu Zhenxing.
But he is a little sunnier than Fu.
Han Chen was somewhat restrained, but he was also generous, and he was not petty.
There was no wine on the table today, Lin Wanbai did not allow anyone to drink it, so Lin Jingyu gave up.
A meal, the meal was quite pleasant, ate for more than two hours, and talked a lot. Han Chen went to check out, and there were only two mother and daughter left in the private room.
Lin Jingyu wiped her mouth, took out the lipstick and a small mirror from her bag, touched up her makeup, and said: "This child is quite interesting, maybe he will really be promising in the future, but his personality is not very good, and he is not a good partner to fall in love." ”
"What are you talking about, and you're not your son-in-law. ”
Lin Wanbai drank water.
"I'm not afraid that you're going to mess around again, so I'll remind you first?"
"Rest assured. ”
Lin Jingyu finished filling the lipstick, put the things in her bag, then leaned over, sat beside her, and asked, "What's the situation now?"
"What's going on?"
"You and Fu Zhenxing, now it's like this, and he still hasn't responded?"
"Let's get a divorce. She said indifferently.
Lin Jingyu raised her eyebrows, stared at her for a while, and was a little surprised when she found that she was serious, "So, are you serious or pretending?"
Lin Wanbai turned sideways, supported her head with one hand, looked at her with a smile, and said, "What do you say?"
"You kid, I'm getting more and more incomprehensible. But no matter what, I support your choice, as long as you feel happy, just remember that happiness is the most important thing. But if you really divorce him this time, then in the next marriage, I hope you can marry a man who is good in all aspects, loves you, and knows how to cherish you, you know?"
Lin Jingyu said very seriously, touched her head, then pinched her chin, and said: "Desperate love, if it is just hot, will be very painful." Actually, I can understand you very well, the old man, they all blame me, saying that I shouldn't indulge you, but I know that there are some things that you don't want to bump into, and you will never be reconciled, and you will only turn back when you hit the south wall. ”
Lin Wanbai looked at her earnest, Lin Jingyu rarely did this, she acted like an enlightened mother most of the time, talking to her like a friend, helping her analyze and give her ideas.
Two mothers and daughters, like best friends.
"Mom, can I ask you a question?"
"Ask. ”
"Do you treat your dad the same way you did now?"
Lin Jingyu guessed that she was going to ask, this question, she should have been holding back for a long time.
She patted the back of her hand, lowered her eyes, and said with a smile: "In the end, we are still different, you are better than me, much better than me." If I were to say the same as before, you wouldn't believe it. When a man has betrayed, it is like the sky is falling for a woman, and it is devastating. ”
"Then why don't you divorce your father?"
"Divorce?" she laughed, "I don't have the word divorce in my dictionary, and the vows you make when you get married aren't just words. There is no divorce in my dictionary, only widowhood. ”
"I could let him die, but I would never divorce him. ”
Lin Wanbai was stunned for a moment, she never thought that her mother, who was gentle on weekdays, would have such thoughts.
She patted her chest and quipped, "It's not easy for Dad to survive to this day." ”
Lin Jingyu laughed, "That's nature." ”
In an instant, Lin Jingyu returned to her original appearance, with a kind face, and said: "But you don't need to be like this, you don't have children now, you are still free, you really can't live it, just divorce." It's nothing good, you still have us, divorce is for you, that is, there is an extra divorce certificate in your person. However, after hitting the south wall once, you can't have a second time, and you have to know how to grow as a person, understand?"
"Got it. ”
"Don't say it, this young man is really good, he knows that we are talking inside, and he doesn't come in if he is very interesting. ”
Lin Wanbai raised her eyebrows, "Of course, my vision has always been very poisonous, okay." ”
Then, the two cleaned up and got up to go out.
Han Chen waited at the door, and as soon as the door opened, he immediately turned around, as if he had just come back, and said, "It's just time to settle the account." ”
Lin Jingyu pursed her lips and smiled, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "The young man is very good." ”
He smiled implicitly, a little embarrassed.
