"Which garden to go to?"

There is more than one garden in the mansion. There is a central garden, a back garden, and a patio garden. It is this forbidden courtyard, and it also has its own small garden in its own separate courtyard.

"Central garden bar. ”

Under the promenade in the central garden of the mansion, it was still the same as last time, and the two of them were sitting in a wheelchair in the same direction, and the other was sitting on the bridge of the promenade, facing the red and green scenery in full bloom in front of them.

Although there was still a little heat in the air, the sun had faded from the scorching heat and glare of the noonday, and shone on the earth with some tenderness, gilding everything in the garden with a shallow golden edge. The breeze blows the scent of flowers into your nose, making you feel refreshed.

Everything seemed so beautiful, but the bad thoughts in Xiao Tian's mind became stronger and stronger.

Because it was here last time, she told him that she couldn't belong to him.

Sure enough, as soon as Cai Yue opened her mouth, she directly said her thoughts.

"Xiao Tian, I can't go back to China with you! I understand you, you are not a man who can give up his career for love! You are naturally needed by others, and you are used to being needed, and being needed by others is your need!"

Xiao Tian was immediately excited: "I've been needed for so long, and now I only know that I need you, and you need me!"

In the garden in front of you, there are all kinds of flowers of different colors and shapes, which are extremely beautiful and enchanting. The view here is wide, the air is fresh, and the fragrance of flowers is inspiring.

So, she had to come here to say something. Otherwise, if she said the next words in a small space that was avoided, she was afraid that the overweight sadness would immediately overwhelm her.

Her gaze was slightly withdrawn from the beautiful flowers, and her eyes were lowered.

"Now you think that, it's human nature, because we've been apart for too long, too long. But when the excitement and joy of the reunion passes, you will regret it and feel that it is not worth it. And I don't even know how long I'll live, so how can I make you give up everything for me? ”

Xiao Tian only felt that there was something as hot as magma in his heart, like fire, and something so cold that it pierced his heart, like ice.

"So, you're leaving me again?"

He gritted his teeth almost word for word, and then, without waiting for her to answer, he jerked her wheelchair around, made her look at him face to face, and yelled at her.

"Look at me! How can you say such a thing! What is this? Feed me a big meal, and then then slam me with a big stick? You cruel woman! Be cruel to others, even more cruel to yourself, and cruel to me!"

Cai Yue raised a hand, trying to caress his face, soothing his emotions even more. He angrily waved her hand away. She raised her hand again, he waved it away, she raised it again, and he waved it away.

She didn't raise her hand again, she just looked at him with a heartache.

Xiao Tian glared at her and continued to accuse her angrily.

"Why do you have to be so stubborn? Why do you have to be so wise and ruthless? I'm willing to give up everything for you, I'm willing to do anything to possess you. Why can't you be impulsive and selfish for my sake, and take possession of me desperately?"

She raised her hand again and ran it to the corner of his eye. These eyes, she has been in love with since she was fifteen years old. The relationship between the first side under the moonlit night made her willingly pay a heavy price for her life to love him.

Now, this love has been washed and tempered for a long time, not only has not faded in the slightest, but has become an inseparable part of her life more and more than before.

He said she was stupid, and she felt stupid, incredibly stupid, but she just didn't regret it. If she were to go back in time, her choice would still be - to love him with all her might!

This time, Xiao Tian didn't wave her hand again.

She gently traced the two fine lines at the corners of his eyes with her fingers, and she felt that even his fine lines were full of infinite manly charm.

She looked into his eyes tenderly and resolutely, with infinite affection in her eyes.

"I can't go with you because I'm selfish, because I want to possess you completely, because I want to preserve our love! I'll never let you give up everything because of me, because I don't want to see you regret it in the future.

Since I've worked so hard for so long, and I can't let you go of me to find new happiness, then I want to be completely selfish. I want you to never forget me, so that you will remember me for the rest of your life, only remember my goodness, only remember your debt to me, not my debt to you!"

Xiao Tian said hurriedly: "But, I am willing! I am willing to want nothing, just accompany you! I don't think I have given up anything for you, that is, you owe me." You don't have to think about it. ”

Cai Yue smiled: "Of course you are willing now!"

Xiao Tian grabbed her hand suddenly: "I will always be willing in the future! Why can't you trust me once? Why can't you try hard for me?"