Lin Wanbai and Han Chen sent Lin Jingyu to the door of the hotel, and after watching her get into the car, the two went back to the hotel. Lin Wanbai booked a room here, the top floor sky suite here is very interesting, she has always wanted to come and sleep for one night, and today it happened to be empty, so she booked it directly.
When the two arrived at the room, Han Chen opened the door, and when he was about to go in, Fu Jixing suddenly appeared, he grabbed Lin Wanbai's hand, and after taking a deep look at her, he directly dragged her away.
Han Chen subconsciously grabbed it, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her to his side with great force.
Fu Zhenxing glanced over, his eyes were cold, "Let go." ”
There was a warning in his tone, and there was still a fire in his voice.
"It depends on whether she wants to go with you or not. Han Chen was not timid, and the hand holding her wrist tightened.
Fu Jixing didn't say it a second time, but smashed it with a fist, and this punch smashed directly into his face.
Fortunately, Han Chen dodged it and didn't hit the front side, but it just rubbed the side of his face, which was enough to choke. Fu Shixing's punch gave full strength.
Lin Wanbai still remembers the tragic situation of Ye Run, the head brand of Kahuang, and the ruined face can't be used.
Han Chen still didn't resist, a smell of blood gushed in the cavity, and the entire row of teeth seemed to be loose. The man hit the wall, but he still didn't let go of Lin Wanbai's hand.
Fu Jixing was about to make a move, but Lin Wanbai immediately pulled the person back, blocked in front of him, held his wrist, and said, "It's okay, I'll make it clear to him, I'll be back soon." ”
Han Chen twisted his eyebrows, looked at her deeply, and finally slowly let go of his hand. glanced at Fu Jixing coldly, then said softly to Lin Wanbai, "I'll wait for you to come back." ”
Without waiting for Lin Wanbai to say anything, Fu Shixing dragged her away.
The strength was very strong, and the hand holding her wrist was very hard, and Lin Wanbai felt that her hand was about to be dislocated by him.
She struggled, "You let go, it hurts to death." ”
He let go of his hand only after entering the elevator.
In the elevator, there was no one else, just two people.
He didn't press the number of floors, and the elevator door closed still.
Lin Wanbai stood behind, rubbed his wrist, looked at him deeply, pursed his lips, and said, "What a coincidence, you are also here." ”
"Unfortunately, I'm here for you. His tone was cold, and he didn't turn to look at her.
She licked her lower lip and asked, "Yes, did you come to me to talk about divorce? I have already handed this matter to the lawyer, he should have informed you, did he?"
He finally turned his head, his eyes were deep, and there was a strong emotion in his eyes.
Lin Wanbai looked at his eyes, didn't look away, his back was tightly pressed against the elevator wall, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, saying, "I know it's my fault, so I won't ......"
Before the three words of sorry for you could be spoken, he suddenly smashed a punch and smashed it in her ear, with a bang, with the wind.
She only blinked, and anger burned in his eyes.
His voice was cold and hard, and he said word by word: "Is it fair to me?"
The smile on her face was gone, she just looked him in the eye and didn't speak.
After some time, he closed his eyes, as if trying to suppress something, and when he opened them again, a hand lightly placed on her shoulder, and said, "I'll just assume that you never said these words." ”
"Why? I've already decided, the divorce settlement I gave you is fair to you, isn't it?"
Her heart tightened, with a breath in her chest, she looked at him fixedly, without the slightest evasion, the look in her eyes was resolute, indifferent, as if she had really made up her mind, "If you just want to tell me this, then I don't think it's necessary." If it goes on like this, it's not good for you and me, you hit Han Chen just now, I'm a little angry, I don't say much on the side, I have to go back, otherwise I'm afraid he will think too much. ”
In fact, he can appear here at this moment, Lin Wanbai is already very surprised, she has an indescribable joy in her heart, she can't control it, and she is about to laugh.
But she still felt that it was not enough, and she felt that she could go further. She didn't need anything, just lots and lots of love from him.
The moment she walked past him, she was dragged back by Fu Shixing again, pressed on the elevator, and didn't give Lin Wanbai any chance to resist, biting her lip.
She struggled, resisted.
He bit harder and harder, his hands were clasped by him and pressed on the elevator, and the whole person couldn't move anymore.
He was angry, and he couldn't restrain his emotions from venting, like crazy.
The mouth hurts, but Lin Wanbai's heart is sweet, like eating the sweetest honey in the world, his heart melts, and the dark clouds above his head have all dispersed, revealing the sunshine, which is extraordinarily brilliant.
She slowly softened and stopped struggling anyway.
His kiss did not stop, and it went deeper and deeper, as if he was moved by his true feelings.
I don't know how long it took for him to slowly restrain himself, he didn't let go of his hand holding her for a moment, he looked down at the person in front of him, both of them were breathing a little chaotic, Lin Wanbai's lips became red and swollen, he was too hard, that kind of urgency, so he didn't control the strength well.
She licked her lips, a little tingling.
"I don't get divorced and I don't cover up. From today onwards, if you dare to go out of the wall again, I will fold you off and insert you in a vase. Lin Wanbai, I don't allow you to have any ambiguous behavior with any man. ”
Lin Wanbai's brain is a little short-circuited now, his eyes are down, he doesn't say a word, and he doesn't know what he is thinking, but his ears are slowly turning red.
He pinched her chin and forced her to look up and face him.
"Do you hear that?" he said.
Lin Wanbai pursed her lips, and a pair of eyes were full of emotion.
This made Fu Zhenxing a little difficult to control, he frowned, a little urgent, "Speak." ”
She frowned slightly, tore his hand away, and complained a little, "Not gentle at all." ”
Her expression was a little shy, and she was a little shy, and she was indifferent just now, and she wanted to break with him completely.
Fu Shixing breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "Then do it again?"
She nudged him, "You think beautifully, there's surveillance here." ”
He pressed closer, clasped her face with both hands, and kissed her lips again without hesitation.
……
Han Chen didn't wait for Lin Wanbai to come back, he only waited for Yang Ruyue.
Standing at the door with a medicine box, seeing her, Han Chen knew the result. He couldn't stop feeling lost, left the door, turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Yang Ruyue walked over and said, "Miss Lin is home, and I have been instructed to come over and treat your injuries." And this. She said, pulling out a piece of paper from her pocket with an address written on it, "This is where your parents are now, and Miss Lin said that she can help you restore the family to its original state, or even better, and lay a solid foundation for your future path." ”
Han Chen took a look, and his entire mouth had been hurting since just now. Not even drinking water.
This is the benefit she gave him, and he was still so generous.
He shook his head, returned the piece of paper to Yang Ruyue, and said, "I don't need it, I think it's good now, they didn't think about me when they fled, and now I don't need to think about them." A person is free, you and the little ...... No, Miss Lin said that I thank her for her kindness, and that she has given me enough favors, and if there is more, I will not be able to pay it back. ”
Yang Ruyue said: "Miss Lin doesn't need anything special in return, as long as you remember. ”
"I will never forget it in my life. ”
She smiled and said nothing.
……
Lin Wanbai and the others returned to Lan She, and as soon as they entered the door, they had endless strength and energy, from the door to the living room, and then all the way up.
It was as if I had endured my emotions for a long time, and ignited at this moment.
When it was all over, the night was already deep.
Lin Wanbai was very tired, but her mind was still clear, but she pretended to be asleep, lying on his body, motionless.
After a long time, Fu Zhenxing gently placed her and got up to take a bath.
She narrowed her eyes, glanced at him secretly, restrained her desire to rush forward, and closed her eyes again.
She stayed awake all night until dawn the next day, but when Fu Jixing came along, she woke up with her.
But she didn't let him find out, just rolled over and went back to sleep.
She had to keep her composure.
Lin Wanbai lay on the bed until eight o'clock before getting up, she had a guzheng class this morning, and she had to go over at nine o'clock. She went to take a shower before going downstairs slowly.
Fu Zhenxing made breakfast, which would be reading the newspaper in the living room.
Seeing her come down, I was a little surprised, "You got up so early?"
"Oh, I'm going to take a guzheng class in a moment. ”
"You can get the teacher to come to the house. ”
"No, I like the classroom, it's tastefully designed. When I got home, I didn't feel it. ”
"Okay, I'll accompany you later. ”
"Aren't you busy?"