Cai Yue looked at him and still smiled.

"You don't have to try, because I know you! You can indeed spend the rest of your life with me, but your happiness will be lost, your vitality will be lost! You are not an ordinary man, you can't live an ordinary life.

If the price of keeping you with me is to make you lose yourself, then I would rather not have it! And then, do you think there is any point in this kind of physical companionship? I am a greedy and cruel woman, and I would rather lose your person forever than gain your heart forever!"

Xiao Tian laughed miserably.

He actually forgot that the woman he loved was always planning for the future, and she had been like this since she was a child, and of course she is still like this now. She has seen through life and death, and has experienced life and death, but the nature of the country is easy to change, but it is difficult to change.

Money and power are just nothing, and even her life may be gone at any time, so she can not care about everything, but she grasps her feelings tighter, because this is the only thing she wants to grasp and can grasp in her life now.

It's just that the love she wants is to have it in this non-possessive way of possession.

Because, in this world, the more beautiful things are, the easier it is to lose. Moreover, the more beautiful things are, the more ephemeral they are. So, in order to have it forever, she chose not to have!

What cannot be obtained and what is lost forever will always be the most precious and nostalgic.

Just like Lin Wanyun's death, it became a permanent pain in his heart, and she used her permanent death to permanently occupy his heart.

Xiao Tian looked at the woman in front of him, looking at this woman who made his heart come alive again, and now he wanted to seal his heart again. The look in her eyes was so gentle, and so cold. So gentle that he would rather give everything than to please her. He was so cold that he knew very well that no matter how much he begged her, she would not change her decision.

He gripped her hand tighter. This time, he finally couldn't stand it anymore and shed a man's tears without dignity in front of her.

"You ruthless woman! You devil! You female devil who wants people's lives and eats people's hearts!"

Cai Yue really looked like a female demon, the corners of her mouth were slightly curved and she smiled, very beautifully, but the two crystal tears fell down the corners of her eyes at the same time.

"I just want your life, I want your heart! Do you want to give it?

Xiao Tian also smiled, smiling with tears on his face in embarrassment. How could he not give?

"I'll give you whatever you want! It's just that I gave it, and you can't be bad, let alone return it!"

She burst out laughing, tears pouring down her face.

"No refund! I've already paid the full amount, and I can't refund it if I want to! Moreover, you are so shrewd, how can I get it back? No, no matter how much I lose, I won't refund it!"

Xiao Tian also laughed, "Then let's pull the hook, no one is allowed to go back!"

Cai Yue said "yes" and stretched out her little finger at Xiao Tian.

Both of them pulled the hook very seriously like children, and put their thumbs on their thumbs again, and printed them very hard.

It was over, Xiao Tian looked at her, and still held her hand tightly, hiding his face in her palm. After a long while, he said vaguely and chokedly, "But, girl, I'm still... Or hope you... I hope you regret it!"

Cai Yue felt that her palms were wet, they were Xiao Tian's tears, lots and lots of tears.

The tears ran down her fingers, even wetting her thin linen tube.

She couldn't laugh no matter how hard she couldn't bear it, she just looked at her lover in front of her without turning her eyes, there was no comfort, only tears, tears, and constant tears.

The sun slowly set in the west, and the golden sun turned red, hanging like blood in the sky.

In Yang Xuan's study, Yang Xuan was smoking again, one after another, and the ashtray in front of him was full of piled up cigarette butts.

At dinner, Cai Yue did not eat alone with Xiao Tian again, but went to the main dining room of the main building with him.

Xiao Tian basically didn't say a complete sentence throughout the meal, but just spit out a few monosyllabic words in response to Yang Xuan and Caiyue's words.

Cai Yue basically lowered her head and ate herself, and even Yang Yue beside her talked to her several times, but she just answered a few times absentmindedly.

Yang Yue didn't see his mother for a day, he was very aggrieved, and when he was eating, he was very clingy to his mother. Seeing that his mother was not as gentle as usual to look at him and talk to him, he was even more aggrieved in his heart, and he didn't even want to eat, so he had to ask the maid to carry him down, and climbed on Caiyue's lap by himself, asking his mother to feed him.

Yang Xuan sat on the main seat and watched all this silently, and basically didn't say much, and the look on his face was even more uncertain.