He looked at her and said, "Don't worry about you." ”
"What's the matter, isn't it possible that you will take me with you wherever you go in the future?"
"Yes. He nodded, "Starting tomorrow, come with me to work in the company." ”
She opened her mouth, but he didn't give her a chance to refuse, "That's it." ”
He got up and walked to the kitchen, Lin Wanbai hurriedly followed, "Then what am I going to do in the company?"
"Secretary. ”
"Don't you have it?"
"Special Secretary. ”
Lin Wanbai raised her eyebrows, stood at the door of the kitchen, looked at him intently, pursed her lips, and smiled secretly.
As soon as he turned around, she immediately stopped and looked at him expressionlessly, "Can I refuse?"
"What do you say?"
"Yes. ”
"We'll see tomorrow. The corners of his mouth hooked and passed past her.
After breakfast, Fu Zhenxing personally sent her to class, where she took classes in the Water Pavilion.
The teacher is wearing a cheongsam and is an elderly classical beauty.
Today is Lin Wanbai's first class, so she taught some basics and let her touch the strings.
Lin Wanbai was extremely serious, even if Fu Jixing sat next to her and watched, she could focus on what was in front of her.
At the end of today's class, there is still time to spare, and the teacher presented a song.
Lin Wanbai and Fu Jixing sat together and drank tea, the integration of scenery and people, vassal elegance.
Lin Wanbai has a goal, one day, she can sit here with Fu Shixing, she plays the piano, and he listens. Stay like this all day, and you can't be more relaxed.
After lunch, Fu Zhenxing took her to buy a guzheng, and he accompanied her all day.
In addition to going to the toilet, she was not given a chance to be alone, as if she was afraid that she would run away.
This whole day is a time when the two are alone.
In the evening, he took her to yesterday's hotel and went to the sky suite.
Even the meal was in the private room where she and Lin Jingyu ate yesterday, and it felt like it was deliberate.
Maybe I want to hear her explanation, or say something.
But Lin Wanbai didn't say anything, finished eating very calmly, and then calmly followed him into the room he booked yesterday.
She praised it and said, "It's really distinctive, I really want to be in the air." It's also a shame that the weather is cold now, otherwise this room should be very hot. ”
All glass roof, the whole side behind the big bed is also all transparent tempered glass, the bed is placed in the protruding piece, there is a fear of heights, I am afraid that I can't sleep here.
Lin Wanbai was a little afraid of heights, and she didn't dare to walk over.
Fu Jixing directly picked her up, walked over, and stood on the glass floor.
Lin Wanbai subconsciously hugged his neck, "Afraid of being high, you still want to come to experience?"
"Isn't it possible?"
"How many times have you done it with Han Chen?"
He abruptly digressed from the topic.
Lin Wanbai paused, a little unresponsive, and almost blurted out two words.
He looked at her with a deep gaze, and it turned out that this matter was not over.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Lin Wanbai turned his gaze away, wanting to get off him. But he didn't let it, Lin Wanbai knew for the first time how strong he was, no matter how she struggled, she couldn't escape his palm at all, no matter how she tossed, she was still in his arms.
For a moment, she stopped struggling and said, "Let go." ”
Say. ”
She pursed her lips, "You let me down, I'll tell you again." ”
However, he does not compromise," he said. ”
She wanted to deceive people, but after thinking about it, it was actually unnecessary, so she said angrily: "No, not once." ”
The corners of his mouth moved slightly, "What about the mouth, how many times have you kissed it?"
She couldn't laugh or cry, and asked, "Don't you care?" The last time I kissed him, you didn't seem to mind at all." ”
He didn't answer, but repeated the question: "A few times." ”
She looked at him for a long time, then leaned over, deliberately said in a breathless voice, "Fu Zhenxing, you are really sick." ”
Is it sick? Yes, and it's serious.
Lin Wanbai got what she wanted.
In the dead of night, she opened her eyes, propped herself up, and quietly looked at Fu Jixing, as if she couldn't see enough.
She thought, she really had to plant it in his hands for the rest of her life.
She leaned over and kissed him on the lips, then whispered a word in his ear.